로그인Chapter One Hundred ten[The healing heart]She can hear their laughter since the atmosphere is so serene that midday day, despite the scorching weather, and she learns to put up with it in order to get some rest and ask God for more signs that say,"Dear Lord, Father Almighty, I humbly ask that you always show me your way, teach me your path, and guide me Your truth now that I need to know more about your will for my life."Adding, "I am willing to listen, not to my own voice, but to your voice, which is so quiet that I am unable to hear due to the veils that blinded me after those traumatic experiences over the past six years. I am aware that I disregarded my parents' advice to find employment first and to practise my profession in order to weigh the calling. According to my father, doing what you want is the best we can do in this life, and you'll take care of the rest.Ericka kept praying about what God truly intended for her life. I also discovered that faith is dead without good
Chapter One hundred-nine[ The previous summit playground]"Dad, wait a moment, I am taking these chances while we are still here and she is still willing to be with me. Once we left here, I have lost chances to have here. If one day that she is still here, I will definitely marry her," Darwin reminded his son Teddy, who didn't mind what he said about Ericka and responded without giving it much thought.” She is the kind of woman I hope to have as a mother. I've heard that Ericka, my closest friend, left because she wanted to work as a convent missionary. For this reason, I began to let go of her and allow her to serve God. She is God's property, Papa. She was only a portion of my early years. “"Maybe I should go home first," Teddy said cheerfully as Leona approached. I need a place to take care of my family's business. I'll merely be back tomorrow. In any case, this get-together is scheduled to take place over my two-week vacation. Teddy, there are still plenty of opportunities for u
Chapter One Hundred-eight [The days of youth ] Ericka listens, Elaine continues. “For the glory of our God, you must be well-equipped to perform excellent deeds. My dear.”Adding, "You should be properly developed in accordance with our God, who is the owner of our lives and the source of all our needs here on earth, rather than based on your own talent, skills, and knowledge. Allow Him to do it to you. Our own ideas and plans are not the same as God's.Elaine continues, saying, "It's not instantaneous or magical; you have to go through the process of development." Sometimes it takes a very long time, much like when a farmer patiently waits for the season to change and all the seeds scattered on the ground must die so that the hard shell can be broken and the inner side can sprout. New plants then appear lovely and healthy to grow with the help of external factors that can support and nourish them. The tiny sprout from the tiny seeds is gladly assisted by the light, rain, air, and so
Chapter One Hundred -seven [ The most skilled healer]"How can I bear more fruits if you decided to send me home?" Ericka sobs in agony. “My family doesn't attend church and doesn't want to discuss God. I love you more than my own family, Sisters. What you are doing to me hurts me so much. I left them behind, putting up with all the suffering I saw in their eyes in order to fulfil what God had commanded. I also don't deserve to go through these hardships. However, who am I to defy your final decisions on my behalf if they are truly yours?"Ericka was guided by her mistress superior the night before she left because she had dysmenorrhea and couldn't attend the evening vespers. One of the young profess nuns made fun of her mistress superior in whispers, which made Ericka want to ignore everything going on around her at the time and choose to wash in preparation for the next early morning journey."After this trial outside the convent apart from us, let me have a wager with you on whethe
Chapter One Hundred-six[ The wounded heart]According to the mistress superior, "Now I discovered that I was already driving in the wrong direction and I needed to make a U-turn till I found the correct road leading to the city.,that is really absurd!" Ericka ignores her visions of Jesus in favor of following the superior's instunauations to keep quite.After collecting payment for all the antique jewelry that Ericka had gathered from the ashes of the elderly nuns' corpses inside the cemetery, the superior brought Ericka into the food chain. Ericka was unaware that the superior was putting her fortitude and naiveté to the test by forcing her to confront the dreadful grave yard basement located beneath the nuns' sleeping quarters in the former ancestral home.However, Ericka was still unable to comprehend what the mistress superior wanted her to. At the dinner table one Sunday morning,“As a result of working too much for her training, Ericka began to encounter things beyond reality.
Chapter One Hundred-five [ The paranormal ]The nuns were unable to comprehend what Ericka was attempting to say since she was gasping for air. "Hello, Ericka, please speak to me in my native tongue as I find it difficult to understand you."The nuns advised Ericka, "My dear, you go and rest," after she spoke in the language of the foreign nation. "I still have a lot of things to take care of, and I am the only one who can. do it.Dont worry,we will bring these difficulties to the attention of our supervisor. Okay.” Ericka walked away from the nun, sobbing in a mixture of doubts and sympathy.Afterwards, when Ericka is by herself, she is attempting to understand the situation by asking, "What's wrong with them? It seems that they put up with my companion's negative attitude and disregarded my request for justice. My companion punishes me for doing good deeds in private, which is unfair. All I wanted was to please her. But why does she become enraged over what I did?"Since then, Erick







