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Chapter 29
I woke up with my body curled into foetal position, with pillows above my face covering it and my eyes were swollen from crying all night. I look like an insane woman who just arrived at a mental hospital, suffering from pain that no sickness can be compared to. This hellish world is making me sick and I'm so tired of living in it. If I can just kill myself, then I'll fucking do that just for everything to stop. This is already enough! I don't have any reason to live anymore. It's like I just live for the world to see how far I'll go, to prove that I'm a coward and I'm weak enough to give up on every challenge that they gave me.
Can this still be called life? It feels like I'm already in hell though I still am alive. Is that cool? Because for me, it isn't.
I was so tired of crying that I don't even have the strength to get up to do my usual routine, I don't even know how to start another day with the same pain that I'm suffering from, it'll just be a cycle, wake
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