Waking up was more than thrilling, every day I get a lot happier than I ever thought was possible. Kaya is so amazing and she's so incredible to me, I don't deserve it. I'm so deeply irrevocably in love with her and I love that she can make me feel better in less than two seconds. Especially about something I've never really talked about with her. She's always so understanding no matter what the circumstance is.But, even if she reassured me it wasn't my fault, there will always be that part of me that blames myself. I was naive and stupid to not realize what was going on. I had no clue and I'm the alpha of this pack, I should have known. No matter what, this will always eat at me. Constantly telling me that I need to make it up to her every day, and I will.Kaya stirred next to me before she sat up and got out of bed quickly. She went to the restroom and out of instinct I followed after her. Just in time to see her hunch over the toilet, throwing up. I instantly went to her side to h
Kaya’s Pov"Well I think it looks pretty.", I said, eyeing the sky that was littered with blue and purple meshed together."I think you're pretty looking at the sky." he confessed, nudging me with his shoulder and I rolled my eyes playfully, "But, the sky itself, no."I turned my head to meet his golden orbs that stood out. Especially with the bits of orange that were splashed in the sky as well."Why not?" I asked bewildered, if not, the sky might be the most beautiful peaceful thing I've ever seen.He sighed, "It doesn't have any green in it." I felt my lips turn up into a smile.I turned my body situating myself on his chest, "The Northern Lights have green in them, you know where that is?" I questioned.He pushed some hair behind my ear after I placed my chin on his chest comfortably, "Alaska." he answered with a small smile.I hummed, nodding my head, "We should go."His eyes widened a bit in mock surprise, "Kaya Anderson, are you asking me to run away with you?" he claimed with
Kaya's povAfter my tormented scream, everything was pin-drop silent, I couldn't even hear how badly my heart was beating. My sobs were so loud that they were filled with such unruly, never-ending hopelessness. I heard the howls from the wolves of the pack that were paying respect to their alpha. I slowly lifted my head to see everyone watching me.A loud pitched sound resonated throughout the woods and the wind blew, pushing the leaves to swirl in the air around me. I watched as some of the leaves on the ground were forced aside creating a type of path. Then a light surrounded the forest across from me and I winced. My eyes squinted at the now bright white light that shone through, lighting up the whole area. No one reacted to the loud sound but, me.When I followed the trail with my eyes, a slim figure emerged from the light in the forest. I caught sight of long platinum hair that flowed down. As the being came closer and closer, the light dimmed out. Upon her head sat a golden crow
The sharp sweet smell of mint wafted into my nostrils as I emerged from the bottom of the lake and I breathed it in greedily. Meadow Lake was indeed a gift from the gods because no scenery on earth could match this paradise. As I floated on the surface of the water, I couldn’t help but admire its skyline's silver colour. The wide span of Tuscany-blue sky, the surrounding hills, the waterfall and the old giant Douglas fir trees gave me a eureka moment. It was here alone that I found solace. I closed my eyes to breathe the freshness in and my heart bobbed at my most cherished sound, the shimmering emptiness of space.Exactly this day, about seventeen years ago, I lost Mother. I never got to meet her because I was the cause of her death. She died birthing me and rumour has it that that day was foreseen by pack mother to be a day of atrocity. The elders of the pack said while my mother was in labour, the pack mother(the eldest and wisest mother wolf) refused to tend to her, instead she ke
Tyler's PovThe intense terror hanging in the air so much delighted my Wolf as I faced the outlanders that attempted to invade our camp. The outlanders are rouge wolves from another wolf pack. Of recent, they have been invading our pack and have failed continuously in taking control.As I approached the fight scene, I pounced on the first outlander I spotted and the ground welcomed his body. The crimson blood dripping from my claws surely sent the message to the surviving duo that I am not to reckon with.‘’ I don’t have time for this, finish them off! That would send a message to others that dare to invade our pack”, I voiced, boiling with so much rage inside of me."Yes Alpha." my combatants responded as I sprinted off.While bolting across the forest, I couldn’t help but let my mind drift to the memories I had left of my family… of the time I didn’t have all the responsibilities of an Alpha on my shoulders. The smile my parents shared as they watched Lilian and I play by the lakesi
Kaya’s POV“Happy Birthday to you,Happy Birthday to You,Happy Birthday to dear Sara….Happy birthday to you”The sing-song voices of a group of people echoed in the open field as they wished the tall blonde a happy birthday. A handsome brunette stood beside holding her by the waist and the couple seemed to be caught up in their world. He bent to whisper something into her ear causing her to flush and he throw his head back in a booming laughter of delight.Sara had found her mate right before she came of age, most of the pack members within the age of eighteen had found their mates. I could feel the happiness in the air and sadly I couldn’t associate with it.Bile rose up in my throat as I couldn’t recall any childhood memory of my birthday celebrated or even getting a birthday cake and wishes.My eighteenth birthday was yesterday and life was still unkind to me. The hopes of my father showing up on my birthday had dwindled at this point. I was utterly alone.As I watched the displa
Tyler’s PovI laid on my Alaskan king bed finding it really hard to fall asleep. The sound of nature bursting outside my cabin did little in calming my frazzled nerves. I shut my eyes in an attempt to sleep and failed utterly. It was that zesty smell I couldn’t get off my mind. As I tossed to stare at the rustic light fixture hanging in the centre of the ceiling, my wolf became very jittery for some reason relatable to that zesty scent.Ever since I bumped into Kaya by the lake, her scent lingered in the air, I could almost feel her delicate skin brush mine. Thoughts about Kaya seemed to make my wolf agitated. Was it because of her? Of the fact that she appeared miserable?My wolf grew more agitated, urging me to go for a run. I groaned, got out of bed, put on suitable clothing and headed towards Lily’s room.I knocked lightly on her door, waited a little while and opened it slightly. I noticed she was fast asleep but she appeared unsettled. I opened the door and walked in towards her
Kaya's Pov"Do something." Tyler’s voice boomed.I felt the salutary inch towards me to examine me. I was too weak to move, my muscled screamed out of fatigue and pain.“Say something” Tyler’s voice grew impatient."Alpha, you need to back up a little,” the salutary talked tenderly, expressing himself shrewdly.I felt the salutary’s hands on my neck causing me to groan in pain.In an instant, Tyler was beside me and his emotions were all over the place. I could sense that he was angry, worried and frightened…?.“What do you think you are doing” Tyler’s voice boomed“I am helping, I promise,” voiced the salutary wobbly.The salutary pulled my cloth off and mentioned something about hypothermia.He checked my pulse and later proceeded to place a soft silicone medical sensor on my body to examine me properly.I could sense the mix of emotions in the air, Tyler’s emotions. It was a mix of impatience laced with anger and at the same time what seemed like concern.“Was he concerned about me