登入THALIA’S POV
My heart squeezed painfully in my chest, and I felt like a bird trapped in a cage made of my own ribs as I stuttered, “I… you, sir—”
His gaze didn’t falter for a single second. He stood there looking like a god of war, tall and terrifying, while he growled, “I won’t repeat myself anymore, Thalia. Strip. Now.”
Several thoughts ran through my head, mostly involving me dying in very creative ways, because I could see the sheer, unadulterated madness in his eyes and I knew I wasn’t important enough for him to show mercy. The idea of what I was about to do made my stomach do somersaults, but instead of saying the curses that were screaming in my mind, I peeled myself off the door. I swallowed hard, my throat feeling like it was full of sand, and slowly slid the straps of the dress down my pale shoulders.
I was covered in a week’s worth of dungeon dust and grime, which was hardly the “seductress” look I would have gone for if I had a choice, but the way his eyes raked over my skin made me prickle with goosebumps that had nothing to do with the cold. I didn’t miss the way his hand moved under the heavy blankets, and while half of me wanted to be sick at the sheer audacity of it, the other half felt a traitorous heat crawling through my skin. I couldn’t help but wonder what he looked like beneath all those royal layers.
I hated myself for wanting to see him bare, but I did.
The dress pooled at my feet like a disappointed heap of fabric, leaving me standing there in a bra and undies that were basically made of hope and prayer, covering absolutely nothing. A feeling of pure vulnerability crawled under my skin, and I immediately wrapped my arms around myself, feeling like a sacrificial lamb at a very expensive altar.
“Come here…” he growled again, gesturing to the foot of the bed with a hunger I had never seen before. For a second, he didn’t even look like a man—he looked like a beast that had forgotten how to be human.
My knees knocked together as I moved forward, trying not to make too much noise because I didn’t want to startle the monster. I just kept praying to the Goddess that I’d leave this room with my soul intact. As soon as I got to the foot of the bed, he swung his legs off and stood right in front of me. He was so tall I had to crane my neck back just to see his face. His voice was hard as he muttered, “Down.”
I looked up at him, trembling like a leaf in a storm, and squeaked, “What?”
“On. Your. Knees.”
It felt like something invisible and heavy slammed into my shoulders, forcing me to obey, and suddenly I was on my knees staring up at his intimidating frame while my heart thudded against my teeth. He reached for the hem of his coat and threw it off, revealing a lean, muscular frame covered in dark ink that seemed to glow with a dark power.
“Open that mouth of yours…” he growled, and when he pulled down his shorts and his cock sprang free, my throat went dry enough to cause a desert.
It was hard, heavy, and frankly terrifying, hovering right in front of my face like a weapon. Before I could even process what he wanted, he gripped the base and slapped me across the face with it. Hard. My cheek was left with a sticky trail, and my head snapped to the side from the force.
“Suck. Now.”
I opened my mouth, my lips trembling as his hard length filled me. I had zero experience, and he knew it. He didn’t care. His hand fisted into my hair, his knuckles digging into my scalp as he forced my head forward. I started gagging immediately, my eyes watering as he pushed deep, hitting the back of my throat without an ounce of mercy.
He started fucking my face with a brutal, steady rhythm, and I had to grab his thighs just to stay upright. Every time I tried to pull back to catch a breath, his grip tightened, pulling my head back even harder. My nose was pressed against his dark pubic hair, and the musky, overwhelming scent of an Alpha in heat was making my head spin. He was growling, a low, guttural sound that told me he was close to the edge.
“Open wider, damn you,” he hissed, snapping his hips forward and burying himself so deep I thought I’d choke right there on his bedroom floor.
Drool and tears were a messy blur on my face, and my jaw felt like it was being unhinged. He was treatng me like a piece of meat, using my mouth to satisfy a hunger that seemed bottomless. He kept going, forcing me to take every inch of him until my lungs were screaming for air, and just when I thought I was going to black out, he pulled away with a wet, sharp pop.
“You need some fucking lessons,” he muttered, his chest heaving. He grabbed my waist and threw me onto the bed so fast I didn’t even see the ceiling. I fell into the soft sheets, barely catching my breath before he dragged me to the edge, spreading my legs apart with a rough, impatient strength.
