I managed to find some almost spoiled food and filled my stomach with it.
Lady Bianca wouldn't notice it so I ate it because if she knew about it, she would rather discard it than let me eat it. Hell if she found out that I ate it, my back would be sore by tomorrow from a whipping.
With some food in my stomach, I was able to function properly for the rest of the day without running into any trouble. I did my duties while managing to stay out of their line of sight.
Night came and I did all I was supposed to. After dinner, I scrubbed the kitchen clean. I was supposed to retire to bed and have a good sleep but I wanted to go to the forest.
It was the only place in the whole pack where I could be free where I could spend hours alone and forget the horror my life was. Where nothing mattered. Not any mother, father, or the rest of the pack who hated me. I made sure they were all asleep and I crept out of the house. I didn't want anyone to find out about that place because once they realized how happy I could be there, they would take it away from me. I felt my body come alive as I arrived at the river hidden in the heart of the woods. Nobody ventured out this far so I could enjoy it in peace. I stripped out of my clothes and climbed into the water, soaking myself and just enjoying it.
The moon shone brightly, illuminating the water and giving it a soft glow. I washed my body and then just swam in the water, wishing I could stay forever.
My moment of quietness was interrupted when I heard a loud creak. My body tensed and I looked around. I'd never heard any sound in these parts before. I wanted to go back to enjoying the water but I couldn't. Not when someone else was here with me. Someone in the shadows.
I felt all the hair on my body rise since I was hyper-aware of my surroundings. I made a slow movement to the bank. I heard another sound, closer this time, and then Jonathan appeared from the woods. He had a wide smile on his face as he stared at me.
Creeps ran down my spine at the look on his face. I looked at my clothes, taking my eyes off him for a brief second. I wanted to grab it but half of my body would become visible to him and I didn't want that. It was very subtle but I noticed a change in Jonathan's behavior towards me. I found him staring at my body for way too long and giving weird smiles when he thought nobody was looking.
"Don't you feel cold in the water" he drew closer.
"Stay back. Don't come any closer"
"You can't tell me what to do. But because I'm feeling generous tonight, I'll give you two options. Come to me or I'll come to you" None. I chose none but I didn't say it out loud. I looked at my clothes one more time. Maybe I should risk flashing him if that is the only way to get out of here.
"You're thinking too hard sister. It's a simple thing" he said, taking a step further.
"I'll come out. But can you please turn around?" From the look on his face, he wasn't pleased but he turned around anyway.
'It's now or never Ava' I said to myself. I was surprised by the speed at which I moved, grabbing my clothes in a flash and taking off in the other direction before he could notice. I pulled the large shirt over my head as I ran. I could hear him rushing behind me but I didn't stop. I ran faster, with all the strength my lithe body possessed but it wasn't enough. I was thrown on the floor by a large weight. I instantly rolled onto my back and tried to push him off me but he was too heavy.
"I gave you an option you bitch" he hit my face. I would never dare to go against Jonathan, but in this moment, I knew what he wanted and I couldn't let it happen. I scratched with my nails and bit his flesh with my teeth. A satisfying howl of pain filled the night and I took the time to push him off me. I took off running again but I didn't get far this time. He hit me from behind, smacking my face twice in succession and stomping his feet over my stomach. I curled into a ball full of pain as he paced in front of me.
"Why did you have to run? I wanted to help you. To take you away from this miserable life" there was nothing like help from Jonathan.
"I'm going to be mated to the alpha's daughter soon. You can come with me to the pack house. You don't have to endure my mother anymore" I said nothing.
"I can help you Ava" he brushed his finger across my forehead.
"But I only want something from you. Let me be your first" his breath hit my face as he spoke, leaning closer.
Never. I wanted to scream in his face but I moved away from his touch. He didn't stop smiling but the look in his eyes changed. The false kindness was replaced with a sadistic look.
"I'll be generous and give you until the end of the mating party with my mate. I want my answer by then or I'll send you to the slave camp to serve the other wolves. Don't test me" and with that he was gone, leaving me in pain on the floor and the worst kind of fear I have ever experienced.
No matter what, I had to look for a way out. I couldn't be sent to the slave camp. Being a rogue was frightening, but the slave camp was hell on earth.
