When I was five, I asked my parents what it meant to be an Omega. My father had smiled at me and pulled out a dusty book from his study. He explained to me the qualities of an Omega. All omegas were blessed with fruitfulness and wisdom. Most had fast feet and sharp hearing. They were best suited for Alpha's and most got mated to alphas.
Omegas were rare creations but in the second Clan Clash, almost all were killed. My parents successfully made me feel special, a worthy pack member.
Then I went to highschool and the bullying started. I'd get my head smashed into lockers and my body kicked like the trash they called me. It was then I knew how worthless I truly was and so I had come out top in all my classes just to earn a little respect but even that didn't work.
I've felt useless several times. I've felt unwanted almost all the time but never in my life have I felt so rejected, so worthless.
My heart trembles within my chest. I can feel the fragile bond I share with Alpha Mich break. My muscles contract and I fall on my face, the excruciating pain easily overwhelming me. My eyes pour out uncontrollable tears as I can barely feel the bond that ties us together. It's hanging on a thin thread and it's in this moment I remember what I was thought in Recreation Class– a mate bond can only be completely broken if both parties agree to it. Though the mate bond is damaged, I know all hope isn't lost. As long as I don't reject him back, our bond can still be fixed.
Alpha Mich's eyes darken evilly, his face red with anger. "Reject me!" he orders, his voice dripping with hate.
My father's frightened voice rings out, pleading with him. "No! Please... it'll kill her. She's not..." His eyes meet mine. Pain fills his gaze and I know he is asking for my forgiveness.
"She's not strong enough," he finishes, his head falling in defeat.
Alpha Mich's eyes suddenly turn a dirty yellow, a proof of his wolf taking over. “Who are you to rebuke my order?!" he seeths, his voice deeper and more menacing. His voice now taking the commanding tone of an Alpha.
My lips tremble, my head falling in submission. The guards tighten their grip on my father, and fear grips my heart like a vice.
Dad's head is pulled back by his hair and without meaning to, I'm up on my trembling feet. “No! Please, don't…don't hurt him.” My voice is broken in fear but no one pays me attention as the Alpha raises his hand in a silent order.
"Forgive me, Alpha..." My father barely finishes when his throat is slit, blood gushing out. My mother's scream echoes in the distance, her voice filled with agony. "NO!" She fights against the guards, desperate to reach my father's lifeless body. I am paralyzed with shock, my eyes wide in horror, my soul brutally torn from me.
But then I hear her voice, a distant whisper that grows louder in my mind. "Run!"
I'm barely aware of the cold shivers that envelope my body as I watch my father's lifeless body slump.
“Run, Aura!” My mother's voice shakes up my headspace and without thinking twice I jump to my feet, my brain barely registering my surroundings.
The cold air pricks my sweaty skin as I run blindly into the night. My legs speed up without my consent but I falter, crashing into the grass when my mother's pained cries reach my ears.
“No, no, no…please..” My words are a result of my bruised nerves.
“Please goddess, pl…please.” I beg, wanting to wake up from this nightmare already. I can't loose them. Life can't be this cruel. I'm living a nightmare, a terrible nightmare. One I can't seem to wake from.
My feet threaten to fail when I push up into a more desperate race but my fall was enough for some wolves to catch up with me.
My pack mates snarl at me as they slowly corner me, instilling fear in me.
My heart swells but it's not a result of my fear rather it's a familiar nudge from my wolf. I quickly release my hold over my body, retreating to the darkness of my mind.
The wolves leap but my wolf is faster. My clothes are shread as my little brown wolf emerges and with the speed of light charges into the woods.
If there's any advantage I have in my wolf form, it is being able to outrun almost everyone due to my small size and large stamina.
It's not the first time I'm being pursued through this forest but it might be the first time I get caught. I stumble and trip, but I keep running, using my knowledge of the forest to evade my pursuers. Adrenaline courses through my veins, terror driving me forward. I stumble into the sacred grave of the fallen, hoping to find refuge.
It's pack law, no one hurts a fellow pack member within the yard of the fallen warriors and alphas.
I cast a glance backwards, my breath coming out in short gasps and my heels burning in pain. To my relief everyone stops at the brink of the yard. Everyone except someone.
Alpha Mich charges towards me, his fangs bared. Death lurks in his orbs and I know I am out of time. I try to scramble to my feet, but my legs are like jelly. I am trapped, with no escape. My heart pounds as I stagger backwards. I can barely think of an escape when he's upon me. His fangs sink into my neck, and pain like I've never known consumes me. My heart breaks with the betrayal of my mate as his fangs sink deeper, brushing excruciatingly against my bone. I scream as I feel my life force fading away.
“Mich!” The ex-Alpha's voice is one the whole pack identifies and I would have sighed in relief when Mich released his canines if I wasn't coughing up blood.
My vision blurs, my body feels heavy, like it is weighed down by an invisible force. I am unable to move, I can't breathe.
The sound of snarling and growling fill my ears and a new fear seizes me. The new arrivals whoever they are don't belong to pack. A sense of resignation slowly washes over me as my eyes close in defeat but not before I hear a loud voice.
“You broke the law. She belongs to us."
