Lisa gasped and then sobbed again. She buried her face in my chest. I hugged her and let her cry to calm herself.“Cry as much as you want to relieve yourself, but I won’t leave you, my dear. You are mine, and I will stay with you.”After five to ten minutes, she stopped crying. Lisa took a deep breath and said, “What I told you is the bad and the ugly. But I haven’t told you the worst.”“What is it?”“I experienced PTSD afterward. I was terrified all the time and couldn’t get any sleep.”“We will find a good Omicron to help you. I will be patient with you.”Lisa bit her lower lip. “I still have nightmares sometimes. If you are with me, maybe you will hear me once in a while screaming at night because of the terrors.”“I may have PTSD too.” Then I took a deep breath. “I have never come to an Omicron to test it, but sometimes I have nightmares about my parents and sister too.”Lisa raised her face to stare at me. “What happened?”“Rogues attacked our pack. They killed my parents and si
I took a deep breath. Mating with Lisa at first was the last resort to get what I wanted: the successful mission of getting her and maintaining the peace treaty. However, all wasn’t as important as tending to Lisa. I glanced at her. Her blush was still there, but her body trembled. I didn’t know if she said it out of courage or desperation. I wanted to find all eight men and took pleasure in torturing them until they would beg me for death. Lisa changed my life, but it was expected. My mate would be the closest person to me. What affected her would affect me too. Her pain was mine. Her misery was also mine. I wanted to wipe away the fear and shame in her eyes. So, I held her hands, kissing each while staring at her. She blushed again. She was still innocent apart from the terrible accident ten years ago. I took a deep breath. If only it had never happened. But then, I might have never met her as she would mate with someone else. Thinking of another man to mate with her made my mout
I smiled and opened my shirt button. Lisa bit her lower lip, bent her head, then rose and held my hands.“Let me do it.”“Are you sure?”She said nothing and didn’t show any reaction for a few seconds. But after taking a deep breath, she nodded. “I can’t live like this forever. I must conquer my fear.”“That’s my mate!” I said, quite proud of her.Lisa retook a deep breath and unbuttoned one by one until my shirt opened. She lifted her face to look at my chest. “You are beautiful ….”“I’m not beautiful, my dear. I’m a man. How can I be beautiful?” I grinned, teasing her so she wouldn’t be too stressed.“No, you are beautiful.” She touched my chest and stroked it with her fingers. “Your chest is bronze and wide.” Lisa caressed and kissed my chest lightly. “I’m lucky to have you.”Focusing on seeing my chest, Lisa forgot with the blanket wrapped around her body. It slipped and fell to the ground. I gulped, as she was perfect! But I didn’t want to terrify her. So I had to do it slowly. L
I kissed Lisa’s forehead and hugged her tightly. “I enjoy tonight.” She blushed and snuggled her head on my chest. “It’s your first time. I want to make it special for you.” I caressed her shoulder and smiled. “It was special for me. Being with you was beautiful.” Then suddenly, Lisa touched my manhood and stroked it. She bent her head and sucked it. I took a deep breath because it would be hard not to explode after seeing her reach her climax. “Lisa, stop. I don’t want to spill my seed on your face.” She giggled. Her pretty face was crimson, but then she pulled my body onto her. “Then you can spill it inside me.” “Are you sure?” I looked into her eyes. This time, I didn’t see tears or fear anymore. “Yes. I want to be normal and have my life back. I don’t want the trauma to control my life.” She let out a long sigh. “Ten years is too much. I have wasted my life for those unworthy scums. Now it’s time for me to be happy.” Lisa stared at me. “I want it to be you. I want you to be
We mated all night long. Lisa asked me to do something her rapists did to her so she would remember what she did with me. It included using the blindfold, rope, and excessive intercourses in many positions. I was afraid at first to do those things because I didn’t want to hurt her. But my mate was strong. She insisted on doing that.“Because I don’t want to let myself be a prisoner of my past. I want to stop looking at myself and judging me as dirty, useless, and worthless trash,” she said with tears. Lisa sobbed and screamed at most of what we had done because she was battling with her mind. She had to slay all ghosts of her past. Yet I was with her all the way. Each time she remembered her past, I hugged and kissed her, trying to give her strength and comfort. We slept when it was dawn. As if we had been through a mating marathon. It was my first mating, but it was more therapeutic than pleasurable. Yes, we reached our climaxes many times, but we also shared our fears and worries.
Before I could answer anything, Alpha Fred dragged me away from Lisa and punched my stomach. I didn’t fight back because he was Lisa’s father. I fell to the floor, and Lisa screamed.“Father, leave him alone!”Alpha Fred looked around and shook his head. “I should have known better. It is unacceptable!”“Father, listen to me first!”But before Lisa could explain anything, Alpha Fred raised his hand and hissed, “Put on your clothes! I will kill this man.”“Father, no! He did nothing wrong!” Lisa wrapped a blanket around her body. “Guards!” Alpha Fred shoved me out of the room. It would be difficult to explain what we had done when Alpha Fred didn’t want to listen. So I took my trousers and shirt, wearing them, and walked outside to give us time to cool down. In a minute, Alpha Fred joined me in the hall. Two guards stood behind me. Then Bill came, and he frowned on seeing Alpha Fred and two guards in the hall with me. “What’s wrong, Father?”“Go to your sister’s room. You can get
Lisa bent her head forward. “Do you remember what I said to you?”“Which ones?” I asked.“When we said our pledges ….”I nodded. Realizing that she couldn’t see my nodding, as I was behind her, I said, “Yes.”“I promised you I would love and care for you. I also said you were my life.”I kissed her shoulder. “Yes, I won’t forget your words. They are beautiful.”“That’s why I must ask you to leave and forget me.” Then she walked away. “Lisa! Lisa! Why?”She stopped walking. “My promise means everything to me. It will never change for me. You are my life. If letting you go is the only way for you to live, it’s what I must do.”“No! We can fight together. Eventually, your father will accept me. Bill believed me.”Lisa bit her lower lip and then shook her head. “It’s no use. Father is the one who makes all decisions.”“Then will you leave with me? We can find somewhere else to live. Only the two of us. Maybe with our pups. What do you think?”Lisa lifted her head and stared at me. She le
It made sense, but after what Lisa told Alpha Fred, why didn’t he consider it? I let out a long sigh. I didn’t know how to win Lisa back. “Don’t worry. I will send Cameron to have Lisa if everything doesn’t work out.”I wanted to protest, but I was merely a foster son. Alpha Horace appointed me as his son to manage the problem with Lisa. I failed …. I didn’t think I had any right to ask him to consider another way. So, I bowed my head. “Father, I will go now. I’m sorry to let you down.”“No, you don’t let me down. I’m only disappointed in how Fred handled this.” He patted my shoulder. I walked to Cam’s house. I knocked on the door, but he didn’t open it. So I contacted him through the mind link. ‘Cam, are you at home?’‘Yeah, why?’‘I need to talk to you. It’s important.’‘Okay, you can come here.’‘I’ve been at your door.’‘Oh, sorry. I didn’t hear you knocking. I’ll be there in a minute.’After a few minutes, Cam opened the door for me. His hair was messy, and he was sweaty. He di