The moist ground of the fields were a sharp contrast from the stone roads I had just ran through. I was running as fast as my legs could carry me but my heart inside my chest was running faster.
It was in eager anticipation of catching up with him...a man I had yearned to see and speak with for hours since yesterday but he had refused me like I was worthless...I am Baela Rossi, the daughter of Lorgan and Hannah Rossi; the beta werewolf couples.
Oh!...I keep forgetting I have been publicly disgraced yesterday as not being their real daughter and with that I had lost everything except for one thing...one thing I was still grasping to hold onto with both my hands...one thing that would make all my pains go away in a moment.
A couple of werewolves zoomed past me in their werewolf form, almost shoving me onto the moist ground. I struggled but I regained my composure before I could fall. I wouldn't say I wasn't jealous of them sometimes but they were beginning to piss me off with their show offs and this was intentional.
I caught sight of the one I had wanted to see so desperately from afar, majestically walking towards the arena. The new Alpha...he looked more powerful with each passing day.
I knew this was my only opportunity to speak with him but it was sacrilege. What I was about to do was abominable but I couldn't worry about the consequences now...if I failed to do this my life would be worthless.
I knew I made really poor choices and if I had run this through my adoptive parents they would have tried to stop me...they would have corrected me in love to know my place...but I didn't know my place. I had tried in the past several times but had failed woefully. I was neither good for a daughter, a sister, a werewolf or a Luna...the last part was all I had left to fight for and I had to try.
I steadied myself on the moist ground with my soiled boots on as I started to run again as fast as I could towards the Alpha. I was so close but knew I was not going to catch up with him at my pace, he was almost close to his beta werewolves and they would never let me get anywhere close to him. I did the first thing my instinct told me to do in my desperation...I yelled his name as loudly as my lungs could allow.
"ALPHA ABBADON!" I screamed. I heard his name echo in my ears as the others surely did too and it came out very rudely.
I stopped running and froze where I was as I became the centre of attention. They were now all stirring at me but only one of them was visible to me...it was Alpha Abbadon himself!
I could see the hell in his eyes as he turned and stared hard at me. I know I made really poor choices but I think I had just broken my record yet again...but I couldn't stop now. I have gotten his full attention and even though everyone was staring at us, that was all that mattered to me.
"I need you to keep your WORD!...You promised me you would!...You PROMISED I would be your MATE!" I begged, as my voice shook, my emotions getting the better of me. There was a loud gasp from the news I had revealed...the pack had started to form around us. Alpha Abbadon had started to walk back towards me. He looked dangerously handsome in his all black outfit. He looked like he floated on the ground as his boots were without a visible stain on them.
"NO BAELA!" I heard my adoptive mom cry from behind me but she was stopped by some beta werewolves from getting to me. There was nothing she could do for me now. I was now on my own, at the mercy of the coldest person I have ever known...I could have sworn he had a spark for me the first time we met, the first time he saved me...
"I NEVER LOVED YOU AND I NEVER WILL!" His voice was as cold as ice as it pierced through my soul, giving me the chills. My heart froze and sank and so did the rest of my body on the moist ground.
"Your defiance of me as the alpha is a CRIME PUNISHABLE BY DEATH...but I can tell you are begging for it!" His eyes were now filled with hate, eyes I had sought love and comfort in.
"You won't have it easy, you will suffer. I hereby REJECT YOU AS MY LUNA. You will be by my side...but as my slave for life!"
A teardrop rolled down my left eye as I heard his heartbreaking words...I knew he meant every word he said as he stood ice cold in front of me...
***
BAELAThe streets were busy by this time of day as I squeezed my way through the crowd. I was walking through a busy market down to the lower parts of the walled city.
The sun was shining brightly overhead as it was midday but I was hidden underneath a white cloak. It was not for protection from the sun but to conceal my identity.
I was under close supervision by my parents and I wasn't allowed to leave the house except at noon with the order to return home quickly thereafter. I had with me a food basket, which I was carrying to deliver to him. I had been doing this for 7 days since he arrived.
I got away from the crowd successfully without being noticed and came to the humble abode that was now his home. It was given to him by my father because he had nowhere to stay.
"Only he can gaze at my face". I whispered, with my heart pounding as I approached the door. I had gone the extra length to look pretty for him. His door was closed but I knew he was expecting me.
I pulled back the hood that had concealed my face, as I stood in front of his door. I didn't knock but the door opened immediately as I caught sight of him. Abbadon - his charming look was striking and caught me every time.
I had only known him for more than a week but that was enough time for me to read him but he was hard to read. I was really good at that but something about him was different. He had only one facial expression. He barely smiled or frowned...he was dispassionate.
