Chapter 53

"Mom..." I called her to get her attention which u did after I decided to go out and talk to her. I don't know how my mood and feeling was changed in just a minute. I didn't even expect that to happen. I thought it'll take me years to forgive him or it may even be impossible already but no... It only took me a minute or two. That's how fragile my heart is. It can easily melt yet it can also break easily and be fixed impossibly. I don't know if I'll call that an advantage or disadvantage. I don't know why I'm still this easy to forgive even though I've been proved wrong by the people I love. I guess this is the part of me that I can never change anymore but I'll still try to or it'll be easy for Blade to play me again like a goddamn toy that can be disposed easy and go back to him when he already wants me again. I'm not that kind of woman. He can never bribe me with something just to give up. Betrayal is the last thing that I wanted to experience yet that's what the world is always g