LOGINWhat do you do when you have a secret forbidden crush on your best friend’s father? What do you do when you dream of him every night? What do you do when you think of him touching and kissing you in your most sensitive places? ***** I am Holly Winterbourne. I am a young girl with a secret forbidden crush on her best friend's father. He’s older, forbidden, off limits, but he’s irresistible. I shouldn't want him. I shouldn't even think of his touch on my body and most importantly, I shouldn't be intimate with him. But fate brings us together during the holidays and I realize I can't resist my best friend's father, no matter how hard I try.
View More~HOLLY~
My phone buzzes, I lazily stretch my hand to pick up the phone from where it's laying on my bed.
It's a message notification from Troy, my boyfriend. I open the message and instantly, my stomach sink.
“Hey. I think we should break up. Things are not working between us, and I can't force it anymore. I hope you understand. And I'm sorry for breaking up with you four days before Christmas. I know how you're looking forward to spending the Christmas with me. I'm sorry about that.”
I stare at the screen for a solid ten seconds before letting out a soft, humorless laugh. Figures.
I had seen it coming. Not because I was psychic, but because deep down, I had known he was never going to be the one, and I hadn't given my best in the relationship. It's only a matter of time before he got tired of me.
He was easy, familiar, and available—but he lacked the spark that made my heart race every time my best friend’s dad walked into a room.
Sliding onto the edge of my bed, I toss the phone beside me and bury my face in my hands.
“Good. Finally, honesty,” I mutter under my breath.
My reflection in the mirror caught my eye. My cheeks are flushed, a little from irritation, a little from embarrassment.
I give myself a wry smile. Troy wasn’t what I wanted anyway. I hadn’t needed him to break my heart—I had always known he was just… filler. A substitute for the real thing.
Consoling myself, I whispered, “It’s fine. I didn’t need him anyway. I’ve always known… I’ve always wanted him.”
My fingers itched with the memory of my best friend’s dad. The one person I can't have, no matter how badly I want him.
And so I had settled, like I always did. Settled for someone who was convenient, someone safe.
And now, he has broken up with me some days before Christmas. This is going to be the worst Christmas ever.
****
The weather decided to snow later in the day. I have never seen snow fall this heavily my life.
Thick white sheets blanketed the town, swallowing cars, burying rooftops, and turning the roads into glossy death traps.
My apartment building groans under the weight of winter, and inside my small room, the sound of water dripping grows louder. Too loud.
Another droplet falls from the ceiling.
Then another.
Then the whole plaster caved in, sending freezing water splashing across my blanket.
“Are you kidding me?!” I yelp, scrambling off the bed just as another stream burst through the ceiling.
This is not the right time for this…I groan.
Cold, miserable and absolutely ruined, I grab my phone with shaking hands and dial the only person I can think of.
“Holly?” Gabriel, my best friend answers groggily, his voice thick with sleep.
“My ceiling just gave out,” I snap. “My stuff is soaked. I’m freezing. Can I come stay at your place till I figure out what to do about it later??”
A pause.
Then, “You’re staying with me. I’m coming.”
Before I can argue, the call ends.
It takes Gabriel exactly seven minutes to arrive.
“Let’s go,” he says, already moving toward my bags. “Dad won’t mind.”
My stomach drops.
Damien Blackwood.
The stern, cold, devastatingly handsome Alpha of the Silver Thorn Pack. The man whose intense gaze makes me forget how to breathe. The man who lived by rules, structure, discipline.
The man I definitely should NOT have a crush on.
“Gabriel, I don’t think….”
“My dad isn’t even home most nights,” he interrupts. “He’ll barely notice.”
That was a lie and we both know it.
Damien notices everything.
But I am too cold, too tired, and too desperate to argue. I follow Gabriel through the snow, trembling as the icy wind bit into my skin.
When we reach the Blackwood residence, I curse under my breath.
The house is massive…. dark wood, warm lights glowing from inside, smoke curling from the chimney. Cozy, intimidating, and too perfect.
Gabriel unlocks the door.
“Dad? You home?” he calls.
Silence.
Relief loosen my shoulders. Thank goodness he isn't home. I am not ready to face him again.
“See? All good. Come in…..” and then, Gabriel is interrupted.
“Why are you home early? Thought you just left??”
The deep, commanding voice freezes me in place.
Damien Blackwood step from the hallway like a shadow made flesh — tall, broad-shouldered, muscular, commanding, wearing a fitted black t-shirt that clung to muscle and authority. His presence fills the entire room.
I take a look at his intimidatingly handsome face—Strong jawline, Dark hair, neatly trimmed beard, Deep brown, controlled, intimidating eyes.
His eyes lands on me
And for a moment… I stop breathing.
Warmth spread across my cheeks. I suddenly wish the snow outside will swallow me whole.
“Holly?” Damien says slowly. “It’s been a while.”
