I said nothing for a while, trying to remember what had happened the first time. Later, I shook my head. “No, he didn’t release his seeds at all.” “How come?” I scratched my head. “Wait, I’m confused. Should man release their seeds when they have sex?” “Normally. A man can delay it to give the partner more pleasure, or if they have any physical or mental disease.” “Oh, but Ethan can do that. I mean, ejaculating his seeds the last time. So, he seems perfectly healthy to me.” My face was hot. “Sorry, I may sound so stupid. Yet it’s my first time, and I don’t know anything.” Stacy shook her head. “It’s okay. I have a better idea.” Later, she called our co-worker, “We need to check something in the audio room. Can you wait here for ten to fifteen minutes?” “Sure, no problem, Stacy,” the co-worker said. “Thanks!” She said to our co-worker. “Let’s go!” Stacy grabbed my hand. We walked to the audio room. After typing ‘sex education’ to find the DVD she wanted, Stacy snapped a pictur
After taking a shower and having dinner, I was fresher and much better with a full tummy. I knocked on my mother’s room. She wasn’t there when I checked inside. “Mom? Where are you?” I searched her elsewhere and finally, I found her in our small garden. “Oh, you are here.” “Here, sit here, sweetheart.” My mother patted the chair next to her. After I sat, we said nothing for a while. Instead, we enjoyed the comfort of the garden surrounding us. “Mom, it’s about Ethan that I want to talk with you.” “Sure, I’m listening,” my mother said. “Well, Ethan and I had been through a certain ritual in his community that bound us together. He said it was like a marriage for us, Mom.” “Oh, I see. No wonder Ethan asked for your hand in marriage.” “Yes.” I nodded. “Because in his world, I’m his wife already. But he wanted to ensure that I’m his wife too in our world.” “I see. Ethan is a good man, then.” I smiled a little. “I’m glad that you aren’t mad at him.” “No, why should I? I like Et
“Haven’t I told you yet?” Ethan asked. “No, you haven’t.” “I’m truly, madly, and deeply in love with you. I can’t let you out of my mind and heart from the first time we met.” My heartbeat was so fast to hear that. “Oh, Ethan!” I beamed to hear his confession. “I love you too! It’s the same here! I’m so happy that it’s not a one-sided love.” “Of course not, Love. You are my mate. For sure, I’ll feel it for you and vice versa.” He kissed my palm. “When will you come back?” Ethan didn’t reply for a while. But then, he said, “I can’t give you a specific time. Yet after all things have been done, I’ll come back.” I nodded and smiled. “Okay. Please take care there and keep thinking about me. Don’t even think about another woman, even for a second!” Ethan laughed aloud. “Whoa, has my mate turned into a jealous spouse?” “I hate to imagine that you have someone else accompanying you.” “No, you can ease your mind,” he said.“The only one I want beside me is you. Only you, no one else.
~ Ethan ~ Then I ended the conversation. I contacted Red through the mind link afterward. ‘Alpha, have you found the witch already?’ he said. ‘Not yet. But I’ll find the witch sooner or later.’ Maybe Red sensed something was wrong with me. So, he asked, ‘Alpha, what happened?’ I touched my temple and stroked it lightly as I was tense to think of Helena’s request. ‘It’s Luna. She wanted me to mate with her.’ ‘You can reject her, you know. It’s better than the other option.’ ‘I can’t, Red.’ ‘Why not? Alpha, you don’t want to repeat what happened to Lynnette.’ ‘Damn you, Red! I won’t repeat my mistake and won’t let go of Helena either.’ ‘Why not?’ he asked. I took a deep breath. ‘Because I love her.’ ‘Alpha ….’ ‘Since you haven’t met with your mate, you can say to reject my mate. Yet, it’ll kill me to see that I finally found my mate, only to let her go.” I gulped as it was too heavy in my heart to think of letting Helena go. “I can’t do that! No, I won’t do that!’ ‘But w
Red stared at me for a few seconds. Then he looked away. “I don’t know where I should start.” “How about from the beginning?” I said. “What do you want to tell me?” “It’s about my Alpha.” I nodded. “Okay, what about Ethan?” “As my Alpha said to you when he introduced me to you, I’m his best friend and his man. In our world, we have a function and a level. The Alpha is in the highest position. He is our leader. At the same time, I’m the Beta, the second in command. So you can say I’m the vice leader in our p—” Red stopped for a second, then continued, ‘—world. But more than that, I’m also my Alpha’s best friend.” “I see.” Red stared at me for a few seconds. “It’s hard to tell you this. In a way, I have violated his command by doing this. Yet I can’t shake the bad feelings I have. You can call it instinct or intuition, whatever.” “Okay. What is it?” I encouraged him to tell me. “Our Alpha is the center of our world. He has the highest authority. Yet, after he knew you, he priori
I said and did nothing. As if I didn’t hear what Red said. I was shocked because Red was determined to ask me to leave Ethan. “Do you hear what I said?” Red asked me. I nodded but still didn’t reply. Finally, after taking a deep breath, I said, “I can’t.” “Can’t or won’t? The difference is huge.” “Both. I can’t, and I won’t.” I clenched my hands. It hurt in my heart. How could I leave Ethan? I loved him! “Do you prefer death?” Red looked away. “Though it’s easy if you are dead. You will set Ethan free. Yet, it will place him in a guilty position like before.” “What do you mean?” Red said nothing. Then he shook his head. “You should wait until our Alpha tells you. Otherwise, you have another choice: leave.” “We have marked each other. Ernie and Ethan told me that it was like both of us had married.” I stared at Red. “So, unless Ethan tells me directly or indicates he doesn’t want me anymore, I will stick with him. “You’re a stubborn girl. It won’t do good for anyone, you know?
I took a long breath to inhale the food’s smell. Since the wolf inside me didn’t comment on anything other than urging me to eat the pasta first, I finally took a bite of the macaroni and smiled. “Great meal.” No need to wait a long time I ate them all. The woman came again when I drank the water. “Do you want to take a bath now? Your water is waiting.” “Okay, thank you.” I nodded toward the empty plates and glass. “The food is delicious. Thank you very much.” The woman stared at me for a few seconds and then nodded. “Follow me!” I walked behind the woman. Later, she pointed to a small bathroom and opened the door. A few hot and cold water buckets were there. I could see the steam from some water buckets. “Enjoy your time. No need to hurry,” she said. Then she left me. I walked into the bathroom, closed the door, and locked it. Next, I checked the hot water to find it was too hot. I undressed and poured cold water to remove the dirt on my body. I washed my body with bar soap and
I walked for three full days to reach the Peak Mountain. My packed meals were only a piece of bread and a bottle of water left. Yet, I was determined to meet Ruby. She was the only way out I got. However, during those three days, my mind was full of Cathy, Ruby’s sister. Maybe it was my guilt that reminded me of her. Strange, I didn’t think of Cathy for so long. I sighed. Maybe it was the place or my awakened conscience. I met Cathy eleven years ago. I was twenty at that time, while Cathy was eighteen. As a new Alpha, I had never met any woman who refused me until I met her. She was a sweet girl, and she liked me too. Knowing my reputation as a playboy, Cathy decided to play hard to get with me. At first, I didn’t realize her trick. So, I chased her and intended to get her. Having a she-wolf who wasn’t interested in me was refreshing. I considered it a challenge. I must win her. After three months, Cathy might think I had been interested in her. So, she lowered her guard, even givin