I wasn’t given a choice. I was sold like a property on the eve of my twentieth birthday to a monster they call Alpha Kieran Blackwood.
They call it a treaty, a bond to unite two packs against a common enemy. But to me, it’s a death sentence, one wrapped in silk and sealed with blood.
I didn't realize I was the price until they summoned me.
I was in my room when the Beta barged in.
“The Alpha wants you in the council room,” he said.
My stomach twisted the moment I heard it, a familiar dread coiling in my chest. Nothing good ever followed those summons–just orders, punishments, or reminders of how worthless I had become.
The hallway stretched on, heavy with each step. Whispers clung to the air like smoke. “There she goes, Mooncrest’s little curse.” I kept my gaze fixed on the floor, focusing on the rhythm of my footsteps, the only thing I could control.
As I entered the council chamber, silence swallowed me whole. The kind of silence that was thick with judgment, a pressure in my chest that made it hard to breathe.
The council members sat in a half-circle, faces carved from stone, eyes sharp and filled with something colder than indifference—contempt. My father, Alpha Braxton, sat at the center, his gaze resting on me like I was a stain he couldn’t scrub out.
"Elara," my father said, his tone flat, void of anything resembling warmth. "You’re here because it’s time you served a purpose."
A purpose? Like I was an object that’d been collecting dust, waiting to be useful again.
I stood there, stiff, my hands clenched at my sides.
Elder Rowan's cold eyes flicked to me, his lips curling into a sneer. "You’re of no use to this pack. Mute. Weak. A shadow of what an Alpha’s daughter should be." His words weren't just a condemnation—they were a verdict.
I could see the satisfaction in his gaze, the quiet joy he took in putting me down as if seeing me broken fed something darker inside him.
I swallowed hard, my throat dry, but I didn’t react. I was used to this—used to being the target of words sharper than any blade.
"But you can still be valuable," Elder Hagan chimed in, his voice dripping with false diplomacy. "An alliance has been arranged. You will marry Alpha Kieran Blackwood."
The words hit me like a slap.
I wanted to scream. To say no. To tell them I wasn’t a pawn to be traded like livestock. But my voice—if it even existed anymore—was buried too deep, lost beneath layers of fear and years of silence.
Then Nyx roared inside my mind.
"FIGHT!"
Her voice was wild, raw, unrestrained—a sharp contrast to the suffocating stillness that had wrapped itself around me for years. It echoed in my skull, claws raking against the fragile walls of my sanity.
"You’re not their pawn!" she snarled, her rage thrumming through me like a pulse. "Say something. Do something!"
But I couldn’t.
"He’s a ruthless Alpha," Elder Rowan continued, leaning forward slightly as if to study my reaction. "But that doesn’t matter. You don’t need his affection. You just need to do your duty."
I clenched my fists tighter, nails digging into my palms. Nyx growled faintly in the back of my mind, her fury coiling like a storm. But even she couldn’t break through the numbness pressing down on me.
"He won’t want her," Elder Varyn muttered, shaking his head. "She’s broken. He’ll see that the moment he looks at her."
A flicker of something—hope? —sparked in my chest. Maybe they’d reconsider. Maybe I wasn’t useful enough, even for this.
But then my father’s voice cut through, cold and final.
"He doesn’t need to want her," he snapped. "He needs the alliance. She’s nothing more than a means to an end."
A means to an end? So that’s all I was?
I stared straight ahead, my chest hollowed, and my throat burned, but no sound came out. No scream, no cry. Just silence. The same silence I had been trapped in for years.
I was screaming inside, “How could they?”
I was supposed to be the Alpha’s daughter, a symbol of strength. But that was before I lost everything—my family, my pride, and most of all, my voice.
I remembered the way the pack used to bow their heads when I walked past, their respect stitched into every nod, every glance. “Alpha’s little warrior,” they’d whisper, smiling as I darted through the training grounds, wooden dagger clutched in my small hand, determined to be just like my father.
He used to watch me with pride, his eyes once warm like embers, flickering with admiration. “You’ll be stronger than me one day, Elara,” he’d say, ruffling my hair. “You’ve got the fire of the Mooncrest bloodline.”
But the fire dies when there’s no one left to keep it burning.
It happened so fast—the day everything changed. One moment, I was his pride. Next, I was cursed.
I haven’t spoken a word in fifteen years. Not because I don’t want to, but because I can’t. My voice is buried somewhere deep inside me, lost beneath layers of fear and memories I don’t dare to touch.
