Alpha Kieran Blackwood.
His presence sucked the warmth out of the room. He didn’t need to say a word; his gaze did all the speaking. Cold, sharp, and piercing, like it could see through skin, flesh, bone, straight into whatever was left of my soul.
His dark eyes flicked over me, unreadable, indifferent, like I was nothing more than a transaction. A name on paper. A deal sealed.
Alpha Kieran stood well over six feet, his body carved from years of relentless battles, not just training. His features were sharp and unforgiving—high cheekbones, a strong, chiseled jawline dusted with stubble, and a jagged scar slashing across his right brow, disappearing into his hairline like a permanent reminder of violence. It didn’t mar his face; it completed it.
But it was his eyes that rooted me to the spot—crystal green, cold and piercing, like shards of ice buried deep in a winter forest. They held no warmth, no flicker of kindness, just an emptiness that swallowed everything whole.
His scent hit me next, dark and crisp like pine after a storm, laced with something colder—metallic, like blood on steel.
Nyx stirred.
“Mine,” She growled, wild and fierce but I shoved her down. Our mate can never be Kieran.
He didn’t speak right away. Just stood there, staring, his expression carved from stone. Then his jaw flexed, and when he finally opened his mouth, his voice was rough, like gravel dragged across concrete.
"Is this her?" he asked, his gaze never shifting from mine, as if I wasn’t even worth the courtesy of using my name.
My father scoffed behind me; his tone dismissive. "Yes. Take her."
Kieran’s eyes narrowed slightly, but he didn’t spare my father a glance. Instead, he stepped forward, his boots thudding heavily against the floor, every step a silent threat.
“Get dressed and meet me in the ceremonial hall.” He ordered before turning to leave.
His voice was deep and cold. He didn’t need to yell but the way he spoke left no room for disobedience.
My legs moved before I could think, as if his words had pulled invisible strings, forcing me to stand.
I stumbled towards the bathroom and washed quickly, the cold water stinging my skin with every touch. With trembling fingers, I combed through my tangled hair, crying as I pulled out the knots. I braided it loosely, trying to make it look presentable.
“Elara you're strong, you can do this,” I said to myself trying hard not to cry.
I searched through the small wooden chest at the foot of my bed and found my mother’s old white gown she wore at her wedding. The fabric was faded with time, the lace frayed at the edges, but still as beautiful, like the memory of her.
I slipped it on, the material cool against my skin, the faint scent of her clinging to it.
With a deep breath, I stepped out of my room, my bare feet meeting the cold floor. Each creak of the stairs sounded louder than the last as I descended, the weight of the gown and the ceremony ahead pressing down on me with every step.
***
The ceremonial hall was already packed when I arrived.
Wolves stood in neat rows, their faces blending—a mix of blank stares and barely hidden curiosity. The whispers were like background noise, soft enough to pretend they weren’t meant for me, but sharp enough to feel like tiny cuts.
"Is that her?"
"The mute girl?"
I kept my eyes straight ahead, focusing on nothing and everything at the same time. My feet were numb against the cold stone floor, but it wasn’t the chill making me shiver.
And then I saw him. My father.
He stood at the front with the council, arms crossed, posture stiff like he was holding himself together with nothing but sheer pride. His face was the same as always—blank, distant like he’d forgotten how to feel anything at all.
But when his eyes met mine, they dropped.
Just for a second.
I caught it—the smallest shift. His gaze landed on the dress. Her dress.
His jaw tightened, a flicker of something passing over his face. Pain? Regret? No. It was gone too fast to be either. Like it had no right to be there in the first place.
He just looked away.
And somehow, that hurt more than if he’d said something cruel.
I made myself keep walking, step after step, until I reached the altar, standing exactly where they wanted me.
Kieran stood at the altar, towering and imposing, exuding an aura that scared everyone around him - no warmth, just indifference.
At the base of the stairs stood two men, unmistakably part of Kieran’s entourage. One was tall, almost as broad as Kieran, with sharp blue eyes and an easy smirk that didn’t reach them. His presence radiated authority, but there was a relaxed edge to him—Beta, probably.