Aria; my invisible fairy friend seemed to like him. She was very cautious of me around strangers but not around him. Aria went with me everywhere I went and was with me now as she hovered in the air.
"Come in". I heard him say with his baritone voice. He had the voice of a God and he could compel me with it to do anything for him...ANYTHING!
I went in immediately as he closed the door behind us. We were now alone, together in the house.
I placed the food basket on the table in the centre of the room. This should last him for the next 12 hours but something was eating me up inside.
"Abbadon, why don't you stay with us? It could save me the stress of coming down here to bring you food everyday". I asked, as I turned to face him.
He gave me a quick look before ignoring me and going for the food basket.
"Why don't you answer me?" I demanded, seeing he was only interested in the food I brought.
"Remember, It wasn't my idea to stay in the first place, I was begged to...So I am not the one stressing you". He said, ignoring me, as he brought out the food in the basket and placed them on the table.
He was right. My parents had sought the permission of the Alpha of our pack to let him stay. He was a stray werewolf, a wanderer without a pack.
"I know...but you don't have to put it that way. Aren't you happy you are here?" He was in my pack - the Aurora Clan Pack because of me and I thought it would make him happy.
"Why do you care what happens to me? I am just a wanderer...I can be here today and gone tomorrow". He said, as he looked at me for the second time since I entered the house.
I swallowed my saliva, I couldn't give him an answer and he looked away, paying attention to the food basket.
"You should know by now, I don't really care for a pack. We had a deal...if I stayed, I stayed on my own terms....and staying here, in this SMALL HOUSE, was part of it".
I watched him emotionlessly say those words without looking at me, as he took a bite of his meal. For a wanderer he had quite the table manners.
"Why are you so fixed on the DEAL? Why are you so stuck up on the RULES?!", I asked him, getting emotional, as he wouldn't bulge his stance. I didn't notice I had raised my voice at him.
"Young lady, you have delivered what you came here for...I think it is time you leave". He said, getting up from his seat, as he stared back at me.
"Abbadon, I didn't mean to shout at you but you are just difficult". I wasn't getting through to him and lost myself for a moment.
"I thought by now, you should know better but to follow the RULES". I heard him say, as he scolded me. I knew exactly what he meant, he was talking about Lily.
"I know but this is different...you didn't have to remind me of her!" I said upset, as my mind flashed back to 10 days earlier. This was not the emotional connection I sought from him...I wanted to be understood.
I could feel the tears building up in my eyes but I couldn't cry in front of him. I had to leave quickly, even without my food basket. I rushed towards the door without looking back but he didn't try to stop me - he didn't care to apologise, he just sat there cold and watched me leave.
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BAELA I ran out of Abbadon's house feeling really terrible with myself. I covered my head with the hood of my cloak before anyone could recognize me. I still didn't want to be seen. Why had Abbadon brought up Lily indirectly in our conversation? My eyes swelled with tears as I fought to hold them back. He knew how gravely I missed her and now I had the stinging feeling of guilt piercing through my body and soul all over again. Aria dangled close to my face this time, trying to console me but there was little she could do to help me get Lily off my mind. I couldn't speak with Aria in public because it would blow my cover and I would appear crazy because nobody else could see her. Lily was the only person who understood my relationship with Aria. She thought I was crazy to believe in fairies but she liked it. As I walked back to the crowded market, my mind couldn't help but wonder back to Lily.... ***2 WEEKS PRIOR "It is getting quite boring being the only sibling in the famil
BAELA The cool evening breeze made its way easily through the open window of my room at the top of the Royal castle, as I leaned with both hands on the window base, looking outside at the full moon but in particular looking down hill towards the direction that was his house. "Baela, you mustn't worry. Everything will be just fine". I heard Aria say as she hovered outside of the window of the castle. The castle happened to be where my parents and I lived. It also happened to be the palance of the Alpha. "Yes, I know Aria. I am only worried about the food basket I left in his house". "How do I explain to my parents that I didn't return with their precious food basket?" I asked anxiously. "Yes, it is a precious food basket". Aria said, agreeing with me. Her words gave me the nod of approval I needed for what I was about to do next. "I think I have to go back and get it!" I pulled myself instantly from the window base I had been leaning on. "It is late Baela, can't we get it to
