"Look at yourself in the mirror, Via, and tell me who wouldn't want you, you're my friend, and my sister, if I am feared by them, then you should be feared too, okay? Don't let yourself be eaten by the judgments of them," I cheered her up because that's the truth, I'm not like this to my friends but she's younger than me, and as her older sister by heart, I promise to protect her at all cost because we should be slaying and not crying in the corner of the room with fear and agony.
I am not that friendly but I do know how to treat someone how they deserve to be treated- like how I was supposed to be treated, I like her to be happy because everyone forbid me to even feel happy. At least I made someone happy in the middle of my misery. That's quite satisfying, isn't it?
"Thank you, Aze, thank you so much. I don't know why the majority hates you, I can't understand why they all are judging you, but you deserve being the Alpha's mate, you deserve being treated like a Queen"
It was supposed to be a tranquil and peaceful night, the full moon was so visible as it rises above and the cold wind is embracing everyone around to give them comfort, and to let the trees dance with the wind's blow of music that serves as everyone's lullaby.It would've been perfect but it became the other way around. It's not a nightmare but loneliness. When you have no one around you during a cold night but the pillows to hug and you can't complain because you're alone.The night was still early and everyone is fully awake since it's the werewolves' one of the most awaited nights, the day of the full moon which gives them strength and sanity, full moons are the greatest recharger of them because it's light contains an elixir that travels within their system- our system. For I am a vaewolf and the moon is my guide, it has a greater impact on me like how it changed me into what I am now, it's so fulfilling yet I can't totally feel it for I fee
I got up the moment I opened my eyes, huffing and almost out of breath. My heart beats fast like it's being chased and I was holing my chest because of that nightmare. It was a dream... All of it was just part of my dream, but why does it feel like it's true? Why am I still hearing her voice and laugh? Why is everything still echoing in my mind like it was being replayed over and over again? Dreams aren't true, right?But if it is, then that's meant to warn me, to make me realize something, and to open my eyes for I have been blinded by sorrow and misery all my life without even trying to find the reason why I'm here and what destiny is planning to make out of me. If my parents were selfish with their forbidden love, then should I be selfish too? Should I try breaking the rule too? But if I will, then I'll need to expect the consequences that'll follow, look at me now, paying for the consequences that I'm not even aware of. I still am a half-vampire, I know that, and he
"Do you know who called him?" I asked him with my gritted teeth and flaming eyes, I can sense that my eyes turned red because of how furious I am but I can't help to stop my voice from cracking, it's just that I'm afraid that something might have happened to him and that what Dash told me might be true."Nope, I've already answered your question, now answer mine first. Whose this beautiful young lady with a bizarre hot body that you're with?" He asked peculiarly while eyeing Via. What the hell is he up to? Honestly, he looks like a perverted jerk who wants someone to fuck and he chose Via to be his toy. Just by looking at his eyes, I can tell how jerky he is. What an attitude, he doesn't really know the word disrespectful. Can someone teach him what that word is and apply it to him?"She's none of your business, you jerky little manwhore," I replied and turned my back at him together with Via. I saw how Via looked at him with amusement visible in her eyes, but I
"Do you want something to eat?" Via asked me in a low tone and calm voice. It's been a day since I knew that I'm bearing my child- me and Blade's child, but Blade was still nowhere to be found, even his shadow seems to vanish with him, I actually heard him talking last night, I think he came and just go away, but I guess it's just a dream because if he has been here, he would've checked on me, he would've placed a kiss on my temple and ask me how I'm doing but no, I didn't even felt him because if I did, then my heart could've beat fast and loud like how it is when he's near me."No, I'm ok. I just want to rest" I answered and gave her a timid smile with my lifeless eyes but she seems like she's not convinced, I am not hungry, why can't anyone understand me? Fuck it! I don't want my frustration to come out through words because that'll literally strike them like a knife made to kill all of them. I don't want anyone disturbing me when I'm not in the mood or hell will pay. Just
It's been a week, but guess what, he just arrived in here- Yes, he finally arrived but I don't seem to know him anymore, I was walking to have a little exercise while Via was accompanying me for me to be safe, were walking around the palace but he suddenly appeared like a fucking mushroom.He just showed up like nothing happened, but he seems like in a hurry, he didn't even try to look at me nor greet me so I blocked his way, making him stop on his way upstairs. Is he trying to avoid my questions for him not to explain? Well, he can never do that. I deserve to know everything for I am his mate and he's the father of the child that I'm bearing. Just don't stress me or hell will pay, my dear mate."Where have you been?" I asked with traces of seriousness and bereavement in my voice, I can't help but have that tone for my patience is already drained on waiting for him for a week! That's a long fucking week and there is no day that I forgot to be worried sick of him. I wan
A knock on the door woke my sleeping soul up, it was so loud that it's already hurting my ears, it seems like the one who's knocking is in a hurry. I was actually resting to erase every stress in my mind but this loud knock woke me up, I was about to shout to whoever he is but then it stopped, who was that? Both of us were here because there are two beds in this room. So it's not Via... Is it Blade? Because if that's the doctor, then that'll knock calmly unlike this one. Who the fuck has the guts to disturb me? Everyone knows what happened to me and why I should be always resting.Me and Via looked at each other, puzzled who might that be. I don't think it's Blade, he won't come here, I know that, unless he wants another argument between the two of us because if that's the reason, then might as well leave this house or else he'll be the one to kill my baby with his attitude. I'd rather live alone in a simple and small house than in a palace that will never do good to my situa
"I'm sorry to interrupt you milord, but you both need to hear me out first" he cut the two of us off so I turned my attention on him and that's when I remembered what happened. I almost forgot, damn it!"How's my baby?" I asked and I saw how Blade's mouth turned open, isn't he still aware? Does that mean that he just arrived or they just don't want him to know what's going on? Oh, I think he will be so happy, I know that for he always wants to have a family with me and her it is. We can always start again and forgot everything for this little angel, I want to give her a normal life that's far from misery and way far from this cruel world. I don't want her to witness how this world works, I want her to be an innocent yet a fighter woman and not like me. She'll never suffer for we will protect her and kill anyone who'll try to hurt her. Mark my words.I gave him a smile but he still can't move a muscle. Oh, what a cute man, I know he'll be this surprised, if this didn't
I woke up with my body curled into foetal position, with pillows above my face covering it and my eyes were swollen from crying all night. I look like an insane woman who just arrived at a mental hospital, suffering from pain that no sickness can be compared to. This hellish world is making me sick and I'm so tired of living in it. If I can just kill myself, then I'll fucking do that just for everything to stop. This is already enough! I don't have any reason to live anymore. It's like I just live for the world to see how far I'll go, to prove that I'm a coward and I'm weak enough to give up on every challenge that they gave me.Can this still be called life? It feels like I'm already in hell though I still am alive. Is that cool? Because for me, it isn't.I was so tired of crying that I don't even have the strength to get up to do my usual routine, I don't even know how to start another day with the same pain that I'm suffering from, it'll just be a cycle, wake