When I try, it’s like standing at the edge of a cliff, mouth open, but nothing comes out. I’ve forgotten what my voice even sounded like, and maybe that’s the worst part—losing a piece of myself I can never get back.
And no one noticed.
Not even him.
Now, I am being given to Alpha Kieran Blackwood, the man they call the Shadow King. A ruthless Alpha whose name is whispered like a curse, his reputation built on fear, blood, and battles won without mercy. A man who wouldn’t hesitate to snap my neck if it served his purpose.
"You’re dismissed," my father said, like I was a stain he was finally done trying to scrub out.
I didn’t wait for anything more. I turned and left, my footsteps echoing in the suffocating silence. The walls felt tighter somehow like they’d heard every word spoken and were pressing in to crush me.
Back in my room, I closed the door quietly. No point in slamming it. Walls don’t care.
I sank to the floor, knees tucked to my chest, staring at the cracked ceiling, like it held answers to questions I was too afraid to ask. My chest burned with anger. Even Nyx was silent like she didn’t know how to fill the void.
***
The next morning, the door flew open without warning.
My father stood there, his presence like an unwelcome shadow stretching across the room. His face was the same as always—cold, sharp, carved from stone. No warmth. No hesitation.
"Get up," he barked.
I didn’t move.
He stepped inside and the door closed behind him.
"Alpha Kieran will be here soon," he snapped, his eyes hard. "You’ll stand when he enters. You’ll be respectful. Presentable. And for once in your pathetic life, try not to embarrass me."
Embarrass him? Hah!
I hated him.
I didn't move. I just stared at him, my gaze burning with all the anger I couldn't voice, my fingers dug into the thin blanket on my bed, nails biting into the fabric – just to feel something.
My vision blurred as I watched him - the one I thought cared. He was supposed to be my father. My protector.
Nyx growled faintly in the back of my mind, her rage simmering like hot coals, but I stayed silent.
His jaw clenched like he was waiting for a response I couldn’t give. Then, as if disgusted by my very existence, he turned his back on me.
But before he could leave—
Footsteps.
Heavy. Steady. Purposeful.
They echoed down the hall, slow and deliberate, each one a warning. The air shifted, and grew colder, thicker, like even the walls knew who was coming.
Nyx’s growl faded into stillness.
The footsteps stopped outside my door.
Two sharp knocks. Not polite. Just final.
My father straightened immediately, his back rigid, his jaw tight. The door creaked open without waiting for permission.
And there he was.
Alpha Kieran Blackwood.His presence sucked the warmth out of the room. He didn’t need to say a word; his gaze did all the speaking. Cold, sharp, and piercing, like it could see through skin, flesh, bone, straight into whatever was left of my soul.His dark eyes flicked over me, unreadable, indifferent, like I was nothing more than a transaction. A name on paper. A deal sealed.Alpha Kieran stood well over six feet, his body carved from years of relentless battles, not just training. His features were sharp and unforgiving—high cheekbones, a strong, chiseled jawline dusted with stubble, and a jagged scar slashing across his right brow, disappearing into his hairline like a permanent reminder of violence. It didn’t mar his face; it completed it.But it was his eyes that rooted me to the spot—crystal green, cold and piercing, like shards of ice buried deep in a winter forest. They held no warmth, no flicker of kindness, just an emptiness that swallowed everything whole.His scent hit me
The morning light barely crept through the tiny window, casting soft streaks across the cold, gray room. I was still tangled in sleep, wrapped in scratchy sheets, when the door burst open with the energy of a tornado wrapped in sunshine."Good morning, sunshine!"I jolted upright, eyes squinting against the sudden brightness—not from the sun, but from her. A middle-aged woman I'd never seen before.She practically skipped into the room, arms full of flowers, a basket dangled from her elbow, stuffed with colorful fabrics, small trinkets, and a pillow.She had the brightest smile, like her face didn’t know how to do anything else, reminding me of my mother. Her hair was tied up messily, and her eyes sparkled with mischief."Time to turn this sad little cave into something less tragic." She dropped everything with a dramatic flair, hands on her hips like she’d just conquered a kingdom.“Name’s Mira. Your new favorite person. Now, up!”Nyx chuckled in my head, “I like her!”I stared. She