Beside him, two guards flanked the door, their postures rigid and expressions blank,
The Oracle stepped forward, starting the bonding ceremony. As I looked into Kieran's eyes, her voice faded into the background, until the part that mattered;
“And now, the blood bond.”
A ceremonial blade was passed to Kieran. He didn't hesitate, making a swift slice across his palm, like he couldn't wait for the moment to finish. Then he handed the blade to me.
My hands trembled as I made the cut across my palm.
We joined our bloodied hands together and I felt a sharp pull, something unfamiliar like a thread tightening deep inside my chest.
“Mate!”
Nyx, my wolf, roared in my mind, her voice fierce and undeniable.
“No.” I snapped back. He'll never be ours.
“Who would want a mute Luna for a mate?” I asked her.
My breath hitched. Kieran flinched, a shudder rippling through him. His jaw clenched tighter and for the briefest second, I saw it – confusion flickering across his face.
His posture stiffened like the bond had stitched itself somewhere he didn't want.
He yanked his hand away, flexing his fingers as if shaking off the bond.
“It’s done,” he said flatly, turning away without another glance.
The Oracle continued speaking, but her words faded. The room erupted into polite applause, but it all felt distant, like I was standing underwater.
My father leaned in again, his breath hot against my ear.
"At least you’re useful for something."
I didn’t react. I couldn’t. My heart was too busy unraveling, stitched together by a bond I didn’t ask for with a man who clearly didn’t want it.
Kieran didn’t look back once as he left the altar.
And neither did I.
***
The driveway was lined with sleek black SUVs, with the Blackwood crest etched onto them.
Kieran slid into the passenger seat of one without a word. Tobias, his Beta, gestured towards the backseat.
“Get in,” he said flatly.
I climbed in, and the door was shut behind me. Tobias joined us, while the rest of the guards entered the other SUVs.
Minutes passed in tense silence before Tobias broke it.
“So,” he started, glancing at me with a half-hearted smirk, “is this as awkward for you as it is for me?”
I stared straight ahead.
“Not a talker, huh?” he tried again, tapping his fingers on the steering wheel.
Nyx growled softly in the back of my mind.
Tobias’s smirk faded, his brow furrowing slightly. He turned to Kieran. “Is she always like this?”
Kieran didn’t even glance back. “She can’t talk.”
Silence. Tobias blinked, the weight of Kieran’s words settling in.
“Oh,” he muttered, shifting in his seat. “Well, that explains it.”
I looked out the window, staring at the cold landscape blurring past and grateful for the silence.
We arrived at Blackwood Pack later that evening. The towering gates groaned as they opened, revealing dark stone buildings nestled under an overcast sky. Wolves stood in clusters; their gazes sharp, unkind. Some whispered, others didn’t bother lowering their voices.
"That’s her?" a woman scoffed, her lips curling in disdain. "The mute Luna? She looks like she’d snap in the wind."
"Our Alpha deserves better," another muttered.
Nyx snarled in my head; her fury sharp. “Let me out. I’ll show them who deserves what.” But I stayed still, my face blank, refusing to give them the satisfaction of a reaction.
Beside me, Kieran was silent, his stride steady and unaffected, as if their voices were mere background noise.
We entered the packhouse—massive, cold, and eerily quiet. Kieran’s footsteps echoed down the long hallway, mine barely a whisper against the polished floors. He stopped abruptly in front of a door, pushing it open without a glance my way.
"This is your room," he said flatly, stepping aside.
I hesitated at the threshold, taking in the room. It was bare—just a bed, a dresser, and a small window that barely let in any light. No color, warmth or comfort. Just… emptiness.
"You’ll sleep here," he continued, his voice sharp and distant. "Mira will be assigned as your attendant. She’ll handle your needs—clothes, meals, whatever."
I turned slightly, watching him from the corner of my eye. His face was unreadable, carved from stone.
"You’ll eat here, alone, unless I say otherwise." His gaze flicked to me briefly, like I was nothing more than an obligation. "You’re to attend pack events, when necessary, but don’t expect anyone to care. They won’t."
