LOGINRaven POV
It took me a few minutes to process what it was he said, and when I turned to face Jacob, my gaze meeting his, I became tongue-tied again. I couldn’t have formed a word if my life depended on it, so I just nodded. Is this what they mean by love at first sight? That can’t be possible, but what else would explain this? I may not have been the girl that all the guys flocked to talk to, but I have never had a hard time talking to them like this. All I seemed to be able to do was stare and get lost in my head overthinking things. I don’t know how long I sat there zoned out, but the next time I pulled my attention away from Jacob, we were at the table alone. “Where…” I started to say, twisting from left to right looking for the other two.
“They said something about feeling out of place or something like that and left. I’ll admit I was a little distracted, so I really don’t know for sure what was said.” Jacob answered before I could even finish my question. I felt the tingles come back as he took my hand that was sitting on the table and said. “I know you don’t know me, and it should be the number one rule of every girl at a party to never go off alone with a guy, but do you think I could convince you to go sit on the end of the dock with me?” He points over to the dock area that is behind us. I turn, looking over the area and start to think about it when he whispers in my ear. “It’s far enough away that people won’t be listening to our conversation but close enough that if I, not that I’m planning to, do something that you don’t like, you will be able to get everyone’s attention.”
I had to hold in the gasp that tried to escape as a warm, tingly shiver ran down my spine. I couldn’t believe that just the sound of his voice could evoke such a response. How can just a voice conjure up all these naughty thoughts? Thoughts that until I saw Jacob I had never even had. He was right. I didn’t know him, so why was I drawn to him like this? All I want to do is be alone with him. Should I take the chance? I did tell Sara that I would have some fun. I don’t have to do anything crazy, but it might be nice to just talk to someone who sparks these kinds of feelings. I can do this.
When I turned back to face him, he was so close that our lips were almost touching. It would be so easy to just give in and cover the last bit of space between us. Wait, I just want to talk, right? Before I could act on that urge, I was trying to talk myself out of giving in when someone tapped me on the shoulder.
“Are you OK, Raven?” Holding back the growl of frustration- yes, I said growl- that I suddenly wanted to let out, I turned to see Trish and Duke standing beside the picnic table. Trish had a knowing smirk on her face that kind of irritated me at the moment. It was one of those looks people get when something has happened, and they think they are the reason. “Sara wanted Duke and I to make sure you got home OK. She and Kevin are talking things out.”
“Talking is that what you think they are doing?” Duke says with a chuckle.
If Kevin uses at least half a brain cell, that is exactly what he will be doing.” Trish said as she shot an unimpressed look at Duke before turning back to me to continue. “She said to tell you yes, she knows that you are going to be mad at her, but for her own peace of mind she wants to hear him out. So whenever you are ready to go home, just let us know.”
“I can take her home,” Jacob says, taking my hand in his again. “That is if Raven is OK with that.” I’m back to being speechless again and just nod in agreement. “I need you to use your words, Princess.”
I blink a few times, trying to get my brain to process what he had just said. “Yes…” say, still nodding. “… I’m OK with that,” I answered almost as if I was on autopilot. Right now, I think there would be a lot of things that I would be OK with Jacob doing to me. Stop, I can’t go there. What the hell is this guy doing to me? My brain keeps shutting down every time he speaks or touches me. This is the kind of thing that causes bad decisions to be made.
I pulled myself back to the conversation in time to hear Jacob arranging for Duke and Trish to take Zane and Ben back to their hotel. I hadn’t really paid much attention to what they were talking about between my mind wandering and my brain still stuck on the fact that he called me Princess. No one had ever called me that, but then there had never been anyone that affected me like this either.
“Raven, call me when you get home. I know that Jacob is a good guy and I trust him to treat you right, but he is a guy after all.” Trish says, patting me on the shoulder as Duke put his arm around her and the two of them walked away.
Finally finding my voice and what was left of my functioning brain cells, I turned my focus back to Jacob. “Is that offer to go and talk down at the dock still available?”
“Anything you want, Princess.” He said as he stood and reached for my hand. He never let go of it the entire time. All I could think was that I must look like a complete idiot right now. Here I am walking off with a complete stranger with a goofy grin plastered on my face. This is the scene in all the horror movies where you scream at the character not to go. I just hope I’m not a lamb being led to the slaughter by a wolf in sheep’s clothing.
