"Do you want something to eat?" Via asked me in a low tone and calm voice. It's been a day since I knew that I'm bearing my child- me and Blade's child, but Blade was still nowhere to be found, even his shadow seems to vanish with him, I actually heard him talking last night, I think he came and just go away, but I guess it's just a dream because if he has been here, he would've checked on me, he would've placed a kiss on my temple and ask me how I'm doing but no, I didn't even felt him because if I did, then my heart could've beat fast and loud like how it is when he's near me.
"No, I'm ok. I just want to rest" I answered and gave her a timid smile with my lifeless eyes but she seems like she's not convinced, I am not hungry, why can't anyone understand me? Fuck it! I don't want my frustration to come out through words because that'll literally strike them like a knife made to kill all of them. I don't want anyone disturbing me when I'm not in the mood or hell will pay. Just
It's been a week, but guess what, he just arrived in here- Yes, he finally arrived but I don't seem to know him anymore, I was walking to have a little exercise while Via was accompanying me for me to be safe, were walking around the palace but he suddenly appeared like a fucking mushroom.He just showed up like nothing happened, but he seems like in a hurry, he didn't even try to look at me nor greet me so I blocked his way, making him stop on his way upstairs. Is he trying to avoid my questions for him not to explain? Well, he can never do that. I deserve to know everything for I am his mate and he's the father of the child that I'm bearing. Just don't stress me or hell will pay, my dear mate."Where have you been?" I asked with traces of seriousness and bereavement in my voice, I can't help but have that tone for my patience is already drained on waiting for him for a week! That's a long fucking week and there is no day that I forgot to be worried sick of him. I wan
A knock on the door woke my sleeping soul up, it was so loud that it's already hurting my ears, it seems like the one who's knocking is in a hurry. I was actually resting to erase every stress in my mind but this loud knock woke me up, I was about to shout to whoever he is but then it stopped, who was that? Both of us were here because there are two beds in this room. So it's not Via... Is it Blade? Because if that's the doctor, then that'll knock calmly unlike this one. Who the fuck has the guts to disturb me? Everyone knows what happened to me and why I should be always resting.Me and Via looked at each other, puzzled who might that be. I don't think it's Blade, he won't come here, I know that, unless he wants another argument between the two of us because if that's the reason, then might as well leave this house or else he'll be the one to kill my baby with his attitude. I'd rather live alone in a simple and small house than in a palace that will never do good to my situa
"I'm sorry to interrupt you milord, but you both need to hear me out first" he cut the two of us off so I turned my attention on him and that's when I remembered what happened. I almost forgot, damn it!"How's my baby?" I asked and I saw how Blade's mouth turned open, isn't he still aware? Does that mean that he just arrived or they just don't want him to know what's going on? Oh, I think he will be so happy, I know that for he always wants to have a family with me and her it is. We can always start again and forgot everything for this little angel, I want to give her a normal life that's far from misery and way far from this cruel world. I don't want her to witness how this world works, I want her to be an innocent yet a fighter woman and not like me. She'll never suffer for we will protect her and kill anyone who'll try to hurt her. Mark my words.I gave him a smile but he still can't move a muscle. Oh, what a cute man, I know he'll be this surprised, if this didn't
I woke up with my body curled into foetal position, with pillows above my face covering it and my eyes were swollen from crying all night. I look like an insane woman who just arrived at a mental hospital, suffering from pain that no sickness can be compared to. This hellish world is making me sick and I'm so tired of living in it. If I can just kill myself, then I'll fucking do that just for everything to stop. This is already enough! I don't have any reason to live anymore. It's like I just live for the world to see how far I'll go, to prove that I'm a coward and I'm weak enough to give up on every challenge that they gave me.Can this still be called life? It feels like I'm already in hell though I still am alive. Is that cool? Because for me, it isn't.I was so tired of crying that I don't even have the strength to get up to do my usual routine, I don't even know how to start another day with the same pain that I'm suffering from, it'll just be a cycle, wake
Blade's POV~Flashback~"Why are you doing this Dash? Why do you keep on ruining the both of us? I don't want to fucking kill you but I don't think I still can handle myself after all of this!" I yelled from the of my lungs while clenching my fist and gritting my teeth out of anger.I was so pissed at this fucktard but I can't kill him, I can never kill him because he's my adopted brother and we've been together for years now. He's a family of mine and I don't kill my family, I'm not that evil, I know my limitations and I know that I should obey every rule because I am an alpha, I should know how to obey for my pack to believe in me.Yes you've read it right, he is my adopted brother, my parents adopted him when he was five years of age, but now, he wants to be independent that's why he's living alone, he doesn't want to accept my parent's support anymore but he still love them, he had this house of him all by himself but his position is because he's my bro
I woke up with my whole body tied by a rope, I can smell some dead animals around and I can somehow see it even though the whole room is dark. I see, this has been a room for creatures that are meant to be killed. The smell of werewolves and vampires didn't even get away from my sense. Is that what he's planning to do with me? Because if it is, then I won't just die without fighting him. He's such a coward for finding an opponent and locking me at the end for him to be able to win.I just let out a frustrated sigh with my furrowed eyebrows.If I am in a normal situation, I can always unleash this fucking rope in me, but I still am weak because I'm still tied in this house where my abilities can't be used, it'll just make me weaker and weaker and I feel so helpless right now. How can I be called an alpha when this house itself already defeated me. But I didn't say I'd stop fighting, did I? I won't give that motherfucker the satisfaction of seeing me this weak. I may not
"Now that I want to avenge for myself, you are judging me without knowing what I've been through? Fucktards! Fuck you all! And you two, you're going to regret making me like this! You'll all regret that I'm still alive regardless of all the misery you caused me! It's your fault! If you have checked if I'm still alive, you could've spared yourself from such problems!" He pointed at my parents with his furious expression. He isn't even getting out of breath for those lines of him. Damn him!. I saw him faced me. "Tell me Blade, if this happens to you, would you do the same as me or you would rather stay silent and weak for the rest of your life? I was given a chance to avenge. Of course, I will fucking do so!" He asked me and that question literally made me froze.I looked at my parents, wanting them to confirm everything in front of me but they just avoided my eyes looking in the opposite direction where I'm tied as if telling me that this bastard is saying the truth. Did they
Blade's POV.Now I'm here, trying so hard to make her feel better but I can never tell her that everything will be alright, I can't whisper her the words 'i'll protect you' because I'll just fail myself and her. How can I tell her that it'll all be fine if I'm also broken? How can I assure her that if I'm just pretending to be strong but deep inside I'm slowly melting because of the fire that is desperately wanting me to fall on the ground and break out? Damn this hell! All of them think that I'm the strongest yet I can't even support my mate and help her gain her glow once again. Bullshits! Argh! I wanna take a deep breath over and over again but that'll just make her feel down more.She seems so regretful just by hearing my words. I didn't mean to, I was just so tired, my whole body was so tired that I didn't realize that I was already telling her how hurt I am and hit her conscience. I don't want her to feel that, it'll just add to the misery that she's feeling. Why