LOGINThey grabbed plates, loading them with food I'd spent the last hour preparing. None of them said thank you. None of them ever did.
As they filed out, Seth lingered behind. I felt his hesitation before he spoke.
"Happy early birthday," he said quietly, so his brothers wouldn't hear.
My head snapped up in surprise. "How did you…"
"Pack records. I was looking through them for a history project." He shifted uncomfortably. "Your file was there."
Before I could respond, Declan's voice boomed from the hallway. "Seth! Now!"
Seth gave me one last look, something unreadable in his expression, before hurrying after his brothers.
I stood alone in the kitchen, the scent of bacon grease and maple syrup hanging heavy in the air. My file. What else had he seen? Did he know about my parents? About what I really was?
The dream voice whispered through my memory again: *You must remember what you have forgotten.*
But some things were better left buried. I'd learned that lesson the hard way.
I finished preparing breakfast as the other pack members started to arrive to take their breakfast. They said nothing to me, which isn’t unusual and left me to eat. Omegas came in to take over. None of them spoke to me, which is normal, and well, I know I have to get ready for school.
‘Crap, my first shift is in two days, I need to find somewhere to do it, guess that’s a job for me after school. Thankfully, the Alpha heirs ain’t at school anymore, so at least that’s something.’ I think to myself, leaving to wash my hands and get ready for school.
I splashed cold water on my face in the tiny bathroom attached to the servant quarters, watching as droplets ran down my cheeks in the cracked mirror. The girl staring back at me looked tired, older than her almost-eighteen years. Dark circles shadowed my blue-green eyes, and my hair hung limp around my shoulders.
The first shift. I'd been dreading this moment for months, knowing it was inevitable but hoping somehow I could delay it indefinitely. Most wolves shifted for the first time on their sixteenth birthday, but I'd been a late bloomer, or so everyone assumed. The truth was, I'd been suppressing my wolf so thoroughly that she'd barely stirred in years. But as my eighteenth birthday approached, I could feel her growing restless, pushing against the barriers I'd built.
I pulled my hair back into a messy ponytail and grabbed my worn backpack from the floor. The weight of my textbooks felt heavier than usual as I slung it over my shoulder. Maybe it was the exhaustion from another sleepless night, or maybe it was my body preparing for the change to come.
The hallway was mercifully empty as I made my way toward the front door. Most of the pack members had finished breakfast and gone about their daily routines. I could hear the distant sounds of children playing in the common room and the low murmur of conversation from the dining hall.
Just as I reached for the door handle, footsteps echoed behind me.
"Ruby."
I froze. Alpha Marcus's voice carried the weight of absolute authority, and it was rarely directed at me unless I'd done something wrong. I turned slowly, keeping my eyes respectfully lowered.
"Yes, Alpha?"
He stood at the end of the hallway, his massive frame filling the space. Even in his fifties, Marcus Gallagher was an imposing figure, with broad shoulders, steel-grey hair, and eyes that seemed to see straight through you. The quintuplets had inherited his size, though none of them quite matched their father's commanding presence yet.
"A word," he said, gesturing toward his office.
My stomach dropped. Had he somehow learned about my transfer plans? Did he know what I was planning to do after my birthday? I followed him down the corridor, my sneakers silent on the polished wooden floor.
His office smelled of leather and pine, the walls lined with pack histories and territorial maps. He settled behind his massive oak desk and studied me for a long moment. I remained standing, waiting.
"Your eighteenth birthday is in two days," he said finally.
"Yes, Alpha." My voice came out steadier than I felt.
"And you'll be experiencing your first shift soon after."
It wasn't a question. I nodded, not trusting myself to speak.
Marcus leaned back in his chair, his fingers steepled beneath his chin. "The pack has been your home for eleven years, Ruby. You've served faithfully, without complaint."
Where was this going? I'd never heard him use that tone with me. “Alpha?”
“Your parents should be here,” he said, “you should have been able to grow up in your own pack.”
“It’s fine, Alpha, I appreciate everything that you have done for me upon my packs falling.”
His words stunned me into silence. In eleven years, Alpha Marcus had never once acknowledged my loss or my origins. I'd been treated as nothing more than another mouth to feed, another pair of hands to work. To hear him speak of my parents now sent a jolt of confusion through me.
"I..." I struggled to find the right response. "Thank you, Alpha."
He waved away my gratitude with a large hand. "Your father was a good man. A strong Alpha."
My heart hammered against my ribs. "You knew him well?"
"Well enough." His eyes took on a distant look. "We trained together as young wolves. Different packs, but the Council often brought promising Alphas together."
