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Sabrina’s POV Five years. My plans had always been to reduce Eli’s age by two years whenever my past eventually caught up with us. But I was only able to reduce it by one, and that’s due to a whole lot of circumstances. The moment I stepped into the school’s reception, I let go of the breath I was holding. “Hello Sabrina, it’s good to see you,” Claire, the schools secretary greeted me with a bright smile on her face, before her forehead creased slightly. “Is everything okay with Eli? Did you get a call from the school’s nurse?” “No I didn’t. I just couldn’t focus on work knowing Eli wasn’t in the best of health,” I lied, which wasn’t technically one, just a white lie. “Getting him checked by a pediatrician is the only way to keep my mind at ease.” “Kids. I understand,” Claire said with a knowing smile. She had two kids of her own, and understood perfectly what I was talking about. After the usual formalities–Signing Eli out from school, Claire spoke into the intercom, requesting he came to the reception. About seven minutes later, Eli showed up with one of his class teacher’s, Miss. Beth. “Mom!” Eli called out to me gingerly, and ran over. Just laying eyes on him made me forget all of my worries. “Hey sweetpea,” I hugged him, ruffling his hair gently. “Mommy’s here to take you to the doctor.” Eli nodded in understanding. We bid Claire and Miss Beth goodbye, and headed out. “Is everything okay, mommy?” Eli asked the moment we were out of earshot. “You look sad?” I paused, and crouched in front of him, trying my best not to break down. How do I explain to a six year old that our lives were going to change, and I had no idea in what direction. If only being sad was all I had to worry about. “Miss?” my thoughts were suddenly interrupted. “Hello sir,” I heard Eli say, looking behind me. I turned around to see Zenith’s driver. “I need a minute alone with my son,” I said quietly. He nodded once, and stepped away. I looked over at Eli, and with the brightest smile I could muster, I lied. “Eli, you and mommy would be traveling…sort of a vacation.” “What about school?” he asked. Eli has always loved school, so I wasn’t surprised that was the first question he was asking me. “Don’t worry about school for now baby,” I said, running out of lies to tell him. “Just know that as long as I’m with you, I won’t let anyone harm you.” Eli nodded in understanding, his eyes trusting my every word. I pointed over to Zenith’s car that was parked up ahead. “A friend of mine is in there, and I want you to be on your best behaviour.” “I’m always on my best behaviour,” he cut in in a single breath. “Eli.” I called out in a tone that told him I was being serious. His face fell, and he nodded. “I’m sorry,” I apologized, feeling terrible for lashing out at him. This wasn’t his fault, none of this had absolutely anything to do with him. I pulled him into a hug, as I was seconds away from a tear sliding down my cheeks. Eli hugged me back, and after a few seconds I broke the hug, stood to my feet, held his hand, and we both made our way to the car with Eli humming a happy tune, and even jumping along the way. Kids. It's so beautiful how their mind works–one minute they’re sad, and in the next they’re as happy as a pig in a mud. I couldn’t help the smile that graced my lips at seeing Eli so carefree. Kids are truly a blessing, and their happiness truly contagious. Arriving at the car, I realized the back seat was completely empty, Zenith had moved to the front. Great. God knows I wouldn’t be able to stand the tension of him being in such close proximity with Eli. Being in the same car was close, but definitely not as close as sitting side by side each other. I helped Eli into the car, and what happened in the next seconds sent my heart beating in a frenzy. “Hello, I’m Eli,” Elis was on his feet, one of his hands at the back of Zenith’s seat, and the other stretched out to Zenith in a handshake. The temperature in the car dropped by several degrees, or maybe it was just my fears overriding my sense of reasoning. “Eli, sit down,” I instructed, trying my best to hide the panic in my voice, as I pulled him to sit down. “I was just saying hello,” he pouted, looking confused. “Did I do something wrong?” “N–” “No.” Zenith’s voice cut in, and my heart literally leaped out of my chest, as I watched Zenith slowly turn to look at Eli. “hello Eli, I’m Zenith,” Zenith said in the most casual tone I’d heard him in since we crossed paths. And I don't know if that terrified me, or if it should be comforting. Eli took his hand with a bright smile on his face, and God knows I died and resurrected a thousand times over. Zenith looked at me briefly before turning his attention back to Eli. “I’m an old friend of your mother’s.” Eli nodded, and turned to me. “Mommy, is this the old friend from your dreams?”Chapter 5Zenith’s POV“Mommy, is this the old friend from your dreams?” Sabrina’s son asked, and we instinctively glanced at each other briefly.