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This time the question for me was not an easy one. Was it fucked or not to be fucked? That question make me lay awake at night, endlessly for hours at a time. All that she wanted was a baby to make her life complete and I just wasn't willing to give her that right now, but that didn't mean I wasn't hoping he would do the same thing.

I overheard as Wynrie talked to Rhaven on the phone about moving back into her childhood home, a home a few houses from where she lived now. I knew that would mean I was still close to her if she needed me, even though I knew she wouldn't. The thought was what counted here. I also overheard something about Ryder moving into Rhaven's old house and that made me have VERY strong feelings. I concentrated on Rhaven and began to see everything that was going on.

She was twirling her hair with her finger and began acting like a schoolgirl. Began to bite on her bottom lip a bit and seemed to be deep in thought. I overheard part of her conversation about the whole