Camilla
After my shift is over, I walk out of Alpha Jackal’s mansion with the other servants. The doorman nods and smiles at me as he holds open the door to the courtyard. A cold wind blows in, and goosebumps prickle over my exposed skin. My jacket doesn’t cover my neck, and even though it’s summer, it’s a chilly night.
I press my hands together, rubbing them. “Cold, isn’t it?” I ask Lana and Sammy.
“Yeah,” Sammy replies. She doesn’t live in the apartments behind the mansion and fishes up a car key from her little pink purse. “I’m so glad I brought my car.”
“Lucky you...” Lana remarks before suddenly poking her elbow into my side. When I look at her, she wiggles her eyebrows up and down at me, and I can’t stop smiling when I realize who she is telling me to look at.
Bobby is standing further away, entirely alone. His lanky frame is practically getting eaten by his huge gray winter jacket. Red hair sticks out from underneath his hat, and his freckled nose is already red from the cold.
He is cute, and I find myself growing shy. Is he finally going to ask me out on a date?
Happiness blossoms within me, but for some reason, Rin’s handsome face flashes through my mind. It confuses me, and I wrinkle my nose. Why am I thinking about him again? He isn’t interested in me, but Bobby is! I should focus on him!
As I walk over to Bobby, he looks away from the mansion and towards me with a small smile on his face. My heart flutters as I get closer to him, my hands in my pockets to keep them warm.
“Hey, Camilla,” he says, his breath visible in the cold air. “How was your shift?”
“It was alright,” I reply, trying to sound casual. “You?”
“Same as always,” he shrugs and doesn’t mention the fact that he took a beating from Alpha Jackal when he dropped all of those plates. “Listen, I was wondering if you wanted to grab a drink with me tonight. Maybe at that new bar that opened up down the street?”
My heart races at his question. Alpha Jackal doesn’t like when we leave his estate, but I have seen people jumping over the fence, and I nod my head eagerly. “I would love to!”
“Great,” Bobby grins and pushes his glasses further up his nose. They are dark-rimmed and stylish. “I will meet you there in an hour?”
I nod again, unable to wipe the smile off my face. My heart is beating faster with each passing moment, and as Bobby walks away, I can’t help but feel giddy with excitement.
I don’t know how long I stand there like a lovesick fool, but I jump when Sammy throws an arm around me. The blonde werewolf is taller than me and gives me a nudge. “Way to go, Cam! You scored a date with Bobby! How are you feeling? Excited? Hyped?”
“Hey,” Lana snarls at Sammy. “Stop messing up her hair, or she won’t make it in time to her date!”
“Oops,” Sammy releases me from her hold and pats down my hair with an impish grin, probably hoping it will fix my electric hair. “Seriously though, are you thrilled? You must be. I mean, you like Bobby, right?”
I don’t even get time to answer before Lana sighs. She is the complete opposite of Sammy: whereas Sammy is bubbly and colorful, Lana is your typical goth girl.
“Give her a break, Sammy,” Lana says. “You can ask her questions after the date.”
Sammy turns around, eyes locking on Lana. “Why are you being such a sourpuss all of a sudden?”
“I’m not... or... maybe I am...” Lana growls in exasperation and kicks up some gravel with her boot. “Look, I just think that Camilla is going out on a date with the wrong guy, okay? I ship you with Rin, the dark and handsome Beta.”
My heart sinks at Lana’s words, and I can feel all my blood draining from my face. Rin? Why Rin? I mean, sure, he is attractive and all, but he has never shown any ROMANTIC interest in me. And even if he did, I don’t know if I want to get involved with someone so high up in the pack hierarchy.
I shake my head, trying to clear my thoughts. “I...I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I stammer, but my voice is weak, even to my own ears.
“Oh, come on,” Lana rolls her eyes. “Are we going to act as if he didn’t save your ass earlier?”
That piques Sammy’s interest. Her eyes are sparkling with interest right now. “Rin saved her ass? What? Did I miss something?”
Since I’m not going to answer the question, Lana does it for me, but not without sounding pissed off. “Alpha Jackal wasn’t happy with the food earlier. I think you were texting your boyfriend from the toilet ANYWAY, long story short: Rin saved Cam from a beating from our Alpha.”
“Wow...” Sammy glances between us. “If those words came from someone else, I wouldn’t believe them. Rin is the coldest person in the mansion. He frightens me, but...if he saved Cam, I like him a little bit!”
Before I know it, I’m squeezed to death by Sammy. She is hugging me like a snake trying to kill a bunny. “I’m so glad that Alpha Jackal didn’t hurt you. He is such a bully.”
“Sammy... can’t... breathe...” I choke out, and Lana snorts behind us.
“Let her go, Sammy. Cam needs to head home and get ready for her date with Bobby.”
“Oh, right...” Sammy leans away from me, grinning. “Rin might not be a total asshole, but I still think Bobby is a better fit for you. He is cute,” she lightly punches my shoulder. “Go and get him, tiger!”
I giggle. “We are werewolves. Isn’t there something more fitting to say?”
“Fuck, you’re right!” Sammy clears her throat. “Go and get him, wolfie!”
