로그인Zolani’s POV My legs were shaking so badly I couldn’t stand straight, thighs trembling like they’d forgotten how to hold me up, knees wobbling with every step toward the bathroom. I had to brace one hand on the wall just to keep from collapsing in a heap on the rug. Cassian was a beast. A beautiful, terrifying beast. I’d been literally begging him to fuck me, voice cracking, hips bucking, tears streaming and offering myself like I’d die if he didn’t take me right then. And he’d still chosen not to. Because he wanted my first time to be perfect. Perfect. The word echoed in my head, soft, reverent, and ridiculous, while my body screamed for the opposite... raw, rough, and now. I didn’t care about silk sheets or moonlight or romance. I didn’t care about candles or slow kisses or whispered promises. I just wanted him deep, hard, and relentless until I couldn’t think, breathe or remember a time before his hands were on me. But he’d held back. He’d kissed me instead
Cassian’s POV I could hear her heart hammering wild, and frantic like a rabbit caught in a trap while I stayed braced above her, the blunt head of my cock barely breaching her entrance. Just the tip. Just enough to stretch her untouched cunt open, to feel those tight, silky walls flutter and grip me like they were trying to drag me in deeper, to punish me for holding back. And fuck, it was punishment. Her nails dug into my shoulders, sharp little half-moons breaking skin, drawing blood that trickled warm down my back. The sting only made me harder, made my hips twitch with the urge to slam forward and bury myself to the hilt, to feel her split open around me, to hear her scream my name so loud Aradia would hear it through the door and know exactly what her father was doing to her best friend. But I didn’t move. I couldn’t. Not yet. Her legs were wrapped around my waist, they were trembling, thighs slick with her own arousal trying to pull me deeper, heels digging into
Zolani’s pov. I twisted furiously, trying to glare up at him through my tears. “You’re an asshole,” I hissed. “A controlling, arrogant, cock-teasing asshole who thinks he can just...” He spanked me again harder cutting off my words with a sharp cry. “Twenty-three.” I sobbed, my body rocking, grinding against his thigh despite myself, slick soaking his trousers. “What the fuck are you doing to me, little human?” he asked, voice low and rough, almost wondering. “Why can’t I keep my cool around you? Why does one look from you make me want to own you? Possess you? Make you mine so completely no one else will ever dare breathe near you?” His palm came down again,lighter now but still stinging. “Because you’re under my skin,” he continued, voice darker. “Because every time you defy me, every time you push, every time you look at me like you want to break me as much as I want to break you… I want to drag you to your knees and make you beg. I want to mark you. Claim you. Fuc
Zolani’s pov. My legs parted before my brain could catch up, thighs trembling, and knees weak opening for him like my body had already decided who it belonged to. He stepped between them, thigh pressing against my core, denim rough against my slick, swollen folds. I whimpered, hips jerking forward on instinct grinding shamelessly against the hard muscle, chasing friction. He didn’t move, instead he just watched and let me use him. Let me hump his thigh like a desperate animal, slow rolls at first, then faster, and needier, moaning brokenly every time my clit dragged against the seam of his trousers. “Look at you,” he murmured, voice thick with dark satisfaction. “Already riding me like you can’t help it. Soaking my thigh through your dress. You’re dripping, little human. I can feel it. I can smell it. Sweet. Ripe. Mine.” His free hand slid down over my stomach, fingers finding my bare thigh, then higher, tracing the crease where my leg met my hip. He didn’t touch my pu
Zolani’s POV My whole body vibrated with raw, electric, and overwhelming need, every nerve lit up, screaming, and pulsing in time with my heartbeat. Defiance never felt this good, but it was punishing. Every brutal slam of his fingers drove me higher, closer to that shattering edge, only for him to slow at the last second, curling just enough to tease, thumb hovering over my clit without giving the pressure I craved and leaving me sobbing, hips jerking forward shamelessly, greedy, chasing the release he refused to grant. Cassian’s eyes flared brighter, crimson swallowing the grey entirely and for one terrifying second, I thought he’d snap completely, lose the thin thread of control he was clinging to, and take me right there against the door until I couldn’t stand. Then he let out a low, dark, unhinged laugh that sent fresh shivers racing down my spine. He pulled his fingers free, slow, like torturously slow, the wet, obscene sound of it echoing in the room, and making me
Zolani’s pov.My eyes snapped open towards sound of the voice Cassian stood by the window, coat off, sleeves rolled up, arms crossed over his chest. The firelight carved shadows across his face, his sharp jaw, silver-streaked hair, eyes already bleeding crimson at the edges.He’d been waiting in my room and in the dark.My heart slammed against my ribs so hard I felt it in my throat.He took one step forward slowly, his boots silent on the rug.“You talked to him,” he said, voice calm. Too calm, it was scary. “You let him take you out. You let him buy you things. You let him kiss your hand.”I pressed my back against the door, palms flat, and breathing shallow.“I… it was just coffee. Shopping. Nothing happened.”His smile was slow, and dangerous, without humor.“Nothing happened,” he repeated, stepping closer. “Yet you reek of him. Cedar. Whiskey. His scent on your coat. On your skin. On your hand.”He stopped inches away, close enough I could feel his heat, smell his pine-and-smoke







