로그인WARNING! SMUT! SMUT!! SMUT!! “Open your fucking legs wider, bitch, and stop pretending this isn't what you have always wanted.” I flinch at the boom of his voice and do as he says. He drives in three fingers into my pussy as he pounds my ass and all I can do is moan and take it. “Take it, you filthy fucking slut,” he says, pounding harder into me. “This is what you want right? To be a filthy fucking slut. If this is what you want, you can fucking take it.” And I can feel his cock hitting my guts. ***** I am Holly Winterbourne. I am a young girl with a secret forbidden crush on her best friend's father. I shouldn't want him. I shouldn't even think of his touch on my body and most importantly, I shouldn't be FUCKING him. But fate brings us together during the holidays and I realize I can't resist my best friend's father, no matter how hard I try.
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My phone buzzes, I lazily stretch my hand to pick up the phone from where it's laying on my bed.
It's a message notification from Troy, my boyfriend. I open the message and instantly, my stomach sink.
“Hey. I think we should break up. Things are not working between us, and I can't force it anymore. I hope you understand. And I'm sorry for breaking up with you four days before Christmas. I know how you're looking forward to spending the Christmas with me. I'm sorry about that.”
I stare at the screen for a solid ten seconds before letting out a soft, humorless laugh. Figures.
I had seen it coming. Not because I was psychic, but because deep down, I had known he was never going to be the one, and I hadn't given my best in the relationship. It's only a matter of time before he got tired of me.
He was easy, familiar, and available—but he lacked the spark that made my heart race every time my best friend’s dad walked into a room.
Sliding onto the edge of my bed, I toss the phone beside me and bury my face in my hands.
“Good. Finally, honesty,” I mutter under my breath.
My reflection in the mirror caught my eye. My cheeks are flushed, a little from irritation, a little from embarrassment.
I give myself a wry smile. Troy wasn’t what I wanted anyway. I hadn’t needed him to break my heart—I had always known he was just… filler. A substitute for the real thing.
Consoling myself, I whispered, “It’s fine. I didn’t need him anyway. I’ve always known… I’ve always wanted him.”
My fingers itched with the memory of my best friend’s dad. The one person I can't have, no matter how badly I want him.
And so I had settled, like I always did. Settled for someone who was convenient, someone safe.
And now, he has broken up with me some days before Christmas. This is going to be the worst Christmas ever.
****
The weather decided to snow later in the day. I have never seen snow fall this heavily my life.
Thick white sheets blanketed the town, swallowing cars, burying rooftops, and turning the roads into glossy death traps.
My apartment building groans under the weight of winter, and inside my small room, the sound of water dripping grows louder. Too loud.
Another droplet falls from the ceiling.
Then another.
Then the whole plaster caved in, sending freezing water splashing across my blanket.
“Are you kidding me?!” I yelp, scrambling off the bed just as another stream burst through the ceiling.
This is not the right time for this…I groan.
Cold, miserable and absolutely ruined, I grab my phone with shaking hands and dial the only person I can think of.
“Holly?” Gabriel, my best friend answers groggily, his voice thick with sleep.
“My ceiling just gave out,” I snap. “My stuff is soaked. I’m freezing. Can I come stay at your place till I figure out what to do about it later??”
A pause.
Then, “You’re staying with me. I’m coming.”
Before I can argue, the call ends.
It takes Gabriel exactly seven minutes to arrive.
“Let’s go,” he says, already moving toward my bags. “Dad won’t mind.”
My stomach drops.
Damien Blackwood.
The stern, cold, devastatingly handsome Alpha of the Silver Thorn Pack. The man whose intense gaze makes me forget how to breathe. The man who lived by rules, structure, discipline.
The man I definitely should NOT have a crush on.
“Gabriel, I don’t think….”
“My dad isn’t even home most nights,” he interrupts. “He’ll barely notice.”
That was a lie and we both know it.
Damien notices everything.
But I am too cold, too tired, and too desperate to argue. I follow Gabriel through the snow, trembling as the icy wind bit into my skin.
When we reach the Blackwood residence, I curse under my breath.
The house is massive…. dark wood, warm lights glowing from inside, smoke curling from the chimney. Cozy, intimidating, and too perfect.
Gabriel unlocks the door.
“Dad? You home?” he calls.
Silence.
Relief loosen my shoulders. Thank goodness he isn't home. I am not ready to face him again.
“See? All good. Come in…..” and then, Gabriel is interrupted.
“Why are you home early? Thought you just left??”
The deep, commanding voice freezes me in place.
Damien Blackwood step from the hallway like a shadow made flesh — tall, broad-shouldered, muscular, commanding, wearing a fitted black t-shirt that clung to muscle and authority. His presence fills the entire room.
I take a look at his intimidatingly handsome face—Strong jawline, Dark hair, neatly trimmed beard, Deep brown, controlled, intimidating eyes.
His eyes lands on me
And for a moment… I stop breathing.
Warmth spread across my cheeks. I suddenly wish the snow outside will swallow me whole.