BAELA "Please..." I begged, suffocating. "Why are you here?!" I heard his voice in rage ask. "For you..." I said, almost with my last breath. I couldn't see his eyes in the dark, as mine started to close and then I felt my feet drop to the floor before collapsing into his chest and arms. He had decided to let go of me but I almost passed out. I coughed harder than I have ever had in my entire life and I was also struggling to catch my breath at the same time. It took me several minutes before I regained my breath and strength. "You almost strangled me to death?" I was surprised and it came out like a question. I was still leaning onto his chest, my head resting close to his heart. "For you". He whispered. His voice no longer filled with rage. He had just quoted the last thing I said and that was why I had come here. We were still together in the dark and it felt cosy but I needed to look into his beautiful eyes. I needed to peer into his soul. "I want to be certain it is r
BAELA I heard a loud pounding on the door which interrupted my peaceful sleep. Oh I was having the most wonderful dream of all. I had to wake up twice in the night to be sure I wasn't dreaming and although I couldn't see him, I was sure I wasn't dreaming...I could feel him! The warmth of his bare body, how fine his toned muscles were against my delicate soft skin. I could feel everything and it felt like I was intoxicated by alcohol. I hadn't yet tried it yet but I have seen werewolves get intoxicated on wine. They felt really merry whenever they did and I felt something similar. He barely moved, as he slept. I needed to be sure he was asleep as I touched his face gently not to awaken him but he moved slightly from my touch. It seemed he wasn't a very deep sleeper or was it because he had been a wanderer for so long and had to watch his back at all times that he had forgotten how to go into a deep sleep? It seemed like the latter, with everything I have gathered about him. I
BAELA The solitude of my room gave me ample time to reflect. Of course I was never truly alone...Aria was with me as always but she was now invisible. She was only a whisper or a call away if I needed her to reappear. I sat on the only singular wooden chair in my bedroom as I looked outside the open window. The rays of the sun were beginning to shine forth from the horizon, although the sun was still hidden underneath. The red, orange and yellow colour of the sunrise looked beautiful in the far distance sky and it reminded me of Lily. Every morning, she would race to my bedroom to wake me up as soon as she saw the first lights of sunrise. She always had new adventures planned for almost everyday. Now that I looked into the beautiful distant clouds adorned with the beautiful colours of the sunrise, I couldn't help but replay my last memory of her... ***12 DAYS PRIOR "ARISE and SHINE!" I heard the familiar sound of my sister's voice bust into my room unannounced but not before I
BAELA Inside of the castle was alive now, as I stepped out of my bedroom door into the passageway. Too alive to be precise. I gave a rather suspicious look at the guard that was standing not too far from my room. There were usually no guards stationed on this floor, they only used to patrol here at night. "Hmmm". I pondered, as I stepped out of my room, shutting the door behind me. I was wearing an attractive all black gown, short in length and above the knee. I also wore matching black boots to complement my black gown. "Could this be the handiwork of my father?" I thought to myself, staring at the guard some feet away. He was standing perpendicular to me and wasn't looking in my direction. There was only one way to find out, I had to ask him. I walked towards him with curiosity before stopping right in front of him. He was a Delta werewolf. Only they could be assigned to this role of guarding the fourth floor. The Beta guards were with the Alpha on the second floor and that wa
BAELA We had all sorts to eat on the dining table. Father made sure it was all arranged for our guest; ABBADON DARGAN. "Abbadon Dargan". I thought about the name a little bit but although it was dark, I liked it. It gave his personality depth and I was intrigued even more by this mysterious wanderer. I barely ate my food as I was more concerned about spending some alone time with him after breakfast. Hopefully father and mother wouldn't object to that. "You should eat some more!" Father said merrily to Abbadon, with a large piece of pork still hanging on his fork as he held his steel cup of ale off the table in his other hand. Abbadon smiled at him, as he picked his food delicately from his plate with his cutlery. Like I said, he had quite the table manners for a wanderer. "You won't be strong this way, if you eat with such grace". "You should be graceful with the ale but not with the food. You will need all your strength for what lies ahead". Father said heartily. I could tell
BAELA I heard the door close shut behind me with its familiar squeaky sound. We shouldn't be here, I knew. I hope I wasn't making a mistake? I hope I don't get myself into more trouble? But he was standing right behind me, clouding my judgement, making me unable to think as I stood rooted on the spot waiting for his next move. It seemed like an eternity waiting for him to act but in reality barely a few seconds had passed since we got in. "I see why you want me in the castle..." I heard him whisper from behind as he walked up slowly towards me. I closed my eyes instinctively, as I breathed out awaiting his sensual touch. Memories of us together before dawn this morning flooding my mind. I know he could read my mind. He had shown me he could just a few minutes earlier and now I was ready to explore with him the heights and depths of my pleasure even though that was not what we were supposed to be doing in here. "The castle is nice and a beautiful place". He said, completing hi