Freedom.It sounded so strange in my ears. I couldn't believe it. I walked disoriented behind Mira, barely listening to her happy chatter. Everything felt... surreal.Then she stopped and placed a hand on my shoulder. “Are you okay?” she asked, her voice gentle but firm.I stared at her for a long moment, and then, without warning, the tears came. A sob tore from my throat, and I crumbled. I didn’t know why. Maybe it was relief. Maybe it was exhaustion. Maybe it was just gratitude—for her, for this moment, for the chance to breathe again.Mira didn’t hesitate. She pulled me into a tight hug, holding me as I broke down. “It’s fine,” she murmured, stroking my back. “Everything will be fine.”For what felt like hours, I let myself cry, let the weight of everything spill out. When I finally stopped, I felt lighter—emptier, but in a good way.Mira smiled warmly, wiping a stray tear from my cheek. “It’s a good start, Hun. I’m here now, so whenever you feel overwhelmed, just cry. Crying is a
“Is there a problem here?”The voice was sharp—like steel slicing through the thick fog in my mind. I blinked, vision clearing just enough to see her.She stepped into the dim hallway light, clad in dark training leathers, sleeves rolled up like she didn’t have time for nonsense. She wasn’t tall, but the confidence she carried made her seem like a giant. Short, messy hair framed a face that said, ‘Try me.’The warriors stiffened.“We were just—” the sneering one started.“Leaving,” she snapped, not giving him the chance to finish.And just like that, they scattered like roaches when the light flicks on.She turned to me, her sharp glare softening slightly. “You, okay?” she asked while helping me stand.I nodded, though my heart was still sprinting like it owed someone money.She tilted her head, studying me. “You must be Elara. I’m Astrid.”Nyx’s voice in my head was smug. “I like her. Keep her.”Astrid glanced at my trembling hands and rolled her eyes, “don’t let idiots like that get
Kieran’s POVI could feel her determination through the link, but that wasn’t the only thing.I felt her pains, too. Every time Astrid struck her, I felt it. The blows weren’t even that strong, so why did they hurt her so much? And more importantly, why wasn’t she leaving?Then she fell and I could feel her weakening, the bond pulsing violently against my wrist. She was in danger.“That’s enough,” I told Astrid, my voice sharp, commanding. Final. “It’s her first day.”Astrid lowered her hands immediately, stepping back.I turned to Elara, starting to speak. “There’s no –” when she fell again. My breath caught.“Elara!”I shouted as I caught her before she hit the ground, my arms locking around her too-thin frame. I couldn’t feel her anymore. The bond, which had been thrumming with pain and exhaustion, went silent.The moment the bond went silent, my heart slammed against my ribs, panic twisting through me like a blade. I didn’t like this feeling.For the first time in years, I felt sc
Elara’s POVI woke up after what felt like ages and immediately knew something was strange, I felt different; I felt strong, whole and more alive.I breathed in, expecting the familiar weight of exhaustion, but it never came. My limbs didn’t ache and my head wasn’t heavy. I felt light and POWERFUL. My eyes flew open at the foreign feeling, and I couldn’t help but take a good look at my body. The scars were gone. What exactly happened last night?“Our energy well was unblocked!” Nyx exclaimed, her voice practically vibrating with excitement. “We’re free!” ‘What…happened…Nyx?’ I asked, my voice shaking.“Kieren unblocked our energy well,” she gushed, “Mira tried healing you, but she found out about the blocked well, and told him to give you some of his blood. He did, and then he used his alpha power to chase away the magic that was keeping it sealed. After that, he gave you some of his energy to fill up for all the years you lost.” She rambled in a high-pitched voice. Kieran.The nam
I woke to a strange sensation, like my body was vibrating with energy. My skin tingled, and my muscles burned. I was a werewolf, so heightened senses and reflexes were normal, but today… today felt different. It was like my energy reserve was overflowing, and I needed to release it.In Mooncrest Pack, I was only allowed to shift four times a year, and I had learned to live with it. It wasn’t April yet, which meant I wasn’t due for another shift. But this urge—this uncontrollable need to run—was impossible to ignore.I jumped out of bed, throwing on whatever clothes I could grab because I knew I’d be taking them off in a few minutes anyway. Without hesitation, I bolted outside.The cool morning air hit my skin as I sprinted toward the Blackwood Forest, a massive stretch of land behind the packhouse. It was so vast that even running at full speed, it would take hours to circle it. Once I reached a large tree deep in the forest, I hid behind it and began to strip.“Nyx, are you ready?” I
