The bloodlust took over. I was going to kill her if I could. She wouldn’t take Candido from me. I felt maybe a little faster, a little stronger. I thought I would finally strike her, but before I realized it, she had moved, darting forward and slamming her fist into my face. It felt hard and unyielding. My jaw cracked. I felt a sharp pain in my nose, then I crashed to the ground. Before I could get up, she was on me, wrenching my arms behind my back and binding me.“Let me go!” I screamed. “Let me go, you evil bitch!”“It’s been a long time since I’ve been called a bitch by someone I did nothing to.” She sighed and plopped down a few feet away. I saw her pulling something off her hand: metal knuckles. My face swelled and I felt blood dripping down my nose.“Are you going to tell me who you are and why you’re so upset with me in particular? Or are you like this to everyone who keeps you from drowning.”“Go to hell!” I cried, tears spilling down my cheeks. “You know who I am! You know w
When he asked, all I could hear were her words.I love you, ‘Dido.“I didn’t lie. She did attack me!”Candido put the last little jar inside the box and put it in his pocket with a sigh. “Defending herself—”“So you’re just going to believe her over me?” I asked. “I’ve been here all this time. She just—”“Your heart skipped, Hedy,” he said, turning to look at me. “I heard it when you said it. I know you lied.”“It didn’t.”“It did,” he said. “And given that you were covered in leeches, I’m far more inclined to believe her even without that.”“Just because I was in the lake?”“How did you even get in the lake?” Candido asked and looked up at the sky.“I don’t know, but why does it matter? I—”“It matters,” he said.“She must have sent me here somehow and—”“Estella has been with me this entire time,” Candido said. “In the temple for at least an hour. There is no way she could have sent you into the lake.”“She must have prayed to the Goddess to get rid of me!” I said. “I know she wants
I couldn’t believe he would say that. It was so clear that he agreed with her. Had she been comparing me to him? Had she really had such an effect on him? This couldn’t happen. This couldn’t go on. I had to get rid of her.I bet if those leeches hadn’t been on me, I could have caught her. I reached up to my face which still throbbed painfully. I caught sight of myself in a window and my jaw trembled. Maybe he hadn’t been tempted because I looked a mess. My face was swelling and purpling. I could still taste blood in my mouth.She didn’t have to punch me so hard. My eye was swelling and I wasn’t even sure if one of my teeth hadn’t gotten loosened. There were ugly bleeding rings on my neck and chest, bleeding through my wet almost transparent white dress.Something warm settled on my shoulders. I looked up and saw Cillian. He’d placed his temple red cloak on my shoulders. He said nothing as he tied it around my neck and eyed me.“Is there a reason that you look like you got into a fight
I was a little nervous about my decision. Cillian looked thoughtful. I thought he might say no, but he nodded and nodded me upstairs.“There should be something upstairs that will fit you.”I stiffened. “Do you… often have women’s clothing?”He smirked. “Jealous or just curious?”My face heated, and I scowled. “Just answer me.”Cillian shrugged. “Which answer would bring you more comfort?”I narrowed my eyes at him as his eyes twinkled. Then, I turned and headed upstairs. I couldn’t believe I was going to do this, but what other choice did I have? If Candido wasn’t going to pay attention to me like normal, then I had to get his attention somehow.I had to make sure that he saw me as an adult, as his mate, and stopped looking at Estella. Just the thought of her irritated me. When I reached the second floor, I went into the nearest room. It looked like a woman’s room, and I set my jaw at the thought. Did Cillian have a wife? I thought he loved my mother. She’d only been dead for twenty
“Pork?” I turned back to look up at Cillian as he offered me a bowl. His eyes lifted a little and his lips twitched. “Ah. I suppose you are a bit distracted. Do carry on.”I turned back and his arms were still around her. Her fingers were in his hair, stroking his hair. He seemed to tremble a little before they pulled back. He threw his head back with a laugh and Estella laughed too. What the hell were they laughing about? He pulled a box out of his cloak and offered it to her. Her eyes lit up and she beamed up at him before taking it out of his hands and hugging him again. I was about to charge over there and rip her away from him, but she cupped his face for a moment and turned, hustling back down the street the way they came. He stepped out of the alcove with a smile as he watched her go. He looked up and turned towards me. I turned around swiftly.“We should have real dinner,” I said quickly. “I don’t think I can&hell
“Are you thinking about it?” Cillian asked. “What it would be like?”“I…” I swallowed past the dryness in my throat.I couldn’t answer, but that wasn’t because I didn’t have an answer.Yes. Yes, I was thinking about it. Would he be gentle with me? Would he not? Did I want him to be? I felt… hungry and clenched my thighs together as an ache began to build there. I didn’t know what to say or if I even needed to say anything.Unlike Candido, Cillian seemed to know exactly what I wanted and wanted to give it to me, even if I couldn’t say it.“Are you thinking about what my hands on you will feel like? My mouth? How hard I am? How wet you’d be for me?”I couldn’t speak. I was so embarrassed and turned on that I couldn’t think. What… What was he saying? How could he say something like that in public? But how was I supposed to resist
I frowned and replied. Coming where?A few moments passed then another message came. Never mind. I was confused.Confused about what? I frowned and looked toward the door. I stood up and went out the door, listening for some sound or movement. There was nothing.I opened the door across the hall. The room was empty, but I knew that there had been someone inside it earlier. I marched down the hall, checking every room I could and they were all mostly empty. I headed back to my room, but stopped as I saw the group of people that were heading away from the barracks and toward a portal. I saw Ian and someone talking. Then, I saw Estella and I was furious. Candido wasn’t with her, but it was obvious that she was leaving or something.I hurried out of the barracks, not even bothering to change and raced out.“Whoa!” Shiloh cried, darting out of the way.I turned on him, glaring up at him as I realized that I cou
I knew she’d say something. She was a woman too, and she had to know that Candido wouldn’t stand for me to be treated like this.“Falcon to Armageddon—”“Armageddon to Falcon. No, you cannot injure her in any way unless she attacks you first.”“Permission to boot her off the moving jeep in self-defense.”“Granted.”My jaw dropped and she clipped the radio back on her belt. “I’d suggest you shut up. Your voice is an assault on my intelligence and honor.”I couldn’t believe they would treat me like this, but more than that I couldn’t believe that Candido would let them treat me like this.We arrived at the clearing. The jeeps circled around. I got up and scrambled off the jeep as I saw Candido. He didn’t come toward me. Instead, he helped Estella unload the boxes that were on the truck. I marched across the clearing towards them, furiou