This was entirely new information. I'd spent years piecing together scraps of my past, and now he was offering pieces freely. I didn't trust it.
"Why are you telling me this now?" I asked, then immediately regretted my boldness.
To my surprise, he didn't reprimand me. "Because what happens after your first shift matters, Ruby. Your bloodline is pure Alpha. When you shift, that power will awaken."
My mouth went dry. "I don't understand."
"Don't you?" His gaze sharpened. "You've been hiding your wolf, suppressing her. Most late bloomers show signs of restlessness, of the wolf trying to break free. You've shown nothing."
I heated the plate, some kind of pasta dish that smelled divine, and sat at the small kitchen table, trying to make sense of everything that had happened. The quintuplets wanted to make amends, to become the anchors they were meant to be. Even Peter, despite his conditioning, wanted to try.Dates. The word still made me cringe with its normalcy. How did you date five men who had spent years tormenting you? Where would we even begin?A soft knock at the door made me freeze, fork halfway to my mouth. Through the mate bonds, I sensed it was Seth, his presence a warm glow in my consciousness."Ruby?" he called softly. "I know you're awake. I felt it through the bond."I sighed, setting down my fork. "It's t
Down the hall, Seth paced his room, unable to rest despite his exhaustion. His thoughts kept returning to Ruby, her vulnerability when she'd suggested they go on dates, the way she'd swayed on her feet before accepting his escort back to the cottage. For years, he'd fought against his instinct to protect her. Now that he could finally acknowledge those feelings, the need to be near her was almost overwhelming.Through the mate bond, he could sense she was sleeping, her consciousness a dim, troubled flicker. He wanted nothing more than to go to her, to stand guard while she rested, but he had promised to keep his distance. Trust had to be earned, not demanded.In his own room, Francis sat at his desk, methodically making lists. It was how he had always dealt with chaos, organising, planning, creating order from disorder. His current list was titled "Ways to Make Amends to
"I've already contacted our allied packs," Marcus assured me. "Reinforcements will begin arriving tomorrow. In the meantime, we'll double the border patrols."It was strange having people actually concerned for my safety after so many years of indifference. I wasn't sure how to feel about it."I'll walk you back to the cottage," Seth offered, still careful not to touch me.I glanced at the others, seeing the mix of emotions on their faces. Declan looked like he wanted to argue, to insist he come along as well, but he held his tongue. Nelson seemed lost in his own thoughts, his usual cockiness nowhere to be seen. Francis watched me with that intense, analytical gaze that had always made me uncomfortable, though now it held concern rather than contempt. And Peter
"Ruby," Seth breathed, his hand hovering inches from my face as if he wanted to touch me but didn't dare. "Thank the goddess. We thought...""I heard him," I interrupted, struggling to sit up despite the dizziness. "The Shadow Alpha. He was in my head while I was unconscious."The temperature in the room seemed to drop several degrees. Alpha Marcus stepped forward, his expression grave. "What did he say?"I glanced at Peter, who had gone even paler if that was possible. "He tried to convince me to take what I needed from all of you instead of waiting for you to give it freely. He fed on my pain when..." I stopped, not wanting to hurt Peter further by repeating his confession."When I rejected you," Pete
Peter flinched as if Nelson had struck him, his face draining of colour. The blunt question hung in the air like a poison, forcing him to confront the twisted conditioning that had shaped his reactions for over a decade."Yes," he whispered, the admission tearing from his throat like broken glass. "The thought of...touching her, being with her that way...it makes me physically ill. And I know that's wrong. I know it's not natural. But I can't just turn it off."The confession shattered something in the room. Seth made a sound like a wounded animal, his hands clenching into fists. Through the mate bonds, they could all feel Peter's anguish, the war between his logical mind, which understood Ruby was their mate, and his conditioned body, which recoiled at the very idea.Francis ran a hand through his dishevelled hair, his usual composure completely fractured. "Dr
"He was a Guardian who chose power over protection. He killed his Anchors and absorbed their power instead of working with them. Now he hunts new Guardians before they can fully awaken and bring balance.”“So he killed his mates to steal their powers?”“Yeah, apparently.” I said, “Now he wants mine. If anything, he’d probably go after yours as well, considering you’re my anchors and have your own powers as well, just as he did his own. However, as I said before, if we’re not all willing, there is no point. So I don’t even know why we’re discussing this.”I watched as my words hit them like a physical blow, each one landing with devastating precision. Through the mate bonds, I could feel their collective despair, a suffocating weight that pressed against my chest. Seth's face crumpled, his green eyes filling with a pain so raw it made my wolf whimper despite eve







