The machines had stopped beeping.
A sigh escaped my lips, it was a sound that grated down on my nerves, but it had died down now.
For the first time in hours, Asher’s tiny chest rose and fell in a steady rhythm. Shallow, but even. A rhythm I’d prayed for with every beat of my own broken heart. The fever that had scorched his fragile body had finally broken—but not because of anything I did.
No.
It was Rowan’s blood. The Alpha's blood.
My breath hitched as I smoothed the damp curls from Asher’s forehead. His skin had cooled, his lips no longer tinged blue. But the healer’s expression hadn’t softened and that worried me. She hovered near the monitors with hands clasped too tightly, voice too careful, like she was speaking around a ticking clock. I didn’t like that.
“His vitals have stabilized for now,” she said softly, eyes avoiding mine. “But the balance is temporary. Whatever’s wrong with his blood… it keeps rejecting anything that isn’t of the same origin.”
That word—
Origin.
It hit like a bell tolling inside me. A slow, devastating drumbeat that echoed through my ribs.
Asher wasn’t just sick. He was incomplete.
And Rowan—my mate, my husband, the man who once traced promises on my bare skin beneath the stars—was the missing half.
The only one who could save our son.
But Rowan didn’t remember me. At least, that’s what I’d convinced myself. That was the cruelest part of all. The indifference in his eyes. The cold way he spoke to me, as if we were strangers. Or worse—enemies.
“I’ll fix this,” I whispered to Asher, my voice barely holding shape. “Even if it destroys me.”
Because it would destroy me.
Lying. Pretending. Watching the man I loved and equally hated pass me like a ghost, while our child clung to life.
But I had no choice.
I turned away, stepping into the small suite bathroom, my feet dragging as if the weight of every secret I carried had finally found my bones. I gripped the edge of the sink like a lifeline. The mirror above it reflected someone I barely recognized.
Silver hair damp with steam. Skin pale and bruised with sleepless nights. Eyes rimmed red, the spark in them long gone.
A ghost. That’s all I was now.
The world behind my reflection blurred. I remembered how I used to look when I smiled—when he made me smile. When the future was ours and we believed in impossible things.
Flashback – Almost Four Years Ago
The scent of rain clung to my skin, heavy and clean, as I stepped beneath the archway of wild vines. My dress was soaked, a simple white lace that clung to every curve. I’d sewn it by hand, every stitch a piece of hope, every thread woven with love.
Rowan’s silver eyes found mine through the curtain of mist. The look in them wasn’t Alpha command or warrior steel.
It was devotion.
"You don’t have to say yes," he whispered, brushing a wet strand of hair behind my ear. "Not to prove anything. Just... tell me this is real."
My laugh trembled like the wind around us. “You already know the answer.”
He smiled like a man who had finally outrun his demons, who finally found his safe haven and was ready to embrace it. “Then I, Rowan Blackthorne, vow to love you through the blood and the storm, past every moon and into the next life.”
The ring he slid onto my finger wasn’t gold. It was ironwood and wolf’s bane—nature’s defiance and magic, twined together. Like us. Like everything we promised to stand for.
I repeated the vow, barely able to get the words out past the knot in my throat. Our kiss was clumsy, desperate, soaked in rain and eternity. It was the most beautiful moment in my life.
That night, we made love beneath thunder and stars, claiming each other without name or title. Just soul to soul. Our bonds established so fast that the world felt like nothing close to what was brimming within us.
But the dream unraveled too fast.
A scream. A silver blade catching the moonlight. My hands slick with blood that wasn’t mine. Rowan, ripped from me before he ever knew I carried his child beneath my heart.
–Now–
The water scalded my skin, but it couldn’t cleanse the memory. Couldn’t dull the ache. It could not do anything to help with the pain. It hurts so much. I’ve remained strong for years, keeping away those memories until the situation got to this point.
I cried softly, the sound muffled by steam and tile. No sobs. No broken wails. Just grief leaking from every crack in me.
He didn’t remember. Or maybe… maybe he chose not to. Maybe the mate bond that tethered me to him had frayed completely on his end. Maybe I was the only one still bleeding. Still hurting and sobbing silently.
I shut off the water, blinking through the haze. My towel was warm from the radiator as I wrapped it tightly around me, shielding the vulnerability that clung to my bare skin like a second layer.
Then—
A sound.Not a knock. No.
A presence.
Heavy. Burning. Filling the room like a rising storm.
My head snapped toward the door— but I was too late.
It was already pushed open with a force.
I froze. My grip on the towel tightened like the force in the room could unfold them from my body.
And there he was.
Rowan.
Dripping power and fury and something rawer than either. His silver eyes locked on me with a heat that seared.
“You—” I started, but my voice cracked.
He stepped inside.
“You can’t just walk into—”
He didn’t let me finish.
“You’re not walking away from me again,” he said, voice low, gravel-thick, every word pulsing with something ancient.
The air sparked.
Water still clung to my skin and my heart roared.
Because the way he looked at me now—
It wasn’t confusion.
It wasn’t suspicion.It was — wait, was it recognition?