My jaw clenched, but I remained silent.
"Stay out of the West Wing," he added, his tone darker, like a quiet warning.
I frowned slightly, curiosity sparking, but I didn’t dare ask.
He stepped back, hesitating at the door. For a moment, something flickered in his eyes—an emotion too quick to catch. Then it was gone, replaced by cold indifference.
"Don’t mistake this for a home, Elara," he murmured. "You’re here because of politics, nothing more.”
Then he left, the door shutting with a soft click.
Nyx whimpered softly, a sound of wounded pride. “He’s lying. He feels it too.”
I stared at the closed door, my fingers brushing over the faint pulse on my wrist. The bond hummed softly beneath my skin, a constant reminder.
I was still mute. Still invisible.
But for the first time, I felt something louder than silence.
I felt him.
Nyx purred softly, a dangerous edge to her satisfaction.
I hated it.
The morning light barely crept through the tiny window, casting soft streaks across the cold, gray room. I was still tangled in sleep, wrapped in scratchy sheets, when the door burst open with the energy of a tornado wrapped in sunshine."Good morning, sunshine!"I jolted upright, eyes squinting against the sudden brightness—not from the sun, but from her. A middle-aged woman I'd never seen before.She practically skipped into the room, arms full of flowers, a basket dangled from her elbow, stuffed with colorful fabrics, small trinkets, and a pillow.She had the brightest smile, like her face didn’t know how to do anything else, reminding me of my mother. Her hair was tied up messily, and her eyes sparkled with mischief."Time to turn this sad little cave into something less tragic." She dropped everything with a dramatic flair, hands on her hips like she’d just conquered a kingdom.“Name’s Mira. Your new favorite person. Now, up!”Nyx chuckled in my head, “I like her!”I stared. She
Freedom.It sounded so strange in my ears. I couldn't believe it. I walked disoriented behind Mira, barely listening to her happy chatter. Everything felt... surreal.Then she stopped and placed a hand on my shoulder. “Are you okay?” she asked, her voice gentle but firm.I stared at her for a long moment, and then, without warning, the tears came. A sob tore from my throat, and I crumbled. I didn’t know why. Maybe it was relief. Maybe it was exhaustion. Maybe it was just gratitude—for her, for this moment, for the chance to breathe again.Mira didn’t hesitate. She pulled me into a tight hug, holding me as I broke down. “It’s fine,” she murmured, stroking my back. “Everything will be fine.”For what felt like hours, I let myself cry, let the weight of everything spill out. When I finally stopped, I felt lighter—emptier, but in a good way.Mira smiled warmly, wiping a stray tear from my cheek. “It’s a good start, Hun. I’m here now, so whenever you feel overwhelmed, just cry. Crying is a
“Is there a problem here?”The voice was sharp—like steel slicing through the thick fog in my mind. I blinked, vision clearing just enough to see her.She stepped into the dim hallway light, clad in dark training leathers, sleeves rolled up like she didn’t have time for nonsense. She wasn’t tall, but the confidence she carried made her seem like a giant. Short, messy hair framed a face that said, ‘Try me.’The warriors stiffened.“We were just—” the sneering one started.“Leaving,” she snapped, not giving him the chance to finish.And just like that, they scattered like roaches when the light flicks on.She turned to me, her sharp glare softening slightly. “You, okay?” she asked while helping me stand.I nodded, though my heart was still sprinting like it owed someone money.She tilted her head, studying me. “You must be Elara. I’m Astrid.”Nyx’s voice in my head was smug. “I like her. Keep her.”Astrid glanced at my trembling hands and rolled her eyes, “don’t let idiots like that get
Kieran’s POVI could feel her determination through the link, but that wasn’t the only thing.I felt her pains, too. Every time Astrid struck her, I felt it. The blows weren’t even that strong, so why did they hurt her so much? And more importantly, why wasn’t she leaving?Then she fell and I could feel her weakening, the bond pulsing violently against my wrist. She was in danger.“That’s enough,” I told Astrid, my voice sharp, commanding. Final. “It’s her first day.”Astrid lowered her hands immediately, stepping back.I turned to Elara, starting to speak. “There’s no –” when she fell again. My breath caught.“Elara!”I shouted as I caught her before she hit the ground, my arms locking around her too-thin frame. I couldn’t feel her anymore. The bond, which had been thrumming with pain and exhaustion, went silent.The moment the bond went silent, my heart slammed against my ribs, panic twisting through me like a blade. I didn’t like this feeling.For the first time in years, I felt sc
