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92. Wave of Shame

Author: Kiki Jones
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-20 20:49:53
HAYLEE

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Although my relationship with Benita might have hit rock bottom, I came to understand what she meant when she told me that Alpha King Xalen has not always been cruel and closed off.

I got to see that firsthand as his body began to shake visibly. Even when I wrapped my arms around him, he trembled, sobbing silently but loud enough to make my heart ache.

This—what Alpha King Xalen and I have here—wouldn't have happened fifty-one days ago. This was growth for us, but a heartbreaking one.

“Isn't this good for us? He hates her now, Haylee. This is the time for us to have him to ourselves finally. We wouldn't have to live in the shadow of that despicable woman.” Liya chimed into my mind.

As much as I didn't want to agree with my wolf, I couldn't disagree either. I mean, finally, I could have my mate to myself. Yes, Princess Allison was still an obstacle, but I could feel the bond between Alpha King Xalen and me growing.

Gosh, Haylee. Don't go dark now.

“Thank you for doing
Kiki Jones

Can you try to answer that question? Who planted the letters? Thank you for reading, and don't forget to vote with your gems. That would be deeply appreciated. Thank you. Love, Kiki.

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Katt
My guess it’s his uncle or someone he still has no idea about-just hiding in plain sight
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Katt
I think it’s not Roy -bcoz he was not interested in the throne, the person she was helping wants to throne
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Nthabiseng Malatji
I think it's his uncle who is doings all this
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