“Mommy, would explain later baby,” Sabrina said, pulling Eli down. “You need to sit down, it's not safe to stand in a moving car.”Sabrina fished out a tab, and a headset, and handed it over to Eli to keep him busy, but the unanswered question still hung in the air, alongside a fact–there’s a man Sabrina always dreams about, so much that she even told her kid about it.I'd bet all the money I'm the world it's the bastard she cheated on me with–its been years and thoughts of him still invades her thoughts, so much that she even dreams about him.Pathetic. Absolutely pathetic.My gaze drifted to Sabrina once again through the rearview mirror, but she was intentionally avoiding gaze. I can't believe this was the same woman I fell in love with back in high school.Has she always been like this, or was I so blinded by my love for her that I didn'
Chapter 4Sabrina’s POVFive years.My plans had always been to reduce Eli’s age by two years whenever my past eventually caught up with us. But I was only able to reduce it by one, and that’s due to a whole lot of circumstances.The moment I stepped into the school’s reception, I let go of the breath I was holding.“Hello Sabrina, it’s good to see you,” Claire, the schools secretary greeted me with a bright smile on her face, before her forehead creased slightly. “Is everything okay with Eli? Did you get a call from the school’s nurse?”“No I didn’t. I just couldn’t focus on work knowing Eli wasn’t in the best of health,” I lied, which wasn’t technically one, just a white lie. “Getting him checked by a pediatrician is the only way to keep my mind at ease.”“Kids. I understand,” Claire said with a knowing smile. She had two kids of her own, and understood perfectly what I was talking about.After the usual formalities–Signing Eli out from school, Claire spoke into the intercom, reque
Chapter 3Zenith’s POVI stared at the piece of drawing in my hand, a thousand thoughts running through my mind all at once.‘Mama and Eli’ I said the words in a whisper, my mind refusing to accept the reality staring back at me. But one look at Sabrina told me all I needed to know.The kid was hers.“It could be ours,” Alder said excitedly. “Don’t!” I warned. “Have you forgotten what she did to us–?”“She could have her reasons, lets just hear her out,” Alder cut in in her in defence, and I almost laughed out loud. Not just because of the fact that he was saying something so stupid, but because I was trying to reason with a wolf who just found his assumed to be dead mate. Of course all forms of reasoning would be out the window.But not today. I’ll be doing all the reasoning, since I’m the only rational one here.I turned my attention back to Sabrina, but it only lasted for half a second, because my lovestricken wolf wouldn’t stop filling my head with the thoughts of how it felt to
Chapter 2Sabrina’s POVInstead of a response, a traitorous moan escaped my lips, before I could swallow it, raw, and way too honest, stripping me bare. Warmth pulled to my core, and the smell of my arousal filled the room.God! I shut my eyes in embarrassment. Never in my life I’ve I wished for the ground to open and swallow me whole…anywhere was better than being here right now, making sounds like a sex deprived woman.Damn the mate bond! Damn it a million times over! For f**ks sake, it’s been seven whole years! This stupid bond shouldn’t be this intense. But no, it shot through every nerve I had and left nothing standing…like it has been waiting for this moment to ruin me. Ughhh!!!It’s been probably like seven seconds, but right now it feels like an eternity. My eyes were still closed, but I could feel his intense gaze on me, and his scent of wood and spice mixed with the scent of my arousal was doing things to me I’m too ashamed to admit. I’m sure his wolf was going berserk righ
Chapter 1Sabrina’s POV“Sabrina…?” Donna drawled, in a tone that tells me she was two seconds away from losing her shit on me completely. “I run a business, you know that? Not a charity.”“I’m sorry, Donna,” I apologized, squeezing myself through the back entrance into the kitchen, as Donna was also standing by the door with her arms folded together. “Eli developed a fever in the early hours of the morning,” I explained, tying my apron.Donna sighed, her face moving from controlled fury to worry. “How’s he now?”“Much better, sent him to school,” I said, trying my best not to cry. God knows all I wanted to do was stay in bed with him all day, but I couldn’t afford that. At least not today of all days, the extra bonus was going to help me alot–rent was due next week Friday, Eli’s football practice bill has been sitting on my kitchen counter for days now, and the persistent stream beneath my kitchen sink that I’d been managing with a bucket for almost a month. Calling a plumber for som