Elara’s POVI woke up after what felt like ages and immediately knew something was strange, I felt different; I felt strong, whole and more alive.I breathed in, expecting the familiar weight of exhaustion, but it never came. My limbs didn’t ache and my head wasn’t heavy. I felt light and POWERFUL. My eyes flew open at the foreign feeling, and I couldn’t help but take a good look at my body. The scars were gone. What exactly happened last night?“Our energy well was unblocked!” Nyx exclaimed, her voice practically vibrating with excitement. “We’re free!” ‘What…happened…Nyx?’ I asked, my voice shaking.“Kieren unblocked our energy well,” she gushed, “Mira tried healing you, but she found out about the blocked well, and told him to give you some of his blood. He did, and then he used his alpha power to chase away the magic that was keeping it sealed. After that, he gave you some of his energy to fill up for all the years you lost.” She rambled in a high-pitched voice. Kieran.The nam
I woke to a strange sensation, like my body was vibrating with energy. My skin tingled, and my muscles burned. I was a werewolf, so heightened senses and reflexes were normal, but today… today felt different. It was like my energy reserve was overflowing, and I needed to release it.In Mooncrest Pack, I was only allowed to shift four times a year, and I had learned to live with it. It wasn’t April yet, which meant I wasn’t due for another shift. But this urge—this uncontrollable need to run—was impossible to ignore.I jumped out of bed, throwing on whatever clothes I could grab because I knew I’d be taking them off in a few minutes anyway. Without hesitation, I bolted outside.The cool morning air hit my skin as I sprinted toward the Blackwood Forest, a massive stretch of land behind the packhouse. It was so vast that even running at full speed, it would take hours to circle it. Once I reached a large tree deep in the forest, I hid behind it and began to strip.“Nyx, are you ready?” I
Kieran handed the phone back to me, his expression unreadable. Without another word, he stood, his voice slicing through the air like a blade.“Gather the warriors and guards. We’re having an emergency meeting.”“Yes, Alpha,” Tobias responded without hesitation, falling into step behind him.Astrid gave me a small wave. “Bye, guys.” Then she was gone, leaving just Mira and me in the quiet kitchen.A tense silence stretched between us before Mira shifted uncomfortably. “I hope it’s nothing serious…” She bit her lip, glancing toward the door as if expecting someone to walk back in. “It’s been a long time since we were last attacked. The last time was when…” She cut herself off, her face tightening.I looked at her and quickly typed on my phone: “When what?”Mira hesitated, her gaze flickering to the door, before focusing back on me. Then she shook her head. “No, don’t worry Luna. It’s a long story.”Nyx stirred in the back of my mind. “Ask her about Lilith. We forgot the other day.”Rig
Kieran’s POV “What are you doing here, Magnus?” I growled, shifting back into my human form. Magnus followed suit, standing tall with that same smug expression I despised. “Hi there, Pup. Good to see you too.” I clenched my fists. I never really understood why he called me that, but it fueled a deep rage deep inside me. Fenrir snarled, eager to take control. The wolves around me started growling and moved in surrounding him. We stood there naked and I scanned the area behind him. “You’re alone.” He smirked. “I don’t need an army to take you down, Pup.” Alex snapped his teeth at Magnus, but Magnus just chuckled. “Whoa, whoa, control your little friends, Pup. I came to introduce myself. I doubt these pups know me.” “What are you doing here?” I asked again, my voice dropped low. Magnus laughed. “Whoa, scary. You’re a grown man now.” When I didn’t react, his grin faded. “I heard you got married.” My eyes narrowed. “And how is that your business? You trespassed into my territory
