Natalia's POV I woke up the next morning to a knock on my door, and I wondered who it was. I didn't respond anyway, because I did not feel like seeing anyone at all this morning. But the door eventually opened, and Aaron peeked his head in and my heart raced. I remembered what transpired between us yesterday. I had tried to kill him. After my encounter with Kenneth, I felt so bad, so hurt. I wanted to be mad a Kenneth, to curse him, to hit him, but I knew that he would never had tried that if my father was still alive. He was only messing with me because he knew that he could, and he would get away with it. Then Aaron came there, acting like a saviour, putting Kenneth in his place, but why would he be the one to save me, when he was the one who caused me so much pain to begin with? Then I felt this clenching pain, this desire to make him pay. That was when I decided to end him. I took the knife and coated it with wolfsbane, hoping to plunge it deep into his heart until he dies. He
Aaron's POVIt was the night of the full moon, and I knew that the pack members would soon begin to transform. My concern was mainly Natalia, as I knew that this would be her first time. It could be quite painful, and she would need someone by her side.She turned eighteen a week ago, and it pained me that I did nothing for her. I wanted to, but I know that she would reject it. She was very hesitant in eating the food I brought for her, she would definitely not think it as an act of goodwill. I was glad that Luca gave her though. I felt a little happy that she at least had someone she trusted and felt safe with.I sent some omegas to monitor her movement and let me know the moment she left the room. Apart from the fact that I secretly wanted to be there when she turned, I worried that she would denounce the pack and go rogue. Luca brought the concern to me on her birthday. He asked her if she would go rogue, and she said 'no', but Luca was not convinced. She might just lie because she
Natalia's POVI woke up the next morning, my mind replaying everything that happened with Aaron and I last night. In fact, I couldn't even sleep properly. I remembered how scared I was before, but his presence made everything better. He took his time, holding himself from turning against the force of the full moon, just to make sure that I successfully turned, and he made the process easier. It felt so good after I had turned. I knew that it was going to be good, but Aaron made it better with his words and support.I had been fighting against myself since last night. I felt grateful to him, but I knew that I was not supposed to. No matter what he did for me, he was still the one that killed my father. I can not just let go of the terrible thing he did for me just because he did one good."A shower is all you need, Natalia, and you will forget all these." I muttered to myself before I got up. I went into the bathroom and put the shower on, but the thought of Aaron didn't leave my head.
Natalia's POVMy heart beat drummed fast and loud in my ears as I ran to no place in particular. How could this happen to me? Why? There were hundreds of thousands of werewolves in existence, how could I be mated to the very one that killed my family? The one that I planned to take my revenge on? How could I be cursed to feel some kind of bond towards him?People get excited when they meet their mate, but all I felt was pain. Why did life decide to play with me like this? I took a deep breath, trying to steady my emotions that were all over the place. Goosebumps rose on my skin, and my stomach twisted so tightly that I felt like I was going to throw up."Natalia." I jolted in shock when I heard Courtney's voice. I didn't even realize that she followed me, as I was so lost in thoughts. I turned to her, forcing a smile. "What is wrong, Nat?"I shook my head, wiping my teary eyes. I hated how much I seemed to be crying nowadays. "I am fine.""You always claim to be fine even when you are
Aaron's POVI watched Natalia as she climbed up the stairs, and I could not deny the pain that I felt. I understood her, and why she would always throw the fact that I killed her father in my face at any chance she got. The fact that my wolf had acknowledged hers as my mate was another thing I could not seem to get out of my head. It would probably make her hate me even more.I returned my gaze back to Courtney who looked a little sad by the way I reacted to her."I am sorry for the way I reacted. You should probably go in and change before you get sick." I apologized to her, and she nodded. I noticed that she did not like to argue with me, and that was something that I appreciated at the moment. I couldn't deal with Natalia's attitude and hers at the same time."Will you be free this evening?" She then asked me, and I shook my head."No, why?"She smiled, but her smile looked a little sad. "I wanted us to spend some time together and get to know each other more. I don't think we have
Aaron's POVNatalia moved aside as she allowed me into her room, and I tried to ignore the force of the mate bond that was pushing me to do more than just stare at her. I saw the look in her eyes, and I knew that she was not going to let me go until I tell her the truth.She sat on her bed, while I took the liberty to go to her sofa, and faced her."I know why you are asking, and I know that you deserve to hear the truth, but are you sure you are ready for it?" I asked, and she nodded. "This will ruin the memory of your father you have in your head. This will change a lot of things for you. I know that you do not already trust people, but this would damage your ability to trust even further." I warned, looking directly into her eyes, and I could hear her heart race. She looked like she was weighing her options."It would change the way I see my father, but he is already dead. What is the point of me holding on to a facade of a memory anyway?" She asked, and I smiled at her line of tho
Natalia's POVI felt Aaron's tears on my shoulder, and I could almost hear my heart breaking. I had known him since I was born, and I had not seen him cry. Aaron does not cry. This must had really gotten to him for him to cry, and in my presence. I knew that he would be embarrassed after now.I pulled away after a while, and I shyly went back to my bed. I could not deny his scent that lingered on me though, and I seemed to like it."How did you become the gamma then?" I asked, before it would turn awkward between us."It was still all an act to cover his deeds. He wanted people to see that he was actually good to me. Elder Reuben and I had planned this for years.""I guess he thought you would not remember." I said, and Aaron nodded."I guess that was his biggest mistake, as I remember everything as clear as day."I nodded to myself. "What about your sister? Did you hear of her in the end?"He shook his head. "Laura died that day. I didn't see her, but I felt the exact moment she died
Aaron's POVMy heart skipped as I said that. This was a topic I had been debating within myself since I found out that Natalia was my mate. I know that she was also thinking of it. I had no idea what was in her mind, but when she opened the door, I could already tell that she wanted to do the same thing. She wanted to reject me as well."Wh... What?!" Natalia exclaimed in shock. I could hear the loud pounding of her heart as she shook her head in disbelief."It needed to be done, and you know it. The both of us... This is not going to work, this can't work and you know it. We have so much negative history between us, and you deserve to be with someone better than me." I said, ignoring the hurt in her eyes and my own clenching heart."Why do you think I deserve someone better? You think you are not good enough or you are damaged in some way? You are even a better person than me, Aaron. You all think that I am some kind of angel, Aaron, but I am not. If I was, I would never had been so