"There are only two reasons why one would do anything ever intimate with someone who they hate." Alya said in a matter of fact tone, looking directly into Nandini’s eyes.
Nandini looked at Alya in confusion while the latter one seemed to be confident about her thoughts.
Alya royally ignored the look on Nandini’s face and started. "The first reason is that they're really good at codifying their passions. They can truthfully and objectively say if someone is attractive or not while keeping their opinions about the other person's personality separate. This compartmentalisation allows two people to come close and enjoy the adrenaline rush that comes from crossing the boundaries that they normally wouldn't. Your body basically craves the illicit. The forbidden."
Nandini's eyes snapped open, she seemed to be terrified. "Is she fucking insane or what? Craving the illicit! I don't crave Manik secretly." She mumbled under her breath inaudible to Alya. "What's your other reason?
"The second is that there is a thin line between love and hate. If you think about it, hate and love are both manifestations of passion. Basically, two people subliminally like each other but they haven't consciously realized it. Something is stopping them. I think that's the case with you and Manik. You both just can't pass your childhood dynamic because you guys have become used to living like that for so long. It stops you from consciously acknowledging aspects of the other person that you like. There might be some underlying ego in there as well and fear of rejection by the other."
Nandini was at a loss of words. She didn’t know whether to feel good about having a friend like Alya or just break her head for even thinking something this way. According to her, the second reason was way worse than the first.
"Bullshit!" Nandini screamed, being flushed red with anger. "Alya, I'm sorry, but both your reasons don't make any sense. They’re utterly bullshit. Also, it’s Manik who started things, not me. I’m telling you, I have known him since my birth and I’m sure he is doing this only to throw me out of this job. Nothing else."
Nandini acted all defensive, in contrast to her character.
"Look, I'm not accusing you of anything. I think it's very normal that is going on between you two. You guys only need time to figure out your dynamic and I’ll suggest you keep your distances aside for once and give it a shot." Alya muttered in a calm tone.
"Did you hit your head somewhere recently? Because you’ve gone mad. We don’t need to figure anything out. There is nothing going on between us." There was no way she was going to accept it.
Alya held up her hand in a gesture of asking Nandini to remain quiet and continued by herself. “Look, Nandini, I know that he started it, but Nandini….” She stopped for a while and exhaled a breath before starting again. “And please don't blow up at me for saying this.”
Nandini stared at Alya eagerly, waiting for her to reveal what was in her mind.
“You also responded to it, didn’t you? With just as much vigor. I know he mostly instigates your fights, but you instigate him just as much whenever you can too."
"So, you're saying this is my fault?" Nandini stared at Alya in disbelief. She was offended. "You're saying I instigated him to write those mean things about my work ethic? He clearly wrote trash about my submission."
“Urggh! Fuck! No, that's not what I meant Nandini. You know it.. See this is why Dhruv said not to say anything about this "
"Dhruv also thinks it's my fault? What the fuck!”
"NO!" Alya reached across the table and held Nandini's hand. She let out an exhausted sigh.
"That is not what I'm saying. The comments were a dick move by him and I understand they were hurtful to you. I'm not denying that at all. I'm just saying in general, you are as quick to blow up at him and lash out and attack him, as he is to you. He instigates, but you respond to him equally. He's burning and you're the fuel to the fire, Nandini babe, can't you see spark between you two? It has progressed so far now. You two search each other out like heat seeking missiles just so you can attack each other. You two don't even realize doing it."
Nandini frowned at Alya trying to rationally process what she was saying. On this point at least, she knew that Alya was right. But she hated hearing it out loud. She had very easily fallen into step with Manik's instigations and had willingly taken part in their vicious exchanges. It was like second nature to her, like breathing. He did something outrageous and snide remarks would flow automatically from her tongue in response. It was so natural.
"But he still started it, Alya, and he brought it into the workplace this time. Can you believe it?" She was desperately grasping onto straws to keep an upper hand in the argument.
"Yes, he did." Alya smiled at her and squeezed her hands. "But Nandini don't you think it's because unconsciously, he tries to seek you out? Your attention? He hasn't realized it just like you didn’t but I think that's what he is doing. Moreover, I’ve always seen him being crazy about you."
“Fuck! Crazy about me? Alya, please consult a psychiatrist!” Nandini snatched back her hand. "He looks at me with anger all the time. He is crazy enough to strangle me, he is crazy enough to do the worst to me. But crazy to be with me? Nope. Never."
"Don't you remember last year when your families went shopping? I was there as well. That creepy manager leered at you, called you ‘item’ and offered to help you personally. Manik was ready to punch him to his death."
"Alya, that's just how Manik is. He would've done that for any woman in the family. In fact he would've done that for any woman even if he didn’t know her. You know how serious he is about his responsibility, as the head of the family. Though I hate to admit it, he respects women and he never steps back from fulfilling his duties."
