Alpha Caleb watched as his mate, Luca, was killed in a rogue attack. He never thought he’d feel anything again—until he met him. Padre Leonardo is not just a priest—he’s young, handsome, and hot. When they meet at Luca’s funeral, something deep stirs between them. Their mate bond awakens, wild and real. They try to ignore it. But one drunken night of raw and forbidden passion changes everything. By morning, Leonardo realizes who he is, he’s ashamed and promises never to see Caleb again. Caleb sinks with despair but manages to tell himself to move on. Weeks later, fate brings Leonardo back—this time, as Caleb’s new professor. The bond is still there. Hotter. Heavier. But now they must pretend. They must hide. Their bodies find each other again, over and over—on desks, in basements, behind church doors. Each touch is hotter than the last. Every kiss tastes like sin. But Caleb wants more. He wants love. He wants forever. Then, the danger begins. Two gay wolves are caught and punished. A strict law is passed. Caleb’s jealous classmate moves into his room. Leonardo falls sick—but hides the truth. He is dying. The only thing that can save him is the very thing they are not allowed to have. Caleb finds out everything. He moves in with Leonardo, swearing to save him. The more they hide, the more they fall. But someone is watching. A blurry photo is leaked. A kiss, a hand, a whisper. Leonardo is exposed. The Alpha is furious. And now Caleb must choose. Will he give up his title to save the man he loves? Or will he lose Leonardo forever—this time, not to death, but to shame, law, and a secret that’s no longer theirs to protect?
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I never thought grief could make the air feel so thick, so heavy that even breathing hurt. I stood there, frozen, as the last bit of soil was thrown over his casket. My mate. My confidante. My secret.
The pack didn't know. Not really. They saw him as my best friend, my confidante, my second-in-command. But he was more than that. He was the only person who knew me completely. He knew the weight of being young and an Alpha. He knew everything about me, including the way I hated pretending to be something I wasn't. And he loved me anyway.
And now he is gone.
No one really knew the truth. Not even the beta. To the rest of the world, he was just my closest friend, my second-in-command. Always beside me, loyal to the end. But behind closed doors, behind the masks we wore every day, we were much more than that.
He was my other half.
Rogues had attacked suddenly, and I watched it happen—watched him get torn open. I was frozen. Too shocked. Too scared. Maybe too late. My wolf had screamed to reach him, but my body didn’t move in time. I saw life leave his eyes before I could do anything.
Now the earth covered him.
My hands curled into fists. I tried to breathe, but the air felt like it was choking me. I felt like I was losing my mind. My chest tightened. My heart thumped too hard. I pressed a hand to my chest like it would help hold me together.
The funeral was packed. Everyone came. But it all felt fake. The speeches. The nods. The soft sobs of people who never really knew him. They didn’t know how he slept with one hand always on my chest, like he was afraid I'd disappear in the night. They didn’t know how we promised to run away one day. Somewhere no one would know we were mates.
Now, he's the one who ran.
Everyone started leaving, one by one. I didn't move. I couldn’t. I stared at the freshly dug grave like maybe, just maybe, if I stared hard enough, he’d climb out and say it was all a joke. That he was still here. That I wasn’t alone.
But he didn’t.
The sky looked like it was mourning with me. Heavy clouds, dark and full, hung low like they wanted to cry too. The scent of wet soil and death filled my nose. The others had all left. The pack members. The elders. Even the rogues who had been captured had been taken away. But I was still there, frozen.
My knees were soaked from kneeling on the wet grass, and my hands were shaking. Not from the cold, but from something deeper. Something I couldn’t explain. Pain. Loss. Guilt.
They had just buried him.
Luca.
My mate.
I was in deep thoughts that I couldn't even hear the footsteps behind me until a voice broke through the silence.
“He must have meant a lot to you,” he said.
The voice was soft, gentle. Not like the usual commands I got from my warriors or the fake politeness of the council.
I turned slightly and saw him—Padre Leonardo. The priest who had done the ceremony. Young, clean-shaven, soft brown curls, kind eyes. He looked out of place among wolves. Too calm. Too peaceful. Too... pure. He was tall, lean but strong. Dressed in black, simple but elegant. His voice was soft. Calm. And his eyes were the kind that made you feel like he already knew what was hurting inside you.
“He was my everything,” I said without thinking.
The priest nodded. He didn’t say sorry. He didn’t offer me any of those useless words people throw around when they don’t know what else to say. He just stood there with me.
“I’m Padre Leonardo Vito,” he said. “I officiated the burial.”
I gave a small nod. “Caleb.”
He already knew who I was, obviously. The future ruling Alpha of Lanville Pack. Everyone knew. But it felt right to introduce myself anyway.
We sat there in silence again. It was strange, but comforting. He didn’t ask me to leave. He didn’t rush me. Just stood there like a calm presence.
But then, something happened.
It was like a soft pull inside me. Like a gentle string being tugged. I felt it in my chest first. Then lower. A warmth spreading from my ribs to my stomach. I turned my head slowly, and he was already looking at me.
