Afterword: The Psychology Behind Termination Game

BEFORE I KNEW IT, I FINISHED WRITING In total darkness. Back then, the night was silent and, of course, scary. Normally, I don't really mind writing on a dark night or finding myself in the middle of a dark place yet as if I was watching the ending scene of a horror movie, all my senses turned on and scared the hell out of me, especially when my story ended in such a morbid conclusion. You know that feeling when you suddenly thought of something scary while you were pissing in the bathroom with no accompanying light around you. Yeah, that shuddering feeling that goes along with the pleasure of releasing some juice, I felt that. 

My feelings conflicted at that time, I was satisfied by the fact that I finished my story, and at the same time terrified at the dark precadiment I was in. I know it was not because I was easily scared or just stupidly trying to fear an inexis