He lined himself up, and against my own judgment, I groaned as the thick head of his cock parted my folds. If I’m to be honest right now, I hated that I was dripping wet and aching for him to fill me, but the sheer, ruthless power of him was doing things to my body that my brain couldn’t stop.
“I’m going to put you in your place,” he growled, his eyes flashing a terrifying shade of red before he snapped into me with one sharp, devastating thrust.
A strangled scream escaped me, and my head tipped back as his grip on my hips tightened. He moved with a brutal, steady rhythm, his hips snapping into mine with deep thrusts that felt like they were reaching my very soul. I knew that when an alpha was in a rut like this, it was a nightmare for everyone involved, but I found myself rocking back to meet him, an insatiable hunger welling up in me that made no sense.
He flipped me over, pressing my face into the sheets and restricting my breathing while he took me from behind. The friction was intense, a dirty dance of skin hitting skin, and the heat between us felt like it was going to set the bed on fire. I was sobbing and moaning into the pillows, my body arching and shaking with every heavy hit.
Suddenly, the air in the room seemed to crack as his large hand came down hard, smacking my butt with a stinging force that made me jump.
“Alpha, please!” I screamed, whimpering into the mattress as my toes curled into the silk.
He groaned, a deep and animalistic sound that vibrated through my entire spine, before his hand came down again. Smack. “You only speak when spoken to,” he growled, his voice like grinding stones.
He was absolutely ripping me apart, and God help me, I was loving every single bit of it. When was the last time I’d been touched like this? When was the last time I’d been fucked? Exactly. Never. So maybe the universe was finally doing me a big favor, even if this was going to be my last day on earth. I let out a broken cry as he drove into me again, his strength enough to crush me, and I just held on for dear life.
Sunlight spilled through the curtains the next morning, and I squeezed my eyes shut, feeling a warm, strange energy blooming in my chest that made me feel more alive than I had in years. The bed was soft, and for a second I forgot I was a prisoner, until a voice made me freeze.
“Schedule the meeting to 9:00 AM.”
It was Alpha King Rael. I refused to move, letting him and the other man at the door think I was still unconscious. The person at the door paused and whispered, “Should I call the maids to clean her up and take her back? And also the healer maybe?”
There was a long silence before Rael grunted, “No, let her feel the pain from last night. She should grow to hate me.”
I frowned internally. Pain? What pain? I felt completely rejuvenated, like I’d just had the best spa day in history instead of a night with a madman. I slowly sat up, my hair a mess and my skin still smelling of him. I fixed my gaze on Rael and the middle-aged man at the door. The Alpha King looked perfectly put together in his dark cloak, but I noticed he looked… fearful. He was staring at me like I was a ticking time bomb.
“Impossible…” the man beside him exclaimed, his face going pale.
I swung my legs off the bed, looking at them both with a confused tilt of my head. “Huh? Me what?.. uhhh?”
The now red-faced man beside him looked like he was about to have a heart attack. “You’re fine. How can that be?”
Were they talking about what happened between us? Did they expect me to be bedridden? Or dead? Rael took a step forward, his brows furrowing. “How did you—”
The other man had already scrambled out, yelling for Elodie—the priestess. I was left alone with my nemesis. Alpha Rael took a step forward, his brow furrowing as he moved into my space, and suddenly, the entire chamber felt different. The air became heavy, the scent of him was overwhelming, and even his breathing became ragged as his eyes turned a bright, glowing gold. He stared daggers into me, his jaw clenching so hard I thought it would actuallycrack.
He looked like he was about to explode, his voice vibrating with a lethal edge as he started to say, “Thalia Thorne, who the fuck are—”
But he stopped mid-sentence, his eyes widening in shock. Because in that exact second, a voice that had been silent for over a year—the wolf who had abandoned me after I disobeyed her—finally spoke up in the back of my mind.
“Mate.”
