The machines had stopped beeping.
A sigh escaped my lips, it was a sound that grated down on my nerves, but it had died down now.
For the first time in hours, Asher’s tiny chest rose and fell in a steady rhythm. Shallow, but even. A rhythm I’d prayed for with every beat of my own broken heart. The fever that had scorched his fragile body had finally broken—but not because of anything I did.
No.
It was Rowan’s blood. The Alpha's blood.
My breath hitched as I smoothed the damp curls from Asher’s forehead. His skin had cooled, his lips no longer tinged blue. But the healer’s expression hadn’t softened and that worried me. She hovered near the monitors with hands clasped too tightly, voice too careful, like she was speaking around a ticking clock. I didn’t like that.
“His vitals have stabilized for now,” she said softly, eyes avoiding mine. “But the balance is temporary. Whatever’s wrong with his blood… it keeps rejecting anything that isn’t of the same origin.”
That word—
Origin.
It hit like a bell tolling inside me. A slow, devastating drumbeat that echoed through my ribs.
Asher wasn’t just sick. He was incomplete.
And Rowan—my mate, my husband, the man who once traced promises on my bare skin beneath the stars—was the missing half.
The only one who could save our son.
But Rowan didn’t remember me. At least, that’s what I’d convinced myself. That was the cruelest part of all. The indifference in his eyes. The cold way he spoke to me, as if we were strangers. Or worse—enemies.
“I’ll fix this,” I whispered to Asher, my voice barely holding shape. “Even if it destroys me.”
Because it would destroy me.
Lying. Pretending. Watching the man I loved and equally hated pass me like a ghost, while our child clung to life.
But I had no choice.
I turned away, stepping into the small suite bathroom, my feet dragging as if the weight of every secret I carried had finally found my bones. I gripped the edge of the sink like a lifeline. The mirror above it reflected someone I barely recognized.
Silver hair damp with steam. Skin pale and bruised with sleepless nights. Eyes rimmed red, the spark in them long gone.
A ghost. That’s all I was now.
The world behind my reflection blurred. I remembered how I used to look when I smiled—when he made me smile. When the future was ours and we believed in impossible things.
Flashback – Almost Four Years Ago
The scent of rain clung to my skin, heavy and clean, as I stepped beneath the archway of wild vines. My dress was soaked, a simple white lace that clung to every curve. I’d sewn it by hand, every stitch a piece of hope, every thread woven with love.
Rowan’s silver eyes found mine through the curtain of mist. The look in them wasn’t Alpha command or warrior steel.
It was devotion.
"You don’t have to say yes," he whispered, brushing a wet strand of hair behind my ear. "Not to prove anything. Just... tell me this is real."
My laugh trembled like the wind around us. “You already know the answer.”
He smiled like a man who had finally outrun his demons, who finally found his safe haven and was ready to embrace it. “Then I, Rowan Blackthorne, vow to love you through the blood and the storm, past every moon and into the next life.”
The ring he slid onto my finger wasn’t gold. It was ironwood and wolf’s bane—nature’s defiance and magic, twined together. Like us. Like everything we promised to stand for.
I repeated the vow, barely able to get the words out past the knot in my throat. Our kiss was clumsy, desperate, soaked in rain and eternity. It was the most beautiful moment in my life.
That night, we made love beneath thunder and stars, claiming each other without name or title. Just soul to soul. Our bonds established so fast that the world felt like nothing close to what was brimming within us.
But the dream unraveled too fast.
A scream. A silver blade catching the moonlight. My hands slick with blood that wasn’t mine. Rowan, ripped from me before he ever knew I carried his child beneath my heart.
–Now–
The water scalded my skin, but it couldn’t cleanse the memory. Couldn’t dull the ache. It could not do anything to help with the pain. It hurts so much. I’ve remained strong for years, keeping away those memories until the situation got to this point.
I cried softly, the sound muffled by steam and tile. No sobs. No broken wails. Just grief leaking from every crack in me.
He didn’t remember. Or maybe… maybe he chose not to. Maybe the mate bond that tethered me to him had frayed completely on his end. Maybe I was the only one still bleeding. Still hurting and sobbing silently.
I shut off the water, blinking through the haze. My towel was warm from the radiator as I wrapped it tightly around me, shielding the vulnerability that clung to my bare skin like a second layer.
Then—
A sound.Not a knock. No.
A presence.
Heavy. Burning. Filling the room like a rising storm.
My head snapped toward the door— but I was too late.
It was already pushed open with a force.
I froze. My grip on the towel tightened like the force in the room could unfold them from my body.
And there he was.
Rowan.
Dripping power and fury and something rawer than either. His silver eyes locked on me with a heat that seared.
“You—” I started, but my voice cracked.
He stepped inside.