“Wolfie?” I laugh out loud. “You’re an idiot!”
She winks. “Bet you still love me.”
My heart warms. “I do,” I look at Lana. “Both of you.”
After hugging both of my best friends, I head home to get ready for my date with Bobby.I slip on a black bodycon dress that accentuates my figure. I think I look great—if I do say so myself. Unfortunately, I don’t have a warm coat and settle for my black leather jacket instead. It’s little protection against the chill of the night air, giving me goosebumps as I step out of the building into the darkness.
I shiver as I make my way to jump over the fence. The bar is only a few blocks away, but the cold seeps into my bones, making me wish I had grabbed a thicker coat.
I shudder as I walk out into the street from the back of the mansion’s garden. I’m moving fast, but as I round a bus stop, a man steps out from the shadows—Rin.
My heart races as I see his tall figure towering above me. He is wearing his usual black suit and tie, and his brown hair looks disheveled like he has run his fingers through it multiple times. Regardless, he is the embodiment of physical perfection, radiating masculinity and intelligence. His face is perfect in its symmetry; a light stubble outlines his jawline, and his lips are so, so kissable.
Rin is gorgeous but so very intimidating.
I try to pretend I don’t see him, but he easily blocks my path with his big frame.
“Going somewhere, Camilla?” he asks, his voice low and husky as he peers down at me.
I swallow hard, feeling his gaze on me. “Just...going out.”
“Out?” he repeats, his eyes narrowing. “With whom?”
I hesitate, unsure whether or not to tell him about my date with Bobby. But then again, why should I? Rin has never shown any romantic interest in me, and I doubt he ever will.
“Just a friend,” I reply, trying to keep my voice steady.
Rin takes a step closer, and I automatically back up. He seems amused by that, and my heart stops when he reaches out his hand to tilt up my chin, forcing me to meet his blue eyes.
“Be careful, Camilla,” his voice is soft, but there is a ghost of a smirk on his lips. “This city can be dangerous at night, especially for a little pet like you.”
I feel a shiver run down my spine at his words, unsure of what he means by ‘for a little pet like you’ But before I can ask, he releases me and steps away.
“Enjoy your date, Camilla.”
He walks away, leaving me there with a strange mixture of fear and desire churning with me. Rin is an enigma to me, his cold and distant demeanor both terrifying and alluring. I’m drawn to him, even though I know he is out of my league.
But now, as I stand here in the darkness, I can’t help but wonder what it would be like to be with him. To feel his strong arms around me, to taste his sweet lips on mine, to submit to his dominant nature.
I shake my head, trying to dispel the thoughts. Rin is not interested in me that way, and even if he were, I don’t know if I could handle it. He is a dominant Beta, the second highest position in our pack, and I’m just a lowly nobody, barely even on his radar.
But the thought of him still lingers in my mind as I make my way down to the bar. Bobby is waving at me from the door, smiling radiantly, and I have to force a smile.
Why do I suddenly wish I was on a date with Rin instead of Bobby? What the hell is wrong with me? He is a dangerous demon and clearly not boyfriend material!
CamillaThe date with Bobby is awkward. We are sitting at a table, and I’ve barely said a single word. Bobby is the only one talking. Are dates supposed to be this one-sided?I can’t help but compare him to Rin, who always exudes an air of confidence and control. Bobby is nice, but he lacks the commanding presence that Rin has.“And then Alpha Jackal asked if I could serve him his tea in his special room...”I smile, but in reality, I’m barely listening. Bobby keeps talking about his job, his hobbies, and his family, but I can’t focus. My mind keeps drifting back to Rin, to how he made me feel with just a look and a simple touch. I try to push the thoughts away, but they keep resurfacing.Bobby finally notices my lack of engagement and clears his throat. “Is everything okay, Cam?”His freckled, boyish face is really adorable, but when he reaches for my hands, I pull away. His eyes widen, but I quickly smile, trying to be polite. “Yeah, sorry, just a little distracted.”“You seem tense
Camilla Even though Rin just saved my life, I can’t stop shaking as I take in his hulking form. Why do demons have to be so large and intimidating? Dread settles like lead in my stomach when Rin approaches me. I’ve feared demons ever since the day I was born. My parents were murdered by one, and now Rin wants to carry me home—the idea of touching his purple skin and being up close and personal with him makes me want to scream. “Camilla?” His voice is smooth like velvet. “Let me take you home. You’re freezing.” No. I don’t want to go anywhere with Rin! I gulp as he comes closer. His pants look like shorts after his transformation, and the rest of his tattered clothes are on the ground. He is too big for them now. “Come with me.” I don’t dare to look up at him. “I...I can’t.” “Why not?” I look up and see a frown on his face, and it makes me feel worse. This man had just killed the vampires, for my sake. He saved my life, and I’m... So damn afraid of him. “I can’t...I can’t t
