At the end of Valentine's day, all the letters were distributed to their recipients. Most kids received at least one. Everyone made a pact with their best friends that they would send each other something.
Theo got a whole bowl to himself. The committee even let him bring home the bowl as a bonus because his letters couldn't fit the largest envelope that was available. He was cheered along the corridor holding the large bowl in his hand.
She wondered if he'll even bother to read them later because there were so many.
Surprisingly, she got four letters herself. She tucked them into her backpack to read them later after dinner when she usually spends the rest of the day alone in her room.
Lee was already gone to rehearsal, she didn't even get the chance to see him that day. She wondered if he got letters too.
"I got 10 letters, I haven't opened them yet, how about you?" he said on the phone.
"I got 4 ... that's 4 more than I thought I'd ever get," she chuckled.
"Really? I thought you'd get more than that ... but I guess seniors are forbidden to send you anything," he laughed lightly.
"What makes you say that?"
"Because your brother doesn't allow any of his friends to date you ... I thought you knew that?"
It was the first time she ever heard of such a thing, "Really? I didn't know that ... did you hear him say that?"
"Not directly, but I heard seniors talked about it at the boys’ room sometimes."
"Hmm ... I really didn't know that ... well, he's got a lot of letters, and his girlfriend is in his room right now going over them together," she giggled.
Lee laughed, "She wouldn't want him to reply to any of them I suppose."
"Yeah ... so are you doing rehearsal again tomorrow?"
"Yeah, every day until the tournament ... I'm sorry you can't be there ... but ... uhmm ... I have practice on Saturday night at the studio, I was wondering if you'd like to come?"
Saturday night sounds like a date, not that she would know anything about it. It can also be a friendly hangout and it would be good for a change because she never goes anywhere on Saturday nights except for movies with Janice and Max had started going to clubs with his girlfriend lately.
"Sure," she said.
"Really? You'd come?"
"Yes, where is it? I'll ask Max to drop me off."
"No, I'll pick you up, text me your address ... we'll go together."
It really did sound like a date, she was grinning, "Okay."
"TJ ... my only wish for my 17th birthday is to lose my virginity with you ... it's gonna be on the 17th of March ... call me if you're interested."
The girl actually gave him her phone number. He furrowed his brows and threw the paper in the trash bin.
"TJ ... I will wait for you at the girls’ bathroom by the chemistry class at 1 PM tomorrow ... I want to give you something really special. I hope you'll come."
Remember to avoid the bathroom by the chemistry class tomorrow, he thought to himself.
"I think I've never fallen so hard for someone before you TJ, what I'd give to be Peyton Brown right now ... I hope she gets hit by a car, she doesn't deserve you."
"Jesus," he muttered to himself and threw the paper in the bin.
"TJ you're the hottest boy I've ever met, I just want to lick you up from head to toe and I would ..."
He crumpled the paper into a ball without finished reading it. They all sounded more or like the same. He sighed deeply.
Being the 'hottest' guy in high school was never something he intended to be. People seem to find him more attractive than other boys, it was flattering but exhausting at the same time. Girls seemed to see him as a sex craze teenager who would stick his penis to anyone that comes his way, it was degrading.
He really didn't feel like reading all the letters, some of the stuff written in them was so dirty he felt violated because he didn't even know who these girls were but apparently they've been fantasizing about having sex with him.
It was an image that came with his status for being Mr. Popular, but the truth is, he didn't even lose his own virginity until he was 17 to a girl before Peyton who was not a virgin at the time.
He let out a long exhale and rubbed his face. He took the pink envelope with glitter on it. When he opened it, it was longer than any of the other letters in the pile. That particular letter caught his attention. It was different. It was personal and it made him sound like a cruel person.
He stared at it for a while. He read it again and again. He folded it and put it back into the envelope. It was the only letter he kept from all the others. He wanted to throw the rest of the pile away but he had to find the one from Peyton. He rummaged through it again.
"Theo ... you're the best boyfriend I have ever had. I want to keep you forever. Love, P."
She wasn't much of a romantic but she wanted them to participate in the event. Most likely so she could post his note on I*******m to show everyone that she has a boyfriend who professes his love to her time and time again. It was all about appearance for Peyton, and the sex was fine too.
He laid on his bed and thought about that letter again. It was most intriguing. It made him want to know who had sent it. He was most curious because not a lot of people call him Theo. He may have an idea who it was, but can it be?
"Happy Valentine's Day Bitch!! I hope you'll get a boyfriend soon. If you don't ... which I'm sure you will ... you know who loves you most! I'll always be there for you, you know who this is. I love you to death!"
Jan ... oh no, she didn't write anything for her. She didn't think Jan was going to send her anything. She'll just text her back and tell her how much she was her bitch too.
"Hey, Hazel ... just want you to know I think your new style is awesome but you've always been awesome. Happy Valentine's day from a secret admirer."
That one sounds suspiciously like Jan disguised as a secret admirer.
"Hazel ... you're a hottie ... call me (phone number)"
She laughed. She's never been called a hottie before. Might be some douchebag trying to get hooked up with random girls. He probably had sent it to every girl at school.
