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She tapped the door lightly and waited impatiently for whoever was on the other side to open up. With her hands in her pockets her feet tapped the ground, excitement running through her like warm water. The door flew open, and there with a smile stood his mother. "Good evening Lacey" his mother greeted. "He's in his room." she said pointing down the long hall way. Lacey nodded and headed down the hall. One more night, one more night and she would be gone for an entire year without being able to see her friends or talk to them. Her parents had said no distractions and she couldn't protest. The others did it already.
She stepped into his room, arms stretched out, but stopped when she saw the picture in front of her. Her hands dropped to her sides, disdain in her eyes. "Jody?" She spat out in confusion "and Dennis?" she laughed, denial filling her every thought. Her friend jumped off of her boyfriend's bed in fear. "Lacey I only came to tell him we couldn't do this again." she blurtted out as she walked towards her. Lacey stepped back, "so it happenned before?" She asked desprately trying not to let the tears out. She looked between them, waiting for one of them to answer her. "I tried to tell you yesterday at school but you were so busy, you didn't have the time." Jody bluttered again. "Lacey we were both upset. Out of nowhere you tell me you'll be gone for a year, a whole year. We were both pissed off and it just happenned." Dennis said. She nodded, her head filled with questions like when did it happen and how had it happenned? But she honestly didn't want the answers to those questions. Her breaking heart beat against itself. Her body unwilling to stay in the room any longer, she looked from Jody to Dennis and said "you're rightJody, itsmyfault, Ishouldhave givenyoumy attention, so youcouldexplainyourselfforthis." Dennis spoke up for the second time, "Baby I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." "Yeah Lacey I'm sorry" Jody repeated. Her apology very insincere. Lacey sighed and took out her phone, typing a quick message. She looked up at them once it was sent and said, "oh no!" her voice was shaking and so was her body, her tears threatening her brown eyes. "There's no need. And its a good thing I'm leaving isn't it?" She laughed as her phone beeped, a reply. "Bye" was her last word as she ran out the room. Bumping into his mother she gasped, "I'm sorry" she said as she cleared her throat. The tall woman looked down at her with sympathy, "No Lacey, I'm sorry." She nodded and headed out the door and into her car ordering the driver to take her home.With heavy breaths, she ran out the black honda and went straight for the double doors that led into her house, slamming that one shut with swelling rage she crossed the front hallway, took two steps at a time and barged into her room. Its safety pulling her towards her bed. She sank to the floor instead, pulling her pillow to herself, she let her head rest on it and she let it out; the tears she had managed to keep from spill since she saw them, she let it all out. Her body shaking with pure rage. She was her friend, how hadn't she seen it coming? Jody's constant nagging at why she was seeing him. With all her powers of observation she just didn't see this one coming.
She squeezed the layout of her grey bed sheet, pulling it towards her, while the soft mattress took in her muffled scream and streaming tears. Too weak to keep crying, she crawled into her bed, wrapping herself in the slightly cold embrace of her blanket. she closed her eyes and nuzzled her head into the soft pillow that matched her bed sheet. One more night seemed like a long time. She wanted to leave, the knowledge that it would be hard for her if she were at all to stay and go to school caused her dread. Leaving was the safest option and untill an hour ago, it turned out to be the very best. "Hey." She heard his sweet raspy voice. Lacey opened her eyes to see her big brother, his shoulder leaning against her door with his legs crossed at the ankles and his hands also crossed in front of him. His deep brown hair wet and sticking to his forehead. An impassive expression on his face. "What happened?" He asked, noticing her very red eyes and nose. She cleared her thoat and said, "Went over to see Dennis like I said I would." "Yeah and?""Jody was there, tugging at his shirt while he took her's off her head." She said in disgust. "What?" Was his reply.She sat up on her bed and continued, "they said something about both being upset I was leaving and then it just happened." "Oh! He's gonna get it promise you that." He said standing up right, his hands clenched by his side. "No need Darin, I won't be there to see it" she smiled slyly.He hissed. "He could just be my latest victim." He smiled back. "Yeah well, this happens doesn't it? I should have known. It happenned with you and Toni, only Marvin got his girl back." She pointed out her brothers' past expirience. Their parents idea to have their childern learn the family businesses when they turn sixteen has left them having scars from shattered relationships. "You could get him back if you want."She scoffed and laid back down. "I don't want to." He clicked his tongue and gave her a half smile. "You uhh... you want me to get her for you?" With her eyes lighting up she said, "Is she asleep?"He turned towards the long hallway and then back to her and answered, "Yeah for about thirty minutes. Does it matter?" Raising her head to the ceiling, she hummed as though in thought, causing his to chuckle. "No. So yes please and thanks."He nodded and walked into the hallway, returning with his little sister filling his arms. Her breathing calm with sleep and her hair, the same color as Darin's covering her small face. He placed her beside Lacey and pulled the covers over her petit frame. "When you get back she'll be five." He reminded her. "Yeah. Another year and more trouble" she laughed."Shhyeah" he smiled. "I'm sorry about Dennis. And I'll him for this." he balled his fist and shook it mid-air. "But right now Carmen wants my body, so I gotta go show it to her. Over