"Okay, then what about the time you slipped and hit your head? Manik was absolutely frantic for you and didn't calm down till he got you to hospital. He was going crazy when the doctor delayed arriving. I've never seen him behave like that. He didn't react like that when Inaya tripped and fell."
"You’re too filmy, Alya. That's not what you’re thinking of it to be. Anyone would be frantic, I was bleeding. That doesn't mean anything. It doesn't prove Manik harbors any sort of…” She stopped and gulped. “Any sort of unrealised feeling about me."
Alya opened her mouth again to retort back, but suddenly a tray full of food was plopped down in front of them. Aryaman and Dhruv came there, helping themselves to settle beside the girls.
Nandini and Aryaman glanced at each other. They tried hard to hide their chuckle as Alya and Dhruv were overly affectionate. They even made eating with them awkward. It wasn't long before Alya was feeding Dhruv fries one by one and staring at him lovingly, ignoring how Dhruv had managed to get sauce all over his face.
“Being in love makes people gross.” Nandini thought in mind.
Nandini spent the rest of the afternoon slightly unfocused as her mind was filled with Alya's words. She refused to give any weight to the second reason. As per Nandini’s thoughts, reason number two was ruled out purely because Alya was an idiot about love.
Her own reasoning had to be ruled out too. If Manik had to get her kicked out of his company, he didn't need to kiss her to do so. He could've done it already after handing her back poor reviews on her work.
She was then left with the first reason only. At least, it was easier to stomach than her reason number two.
“Is that why we made out? Because we’re physically attracted to each other even though we hate each other? Because we crave the illicit?”Nandini couldn't recall ever thinking about Manik being attractive. But now that she thought about it, objectively of course, she realized that it was true. He was attractive, sexy and devilishly hot. He was good looking. He was tall, wide shouldered and brooding. His presence commanded respect. His golden brown eyes, seductive smirk and sharp jawline could make any girl fall on her knees and beg for him. In short, he was everything a girl could ever ask for.
Then another thought crossed her mind. “What does Manik of me? Is he thinking of me the way I’m thinking? Does he find me attractive? Is that why he kissed me?” Nandini sighed and stepped into the elevator.
As soon as the elevator doors started to close on her, a perfectly tanned hand was placed in between the door frames stopping them in their tracks. The sensor reacted to the touch and the doors easily started sliding back open. Manik stepped in, pulling Nandini out of her thoughts. She was startled with his sudden presence.
“Act normal, Nandini. Act as if nothing happened. Just don’t react!” She continuously chanted in her mind.
Manik was also taken aback to see her. But he walked in and stood beside her.
"Nandini."
Nandini sighed and stepped into the elevator. As soon as the elevator doors started to close on her, a perfectly tanned hand was placed in between the door frames stopping them in their tracks. The sensor reacted to the touch and the doors easily started sliding back open. Manik stepped in, pulling Nandini out of her thoughts. She was startled with his sudden presence. “Act normal, Nandini. Act as if nothing happened. Just don’t react!” She continuously chanted in her mind.Manik was also taken aback to see her. But he walked in and stood beside her. "Nandini." He called out her name. His tone was even, holding the normal amount of command and pride as it always did. Nandini raised her head to look at him. He met her gaze and held it. Then he gave a lazy smirk. "You're quite the celebrity today. Everyone seems to have something to say about you. They can’t stop gushing about you."Nandini didn't say anything in response. To be fair it wasn't a question, he made a statement and Nand
“You can’t lie to me, Nandini. I know you liked whatever happened between us and you want me as much as I want you. We may hate each other but let's face it we'd be full-blown dynamite in bed.” Manik whispered huskily as his lips brushed Nandini’s. Nandini was taken aback, her mouth hanging wide open. “I'm not imagining that am I? He did say what I heard right?” She spoke in her mind.Manik only smirked at her reaction. "You heard me right, Nandini. Maybe we should release some of our pent up tension in bed. Let's think about making some sort of deal about it, no?"“So, it's true then? We both crave the illicit?” As this thought hit Nandini’s, all she could do was to stare back at him speechless for a good minute."You've gone mad, Manik." Nandini finally muttered, in a low voice shaking her head. She was still in his hold but she had stopped struggling and was looking up at his face in pure disbelief. She was still having a hard time, believing what she heard was right. But she coul
