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Naomi D.Sorry for not writing regulary. Dealing with some private stuff. I haven't given up on the story though, I just need some time. So i won't be writing as much as usual, but I'll try to write whenever I can.
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The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 68. My Fault
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The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 69. Loyalty
Moon’s povI felt like crap. I get shot on my first day as Alpha of the Crescent Moon pack."And losing the pregnancy?" Angela added."Yes, that too, but I don’t want to think about that right now. I need to show my pack I am strong and I won’t go down easily."Angela didn’t agree; I could sense it. But if I thought about this pregnancy too long, I’d get stuck in this cycle of guilt, regret, and relief. I wasn’t ready yet to be a mom, but I still hated that Madeline took my choice from me. Even if I didn’t feel ready, it was my decision to make.Madeline did this to take something from me, to punish me. She didn’t want to kill me; she wanted to hurt me, and she succeeded, but it cost her life and hurt Erik the most. His mate was a traitor now, while he had always fought for me."You don’t have to do this now," Kai said, his hands grabbing me from behind.He touched my stomach, and I was reminded of what was inside of it a day ago. I pushed his hands away."Please don’t touch my stomach
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 70. Team
Kai’s pov"Do you want me to stay?" I asked Moon."Don’t ask me that. You know the answer, but I also know you can’t," she said, pouting."We’ll meet up in a few days, but if you need me, I’m there. The Crescent Moon pack and the Crimson Moon pack aren’t that far from each other. You are what matters most to me, Moon, and what you’ve gone through wasn’t easy."I felt the hurt, even though she was putting on a brave face. "I’m fine. I’m almost healed, and it’s not like I was ready to be a mother anyway."I held her hands in mine; fuck, how I loved having my hand back. "I think you would make a great mother, now or in the future. Just don’t turn into me, okay? You have seen what pushing down your feelings does. Don’t become fucked up like me and take your anger out on others who don’t deserve it."Moon smiled, but the smile didn’t reach her eyes. "You know we both deal with things the same way, but I won’t take my anger out on some poor soul.""You can take it out on me in the bedroom,"
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 71. Move
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The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 72. In the Middle
Kai’s pov"Why not join the two packs together, no? Es possible, no? You could both be Alphas of your own pack, but under uno grando pack." Gamma Diego said.I actually understood everything he said, was I getting better at Spanish or was he just using words that were easy?"You should have your mate close; seeing her once a week isn’t doing you both any favors, Alpha Raider" my Beta Hudson said.They both surprised me with how open they were with me. After my sister died, I had no one to confide in or to talk to except my family. I wasn't used to these types of conversations about my private life."Maybe because you’re not just barking orders at them and you’ve actually become friends with them over the last few months?" Ronin said.I was a lot fucking happier now that things had calmed down. My pack was thriving, Moon’s pack was doing well, and we saw each other at least once a week. But I wanted to spend every moment with her."How would that work? We both head to our packs in the d
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 73. Mary
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The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 74. A Good Friend
Moon’s povWe barely made it to our room. Kai started ripping off my clothes on the stairs, and when we finally reached my room, I was already naked. We had sex against the door, in the shower, and on the bed, and then when Kai had this look in his face, like he was ready to go again, Angela reminded me of why he was really here."Stop screwing each other and ask him what his plan is!" she growled impatiently.Kai’s hands were already around my waist, pulling me on top of him. He buried his face into my chest and inhaled my scent."Fuck, you smell even better after I've been inside you."I grabbed his head and pushed it up, so he was looking at me. "Can we finish this later? I’d like to know your plan. Well, actually, Angela would like to know your plan, and she is getting annoyed."Kai smirked and licked his lips, "can I stay in between these while I tell you?"I laughed, "I don’t think I’ll be able to concentrate."He removed his head from my chest and sat me down next to him. I put
The Alpha That Couldn't Remember 75. Feral
Mary’s pov “Diosa mia, you look good.” Diego said when we walked to the car. He walked behind me, so I’m guessing he was admiring my ass. I swayed my hips a bit extra, just to screw with his head a bit more. It was like my body and my mind were on different pages, and it didn’t help that my wolf sided with my body. I always thought Beth would hate it if I felt something for someone who wasn’t my mate, but she didn’t seem to mind. “Because all I want is what's right for you. You deserve to be happy, to have fun, and to feel wanted. Of course I wish it was with our mate, but I also know there is a good chance we’ll never meet him. We have almost died countless times and survived, but maybe our mate wasn’t that lucky. Does that mean we have to be alone forever? I just think you’re scared.” I was scared, I was petrified, actually. I barely knew Diego, but the way he looked at me and talked to me did something to me that I hadn’t felt before. “Estás nerviosa?” Diego asked, while we we
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