His eyes held mine for a second longer than they should have. My heartbeat jumped. Then he broke out the silence.
“Are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” I said, even though I knew it was a lie.
He walked closer and crouched next to me. “You’re shivering.”
“I’m not.”
“You are.”
He took off his coat and placed it gently over my shoulders without asking. I didn’t fight him. I didn’t even have the strength to say no. His scent hit me—warm, soft, something like rosemary and ashwood. It filled my nose, and for some reason, my wolf stirred.
I blinked fast and looked away.
No. This wasn’t right.
This was grief playing tricks on me. PTSD, that’s what it was. It had to be. My mate just died. My one and only. The one the Moon Goddess gave me. There was no way my wolf should be reacting to someone else. Especially not now.
He sat beside me, not saying anything. Just breathing. Just being there. And oddly enough, his silence was comforting. I didn’t want anyone else around, but somehow his presence didn’t feel too loud.
“I’m sorry,” he said after a long pause. “I know this kind of pain never really leaves.”
I didn’t answer.
“You loved him, didn’t you?”
My body stiffened.
My eyes flicked to his face, and I saw no judgment there. Just quiet understanding. I didn’t say yes. I didn’t say no. But I think he already knew.
“I wasn’t just praying for his soul today,” he whispered. “I was praying for you. So you recover from the grief.”
I didn’t know what to say to that. My throat was dry.
I stood slowly and offered a hand. “Let me buy you a drink, padre.”
That made him give a small, tired chuckle.
“I owe you,” I said, finally standing. “You didn’t have to stay back.”
“I didn’t want to leave you alone.”
I nodded. “Come to the packhouse. We’ll have a drink. Just... to say thanks.”
He nodded gently. “Alright.”
—
The packhouse was quiet when we got back. I told the guards to give us space, and they did. Everyone knew I wasn’t in the mood to talk. Padre Leonardo followed me to the private lounge. It was warm there, the fireplace burning low.
I poured us a drink—one of the stronger ones from the Alpha’s stash. I should’ve gone easy. But I didn’t care. I wanted the fire in my chest. I wanted the burning. Maybe it would kill the cold inside me.
He took the drink with a small nod and sipped. Then I winced.
“God,” he muttered. “That’s strong.”
I smirked and sipped mine too.
One glass turned into two. Two into four. Then I lost count.
We talked. Not deeply. Just little things. He told me how he wasn’t always a priest. He once trained to be a soldier. That shocked me. But I could see the strength in his arms now. The calm in his voice made sense. The discipline.
I told him a few things too. Not about Luca. But about my father. About how hard it was to live up to the Alpha title sometimes. He listened. No judgment. No pity. Just listened.
Somewhere between our sixth and seventh drink, I felt my body grow heavier.
He was laughing at something I said. A soft, warm laugh. Not loud. Not fake. It was the kind of laugh that made you feel seen. My wolf stirred again.
I looked at him.
And suddenly, everything shifted.
His face wasn’t just kind anymore—it was beautiful. His eyes had depth. His lips were pink and soft-looking. His neck, exposed under his loose collar, looked... tempting.
I blinked and looked away.
What the hell was I thinking?
He was a priest. A man of God. And I was broken. Grieving. My mate was barely on the ground. My mind was probably messed up.
But I couldn’t stop looking.
And he wasn’t looking away either.
Then he spoke, voice low. “Do you feel that?”
I swallowed. “What?”
“This pull.”
My chest tightened. “It’s nothing.”
He nodded slowly. “Yeah... nothing. Just... maybe the alcohol.”
“Yeah,” I said quickly. “The drink.”
But it didn’t feel like just the drink. He shifted closer. I didn’t move away. My breath caught. His hand brushed mine. My skin burned. He looked into my eyes and whispered, “I should go.”
“Maybe,” I said.
But neither of us moved. Then his lips touched mine. It was soft. Careful. Almost like he was asking permission. I didn’t stop him. I kissed him back.
I didn’t know what I was doing. My head was spinning. Maybe I was too drunk to think. Or maybe I just wanted to feel something—anything—besides pain.
His hands found my face, cupping it gently. Mine wrapped around his waist. His body was warm against mine. My wolf was pacing now, restless and confused.
I broke the kiss for a second to breathe. “Leo...”
“Don’t,” he said softly. “Just... let it be what it is.”
And then he kissed me again. Harder. Deeper.
I felt his fingers pulling at my shirt, tugging it loose. I let him. My hands roamed his back, tracing the edges of the cross under his shirt. He moaned into my mouth, and the sound sent shivers down my spine.
We stumbled back, falling onto the couch. Our bodies pressed together. His lips were on my neck now. My hands gripped his hips. I felt my jeans tighten, and I knew he could feel it too.
My head spun, my body burning, and then...
He started undressing. First, his collar came off. Then his shirt buttons came undone, one by one, his eyes never leaving mine. I stared at him, frozen again. But this time, it wasn’t grief holding me still.
It was a shock.
It was want.
It was confusion.
And he was right there, his shirt slipping off his shoulders.
