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0089: Humming Again

Author: FlyingDove
last update publish date: 2026-07-07 16:08:51

BENJAMIN’S POV

"You're humming."

I stopped.

"I'm not."

"You're humming. Loud enough I heard it from the hallway." Callum set the patrol log down. "You haven't hummed since—"

He didn't finish. He didn't need to.

I'd slept. All the way through, no dreams I could remember, and that hadn't happened in longer than I wanted to admit out loud.

"Morwen wants a supply audit before the next screening wave," I said. "I told her I'd come by this morning."

"That's not an answer."

"It's the only one you're g
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