LOGINWARNING! SMUT! SMUT!! SMUT!! “Open your fucking legs wider, bitch, and stop pretending this isn't what you have always wanted.” I flinch at the boom of his voice and do as he says. He drives in three fingers into my pussy as he pounds my ass and all I can do is moan and take it. “Take it, you filthy fucking slut,” he says, pounding harder into me. “This is what you want right? To be a filthy fucking slut. If this is what you want, you can fucking take it.” And I can feel his cock hitting my guts. ***** I am Holly Winterbourne. I am a young girl with a secret forbidden crush on her best friend's father. I shouldn't want him. I shouldn't even think of his touch on my body and most importantly, I shouldn't be FUCKING him. But fate brings us together during the holidays and I realize I can't resist my best friend's father, no matter how hard I try.
View More~HOLLY~
My phone buzzes, I lazily stretch my hand to pick up the phone from where it's laying on my bed.
It's a message notification from Troy, my boyfriend. I open the message and instantly, my stomach sink.
“Hey. I think we should break up. Things are not working between us, and I can't force it anymore. I hope you understand. And I'm sorry for breaking up with you four days before Christmas. I know how you're looking forward to spending the Christmas with me. I'm sorry about that.”
I stare at the screen for a solid ten seconds before letting out a soft, humorless laugh. Figures.
I had seen it coming. Not because I was psychic, but because deep down, I had known he was never going to be the one, and I hadn't given my best in the relationship. It's only a matter of time before he got tired of me.
He was easy, familiar, and available—but he lacked the spark that made my heart race every time my best friend’s dad walked into a room.
Sliding onto the edge of my bed, I toss the phone beside me and bury my face in my hands.
“Good. Finally, honesty,” I mutter under my breath.
My reflection in the mirror caught my eye. My cheeks are flushed, a little from irritation, a little from embarrassment.
I give myself a wry smile. Troy wasn’t what I wanted anyway. I hadn’t needed him to break my heart—I had always known he was just… filler. A substitute for the real thing.
Consoling myself, I whispered, “It’s fine. I didn’t need him anyway. I’ve always known… I’ve always wanted him.”
My fingers itched with the memory of my best friend’s dad. The one person I can't have, no matter how badly I want him.
And so I had settled, like I always did. Settled for someone who was convenient, someone safe.
And now, he has broken up with me some days before Christmas. This is going to be the worst Christmas ever.
****
The weather decided to snow later in the day. I have never seen snow fall this heavily my life.
Thick white sheets blanketed the town, swallowing cars, burying rooftops, and turning the roads into glossy death traps.
My apartment building groans under the weight of winter, and inside my small room, the sound of water dripping grows louder. Too loud.
Another droplet falls from the ceiling.
Then another.
Then the whole plaster caved in, sending freezing water splashing across my blanket.
“Are you kidding me?!” I yelp, scrambling off the bed just as another stream burst through the ceiling.
This is not the right time for this…I groan.
Cold, miserable and absolutely ruined, I grab my phone with shaking hands and dial the only person I can think of.
“Holly?” Gabriel, my best friend answers groggily, his voice thick with sleep.
“My ceiling just gave out,” I snap. “My stuff is soaked. I’m freezing. Can I come stay at your place till I figure out what to do about it later??”
A pause.
Then, “You’re staying with me. I’m coming.”
Before I can argue, the call ends.
It takes Gabriel exactly seven minutes to arrive.
“Let’s go,” he says, already moving toward my bags. “Dad won’t mind.”
My stomach drops.
Damien Blackwood.
The stern, cold, devastatingly handsome Alpha of the Silver Thorn Pack. The man whose intense gaze makes me forget how to breathe. The man who lived by rules, structure, discipline.
The man I definitely should NOT have a crush on.
“Gabriel, I don’t think….”
“My dad isn’t even home most nights,” he interrupts. “He’ll barely notice.”
That was a lie and we both know it.
Damien notices everything.
But I am too cold, too tired, and too desperate to argue. I follow Gabriel through the snow, trembling as the icy wind bit into my skin.
When we reach the Blackwood residence, I curse under my breath.
The house is massive…. dark wood, warm lights glowing from inside, smoke curling from the chimney. Cozy, intimidating, and too perfect.
Gabriel unlocks the door.
“Dad? You home?” he calls.
Silence.
Relief loosen my shoulders. Thank goodness he isn't home. I am not ready to face him again.
“See? All good. Come in…..” and then, Gabriel is interrupted.
“Why are you home early? Thought you just left??”
The deep, commanding voice freezes me in place.
Damien Blackwood step from the hallway like a shadow made flesh — tall, broad-shouldered, muscular, commanding, wearing a fitted black t-shirt that clung to muscle and authority. His presence fills the entire room.
I take a look at his intimidatingly handsome face—Strong jawline, Dark hair, neatly trimmed beard, Deep brown, controlled, intimidating eyes.
His eyes lands on me
And for a moment… I stop breathing.
Warmth spread across my cheeks. I suddenly wish the snow outside will swallow me whole.
“Holly?” Damien says slowly. “It’s been a while.”
Gabriel steps forward. “Her ceiling collapsed from the storm. She needs a place to stay until repairs are done.”
Damien’s jaw clenches.
I feel judged. Watched. Stripped bare.
But then…..his expression shifted.
He steps closer, and my breath siezes.
Just then, Gabriel's sister saunters into the room.
“Hey, Holly. It's been a while” she says gleefully, as she walk up to me and pull me into a hug.
