Chapter 10

Blade came back like nothing happened even though there are many things that he missed including who I truly am, and there is much pain that he failed to stop, pains that can probably change me to life, but I hope not. He promised to protect me from any pain and to not let it go through me again, but where is he? Gone for some fucking reason that who knows what and I also don't want to know it anymore.

I know it's not his fault, it's never his fault, but I wanna know why he wasn't here last night. I wanna know why I suffered alone, again. I'll be so inconsiderate if I'll blame him because there's no one to blame but me, it's always me and it has always been me.

"Good morning mi Reina! Rise and shine my sunshine... I missed your smiles already, hey, wake up my love" I don't wanna open my eyes even though I ain't asleep. I don't want his smile to vanish just because I have no strength to smile at him back, I don't want him to feel guilty just because I failed to pr