CamillaMy gaze is locked with my reflection in terror. The laughter of a menacingly familiar voice echoes inside my head, sending shivers down my spine. I know the truth even without having it confirmed—this is the work of the demon that took my parents’ lives. The messages on the mirror are his sinister way of warning me, and I know that this time he won’t let me get away. He has come back to end what he didn’t finish eighteen years ago. I shiver as I move around in my apartment. There is an eerie feeling gripping me. I don’t feel safe here, and before I know it, I’ve thrown myself out into the night. I march down the stairs and bang on Lana’s door. Three seconds later, the door opens, and my friend glares at me with her gothic makeup smudged around her eyes. “What is it?” Her voice is hoarse and heavy with sleep. “Why are you here so early? You should be sleeping.”I push past her and step inside her dimly lit apartment. “I can’t sleep,” I say, my voice trembling. “He is back. Th
Camilla The wind is blowing in my hair, and my heart is pounding, but I can’t tell whether it’s from excitement or fear. Rin is holding my hand, and I look up at his face, surprised to find a smile on his usually cold lips. My heart flutters, but I need to stop this madness! “Rin!” I shout. “I can’t just leave Alpha Jackal’s mansion for a drink, I have work to do!” And I’m going to be in so much trouble if I let Rin whisk me away. Rin laughs. “What happened to the adventurous sunshine girl that I met on the first day?” “She realized she had responsibilities if she wanted to take her next living breath!” Dimples form around Rin’s mouth when he stops to look down at me, our hands still locked together. “Alpha Jackal doesn’t have to find out about this. Live a little, princess.” My cheeks flutter. “A new nickname?” He breathes a laugh. “Pet didn’t suit the moment.” I pout and take him in. Rin is truly gorgeous and so dangerous because I find myself wanting to get to know him bett
Camilla“You have to borrow one of my dresses for your date with Rin!” Sammy is panicking and pacing inside Lana’s apartment. “Lana’s clothes are too gothic, and you need something special. Something blue that will make your silver hair pop out!”I bite my lip nervously, feeling a knot form in my stomach. “I don’t know, Sammy. I’m not really good with dresses.”“Nonsense!” Lana interrupts as she swans into the living room to join us. There is a smirk on her lips. “I have the perfect red dress for you. Come with me.”I follow Lana to her room, feeling uneasy about the whole situation. I’ve never been on a date with someone like Rin before, let alone worn a dress. But Lana seems to know what she’s doing, so I trust her.“Here it is,” Lana says, holding up a stunning red dress. “This will look amazing on you, trust me. And I even have some heels that will go perfectly with it.”I nod, feeling my heart rate increase. I’ve never worn anything like this before. “Okay...” I say, letting out
CamillaWhen I wake up, my head pounds with a ferocity that reverberates through every fiber of my being. Groaning, I crack open my eyes, only to realize I’m confined in what has to be Alpha Jackal’s mansion. After fighting off my dizziness, my gaze falls upon Rin.He is standing behind metallic prison bars, looking as mesmerizing as ever with his exquisite suit and fixed hair. His ice-blue eyes meet mine, and he gives me an assessing look.“How are you feeling?”I scowl at him, unable to form words out of fear of bursting into tears. He grimaces in return and releases a long sigh before continuing. “I know you must think I’m the enemy, but I’m not. Alpha Jackal is my master, and I’m his contracted demon. I had to lock you up when he ordered me to.”“I know that! I’m just...” A frustrated sound leaves my lips, and I lean my forehead against the bars as I glare down at my naked feet, realizing why I’m cold. My clothes have been removed. “I’m just angry at life right now.”Rin falls sil
CamillaRin’s words feel genuine, and when I look up at him and see the softness in his eyes, I realize that he isn’t lying to me at all. He is speaking the truth.I’m not sure what to do with that information. There are flutters in my chest, and while blushing, I shove my hand into his warm palm and shyly look away.“A-as you may know, I’m not very experienced with men,” I swallow thickly and nervously laugh at the weird things coming out of my mouth. “I mean, of course, you know—you’re the only man I’ve ever kissed. And...shit...”Rin chuckles. “Am I making you nervous?”I nod, unable to ignore the beating of my heart. Rin moves around in the prison cell, seeming to study the chains that are keeping me a prisoner.“Because I am Alpha Jackal’s contracted demon, I cannot release you from your chains, and for that, I sincerely apologize. However, there is something else I can offer you that might make this night better.”I lean forward in anticipation, my eyes searching his. “And what
CamillaMy head is spinning with questions. Is the demon that murdered my parents a friend of Rin? Does he know their name? Rin is a demon, and I have no clue if they have packs or clans like us werewolves, but it’s a possibility.Gosh, how much does he know?I’m so messed up that I can barely keep my voice calm when I repeat the previous question with a different choice of words. This time, I hope he answers. “Rin...do you know who murdered my parents?”He furrows his eyebrows, and my heart falters when I realize he really can’t answer that question. The hold Alpha Jackal got on him is too strong, and Rin quickly averts his eyes so he won’t have to face me. “I have to go.”“Wait, what?” I widen my eyes. “Where?”But Rin is already slipping into the earth and disappearing through the floor. I stare at him until he is gone and then sink down against the wall. Alone again. Just how long is that bastard Alpha Jackal going to keep me locked up in here?As I sit there, wondering about Rin’