LOGINWARNING! SMUT! SMUT!! SMUT!! “Open your fucking legs wider, bitch, and stop pretending this isn't what you have always wanted.” I flinch at the boom of his voice and do as he says. He drives in three fingers into my pussy as he pounds my ass and all I can do is moan and take it. “Take it, you filthy fucking slut,” he says, pounding harder into me. “This is what you want right? To be a filthy fucking slut. If this is what you want, you can fucking take it.” And I can feel his cock hitting my guts. ***** I am Holly Winterbourne. I am a young girl with a secret forbidden crush on her best friend's father. I shouldn't want him. I shouldn't even think of his touch on my body and most importantly, I shouldn't be FUCKING him. But fate brings us together during the holidays and I realize I can't resist my best friend's father, no matter how hard I try.
View More~HOLLY~
My phone buzzes, I lazily stretch my hand to pick up the phone from where it's laying on my bed.
It's a message notification from Troy, my boyfriend. I open the message and instantly, my stomach sink.
“Hey. I think we should break up. Things are not working between us, and I can't force it anymore. I hope you understand. And I'm sorry for breaking up with you four days before Christmas. I know how you're looking forward to spending the Christmas with me. I'm sorry about that.”
I stare at the screen for a solid ten seconds before letting out a soft, humorless laugh. Figures.
I had seen it coming. Not because I was psychic, but because deep down, I had known he was never going to be the one, and I hadn't given my best in the relationship. It's only a matter of time before he got tired of me.
He was easy, familiar, and available—but he lacked the spark that made my heart race every time my best friend’s dad walked into a room.
Sliding onto the edge of my bed, I toss the phone beside me and bury my face in my hands.
“Good. Finally, honesty,” I mutter under my breath.
My reflection in the mirror caught my eye. My cheeks are flushed, a little from irritation, a little from embarrassment.
I give myself a wry smile. Troy wasn’t what I wanted anyway. I hadn’t needed him to break my heart—I had always known he was just… filler. A substitute for the real thing.
Consoling myself, I whispered, “It’s fine. I didn’t need him anyway. I’ve always known… I’ve always wanted him.”
My fingers itched with the memory of my best friend’s dad. The one person I can't have, no matter how badly I want him.
And so I had settled, like I always did. Settled for someone who was convenient, someone safe.
And now, he has broken up with me some days before Christmas. This is going to be the worst Christmas ever.
****
The weather decided to snow later in the day. I have never seen snow fall this heavily my life.
Thick white sheets blanketed the town, swallowing cars, burying rooftops, and turning the roads into glossy death traps.
My apartment building groans under the weight of winter, and inside my small room, the sound of water dripping grows louder. Too loud.
Another droplet falls from the ceiling.
Then another.
Then the whole plaster caved in, sending freezing water splashing across my blanket.
“Are you kidding me?!” I yelp, scrambling off the bed just as another stream burst through the ceiling.
This is not the right time for this…I groan.
Cold, miserable and absolutely ruined, I grab my phone with shaking hands and dial the only person I can think of.
“Holly?” Gabriel, my best friend answers groggily, his voice thick with sleep.
“My ceiling just gave out,” I snap. “My stuff is soaked. I’m freezing. Can I come stay at your place till I figure out what to do about it later??”
A pause.
Then, “You’re staying with me. I’m coming.”
Before I can argue, the call ends.
It takes Gabriel exactly seven minutes to arrive.
“Let’s go,” he says, already moving toward my bags. “Dad won’t mind.”
My stomach drops.
Damien Blackwood.
The stern, cold, devastatingly handsome Alpha of the Silver Thorn Pack. The man whose intense gaze makes me forget how to breathe. The man who lived by rules, structure, discipline.
The man I definitely should NOT have a crush on.
“Gabriel, I don’t think….”
“My dad isn’t even home most nights,” he interrupts. “He’ll barely notice.”
That was a lie and we both know it.
Damien notices everything.
But I am too cold, too tired, and too desperate to argue. I follow Gabriel through the snow, trembling as the icy wind bit into my skin.
When we reach the Blackwood residence, I curse under my breath.
The house is massive…. dark wood, warm lights glowing from inside, smoke curling from the chimney. Cozy, intimidating, and too perfect.
Gabriel unlocks the door.
“Dad? You home?” he calls.
Silence.
Relief loosen my shoulders. Thank goodness he isn't home. I am not ready to face him again.
“See? All good. Come in…..” and then, Gabriel is interrupted.
“Why are you home early? Thought you just left??”
The deep, commanding voice freezes me in place.
Damien Blackwood step from the hallway like a shadow made flesh — tall, broad-shouldered, muscular, commanding, wearing a fitted black t-shirt that clung to muscle and authority. His presence fills the entire room.
I take a look at his intimidatingly handsome face—Strong jawline, Dark hair, neatly trimmed beard, Deep brown, controlled, intimidating eyes.
His eyes lands on me
And for a moment… I stop breathing.
