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Sixty: Julius' POV [Losses and more Losses]

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The morning hit me like a sledgehammer, my head was pounding at a rapid rate and each throb behind my eyes was a brutal reminder of last night and how I needed to stop drinking.

But I had drank alright. I had drank quite a lot and now I was waking up on my childhood bed, in my mother’s ridiculously large and expensive house.

The scent of stale liquor still clung to my clothes and my breath. The memories of how I got here were a bit blurry but not lost to me.

I remembered drinking...a lot. And then, I remembered driving up here, standing in the middle of her lavish living room and screaming at her....Just screaming my lungs out like a tantrum throwing baby.

What had I called her?

I’d called her a monster, a destroyer. I’d accused her of ruining the one thing I loved, of making me lose Alex. And although I had my part to play in that as well, she was still the reason that I had lost the man that I love.

The words had poured out of my mouth, unfiltered, raw and made to hurt. I was angry
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