Elara's POV “Hi, Luna,” Mira greeted me with a warm smile as I entered the kitchen later that evening. I needed fuel.I waved back in response.She served a plate to me and sat down beside me with a serious face. Given the seriousness, I pulled out my phone and typed, –What's wrong? Why the serious face?--“The Alpha mentioned you're leaving for your honeymoon tomorrow.”–Is that what's wrong? Don't you want me to go?-- I typed, holding up my phone.She has always wanted the best for me so I don't understand why she was sad now.“No, no, I'm very happy Luna. I'm happy he's treating you better now. I just got worried about your marks. I recognize them.”-you do?-“Yes, it was female wolves chosen by the moon goddess that bore the mark. The mark is meant to give them extra strength to match their Alpha mate and I'm sure you noticed it today when you were fighting with the warriors.”–is it dangerous?-- I asked.“Not if controlled properly. You mustn't let the power control you, instead
Elara's POV “Whew… that was something else,” Nyx huffed, her voice filling my mind the second I entered the room, Kieran stopped by the office to talk to Tobias. “First it was a hot night with Kieran, now he's kissing you in front of the whole pack.”She was practically vibrating with excitement.“Get lost,” I shooed her away.She just laughed, completely unbothered.“Nyx,” I called her as I remembered everything that happened to me on the training ground, the power, the speed, the raw force that had surged through me… it was beyond anything I had ever felt. “Was that you?”“Not entirely,” she replied, “the heightened instinct came from me but the strength was all you. Kieran is doing something to you, hehe.”“What could be the reason?” I asked, lowering myself onto the edge of the bed, removing my shoes.“We’ll find out in due time, but how do you feel now?” she asked.“I'm fine now. The marks have stopped glowing but… I felt stronger when they glowed like extra strength was added t
Kieran's POV “Ronan. Mason. You’re next.”My voice didn’t waver. If anything, it rang louder now—because at this point, it wasn’t a test anymore. It was a warning. And every ranked wolf in the room could feel it.Ronan, the tank. Mason, the tactician. Both elite. Both proud. Both looked at each other, then at Elara like they weren’t sure if they were stepping into a spar or a battlefield.Ronan cracked his neck, arms crossed. “You sure about this?”Elara just nodded once, already stepping back into that same eerie, steady stance. Balanced. Loose. Dangerous.Mason exhaled, rolling out his shoulders. “Alright, Luna. Let’s see what you’ve got.”The second they entered the circle, she moved.Ronan charged in first, as expected—power and brute strength, aiming to overwhelm her. But Elara met him halfway, ducked low, and twisted, using his momentum to spin him off course. He grunted and stumbled, but she didn’t wait.She slid behind him and kicked the back of his knee, hard enough to drop
Kieran's POV The sun was already creeping through the curtains, and Elara was curled beside me, still asleep. She looked soft. Peaceful, even. I stayed still, not wanting to ruin the moment. Everything was quiet, just the sound of her breathing and the occasional sound of birds chirping outside. It was the kind of quiet that felt rare, like the kind that only showed up when the world finally decided to slow down.My arm had gone numb under her weight, but I didn’t mind. There was something grounding about having her here. After everything, the chaos, the fights, the moments I wasn’t sure I’d earned her trust, this felt... good.Better than good. It felt like something was finally settling.I stared at her lips for too long, then leaned in and kissed her, gently and slowly.She stirred eventually, eyebrows scrunching a little before she blinked up at me. There was a second where she just stared like she was making sure I was real. And then her eyes shifted and I mean literally. They g
Elara's POV His mouth crashed against mine, tongue deep and demanding, and I kissed him back like I was starving. Our breaths tangled. Lips slick and swollen. His hand gripped my jaw, tilting my face as he deepened the kiss like he couldn’t get enough.I didn’t want him to stop.I loved every second of it.Kieran groaned against my lips, his hands gripping my waist, sliding under my tank top, fingers trailing fire across my skin. I arched into him, craving more—craving him. I gasped when his fingers brushed under my breast, and he froze.“You okay?” he asked, breathless.I nodded.I was more than okay.“I need you,” he murmured against my lips. “But not here. Inside. You deserve your first time on a bed. Not in the damn forest.”I blushed and grabbed his hand, pulling him toward the house. I didn't hesitate a bit which was unlike me.Damn him for making me bold.Once we were in, he kissed me again but this time he was gentle. Like... overly gentle, which threw me off for like half a