Warmth spread across my cheeks. I suddenly wish the snow outside will swallow me whole.
“Holly?” Damien says slowly. “It’s been a while.”
Gabriel steps forward. “Her ceiling collapsed from the storm. She needs a place to stay until repairs are done.”
Damien’s jaw clenches.
I feel judged. Watched. Stripped bare.
But then…..his expression shifted.
He steps closer, and my breath siezes.
Just then, Gabriel's sister saunters into the room.
“Hey, Holly. It's been a while” she says gleefully, as she walk up to me and pull me into a hug.
“Hi, Ella. Yeah, it's been a while…and a merry Christmas to you in advance” I smile at the eighteen years old gorgeous girl with big brown eyes, chocolate brown hair, pointed nose and cute lips.
I am twenty two, and Gabriel is twenty three. While his father…is forty two.
When I look up, Damien is staring at me.
“You’re trembling,” he says.
I swallow hard. “I–I’m fine.”
He reaches out and brushes melting snow from my hair—an instinctive, protective gesture.
Electricity shot down my spine.
He must have felt it too, because he immediately withdraw his hand, expression tightening.
“You’ll stay here,” he says, not a question. A command.
My pulse spiked.
Damien Blackwood has never spoken to me like this.
Gabriel grins at me. “See? Easy.”
But I am not even listening to him. I am staring at the lips of the man I should never want and I'm wishing to have those cute lips on mine.
And when Ella pulls me away saying that we should take a stroll down the street because she is feeling bored, I'm grateful for the distraction.
I follow her immediately out of the door before I do something very stupid.
~DAMIEN~The drive starts in silence.Not the calm kind, but the heavy, choking kind that presses against your chest and makes every breath feel like punishment.The engine hums beneath us, tyres cutting through the snow-covered road, but all I hear is Gabriel’s voice in my head. Over and over again.She’s shifting.She’s bleeding.I think she’s on the brink.My hands tighten around the steering wheel until my knuckles ache. I welcome the pain. It keeps me grounded. Keeps me from losing my mind completely.We drive past Holly's spoiled car on the road, but she says nothing.Normal Holly would have said something about her car, but she didn't.Instead, she sits beside me, quiet. Too quiet.I don’t look at her.If I do, something inside me might crack, and I don’t have time for that. Cracks turn into breaks, and I cannot afford to break right now.Ella needs me whole.Alive.Present.I keep my eyes fixed on the road, jaw clenched so tight it aches, hands locked
~DAMIEN~The phone ringing instantly feels wrong for no reason.Too sharp. Too loud. Like it’s cutting through something fragile I didn’t even realise I was holding together.I pull back from Holly slowly, my body already on edge before I even see the caller ID. My wolf stirs beneath my skin, restless, uneasy—like it already knows.I answer.“Dad.”Gabriel’s voice comes through strained, breathless, and my heart drops straight into my stomach.“There’s a big problem at home.”Every muscle in my body goes tight.“What kind of problem?” I ask, though part of me already knows this isn’t something small. Gabriel never panics. He never sounds like this.There’s shuffling on the other end. A sharp breath.“It’s Ella,” he says, and my world tilts. “She’s… she’s shifting. For the first time.”My chest locks.“She’s what?”“It started suddenly,” he rushes on, words tumbling over each other. “The moon, the emotions, everything just hit at once. Dad, it’s bad. Really b
~HOLLY~I wake up slowly, the kind of slow that means my body remembers everything before my mind does.Warmth. Scent. The ghost of Damien’s arms around me.Then reality creeps in.My side of the bed is empty because I slept in my room and not in Damien's room, even though I was expecting that he would come into my room later to explain things to me or give me an answer.I stare at the ceiling, blinking, letting last night replay whether I want it to or not. The question I asked. The silence that followed. The way he walked away like the answers were too heavy to carry.My chest tightens. My heart is sore, but it's stitched with stubborn pride.Fine.If he wants distance, I’ll give him distance so wide he won’t know what hit him.I throw off the cover, roll out of bed, shower longer than necessary, letting the hot water beat against my back like it can rinse away disappointment. By the time I’m dressed, my face is calm, my spine is straight, and my deci
~HOLLY~“Put your hands out in front and keep them there,” Damien commands.I am not in anyway alarmed at the roughness in his voice, instead it seems to turn me on the more.I understand that the harshness of his voice comes from the arousal at the breaking point.And I love it.I love my man so dominant, so possessive, full authority and giving daddy vibes.My Alpha daddy.My breathing comes more eratically as I follow his instructions. I am almost blinded by my position and the curtain of my hair falling all around me.I lie there, helpless and anticipating.I can only imagine how glorious his cock must be as he kneels there behind me, his muscles flexing as he holds my hands.The anticipation building inside me feels almost unbearable.I cry out in excitement when I feel his hard head of his cock pressing to my slit.He enters my pussy with gentle thrusts and I can feel him forcing it deeper since my legs aren't spread widely.My pussy strains and stre












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