Rowan’s POVI didn’t go home.I couldn’t.Not when her scent still clung to my skin like smoke. Not when the echo of her voice—sharp and soft and furious all at once—kept bouncing off the walls of my skull like a curse I couldn’t shake.I took the elevator to the top floor of the hotel, past the hollow silence of midnight, and keyed into the penthouse suite. Being Alpha had its privileges, even when it felt like a crown of thorns digging into my skull. The room was dark, silent, spacious—yet still, it felt too small for the way my thoughts paced inside me.I didn’t bother turning on the lights.Instead, I moved to the window, the city washed in hues of silver and shadow below me. I pressed a hand to the glass, leaning into the chill like it could numb the storm still roaring under my skin.She pushed me out.Calla Rivers—no, Elena, or whoever the hell she pretended to be—pushed me out of her hotel room like I was nothing. And it should’ve pissed me off. It did. But beneath the offens
Calla’s POVThe door clicked shut behind him with a finality that scraped across my skin.I stood there, frozen, my fingers still curled around the brass knob as though I could twist it back and take the words with me. Undo what just happened. But the room was silent now. Still. Too still.The tease hadn’t given me satisfaction. It hadn’t made me feel powerful or even vindicated.It had only made me feel like a ghost. It made me feel horrible and I wished I could turn back the hand of time to moments ago so I could have just pushed him out of the room instead of engaging with him. But maybe there was a part of me that knew that I had to be careful with the alpha of this territory or i could be thrown to jail. Even though I had every right and reason to be angry at him.After all, he is the man that forgot who I am.I turned away from the door and pressed the heel of my palm to my chest, trying to calm the riot beneath my skin. My pulse was erratic, my breath shallow, and I could stil
Calla’s POVThe towel suddenly felt too thin. Too fragile. Just like me.I stared at him—at Rowan—soaked in moonlight and fury, breathing like he’d just run through a battlefield instead of down a hallway. His silver eyes locked onto mine like they were trying to burn straight through the lies I’d wrapped around myself like armor.“You’re not walking away from me again,” he said.There was a weight behind those words. Something old and raw, pulled up from the deepest, darkest part of him. Something his wolf had stirred.My throat felt tight, like it was lined with sandpaper, but I managed to speak. “What does that mean?”He didn’t flinch. “It means I know who you are.”I blinked.He took a step forward, the scent of storm-soaked pine clinging to him like a memory I couldn't quite outrun.“You’re not Elena,” he said, voice cold and cutting now. “Your real name is Calla Rivers. Twenty-six. Disappeared from every known werewolf registry for years and suddenly… here you are. At my pack’
Calla’s POVThe machines had stopped beeping.A sigh escaped my lips, it was a sound that grated down on my nerves, but it had died down now.For the first time in hours, Asher’s tiny chest rose and fell in a steady rhythm. Shallow, but even. A rhythm I’d prayed for with every beat of my own broken heart. The fever that had scorched his fragile body had finally broken—but not because of anything I did.No.It was Rowan’s blood. The Alpha's blood.My breath hitched as I smoothed the damp curls from Asher’s forehead. His skin had cooled, his lips no longer tinged blue. But the healer’s expression hadn’t softened and that worried me. She hovered near the monitors with hands clasped too tightly, voice too careful, like she was speaking around a ticking clock. I didn’t like that.“His vitals have stabilized for now,” she said softly, eyes avoiding mine. “But the balance is temporary. Whatever’s wrong with his blood… it keeps rejecting anything that isn’t of the same origin.”That word—Ori
Rowan’s POVShe was gone.The glass door swayed slightly behind her, letting in the scent of night and citrus. But she—Elena, or whatever lie she wore like perfume left the space hollow. It did not feel right.My blood still sat in her bag. She was going to use my blood to heal her son. And the boy— I could not even think straight, my mind felt like it was stuttering with the thoughts that kept swirling around.My hands curled against the railing, gripping it tight. If I went too hard, I might bend the metal.“You smell like me,” the little boy had said to me in the softest and most innocent tone i’ve ever heard..Four words. Four damn words.And it left me breathless and speechless.My wolf hadn’t stirred like that in years. Damn, it had not even had my time. It did not stir this hard even when I took down the rogue pack at the border. Not when I nearly died trying to protect what little was left of our bloodline.But the moment those silver eyes looked into mine?It was like I’d be
Calla’s POVThe rooftop greenhouse was drenched in moonlight, it was where we agreed to meet discreetly. I knew it was a huge gamble, I knew my request might have been viewed as a trap and gets dismissed but I was surprised to get a reply that he would meet me.Glass panes were aching above me like a forgotten cathedral of wilted things. It was quiet—too quiet. A faint scent of jasmine clung to the air which was mine, that is my scent but underneath it lingered something wilder. Him.I stood near the potted citrus tree, one hand clutching the strap of my old but reliable leather bag, the other hand curled into a fist at my side like I mentally guarding myself. The city lights below were distant blurs, like memories I refused to focus on. I shouldn't be here. I swore I'd never come back. Never look into those eyes again.But here I was, waiting for the monster who used to call me his bride.The rustle of a door cracked the silence.I turned just in time to see him enter. Rowan Blacktho