Kieran handed the phone back to me, his expression unreadable. Without another word, he stood, his voice slicing through the air like a blade.“Gather the warriors and guards. We’re having an emergency meeting.”“Yes, Alpha,” Tobias responded without hesitation, falling into step behind him.Astrid gave me a small wave. “Bye, guys.” Then she was gone, leaving just Mira and me in the quiet kitchen.A tense silence stretched between us before Mira shifted uncomfortably. “I hope it’s nothing serious…” She bit her lip, glancing toward the door as if expecting someone to walk back in. “It’s been a long time since we were last attacked. The last time was when…” She cut herself off, her face tightening.I looked at her and quickly typed on my phone: “When what?”Mira hesitated, her gaze flickering to the door, before focusing back on me. Then she shook her head. “No, don’t worry Luna. It’s a long story.”Nyx stirred in the back of my mind. “Ask her about Lilith. We forgot the other day.”Rig
Elara's POV “Hi, Luna,” Mira greeted me with a warm smile as I entered the kitchen later that evening. I needed fuel.I waved back in response.She served a plate to me and sat down beside me with a serious face. Given the seriousness, I pulled out my phone and typed, –What's wrong? Why the serious face?--“The Alpha mentioned you're leaving for your honeymoon tomorrow.”–Is that what's wrong? Don't you want me to go?-- I typed, holding up my phone.She has always wanted the best for me so I don't understand why she was sad now.“No, no, I'm very happy Luna. I'm happy he's treating you better now. I just got worried about your marks. I recognize them.”-you do?-“Yes, it was female wolves chosen by the moon goddess that bore the mark. The mark is meant to give them extra strength to match their Alpha mate and I'm sure you noticed it today when you were fighting with the warriors.”–is it dangerous?-- I asked.“Not if controlled properly. You mustn't let the power control you, instead
Elara's POV “Whew… that was something else,” Nyx huffed, her voice filling my mind the second I entered the room, Kieran stopped by the office to talk to Tobias. “First it was a hot night with Kieran, now he's kissing you in front of the whole pack.”She was practically vibrating with excitement.“Get lost,” I shooed her away.She just laughed, completely unbothered.“Nyx,” I called her as I remembered everything that happened to me on the training ground, the power, the speed, the raw force that had surged through me… it was beyond anything I had ever felt. “Was that you?”“Not entirely,” she replied, “the heightened instinct came from me but the strength was all you. Kieran is doing something to you, hehe.”“What could be the reason?” I asked, lowering myself onto the edge of the bed, removing my shoes.“We’ll find out in due time, but how do you feel now?” she asked.“I'm fine now. The marks have stopped glowing but… I felt stronger when they glowed like extra strength was added t
Kieran's POV “Ronan. Mason. You’re next.”My voice didn’t waver. If anything, it rang louder now—because at this point, it wasn’t a test anymore. It was a warning. And every ranked wolf in the room could feel it.Ronan, the tank. Mason, the tactician. Both elite. Both proud. Both looked at each other, then at Elara like they weren’t sure if they were stepping into a spar or a battlefield.Ronan cracked his neck, arms crossed. “You sure about this?”Elara just nodded once, already stepping back into that same eerie, steady stance. Balanced. Loose. Dangerous.Mason exhaled, rolling out his shoulders. “Alright, Luna. Let’s see what you’ve got.”The second they entered the circle, she moved.Ronan charged in first, as expected—power and brute strength, aiming to overwhelm her. But Elara met him halfway, ducked low, and twisted, using his momentum to spin him off course. He grunted and stumbled, but she didn’t wait.She slid behind him and kicked the back of his knee, hard enough to drop
Kieran's POV The sun was already creeping through the curtains, and Elara was curled beside me, still asleep. She looked soft. Peaceful, even. I stayed still, not wanting to ruin the moment. Everything was quiet, just the sound of her breathing and the occasional sound of birds chirping outside. It was the kind of quiet that felt rare, like the kind that only showed up when the world finally decided to slow down.My arm had gone numb under her weight, but I didn’t mind. There was something grounding about having her here. After everything, the chaos, the fights, the moments I wasn’t sure I’d earned her trust, this felt... good.Better than good. It felt like something was finally settling.I stared at her lips for too long, then leaned in and kissed her, gently and slowly.She stirred eventually, eyebrows scrunching a little before she blinked up at me. There was a second where she just stared like she was making sure I was real. And then her eyes shifted and I mean literally. They g