Caleb’s POVHe smiled. “Yes, mates forever.” I couldn’t just imagine that I was hearing the love of my life, my man saying this. He has chosen us. We have chosen each other and we would never go down on each other. I was going to ask before he asked me. What I’ll do when his missionary time is over and he’s called off. But now I don't want to pester on this, it will lead to sadness, something I never wanted. I wanted to savor the moment to live in it and never get out of it. The future ought to take care of itself. Leonardo was clearly exhausted. It showed on his face. I let him fall on my chest again, cradling me. He held me tight, breathing on my body. I was the one before afraid of him leaving now he was the one holding me, refusing to let me go.My mind drifted to our bond. When the mates festival emerges, what will I do? Luca wasn’t my mate, though it could have been obvious we had something together but if I’m ever with Leonardo in public, it w
Caleb’s POVThe room was quiet. Too quiet.Leonardo lay against me, his head on my chest, his breath warm, his face was so cute like a baby, it radiated trust. I caressed it, adoring it. His body still trembled from what we had done, but his arms wrapped me like he didn’t want to let go. This time I could feel some hope unlike last time he woke up to leave me.But what about in the morning? I was kind of terrified.Because the night had ended, but morning would come. And I knew him. He had walked away before, without warning, with a reason I never expected. He had left me in the dark once, and the thought of it happening again pressed down on me harder than his weight on my chest.I smoothed a hand down his back, slow, trying to caress him, to soothe him, even in his sleep. My hand extended up to his ass. I squeezed it, spanking it slowly, sliding my fingers into his midst. I groaned with pleasure. He’s mine and I can touch him even in his sleep. Then he opened his eyes, grazing at
Leonardo’s POV “Say you want this,” he whispered again, this time with a darker tone than before. “I want it,” I said without hesitation. My voice cracked, but from the pressure of wanting. “I want you.” I said again. The air in the room shifted. His lips crushed mine, hard and desperate. “Yeahh, I want you too.” He breathed. I wrapped my legs around his waist, jerking to and fro, wanting to push my ass closer to his bulge. Then I felt his cap at my entrance, he grabbed my cheeks parting me wider. I ceased my breath, waiting for him. The moment he pushed into me, the world shattered and I watched before my very eyes as my walls began to crumble. My breath then poured out. hitched, sharp and shaky, my body about to burst into flames. It hurt and it healed all at once, pain was mixing with pleasure. I clung to him, nails digging into his back, needing him deeper. “Goddess—“ “Leonardo…” he groaned, his voice was rather ragged than normal. I could imagine him feeling the bliss fr
Leonardo’s POV Caleb lay beneath me, chest rising fast, lips swollen from my kiss. His hair was a mess, his eyes wide with lust, and for the first time I saw no anger in them. Only want. I had pushed him away before. That morning, months ago, I told myself it was better to leave. Safer. I’m a werepriest, besides not being allowed to have a lover, I wasn’t permitted to be gay at all but I knew I had these feelings. I couldn’t just admit it. He had burned too hot, too fast, and I was afraid I would lose myself in him, forever. He was trying to hide from his dad. I knew if I stayed, if I kept coming, his secret would be revealed. I told myself he deserved more than a man like me. He deserved a man who would make him come out of the closet. I wasn’t ready to come out of the closet personally. Now things are different. As I straddled him now, feeling the hard length of his body against mine, I knew I didn’t know what I was doing. I was wrong. I had wanted him back then. I wanted him m
Caleb’s POV His lips were softer than I remembered from last time. The first time, months ago, had been rushed, a drunken blur that ended in rejection and total silence after he left. I’d thought I’d never be able to feel anything for him again but now, as Leonardo kissed me, there was nothing clumsy. His mouth moved slowly, teasing, full of passion which had been locked away because he wasn’t willing to come out of the closet. My chest tightened, but instead of pulling back, I leaned in harder, hungry for him. I forgot about my past hurt. I knew he wanted me, that's why he returned. I had told myself I hated him. That I would never forgive him for walking away that morning. But hate melted the second his hand slid up the back of my neck, it faded away as his fingers gripped me. Passion took over. I was lost. Our mouths opened wide. Tongues brushed. Heat fumed within us. His taste filled me, sharp and sweet, not talking of his scent, which ran deep through my nostrils l. I groan
Caleb’s POV The fatigue was gradually weakening me. Slowly I shut my eyes, too dull and bored. I yawned, I wanted to have a sweet sleep but not with Leonardo around. I continued to struggle and defend myself before I finally succumbed. Once the darkness began to cover my sight and sweetness took place, it was over. My wolf was ever active, recreating and savoring the relationship I had with my professor, that passionate night together which I didn’t want the next day to break. Somehow I managed to creep this into my sleep. I moaned slowly, clutching my hands together to my side as my wolf who was ever active watched. There was no Leonardo, so I felt all the peace in the world, no one to bother me and no one to watch me sleeping. The cool, soothing sleep came to an end and I had to wake. I’d got a real lot of things to do, starting from my assignments to studying to my remote jobs. As the young Alpha, I had a whole lot. Waking up with ease wasn’t possible with the drowsiness bu
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