“Hi, Ella. Yeah, it's been a while…and a merry Christmas to you in advance” I smile at the eighteen years old gorgeous girl with big brown eyes, chocolate brown hair, pointed nose and cute lips.
I am twenty two, and Gabriel is twenty three. While his father…is forty two.
When I look up, Damien is staring at me.
“You’re trembling,” he says.
I swallow hard. “I–I’m fine.”
He reaches out and brushes melting snow from my hair—an instinctive, protective gesture.
Electricity shot down my spine.
He must have felt it too, because he immediately withdraw his hand, expression tightening.
“You’ll stay here,” he says, not a question. A command.
My pulse spiked.
Damien Blackwood has never spoken to me like this.
Gabriel grins at me. “See? Easy.”
But I am not even listening to him. I am staring at the lips of the man I should never want and I'm wishing to have those cute lips on mine.
And when Ella pulls me away saying that we should take a stroll down the street because she is feeling bored, I'm grateful for the distraction.
I follow her immediately out of the door before I do something very stupid.
~DAMIEN~My fingers tremble slightly as I gather the last of the flowers.They’re unlike anything I’ve ever seen—petals soft as silk, glowing faintly under the fading light, carrying a scent so sweet it almost aches. Not just flowers… they feel like something more. Like forgiveness. Like a beginning.“Mate will love them,” Lucian murmurs, his voice low but vibrating with excitement.I swallow hard.“I hope she’ll even see me,” I mutter.I turn and walk quickly back to my car, my boots crunching against the gravel. My heart is pounding now…not from the ritual, not from the goddess… but from what comes next.From her….Holly.The name alone tightens something deep in my chest.I reach my car, pull the door open, and immediately strip off what’s left of my torn clothes. My hands move fast, almost desperate, grabbing a clean shirt and dark jeans from the backseat.I change right there, not caring about anything else but time.Every second feels like too much.Every
~DAMIEN~I have been restless ever since my wife appeared to me twice in the dream and asking me to let go off the grudges I have about her death.Ever since she asked me to let go of the grudges I have against the moon goddess for not protecting my wife and taking away my mate from me.I don't even realize I have been holding those grudges deep in my heart until my late wife called my attention to it.She asked to me to find my happiness again and be happy. She wants me to have peace of mind.But is she aware that my peace of mind and happiness lies in the arms of another woman? A woman much younger than me? A woman that could easily pass as my daughter??“It doesn't matter, Damien,” Lucian speaks through the mind-link. “Our former mate already gave her blessings. She asked you to be happy. She sees everything.”“She must have seen how miserable you are without Holly, and that's why she came to your dream urging you to be happy. Stop overthinking things, Dam
~DAMIEN~“Dad, are you even listening?”Ella’s voice pulls me out of the fog, and I blink, forcing my attention back to the dining table.She’s staring at me, her brows slightly furrowed, her spoon halfway to her mouth.Gabriel is quieter. Too quiet.“I’m listening,” I say, even though I have no idea what she just said.I pick up my coffee and take a sip, but it tastes like nothing.Everything tastes like nothing these days.“You’ve been weird,” Ella mutters.“I’m not weird,” I reply flatly.She raises a brow. “You just called cereal ‘soup’ five minutes ago.”I pause.Did I?“Eat your food, Ella.”She rolls her eyes but obeys, mumbling something under her breath.I glance at Gabriel.He hasn’t touched his food.His eyes are distant, his jaw tight, his fingers clenched around his fork like he’s holding onto something invisible.He’s been like this… ever since that day.Ever since he went to Holly’s house last.I'm really curious to know what happened there,
~DAMIEN~I foolishly expected Holly to show up on New Year's Day.But she didn't, and I have never hated a day this much in my entire life.The house was too quiet.Not the peaceful kind of quiet… no.That one was loud and echoed. A silence that pressed into my chest and sat there like something heavy and suffocating.I was standing by the window in the living room, staring outside at nothing in particular. The streets were unusually calm, a stark contrast to last night’s chaos—fireworks, laughter, celebration.People welcoming a new beginning.And there I was…drowning in an ending.I was holding my phone in my hand all through, even though I didn't remember when I picked it up, but I remembered why I was holding it.I was glancing at the screen over and over again for a message from Holly, or a call from her, but I got nothing from her.No “Happy New Year, Damien.”My grip tightened unconsciously.“She’ll text,” I muttered under my breath, more to convince mys
~DAMIEN~The moment we step inside the house, the warmth hits me, but nothing melts the ice I’ve wrapped around myself.I can’t look at her. If I do, I’ll break again.I throw my coat onto the hanger too hard, jaw tight, fingers still stained with her scent. I scrub my hand d
~HOLLY~“I want you to touch me,” I whisper. “To kiss me. To take me the way I imagine at night. I want every forbidden thing…..”And that’s all it takes.He crashes his mouth onto mine. Hot, deep and devouring.His tongue slides against mine, tasting me, claiming me, his be
~DAMIEN~The drive starts in silence.Not the calm kind, but the heavy, choking kind that presses against your chest and makes every breath feel like punishment.The engine hums beneath us, tyres cutting through the snow-covered road, but all I hear is Gabriel’s voice in my
~HOLLY~I wake up slowly, the kind of slow that means my body remembers everything before my mind does.Warmth. Scent. The ghost of Damien’s arms around me.Then reality creeps in.My side of the bed is empty because I slept in my room and not in Damien's room, even t












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