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0016. Not Ready For This

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last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-05-16 03:36:28

ALICE’S POV

The screening clinic filled up fast.

I worked through the first hour without lifting my head much — blood draws, vitals, one result that needed more careful explanation than most. The rhythm was steady. After three years building this program I knew how to run it, and I ran it without thinking about anything except the patient in front of me.

Some of the parents recognized me. I could tell by the slight pause before they answered intake questions, the second look at my name tag, the
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