TORREN AND MATHEW TORREN's POV I was honestly tired of the whole back and forth with Mathew. I wanted a happy life but I couldn't quite get it here where I was undervalued. ‘Not undervalued’ my wolf corrected but that wasn't how I saw it. I saw Ava approaching and I put on the fakest smile I could muster. She didn’t need to be worrying about me in her condition. "I've been looking everywhere for you" She frowned as she walked closer. "You ought to be resting," I said with an eye roll. At this stage of her pregnancy, it was advised that she stay off her feet but Ava was never one to listen. If her mate saw her here, he would scream his lungs off. And I wasn’t interested in that kind of drama. "I can't stand being cooped up in that room for a single minute more. It’s driving me crazy" "Does your servant and guard know you are here? Does the alpha know you’re here?" She shook her head with a mischievous smile. "They'll find out when they check the stack of pillows under my
DIEDRE AND EVANSDIEDRE’s POV I felt confused, miserable, and ultimately, unhappy, I had to leave my home because of how foolish I had been. I had no one to blame for that mistake, I should have done better. I should have stopped when Thorne asked me to. When my wolf begged me to stop. Ava wasn't a terrible person, far from that. She was sweet and I only just realized that after my last talk with her. It was too late by then. I had let my bitterness consume me just for the hate I had for mistresses that had absolutely nothing to do with her. Now I had no home. Thorne had banished me and never wanted to see me again. The tears that had refused to stop since I left started again and I pushed my fist into my mouth to muffle cries. I had nothing, no one. The loneliness and abandonment I had feared all my life was now a reality. I didn't even know the name of the pack I was currently in. Was it even a pack? Thorne had been kind enough to give me some money. That was all he spared me
As I watched my baby in the crib, my mind traveled back to how he had come into this world. On that day, I sat on the chair with Torren discussing certain things. I was as round as a ball now, the baby had also been very active and kicking. I barely went anywhere far because of my swollen feet which hurt so much. And Thorne had my movements restricted. "You said you wouldn't eat anymore today," Torren said and I pouted. "I can't help it, the baby has been making me eat a lot" "I'm sure the baby will have a lot to say when it can finally talk" I rolled my eyes. "What's been happening? How are you and Mathew doing?" "We are fine" he answered stiffly. "How is your new place? Do you like it?" "Yes. I'm glad that I decided to move out of the pack house instead of leaving the pack entirely" "I'm glad too. But in the end, I only want you to do what makes you happy" "I want okay right now. I can't say I'm happy because it'd be a complete lie. But I hope in a few months from now,
"What!!!!" She said excitedly. "I just found out some minutes ago" "Oh, my goodness. I'm so happy for you. What was Thorne's reaction to the news?" "He was so excited about the news" "I knew he would be happy. Finally, there'll be a mini Ava and Thorne and my baby has someone else to play with whenever we come here. I’m super excited. Maybe even more than you are” "That's true," I said with a smile. She touched my belly. "I hope it's a boy and I can't wait for him to be here. I'll finally have a godson. And maybe when they’re older, they could be married” "How do you even know it's going to be a boy? It might be a girl just like yours" I didn’t bother about correcting her on the marriage issue. Arranged matings had a way of turning out bad. Agatha’s was a solid proof. My child will choose to be with whomever they wanted. "No, it's going to be a boy. I'm very sure about that" "The baby is not going to be here until a few months so we'll find out then if it's really a boy or
"What?" I said shocked. I instinctively touched my belly. Another life was forming inside of me. I am pregnant. I looked at Thorne's face and he was so happy. He touched my stomach. I couldn't settle on one emotion. Uncertainty, confusion, fear... the news had me conflicted. But how...'I'm sure you weren't expecting a trophy with all the unprotected sex you've been having' my wolf mocked. Of course not. "I can't believe this. We are having a baby. Thank you so much Ava" he said squeezing my hand and kissing the back. "Congratulations alpha and Luna," the healer said again."So why was she vomiting so much? Is there another thing wrong?" He asked with a frown while I was still trying to process it. "No alpha, it's the baby that's causing the sickness. She'll feel sick for some time but after the first three months it'll stop""Excuse me please," the healer said and then she was out. With her gone, the seriousness of the situation dawned on me and I started crying. I didn't know
ALPHA THORNE'S POVI felt uneasy as I walked towards my office. Ava wasn't well even though she kept wishing she was okay. I knew better than to argue with her. But I'll still have the healer check her just to be sure. I couldn't shake off the feeling that something was terribly wrong. And I wanted her to be okay at all costs. I couldn't be at rest knowing that something was wrong with her. I arrived at my office and Busta was there. He had a solemn look on his face. "Are you okay man?" I asked Busta and he looked up at me as he nodded with a strained smile. "You don't have to lie, Busta," I said softly, encouraging him. I could do nothing to ease his pain but I could offer a listening ear."I don't know how I feel truly," he said with a drawn-out sigh. "She chose her part. I warned her severally but she failed to listen. She was bound to end up like this somehow. I just thought.....that I could save her somehow but I ended up..... I killed her myself. Do you think my parents hate