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**** Alyssa **** Mustering the remnants of my energy, I turn and lunge over the cliff’s edge. For one wild moment, I feel gloriously free. Until a split second later, a sharp pain grips my arm at the elbow. I flail and twist like a hooked fish on a line, desperate to wiggle free, but I’m definitely stuck. I know it’s him pulling me back up. With his jaws clamping tight and his teeth puncturing my skin, I can feel my skin tearing from my futile resistance. He tosses me back on the dirt and away from the cliff edge like a discarded flipping chew toy. I roll across the ground, my leg muscles aching from the run, my chest heaving, my skin burning from the abrasions, and now my arm is a bloody ragged mess. He steps toward me and sniffs my arm, I see sadness swirling in the golden orbs of his wolf. Maybe his wolf is less of a dickwad; still, on impulse, I yank my arm away from his nose. I do not want to be touched by either him or his wolf in any way or ever again. He whines before backin
**** Enzi **** She wanted to die. I knew I’d hurt her, but I didn’t realize it was this bad. Frack! I am such an asshole. Once the surgery is underway, I leave her in the capable hands of Doctor Dan and make my way back to the pack house, punctuating each footfall with angry curses, completely aware that it’s me I’m mad at. My actions and my behavior brought her to this point, and now my guilt consumes me. Pushing through the double oak doors, I’m greeted by my mother and Rosemary who were both waiting in the foyer — the latter standing there like she owns the fucking place. Fracking great! “What happened? You just left. Everyone just left,” Rosemary sulks. She looks irritated, and although she may be my guest, she wasn’t invited. What’s more, I did just take off with my men, and as the Alpha’s daughter she is, she should know that an Alpha needs to take care of business as soon as it pops up, regardless of when that is. She should have had enough sense to know that if I, my Bet
**** Alyssa **** The first few days of my solitary confinement were spent in my bed, seeing no one except the young girl assigned to bring me my food and gather my plates when I was done. I tried talking to her on the first day, but she’s a frightened little mouse that won’t speak to me. I vaguely wondered if my darling husband had ordered her not to engage with me. I wouldn’t put it past him to punish me by making this isolation as painful as possible. Then I remembered what a volatile basket case I’ve been since my failed escape. I probably frighten the flip out of her. Well, the not seeing anyone part is not exactly true, although the volatile basket case thing seems to have become my new reality. To be fair, my husband has been to see me several times and tried to talk to me, nicely even. I continue to completely ignore his existence, so I don’t count his visits as seeing people. He’s not a person. He’s a monster. On the first day, the doctor also tried to see me, but I kicked u
**** Enzi **** The morning after she ran… Well, describing this as a fracking disaster would be a colossal understatement. I just keep hurting her, and this time physically. I spent the whole night beside her, listening to her even breathing, hoping my presence was helping instead of hindering her healing, and praying to the Moon Goddess for her help and guidance. My treasure’s breath tripped a few times during the night like she was frightened or having nightmares, probably about me. Each time her breath caught, I just about lost my mind watching her face in the dark, whispering that everything would be ok, and praying that I wasn’t full of shit. “Hey, man, the sun will be up soon. It would help if you rested,” Jayvon calls when he notices I’m awake. “I’ll rest when she wakes up,” I grumble. “Get out of here. Go and shower, at least. Bring me back some coffee,” he jerks his head at the door with a sly half-grin, but the smile doesn’t reach his eyes. He’s just as tired, just as wo
**** Alyssa **** Last night I finally consented to let the doctor inspect my injured arm. Enzi said he was worried I’d mess up my recovery if I were active too soon. So he would not allow me to go anywhere or do anything until I had let the doctor see my arm. The doc and Enzi were surprised and pleased that I had healed, and even though I didn’t want them to know I had advanced healing, it was clear that I had some level of shifter healing abilities. However, they had no idea exactly when I’d recovered, and I wasn’t answering those questions. The doctor also noted that my mental state seemed vastly improved since the last time he’d seen me. This morning, despite an abundance of jittery anxiety racing through my veins, I’m ecstatic to inhale a deep breath of crisp morning air. It tastes like freedom. Flipping delicious freedom. I arrived a little late for training, which I hadn’t meant to, but I was in such a damn hurry getting dressed that I caught my foot while trying to jam it into
**** Alyssa **** At 8 am, I report to Beta Jayvon, as requested, and his eyes glaze over the second he sees me. I guess he’s letting the dickwad boss-man know I’ve arrived. I’ve elected a knee-length navy pencil skirt and a cream blouse with threads of sparkly gold strips. I feel confident looking the part of a dutiful office assistant, even though I have no idea what they want me to do. “Glad to see you arrived on time. I was a little concerned you might make a break for it when we didn’t have someone escort you.” He smiles at me as if pleased I passed his test, but I sense an undercurrent of nervous tension. Internally I cheered since I knew it wasn’t the right time yet. “There doesn’t seem to be much point in running away, does there?” I reply calmly, not a hint of the bitter disappointment I feel. “There’s not; I will always find you,” from behind me comes the deep sexy voice of the man I hate. I turn and see him smiling sweetly at me. Urgh. It’s so unfair that he is so damn
**** Alyssa **** Apparently, today is my first day as my husband’s assistant. While I am not looking forward to being within close proximity to him the whole day, I sure am looking forward to the chance to locate the information I need to plan a better escape. His confusing behavior yesterday perplexed me further when, after dinner, he brought me chocolates and told me he wanted me to work directly with him today AND that his mother had been impressed with my notes. I’m not sure if I was more confused that he kept saying nice things to me, or that his mother suddenly seemed to know I existed, or if it was that the chocolates were the same type as the ones that mysteriously appeared in my room once a week since my arrival. What does that even mean? Either way, I’m more determined than ever to get out of here before my brain melts. Luckily, he also gave me my laptop back, and I spent half the night on the internet watching lock-picking videos. It took me a couple of hours of fiddling
**** Enzi **** A few days earlier… “You need to do something about that girl,” my mother said as she entered my office without an invitation — not that I cared since my mother has always been my biggest supporter, well, her and my brother. What bothered me was that I didn’t even hear my mother opening my office door. I was losing my touch as I let my emotions cloud my senses. “I’m working on it,” I replied, rubbing my temples. Goddess, this… girl… would be the death of me. I love her so much. She is fucking infuriating and perfect at the same time! I wish I could spoil her. Urgh! “I’m going crazy,” I admitted. There are only a few people in the world that I could safely be vulnerable in front of, and one of them is my mom. For the pack, I always had to be the strong Alpha since no one wanted to see me pining over a girl. I was being fucking pathetic, and I knew it. “Maybe you should just tell her,” my mother said. “I can’t do that,” I shot back. “Then maybe you should let her g