Raven POVOver the next little while, we fell into a nice, steady routine. Get up, make breakfast, feed the kids, get them dressed, drop Emma off at school and head for the packhouse. I would spend the mornings going over the files Rene had put together about my possible heritage. Then in the afternoon I would spend time with Rene learning, along with Dawn and Alexa, about how the pack runs. She showed us the accounts, explaining how funds were allocated. She explained that she, along with the Gamma female, dealt with most of the running of the pack. While Sean, along with his Beta and Gamma, dealt with more of the business that funded the pack. It was what worked best for them. They still knew what was going on with the other, and the big decisions were made as a team, which included the Betas and Gammas. I will admit that at first I was scared as hell to do this. It all seemed so overwhelming, but as time has gone on, it doesn’t seem as bad as what I was making it out to be in my he
Jacob POVI found Zane in the kitchen, holding Cameron as he warmed a bottle from the extra Raven kept in the fridge.“Where’s Dawn?” I asked, scanning the rest of the room.“She has an early meeting at the preschool tomorrow, so I gave her the car to head back with. Plus, I wanted to talk to you.” He replied, passing Cameron to me.“Dawn changed him when he woke up, so he should be good,” Zane said, turning to get the bottle.I made my way over to the couch and got comfortable before taking the bottle from Zane. “OK, spill. What’s going on?”“Dawn is mad at me,” Zane said, exhaling as he sat on the other end of the couch.“Why?” I asked cautiously. Not wanting to be mad at my best friend unless it is truly warranted.“Because I told her that I wasn’t sure if I wanted to have kids.”“Ok now I’m a little confused. Because if I remember correctly, weren’t you the one that was sitting around imagining what it would be like to, and I quote you, ‘watch Dawn get round with my child’?”“Yep,
Raven POVWhen Rene and Sean returned, I told them about the stories my Grandmother used to tell me. Stories that she said had been passed down through her family.In these stories, wolves always became life companions to certain family members. But according to my Grandmother, there had not been one of these pairings in a long time. So long, in fact, that everything that was known about them faded away. The only thing left were the stories.“Ahh,” I groaned in frustration. “I wish I had listened better,” I said, looking at everyone else in the room.“It’s OK,” Jacob said, trying to make me feel better.“Yeah, but if I had known any of this stuff was real when she was telling me the stories, I would have paid more attention. But come on. I thought Grandma was getting old and was making things up in her head.” I shook my head. “I loved her dearly, but she was talking about magical wolf creatures.”I looked around at the people sitting here with me and chuckled. “I guess she wasn’t losi
Raven POVWe pulled up outside the packhouse. I opened Emma’s door, and Jacob grabbed Cameron out. I had wanted to walk so I'd have more time to think about what I was going to tell Luna Rene about my eyes. But the sky looked as if it was going to pour down any minute. Emma ran ahead towards the back where the private entrance to the Alpha suite was.“Emma, wait,” Jacob called. “Grandma and Grandpa linked me that they are already in the dining hall. Let’s go in the front door this time.”Emma switched direction quickly and ran up the front steps. Jacob took my hand, and we followed her in. As we entered the hall, we could hear Emma’s squeals of delight as Alpha Sean threw her into the air. I know both of them have told me that I don’t have to call them Luna and Alpha because I am family. I had noticed that even Heather calls them by their first names, but she grew up here. The Alpha quarters were her second home.After a round of hellos and greetings, we sat to eat. When we were finis
Jacob POVThe panic that hit me when I stretched my arm across the bed and realized that Raven was gone was the worst feeling that I have ever experienced. And it only spiked when I saw that she wasn’t in the bathroom either. I grabbed the jogging pants off the floor, almost ripping holes in them as my claws extended from Coal, starting to push forward. His panic only added to mine.I reached the front door, but it wouldn’t open. What was keeping me from getting out? I was about to rip the thing from the frame when I realized that it was locked. Here on the pack territory, we don’t have to lock the doors, but it makes Raven, and I will admit me too, feel better because we know that Emma can’t just leave the house without us in the middle of the night.But right now it is just pissing me off because in my panic it is also stopping me from tracking Raven. I was reaching for the lock when I heard the best thing ever: my name being said by Raven. I turned to find her sitting on the couch
Jacob POVI can’t believe that I didn’t lose control right then and there. This is the first time that Raven has ever taken full control like this. Any other time, I was the one who encouraged her to climb on top, but not this time. Goddess, she looks beautiful. I rest my hands on her hips to help her balance, but that is it. She is setting the pace, which she is increasing quickly. I can feel her walls start to flutter around me. I feel my balls tighten, and I know that I will not be able to hold off much longer. But my male pride won’t let me cum before Raven gets her pleasure. I slide a hand between us to find that little bundle of nerves. She must have been even closer than I thought because as I touch it she explodes. Her walls clamped down, and she screamed my name so loud there is a chance that they heard her all the way up at the packhouse, and I was right behind her.Raven POVI lay sprawled on Jacob’s chest. I can hear his heart race as he comes down from that rush, the same