Aura's POVAt first we don't notice the sky darkening, too lost in the heated kiss to realize. But then raindrops begin to fall, gently at first, then it intensifies into a relentless downpour. “Hmm,” I moan against Alpha Xzen's lips a second before he pulls me up to wrap my legs around his waist. My fingers tangle in Alpha Xzen's hair while his hands roam my curves like a starved man. But our bliss is short-lived. A squeak leaves my lips when the rain suddenly becomes a torrent, forcing us to seek refuge. Alpha Xzen grasps my hand, “follow me!” He shouts under the rain, pulling me along with him. Laughter escapes my chest as we run like two pups in the rain. Xzen glances back at me, his eyes warm. I run after him, feeling my heart lighten as I'm led back to my shelter. Our footsteps splashing in puddles.Michel and Henry must be in their outside rooms on both sides of the small house, as they are nowhere to be found when we burst through the shelter's entrance.The door barely ge
As I walk up to meet Alpha Xzen, my heart pounds heavily in my chest. He stands a few feet away, two guards standing beside him but not too close. His eyes are fixed on me as I step closer, expecting him to say something– anything that'll give me some indication of why he's waiting for me. But instead, Alpha Xzen's eyes shine as he simply gently tugs me away from the rising murmur of the small groups of individuals standing and sitting in the green field. A kind shiver graces my spine at the warm contact. I inhale, noting how good he smells. Alpha Xzen's thumb rubs softly the back of my tensed hand and I instantly relax, feeling a calm heat course through my hand to my heart. I stumble slightly, caught off guard by his sudden quick movement, like he's scared I'll refuse to follow him. "W...where are you taking me?" I ask, trying to hide the uncertainty in my voice. No, it's not that I'm scared of Alpha Xzen, but because I'm not sure what to expect from him. He doesn't respond resp
Aura's POVThe grass is wet today. Wet drops quickly slip into my sandals as myself and Bay stroll down to class. Today's our exam. It's our final practical class, one that I and Bay have been studying hard for. Like every other day, Bay came to wait at my door so we can stroll to class together but I don't believe that's the only reason. Considering how interested in Henry she was when I got out, I'd say he's the main reason she keeps showing up. As we stroll, I silently listen to Bay rant on about how Michel is always ruining her fun with Henry and how unfair it is. “I mean, I'm no longer with that cheating count so why can't I mate with a mateless beauty?!” Bay unsurprisingly yells.Yes, she's is... a lot. She's loud, blunt, and very dramatic, but somehow it all just works. Most days she's like a breath of fresh air to my worrisome mind, stirring things up and keeping me in the present.I realize, as we walk, that I've never known anyone like Bay. Someone who's so unapologetical
It's been days since I last saw Alpha Xzen, and weeks since I moved out of the pack house. Through out this time a lot of things have been inconsistent. Although I hate to say it, I'm better off within the pack house where every thing is set in motion for me. Here at the shelter I can hardly coordinate myself. It's only now that I've tried living on my own, without the help of the pack that I realize just how much was being done for me back there. I never had to make my own meals, never had to wash the dishes, never had to worry for anything materialistic, Alpha Elena ensured I had it all even before I asked. It saddens me to remember I never once really thanked her before moving out. I'd been too blinded by hurt. Also I have noticed how most pack members tend to stare when I pass by. At first I'd quicken my pace and hurry off but ever since Bay made it her duty to walk me home, I've realized they all are simply curious about me. Most times whenever Bay waves at them they run up
Xzen's POVOne look at Aura and I'm suddenly transported back to that evening…when I saw her with Ace. My frustration rises as I remember how close they both were to each other. I felt a pang of jealousy then, and I feel it now.I've tried so hard to get her to open up to me but she chooses to share space with Ace. Someone who's barely in the pack these days. How could she spend time with him so easily, when every time I take a step towards her, she takes a hundred back? It doesn't make sense. Hell, I thought I knew her, thought I understood her fears and her boundaries. But now, I'm not so sure.Aura's expression is confused, her brow furrowed in concern. She takes a cautious step back, her eyes darting towards the door like she's reminding herself of the available escape. Her stance is frightened, her weight shifting on to a leg as if she's ready to flee at any moment.I also notice how her tiny hands are clenched into fists, her knuckles white with tension. She's trembling, ever
Xzen's POV"And where is he?!’’ I glare deadly at the guard, my demand shaking the room. The man, a tall, confident figure with chiseled features and a strong jaw line, bows submissively, but answers calmly, ‘'I do not know, Alpha.’'I take a step closer, my anger escalating. ‘'When last did he report to duty?!'’ I question, my chest heaving. I'm hit with a pang of irritation when I notice Collins sitting at a corner of the room, frowning.'’Relax, Alpha,'’ Collins says as he tries to intervene. '’It's just a training session. I'm sure someone else can stand in for Ace.'’I whirl around, directing my fury at him. '’You've been gone for a while, you have no idea just how lackadaisical he's been,'’ I snarl, my eyes flashing with anger.The guard seems to sense ann opportunity and speaks up, '’Alpha Xzen, I could fetch Ace if you desire.' He lifts his head a bit, his confident demeanor permanent. Just as trained.I frown, my eyes darkening. ‘'From this day forward, he ceases to be the Pa