“Holly?” Damien says slowly. “It’s been a while.”
Gabriel steps forward. “Her ceiling collapsed from the storm. She needs a place to stay until repairs are done.”
Damien’s jaw clenches.
I feel judged. Watched. Stripped bare.
But then…..his expression shifted.
He steps closer, and my breath siezes.
Just then, Gabriel's sister saunters into the room.
“Hey, Holly. It's been a while” she says gleefully, as she walk up to me and pull me into a hug.
“Hi, Ella. Yeah, it's been a while…and a merry Christmas to you in advance” I smile at the eighteen years old gorgeous girl with big brown eyes, chocolate brown hair, pointed nose and cute lips.
I am twenty two, and Gabriel is twenty three. While his father…is forty two.
When I look up, Damien is staring at me.
“You’re trembling,” he says.
I swallow hard. “I–I’m fine.”
He reaches out and brushes melting snow from my hair—an instinctive, protective gesture.
Electricity shot down my spine.
He must have felt it too, because he immediately withdraw his hand, expression tightening.
“You’ll stay here,” he says, not a question. A command.
My pulse spiked.
Damien Blackwood has never spoken to me like this.
Gabriel grins at me. “See? Easy.”
But I am not even listening to him. I am staring at the lips of the man I should never want and I'm wishing to have those cute lips on mine.
And when Ella pulls me away saying that we should take a stroll down the street because she is feeling bored, I'm grateful for the distraction.
I follow her immediately out of the door before I do something very stupid.
The city feels wrong.Everything about it.Too loud. Too bright. Too… alive in a way that irritates him.Nicholas steps out of the black car slowly, his polished shoes touching the pavement like he owns the ground beneath it.Because in his mind, he does.He stands at the edge of a crowded street, his sharp eyes scanning the endless movement of humans rushing past like ants with no sense of awareness. Cars honk impatiently. Voices overlap. Laughter, arguments, footsteps….it’s chaos.They're completely unaware of what just stepped into their world.Nicholas tilts his head slightly, watching them like prey.“Disgusting…” he mutters under his breath.His wolf stirs faintly inside him, irritated and uncomfortable.This place is not meant for creatures like him.His jaw tightens.“I hate it here,” he mutters, his voice low and edged with irritation.Alvin, standing half a step behind him, doesn’t dare smile.“You’ll get used to it, Alpha,” he says carefully.Nicholas shoots him a cold gla
“Alpha Nicholas, I think Damien is really interested in that girl,” Alvin tells Nicholas.The words hang in the air like a spark waiting to ignite something dangerous.Nicholas doesn’t respond immediately.Instead, he sits on his throne….legs spread slightly, one hand resting lazily on the armrest, the other gripping a glass of dark wine so tightly it looks like it might shatter.The hall is silent….too silent.Then, a low chuckle escapes his lips….dark, cold and unsettling.Alvin shifts uncomfortably.That laugh…. It never means anything good.Nicholas tilts his head slightly, his eyes distant….lost in memories he has buried for years.Years… that suddenly feel like nothing.Because one name still burns like fresh fire in his chest.Laura.She was the only woman he had ever loved. The woman he wanted to be his.Then he goes down memory lane.~~~The scent of wildflowers and soft laughter echoing in the mountains.Laura standing at the edge of the cliff, her hair dancing with the win
~DAMIEN~The drive home feels longer than it should.Or maybe it just feels that way because every mile I put between us claws at something deep in my chest.I grip the steering wheel tighter than necessary, jaw clenched, eyes fixed on the dark road ahead. The night stretches endlessly, quiet and heavy, but my mind… my mind is anything but.It’s her.It’s always her….Holly.A slow breath leaves me, but it does nothing to steady the restless pull inside me. I can still see her standing there when I left… those eyes watching me like she was holding herself back from saying something.From asking me to stay.God.If she had said it… if she had just looked at me and said stay…I wouldn’t have left, not for anything.My hands tighten slightly on the wheel as I exhale through my nose.“That’s exactly the problem,” I mutter under my breath.Because I don’t trust myself around her.Not at all.Not after everything that happened in that house.Not after the way she l
~HOLLY~The silence feels…wrong.It settles too fast, too loud, too empty.I stand there for a long moment after the door closes behind Damien, staring at it like if I just wait a little longer…he might walk back in.Like he forgot something.Like he forgot me.My fingers curl slightly at my sides.Nothing happens. No footsteps. No knock.No deep, steady voice calling my name again.Just…silence.I realize he's truly gone when I hear the sound of his car driving away.I sigh deeply and heavily.A shaky breath leaves my lips, and I slowly turn around, my eyes drifting across the house.And that’s when it hits me.He’s everywhere.Not physically…but God, it feels like he is.The dining chairs, the bed, the wall where he leaned that one time, watching me with that unreadable look in his eyes before everything spiraled into something we couldn’t stop.My chest tightens.I take a slow step forward, then another.And suddenly, it’s like the entire house is screaming memories at me.The room






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