Elara's POV His mouth crashed against mine, tongue deep and demanding, and I kissed him back like I was starving. Our breaths tangled. Lips slick and swollen. His hand gripped my jaw, tilting my face as he deepened the kiss like he couldn’t get enough.I didn’t want him to stop.I loved every second of it.Kieran groaned against my lips, his hands gripping my waist, sliding under my tank top, fingers trailing fire across my skin. I arched into him, craving more—craving him. I gasped when his fingers brushed under my breast, and he froze.“You okay?” he asked, breathless.I nodded.I was more than okay.“I need you,” he murmured against my lips. “But not here. Inside. You deserve your first time on a bed. Not in the damn forest.”I blushed and grabbed his hand, pulling him toward the house. I didn't hesitate a bit which was unlike me.Damn him for making me bold.Once we were in, he kissed me again but this time he was gentle. Like... overly gentle, which threw me off for like half a
Kieran's POV I heard the door creak open. It was the same sound Elara made whenever she came back after training. I’d gotten used to it by now—her quiet, steady footsteps, the soft shuffle of her clothes, the small sigh she always let out when she entered the packhouse. It was a familiar sound, one that told me she was back.I didn’t think much of it at first. She was just settling back in after training, probably needing some time to herself. The minutes passed, and I got back to work, my thoughts on the pack, on the tasks at hand. Time slipped by—an hour, maybe two.But then, the door creaked open again, much later than usual. This time, she was leaving.I didn’t even hear her footsteps anymore. The packhouse was eerily quiet. I glanced up at the clock—an hour and a half had passed since I’d last heard her. My heart skipped a beat. Something wasn’t right.The weight of silence in the house was suffocating. My mind, usually calm, now swirled with unease. I tried to push the thoughts
Elara’s POV“Again.”Astrid tossed me a dagger and smirked like she was enjoying this way too much.“I swear, you’re not normal,” she said. “You were flailing last week and now you’re flipping midair like you trained with the Moon Guard.”I shrugged. Nyx was pacing in my head, smug.“Don’t look at me like that,” Astrid warned. “We’re not done.”We weren’t. We’d been at it since dawn, and my limbs were jelly, but the second I saw movement at the edge of the field, everything sharpened.Kieran.He was standing near the training ground, arms crossed, eyes locked on me. He looked tense, but not in the usual way an Alpha would be.–more like his insides were screaming.“Focus, Luna,” Astrid teased, spinning her blade. “Unless you want me to kick your ass in front of your very emotionally constipated mate.”I rolled my eyes and lunged.We sparred for another half hour. My moves felt faster, sharper. Like my body had been waiting to be pushed this hard. Nyx was fully awake now, nudging me, f
Tobias’ POVI wake up at 5 a.m. every day, no alarm needed. My body’s been trained to rise with the sun—or before it. Discipline has always been easier than sleep, especially lately.I stretch and loosen up before heading to the simple gym behind my house. It was basic—just some weights, a punching bag, and enough room to work out. I spend an hour lifting and boxing before hitting the road.I run—long laps along the southern border, my usual route. Minimum five miles. It keeps my wolf calm and my mind sharper than my mouth, which, frankly, says a lot.Afterwards, I shower, hit the kitchen and make breakfast. Scrambled eggs, toast, and a coffee strong enough to raise the dead. I cook myself. Always have. I like eating alone. No noise, no conversation, just me and the silence. That’s my routine—quiet, clean, and predictable. Then I go see Kieran.Kieran and I… we used to be close. Practically brothers back when things were simpler, when the world didn’t hurt as much. After he lost his
Elara’s POVI don’t know when it started—maybe the second my body hit the floor protecting him. Maybe the moment he realized I was willing to die for him. Either way, something shifted. Kieran changed.At first, I thought it was guilt. He never came near the room for days after the attack, and I've been in the room for days waiting for him, asking for him, but by the third day of stiff silence and excuses from Tobias like “He’s training” or “He's in a meeting” I got the message loud and clear.He was pushing me away.And the worst part? I had no idea why.Instead, he built walls. Cold, silent ones.I tried reaching him through the link, but he kept shutting me out. Nyx couldn’t reach Fenrir too. I was much stronger now and I was tired of waiting for him to come talk to me.“Go to his office,” Nyx said. “If he's not coming to the room and is purposely shutting us out, we deserve to know why.” I made my way to his office that night. I knocked and heard no sound but I could feel him in