"I want to be in your daydream with you."
That one made her smile. She wondered who it was. She tucked it in her diary and wrote a note under it. With what Theo said to her the day before, could it be?
"How's school today?" her mom asked at dinner time the next day.She shrugged, "Fine," she answered almost simultaneously with Max.There was nothing eventful for her except spending the whole day with Jan celebrating her new relationship status with Kyle. He finally confessed to her and asked her if she wanted to be his girlfriend on Valentine's Day. How romantic.There's not much she could say about her own Valentine's Day. That last note she received was occupying her mind, but no one was sending her signals or trying to approach her about it. It was anonymous, it will probably stay anonymous. She didn't want to think about it too much."I have a surprise for you, actually," her dad said as he wiped his mouth wit
She spent the whole day trying on outfits to go to Lee's dance party. Fixed her hair in all the ways she could think of while Jan watched from the other end of their video call."Does this look okay?" she held a pink top over a white mini skirt she had sworn to never wear only a year ago. It was the sixth set of clothes she tried to mix and match.Jan grunted, "That looks adorable ... if you were going out for ice cream in the daytime ... it's a dance studio, everyone's gonna be wearing black, you don't want to be the odd one out.""Are you sure? Black? My first choice was black?""I know, I told you it was fine but you went through your whole closet anyway ... I think black is the way to go."
They grabbed something to eat at a Burrito place not far from the studio. It all felt very casual and not at all felt like a date. They were just two friends hanging out on Saturday night because they both didn't have anything else to do, no one else to hang out with.When they arrived at the dance studio, the day was already dark. He took his large backpack from the back of the car, he brought at least three sets of clothes for changing, knee pads, elbow pads, extra socks, shoes. She never realizes that being a dancer was similar to being an athlete.The entrance of the studio was like a gym, they went through a narrow corridor all the way to the back and went into a double door where the dance hall was. It was a wide room, it was maybe half the size of the whole floor of the building, the walls were lined with mirrors.
Hazel being picked up by a boy they never heard about became a family event.Her mom asked Max to search him up on his social media and ended up spending the whole night stalking Lee's Instagram account. They watched all his stories which led them to his Tik-Tok account. Her mom downloaded Tik-Tok, created a fake account just to follow him.Her dad was still annoyed by the fact Lee was wearing hoop earrings, but then they watched BTS video clips and found out all of the members were wearing them. And from their stalking session, they concluded that Lee's favorite BTS was JungKook, which was accurate, he imitated how he dressed a lot."This is just sad," Max complained. "Leave them alone, maybe they're just friends ... she never mentioned anything about him before."
It was the opening day of The Annual Chestnut High School Sports Tournament. The day all high school students in Chestnut had been preparing for the past two months. It was held at Fairview High, the only school that had an adult size soccer field in town.The soccer team was getting ready in the locker room. Soccer was the opening match for the whole tournament that will take place in one week's time. So everyone involved was gathered in the arena that day for both the opening ceremony and the match.The marching band, the cheerleaders, the dancers, the whole lot were packed at the lower ground of the arena waiting for their turn to go out. The dance team was getting ready in the hallway in front of the locker room. They were all part of the opening ceremony and they were going first.
They took the bus back to Lee's house. He wasn't allowed to drive his dad's car to school. He was only allowed to drive his mom's SUV when he needed to pick up his little sister at the daycare or otherwise it was the bus, or the bike, or the foot.When they arrived at his house which was literally 5 minutes away from hers, she was amazed. His house was huge, it was a mansion."My dad's an architect," he explained looking at Hazel's bewilderment."Wow ... this is so cool ... I mean ... I've never been to a house this big before, Theo's house is big with a pool and everything but ... do you have an elevator? Or a bunker?" she looked up to the ceiling that seemed far out of reach of her eyesight."How many people live here? Do you h
Spending that afternoon at Lee's house made them closer. They played video games in his room, watched video clips of their favorite artists, they seem to have endless things to talk about whenever they're together. It felt like she had found a new best friend.She even got to know his brother and sister because they came into his room and stayed there for a while. He was really good with them too. She didn't even feel like going home even though she had to be home before dark."I can walk home, it's really close.""No ... you shouldn't, I'll take you, come on ... my dad just bought me a scooter, I can finally use it," he said and then he took her to his garage.It was a two-person scooter. His dad bought him the sco
"I can't believe we're hanging out here just because Kyle bailed on you ... so I'm just a back-up now? You're hurting my feelings," Hazel protested as they were sitting on Jan's rooftop in front of her bedroom window."Hey ... no fair ... you've been hanging out with Lee too, how is it with you two, anyway? Have you kissed him yet?""What?" Hazel threw a tissue at Jan, "It's not like that, we're just talking, played video games ... he's cool and friendless ... kinda like me, ditched by you and Kyle.""Talking? Come on ... are you telling me you guys are not into each other? 'cause I think I've seen couples that are less friendly than the two of you," Jan opened a can of beer she took from Kyle.Kyle was supposed to