THALIAIt was a Thursday. I woke on the last Thursday of the story, and I took one last inventory, and I did it slowly. The room was mine, and the door was one I opened myself. The contacts case sat in the archive, on its shelf beside the grey dress and the seven last letters and everything my mother had built. The mark on my hand was strong and clear, my mother's sign of who I was, and nobody in the whole pack feared it now. The compact was warm in my chest, with the Great North's note and the southern note running together like two voices singing one song.Rael was at his window, feeling the eastern mountains and the compact sites and the flame basin. He called all of it mine now, out loud, every morning, and I could hear it in the bond when he said it. I got up and put on a clothes that were not a grey dress. I opened my door from the inside. Then I went out to find Thursday.Thursday in the Great North is Constance in the kitchen before dawn, feeding everyone in the compound corre
THALIAI did not want to be alone with the last letters that night, and I did not say so out loud. I did not need to. He already knew, the way he always knew, because the bond carried it to him before the words ever came. When the lamp was low and the compound was quiet, he knocked once on my door, and I told him to come in, and he sat down on the edge of the bed. Neither of us said, this is the night after the last letters. The room said it for us.The bundle lay on the table with the ribbon tied around it again, exactly the way Heloise had left it, and it looked the same as it had before I read it, except that everything about it was different. I had read the letters now. They lived inside me."She hoped the food was good," I said."Yes," he answered."That was in the very first one," I told him. "I want you to know that the food is very good.""Constance," he said, and a small smile touched his mouth."Constance," I agreed. "And she hoped I had someone who made me want to stay in a
THALIAI had been building toward the last letters for three months. I was not hiding from them. I was getting ready for them, the way you get ready for something you know is waiting for you, and that you are not quite strong enough to face. I had read all the rest. I had read the archive and the compact papers and the letters to Heloise and Elodie, and the ones sent to Saoirse's grandmother and Adair's grandmother and the families of the keepers. I had read my mother's careful voice, the voice of a scholar who planned everything.What I had not read were the last seven letters.Heloise had tied them with a faded ribbon and put them in a separate bundle inside the fifteenth box, with a note in her own handwriting that said only, when she is ready. The letter I had read in the archive weeks before had been the last of the plans. These seven were something else. These were the last of her.The morning after the ceremony, I woke very early, and I knew that today was the day. Rael was alr
RAELRael went to her room at nine, as he did every night, and by now neither of them thought about it any more. It had simply become the shape of their evenings. The day's work was done, the pack was settled, the land was warm under the stone, and then there was her room, with her door that she opened from the inside, and the two of them in the special version of themselves that only lived in that room.He knocked, and she told him to come in, and he went in.She was sitting in the chair by the window with a book open on her lap that she was not reading. It was the thinking version of her, the one he had learned to know over all those months, the one that meant she was working something out and wanted him near while she did it. He sat down on the edge of the bed. Her left hand was closed in her lap, and she did not look down at it, and he noticed that, and he said nothing."Valerie," she began."Yes," he answered."Formally named," she said."Yes.""On the pack record, with Mira's ha
THALIAMira read the papers aloud in the formal language, slowly and clearly, and every word carried across the courtyard like a stone dropped into still water. She read about the holding compound and the calling and the ritual circle. She read about the young woman who refused to help the people who held her, and she read the old word that was Valerie's new name. When she reached it, her voice softened, and I saw Valerie's hands tighten at her sides.Then it was my turn. I stepped forward and faced my sister across the little space in front of the flame basin, and I said the old word out loud, the compact's own name for what she was. The words came out of my mouth in the old language, low and warm, and they seemed to fill the whole courtyard.The flame basin answered at once. Every crack in its stone lit up with gold, one after another, in a ripple that ran all the way around the rim. The flames rose high and full, and the whole courtyard hummed with the deep, warm note of the compac
THALIAThe ceremony for Valerie was Mira's idea, and nobody who knew Mira was surprised. Mira had a gift for knowing which moments needed to be made official, and which ones were already real and only needed a ceremony to say so out loud. She came to find me three days before, standing in the archive doorway with a leather folder pressed against her chest and her chin raised."The support bloodline should be on the formal record," Mira announced, without any greeting at all."I think so too," I answered, looking up from the table."With the name Valerie chose for herself," Mira went on, and her eyes narrowed slightly. "Which is not the word amplifier.""No," I agreed, smiling. "It is not.""Then what is the word?" she asked.I told her the old word, the one that means the one who holds the bearer upright. Mira was quiet for a moment, and I saw her lips move as she tried the sound of it in her head."That is much better than amplifier," she decided at last."Valerie thinks so too," I t
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