Chapter 43 | Warning

Violet

I slept until midday and when I woke I learned from Charlie about Magnolia’s breakdown. She’s currently in her room and won’t let anyone in to see her. He and I spend the day together and I go to training and that night I attempt to check on hr, but she told me to leave, just like she had done to every person who had tried to check on her.

That night, I thought about going to see Phoenix. But, I decided against it. I knew I could use some sleep, plus, I’m not sure I could face him again after pulling away from his attempt at kissing me.

I wanted him to do it. I don’t know why I pulled away other than the fact that I’m scared. I’ve never been kissed by anyone before and as much as I crave that experience with him… I know I’m destined for heartbreak. I don’t know if I want to make that memory with him.

So, I slept. And it was the worst night of sleep I’ve had in awhile. Damn mate bond, making it hard to get any rest whenever I don’t see him. Because of this, I sleep in again beca