“You can’t just walk into—”
He didn’t let me finish.
“You’re not walking away from me again,” he said, voice low, gravel-thick, every word pulsing with something ancient.
The air sparked.
Water still clung to my skin and my heart roared.
Because the way he looked at me now—
It wasn’t confusion.
It wasn’t suspicion.It was — wait, was it recognition?
Calla’s POVI invited them in as if they were both gentlemen I had to host in the most prestigious way, and maybe if it was another time, that would be absolutely possible. They walked, smiling and Asher was bouncing on his feet happily like someone who had achieved all his goals.It was cute watching both of them and how naturally they were bonding. And I’m so sure that Rowan's wolf must be going so crazy and ready to spill what it suspects, but without an obvious truth, then that can never happen. He can only keep feeling the bond but will never be able to do anything about it.Soon enough, we were all seated. Asher made sure his hands were washed and he was explaining to Rowan that he should do the same because washing hands keeps the sickness away. I was the one who told him that.The scent of roasted meat and herbs lingered in the air, thick and cozy as the clinking of cutlery and Asher’s little hums of satisfaction filled the dining room.“Mommy, this tastes better than Freya’s
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Calla’s POVI waited for the exact moment I felt Rowan’s presence take Asher from the safe house. His laughter — bright, childlike, full — rang through the thick walls, followed by Rowan’s gentle chuckle. I didn’t peek. I didn’t say goodbye. I didn’t dare.Asher was safe. That was all I needed to know.I laced my boots slowly, meticulously, like every loop and pull would anchor me. The blades were tucked in their holsters, pressing snugly against my thighs under the dark folds of my cloak. My mask, the smooth black porcelain one, went on last — a familiar kind of protection, one that allowed me to breathe in ways I never could barefaced.It was time to go among them.Slipping out was easier now. I’d memorized every guard’s shift, every blind spot. I moved like fog, silent, unnoticed. The moment I emerged from the dense trail that circled the back of the main estate, I joined the stream of people heading toward the central grounds. No one noticed me — just another body wrapped in anon
(Rowan’s POV)The room was dim, the fireplace burning low, casting soft shadows across the stone walls of my chamber. Knox was sprawled on the opposite couch, a glass of aged amber in his hand and a tired but amused expression on his face. I, on the other hand, stood by the window, arms crossed, eyes trained on the horizon like I expected it to shift and reveal all the answers I needed.It didn’t.“You’ve been twitchier than usual,” Knox said lazily, swirling the contents of his glass. “You going to tell me what’s chewing at you, or should I guess and get it wildly right again?”I shot him a glare over my shoulder. “I’m fine.”He smirked. “And I’m a pacifist.”I didn’t respond. I couldn’t. Because the truth was, something was chewing at me—something cold and eerie and entirely unwelcome. I hadn’t been able to shake the sensation ever since that night. The night I went for a run to clear my head, only to feel it: eyes. Not the curious gaze of a passerby or a wolf simply wandering in th
(Calla’s POV)The silence after Freya left was a thick, buzzing thing—like static trapped beneath my skin. Her words still clung to the air, echoing between the walls of this small cabin like a whispered prophecy.“Asher might possess a magic that hasn’t been seen in centuries.”Magic. Rare. Unseen.It should have been awe-inspiring.Instead, it terrified me.He was only a boy. My boy. Soft-hearted, wide-eyed, sunshine-laughing Asher. I wanted to wrap him in cotton and keep the world away. I wanted to tell Freya she was wrong, that maybe her methods were flawed or maybe she just didn’t know what she was doing, even though I knew she did.She was one of the best.The problem wasn’t her conclusion. It was what it could mean. A magic not seen in centuries? That wasn’t just a rare illness. That wasn’t something you found a potion for and fixed with Rowan’s blood and a hopeful smile.It was power. Something ancient. Something people kill for.I stared at the door long after she left, my ha
(Calla’s POV)The scent of lavender and ironroot hit me first—Freya. She was early.I had barely poured myself a cup of tea when I heard the soft knock at the door. Not Rowan’s knock. Not Knox’s. Not Asher’s soft little tap either. It was firm. Deliberate. A healer’s knock.I opened it with quiet resolve, masking my nerves in a calm expression. Freya stood there, her curls pinned high today, her usual playfulness absent.“Good morning,” she said softly, stepping inside when I nodded.Asher was still out with Rowan. It gave us the privacy Freya likely hoped for.“I won’t take much of your time,” she started, setting her leather bag on the table and opening it with precision. “But I need to complete the final phase of Asher’s assessment.”I closed the door behind her and turned slowly. My chest tightened. I’d been dreading this moment even though I’d known it would come. The first two checks she did had been basic—temperature, reflexes, bloodwork—but this… this one went deeper. It was m