Gabriel steps forward. “Her ceiling collapsed from the storm. She needs a place to stay until repairs are done.”
Damien’s jaw clenches.
I feel judged. Watched. Stripped bare.
But then…..his expression shifted.
He steps closer, and my breath siezes.
Just then, Gabriel's sister saunters into the room.
“Hey, Holly. It's been a while” she says gleefully, as she walk up to me and pull me into a hug.
“Hi, Ella. Yeah, it's been a while…and a merry Christmas to you in advance” I smile at the eighteen years old gorgeous girl with big brown eyes, chocolate brown hair, pointed nose and cute lips.
I am twenty two, and Gabriel is twenty three. While his father…is forty two.
When I look up, Damien is staring at me.
“You’re trembling,” he says.
I swallow hard. “I–I’m fine.”
He reaches out and brushes melting snow from my hair—an instinctive, protective gesture.
Electricity shot down my spine.
He must have felt it too, because he immediately withdraw his hand, expression tightening.
“You’ll stay here,” he says, not a question. A command.
My pulse spiked.
Damien Blackwood has never spoken to me like this.
Gabriel grins at me. “See? Easy.”
But I am not even listening to him. I am staring at the lips of the man I should never want and I'm wishing to have those cute lips on mine.
And when Ella pulls me away saying that we should take a stroll down the street because she is feeling bored, I'm grateful for the distraction.
I follow her immediately out of the door before I do something very stupid.
~HOLLY~Peace feels strange.Not in a bad way… just unfamiliar.After everything that’s happened, after the chaos, the fear, the pain… sitting here in the quiet of the house feels almost unreal.But I know something important still needs to be done.So I do it.I call them all on the fifth day.Damien, Gabriel and Ella.No more silence. No more things left unsaid.We gather in the sitting room, the four of us, the space filled with a quiet tension that isn’t hostile… just heavy with everything we’ve been through.I sit forward slightly, my hands clasped together, my heart beating a little too fast.This matters.They matter.I take a breath.“I’ll go first,” I say softly.Three pairs of eyes turn to me.I look at Gabriel, really look at him, and my chest tightens.“Gabriel… I’m sorry.”The words come out steadier than I expect, but they carry everything I feel.“I’m sorry for betraying you. For lying to you. For keeping things from you when you trusted me… when you saw me as your best
~HOLLY~I wake slowly.Not the kind of waking where your eyes snap open and your body jerks upright.No.This is soft and gradual.Like I’m being pulled up from somewhere deep and quiet… somewhere warm and safe.For a moment, I don’t move.I just lie there, breathing and feeling alive.My lashes flutter open, and the first thing I see is the ceiling above me.Too familiar.My brows knit slightly as my gaze drifts across the room… the walls, the curtains, the faint scent of cedar and something darker that always lingers in this place.My chest tightens.Damien’s house.My room.I’m… here?I push myself up slowly, my heart beginning to race as memory crashes into me all at once….the forest, the cold, Nicholas, the war, and Damien….My breath catches sharply as I recall the memory of Damien on the ground, still and not breathing.A shaky exhale leaves me as I press a hand to my chest.“No…” I whisper, looking around again as if confirming it. “I’m not there any
~DAMIEN~It’s over now.The words leave my mouth like a verdict… final, unshakable.But I know better.This isn’t over.Not yet.My eyes lift slowly from Holly’s face, from the fragile rise and fall of her chest, from the girl who just dragged me back from death itself… and they land on the one man who caused all of this.Nicholas.He’s already stepping back and retreating.Not just him… his warriors too. The seven of them shift uneasily behind him, exchanging glances, their instincts screaming what mine already knows.They feel it.They feel what I’ve become and what she's made me…. stronger, faster, and untouchable.Cowards.My jaw tightens.I move carefully, gently, like she might break if I’m not careful, and I walk toward Gabriel.He’s already on his feet, his eyes wide, still trying to process everything that just happened. Blood stains his clothes, his breathing uneven, but he’s alive.That’s all that matters for now.I stop in front of him.For a se
~DAMIEN~I felt death.Not the idea of it. Not the fear of it.But the actual moment it takes you.The way everything goes quiet.The way your body stops belonging to you.The way the world… just ends.I remember the last breath leaving my lungs.I remember the weight of my body hitting the ground.I remember thinking….. so this is it.And then, something dragged me back.Not gently. Not naturally.But with force so ancient and commanding that it overrode death itself.My chest burns as air slams into my lungs.My back arches off the ground as I gasp….violent, desperate, and alive.Alive.That realization hits me like a blow.No.That’s not possible.I know I died. I felt it. I accepted it.So how the hell am I…It hits me before I can even finish the thought.A power.It crashes into me like a tidal wave….. ancient, overwhelming, and terrifying.My wolf howls inside me, not in dominance…..but in submission.Every instinct I have screams the same thing.Bow.






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