“Stop, Nandini! I don’t have time for your sob stories about us being too strict for your age. You will not be staying over at Alya's place this time.”Suddenly Nandini’s eyes turned hopeful. “Am I going to stay at home itself?” She smiled brightly, thinking her parents were finally having some senses and they were stopping treating her as a toddler.“That’s not even an option after the stunt you pulled last time.” Nandini's face fell immediately and she let out a sigh of exasperation. "Then where will I be staying?" She asked in a bored tone. “As you already know, Manik is in town. He’s going to stay here for a few months for some business related issues. He is staying in his flat along with his servants. His trusted caretaker, Sukesh and his wife, Bhabna are here too. You will be staying with them."Nandini's mouth fell open in shock. It was surely the last thing she was hoping to hear. “Mom! What are you saying? You don’t want me to stay with my friends as you don’t trust them. B
Manik returned after a few hours. He directly went to his study and the scene in front of him was enough to make his blood boil. His emotion was exploding out of him in waves. He stormed into the lounge where Nandini was causally seated on a couch. “NANDINI, FOR JESUS’S SAKE, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IN MY STUDY?” Manik’s voice felt like thunder in the empty flat. Nandini, who pretended to be engrossed in some random magazine, looked up, feeling totally bewildered. She hadn't seen Manik this mad ever. His face was bright red and a vein was popping in his temple. His jawline too looked sharper than it usually did. "Will you mind explaining yourself?" He pulled her closer, gripping her upper arm. Though she was perplexed at the beginning, his tone broke her trance and her face hardened at the tone he used with her. She threw a deadly glare at him and pulled her arm off of his hold. "Yes, I mind." Anger flashed through her tone. "You want an explanation from me? For what? What the fuck
“Give me a chance, I'll lay the world at your feet.” Nandini ignored the text from the private number and went to bed. She had a tough time falling asleep as the steamy moment she shared with Manik was flashing in her mind without a pause. She somehow managed to grab some sleep before her alarm woke her up once again. Her mind was still full with her intimate encounter with Manik. No doubt, Nandini was confused and surprised at her lack of self control when it came to him, but by now she had no choice but to simply accept that there was no point being bashful or in denial. They were physically attracted towards each other. She'd just have to be more vigilant and have her guard up about it. Manik had become even more cocky and arrogant than ever after spanking a half naked Nandini's ass. The tempting memory of her curvy ass on his lap served as inspiration to keep trying harder to attain his goal. He had witnessed how comfortable she was with him yesterday, he was surprised but plea
“Manik, please….” Nandini begged, looking at Manik with pleading eyes.Manik smirked. "Are you afraid of being caught with your boss's hands inside your top, touching you the way no one ever did?" "Manik, keep your hands off me else I swear I will kill you!" She snapped out in fear. She was panting heavily. “First, admit that I affect you like no one else. No one else makes you feel the way I make you feel” He moved closer to her and blew air in her ear, making her shiver and she clutched his sleeve tighter. “Accept that you’re aroused for me and I’ll let you go.” She was in such a state that she didn’t need to tell twice. “I accept. I admit you’re the only one.” She still looked panic-stricken.Manik smirked. “See it was easy, wasn’t it?” He smiled mischievously and slipped his hands out of her top. Nandini hurriedly straightened her outfit before walking out of his cabin, leaving a smirking Manik behind. Nandini was checking herself out in the mirror of the elevator. She didn’t
Nandini spotted a man in a hoodie. He was standing just outside the gate of Alya's house. She could see him clearly as Alya's bedroom was on the second floor.“That's odd!”Nandini frowned. She couldn't make out a face, but it was fishy how he was just dawdling there in one spot. He dawdled for another two minutes, then he started walking away up the street.She spent the entire day going through dresses and watching movies at Alya's place. It was past evening when she decided to head back to Manik’s flat. It was 8 when she reached Manik’s flat, using the extra key Manik had provided for her, she entered the flat yawning and stretching. She was exhausted after surfing through the piles of Alya’s clothes and hanging them back to her closet once again. She couldn’t help wanting to just jump on her bed and grab some sleep. “If you plan to go anywhere, then inform me personally about where you would be going and what you would be doing.” Nandini almost jumped at her place and a shiver
Manik, who was still there dressed in a fine black suit, looking deadly handsome, turned around from the mirror in which he was fixing his hair at the sound of Nandini hustling around behind him.“Where is your tissue box, Manik?” Nandini asked, walking near him, holding up the trail of her robe and dress so she wouldn't trip.Manik's breath hitched at the sight of her face. She'd chosen to do a dark, mature and sultry makeup look. She looked exactly opposite to her cute self. She'd done smokey and kohl rimmed eyes, prominent contours and her lips were painted a deep crimson. It really hit him just how much of a woman she was. A beautiful, sensual, divine woman who could attract any man around her.He kept staring at her face with wide eyes without answering her. His attraction to her before was nothing compared to what it was now. It felt like it had increased tenfold in one second with the single glance which was undoubtedly insane.“Manik! Hey! What’s wrong? Do you have tissues on