Kieran's POV I heard the door creak open. It was the same sound Elara made whenever she came back after training. I’d gotten used to it by now—her quiet, steady footsteps, the soft shuffle of her clothes, the small sigh she always let out when she entered the packhouse. It was a familiar sound, one that told me she was back.I didn’t think much of it at first. She was just settling back in after training, probably needing some time to herself. The minutes passed, and I got back to work, my thoughts on the pack, on the tasks at hand. Time slipped by—an hour, maybe two.But then, the door creaked open again, much later than usual. This time, she was leaving.I didn’t even hear her footsteps anymore. The packhouse was eerily quiet. I glanced up at the clock—an hour and a half had passed since I’d last heard her. My heart skipped a beat. Something wasn’t right.The weight of silence in the house was suffocating. My mind, usually calm, now swirled with unease. I tried to push the thoughts
Elara’s POV“Again.”Astrid tossed me a dagger and smirked like she was enjoying this way too much.“I swear, you’re not normal,” she said. “You were flailing last week and now you’re flipping midair like you trained with the Moon Guard.”I shrugged. Nyx was pacing in my head, smug.“Don’t look at me like that,” Astrid warned. “We’re not done.”We weren’t. We’d been at it since dawn, and my limbs were jelly, but the second I saw movement at the edge of the field, everything sharpened.Kieran.He was standing near the training ground, arms crossed, eyes locked on me. He looked tense, but not in the usual way an Alpha would be.–more like his insides were screaming.“Focus, Luna,” Astrid teased, spinning her blade. “Unless you want me to kick your ass in front of your very emotionally constipated mate.”I rolled my eyes and lunged.We sparred for another half hour. My moves felt faster, sharper. Like my body had been waiting to be pushed this hard. Nyx was fully awake now, nudging me, f
Tobias’ POVI wake up at 5 a.m. every day, no alarm needed. My body’s been trained to rise with the sun—or before it. Discipline has always been easier than sleep, especially lately.I stretch and loosen up before heading to the simple gym behind my house. It was basic—just some weights, a punching bag, and enough room to work out. I spend an hour lifting and boxing before hitting the road.I run—long laps along the southern border, my usual route. Minimum five miles. It keeps my wolf calm and my mind sharper than my mouth, which, frankly, says a lot.Afterwards, I shower, hit the kitchen and make breakfast. Scrambled eggs, toast, and a coffee strong enough to raise the dead. I cook myself. Always have. I like eating alone. No noise, no conversation, just me and the silence. That’s my routine—quiet, clean, and predictable. Then I go see Kieran.Kieran and I… we used to be close. Practically brothers back when things were simpler, when the world didn’t hurt as much. After he lost his
Elara’s POVI don’t know when it started—maybe the second my body hit the floor protecting him. Maybe the moment he realized I was willing to die for him. Either way, something shifted. Kieran changed.At first, I thought it was guilt. He never came near the room for days after the attack, and I've been in the room for days waiting for him, asking for him, but by the third day of stiff silence and excuses from Tobias like “He’s training” or “He's in a meeting” I got the message loud and clear.He was pushing me away.And the worst part? I had no idea why.Instead, he built walls. Cold, silent ones.I tried reaching him through the link, but he kept shutting me out. Nyx couldn’t reach Fenrir too. I was much stronger now and I was tired of waiting for him to come talk to me.“Go to his office,” Nyx said. “If he's not coming to the room and is purposely shutting us out, we deserve to know why.” I made my way to his office that night. I knocked and heard no sound but I could feel him in