Skype." He completed. Before she could speak up to judge him. "You have Sadey now so sleep well." She nodded as he closed the door behind him. She got to her feet and headed for he bathroom, taking her phone with her, a bath on her mind. Twenty-three messages from Dennis, including voicemails, and one from her dear friend Jody. Just a matter of time, and she wouldn't have to deal with it or them for an entire year.All those questions had given her a headache. And she didn't feel like talking to anyone, so she decided to spend an hour or three in her own house. Lucille fell asleep on the couch. Thirty minutes into her nap, she woke up with a start at the sound of a knock on her door. "I'm coming!" She called out. Dragging her feet. Wes stood before her, looking broken. Heart broken and confused. A very sad look on his face as he asked, "You're pregnant?" It stung, it stung her to see him look like that, and hear the words come out of his mouth. A lump formed in her throat. Her eyes burning with welling up tears. "Who told you?" "I got a call from one of the kids. I was worried when no one could find you. So when he told me you were there, I went right over, but you'd already left." The pain was in his voice. "They kept asking if it was me. If I'm the father of your baby. Tell me Lucille, are you?" She looked up, blinking away the tears. Her answer lodged in her t
Madison tapped her index finger against her mouth restlessly. Nina sighed in disapproval of her mother's clear sign of angst. She rolled her eyes. "Oh mom, come on. It's okay to be calm." "I can't help it. I'm not your father. And I am very upset.""Clearly." Nina smiled. "Charles!" She called out. "Could you please ask Mattie to fix mom a drink. Preferably something strong." "Vodka." Quincy spoke. Watching Madison glare at her daughter. "Vodka! For two. Daddy wants one too.""Right away Miss." The door bell was rung on his way back from delivering the message. Charles drew back in surprise. "Miss Lucille." She raised her hand over her mouth, signaling him to be quiet. "Miss Lucille, the whole house has been worried about you." He chose to whisper instead. "There's never been any need to worry Charles. I needed some time to myself. How else would I come back looking so pretty." She kissed his cheeks. "Beyond pretty Miss Lucille."She smiled. "
A sigh escaped Geegee's mouth after Nina told her what happened. "So she left? And you don't know where she is? You do don't you? Of course you do." She didn't wait for Nina to answer. And Nina wasn't going to. "Of course she'd leave. I mean it's all so overwhelming." Another sigh. "Do you think she's mad at me? Is she mad at me for telling you?" "Oh no, of course not." Nina waved her hand. "If anything you made it easier for her. Can you imagine if Madison or you weren't there. All the people she'd have to tell. Daddy, me, you." "Yeah." She nodded. "You're right." "I can't even imagine what it took for her to tell Nick. Mom and daddy told his parents, daddy found out like he always does, you guys were there and you told me. I can't even." "Yeah. And how they would have all reacted. You didn't see her that morning Nina. She was crying and not hiding it. I mean you know how she is. I was just so... I didn't even know what to do." A dash of anger
Entering into the dust covered house, Lucille dropped the bags she had been carrying on the floor. Looking around and thinking about all the work she'll put into cleaning the place, before heading back out to her car to grab the rest of her things. Every furniture in the livingroom was covered in white sheets. As was the rest of the house. She moved her bags of clothes and groceries to the dinning table, ready to do as much cleaning as she can before- candles. She forgot to get candles. With the power out, she had to get some source of light. And using candles felt like fun. She'd have to keep cleaning to day time. She strode out the door. Maybe a flashlight or two. When she got back it was almost dark out. She pulled off all the white sheets on all the furniture and washed them. Her radio playing music she sang along to. when she was done, she came back into the dark house, lit the candles, found a blanket and snuggled on a chair, staring at the burning candle and thinking a
She sighed dramatically. "Lunch time. I think I might stray from my diet." She picked up his jacket. Nick chuckled, buttoning up his shirt. "You've got candy in here." She dipped her hand into the inner pocket. "I'm not always on drugs. Or you." He took the jacket. She bit her lower lip smiling. "You bad boy." Then she pat her hair down and smoothed her dress. "Come on." They stepped out of his office, his hand over her shoulder. "Lucille." He called out when he saw her for some reason. His girlfriend looked up at him and then at the girl he'd called out to. "I heard you quit yesterday. You had Mister Atkins very upset. What are you doing here?" "Hi." She had to do this. Be strong, don't let your voice break. She looked at the girl then at him. "I need to talk to you." "Sure. Babe, head down would you?" "Don't take too long." She kissed his cheek. How would he take this? "What is it? And I'm in a bit of a hurry." Oh to ruin his lunch date w
She wasn't the only one dazed by the news. Madison however, recovered faster than both girls did. Geegee was having trouble digesting the words the doctor said. Lucille found herself standing in the corner of the room hoping the edge would open up and swallow her. She blinked rapidly, her eyes stinging with tears. A throat cleared. "How long?" "Three months." She answered her mother before she realised it. She turned sharply to look at her daughter backing her. "Give us the room would you?" The doctor nodded and left. "Lucille." She started towards her. Seeing Lucille's body shake as she cried. "Lucille." She reached out for her. "Mom I'm sorry." Lucille turned abruptly. Looking extremely helpless. Madison pulled her into a tight hug. "No no. Shh..." Her voice soothing as she stroked Lucille's hair. Her heart shattered seeing Lucille that way for the first time since she was a little girl. "I'm sorry mom, I didn't-" "It's okay." Lu







