I threw the last of my tools into my toolbox and closed it up. Stepping into the small bathroom at the back of the garage to wash my hands. I was drying them off when I stepped out to see my uncle coming up.
“How’s it looking?” he asked.
“You’re all set,” I told him. “You shouldn’t have any more issues.”
Uncle Rodney shook his head. “I still don’t know how you did it,” he said. “They insisted it would be another six weeks before that part would come in. I thought we’d have to put off clearing the field until next year.”
“I guess I’m just more charming than you,” I joked.
“Ha, more terrifying, more like,” he replied. “Whatever the reason, I’m grateful. Now, go get some breakfast.”
I lifted my toolbox. “It’ll have to be to-go,” I said. “I should get on the road before I’m missed.”
As nice as it was to come back to my childhood home, it was getting harder to extend the visits. As the Alpha of the Ironpaw Pack, every minute of my day was accounted for by others. But there wasn’t anything so important that I couldn’t help my family if they needed it. While there was always someone wanting something from me, that also meant there was always someone to assign a task to when necessary.
I loaded the tools into the back of my truck parked outside the garage. A light rain shower had just passed over, leaving puddles scattered around the yard. My Aunt Lara came up as I finished with a basket of food to take with me. We were saying our goodbyes when I heard a scream echo down the drive. My head snapped toward the direction it came from, the hair on my neck standing on end. My wolf, Rhonen, came to the forefront of my consciousness.
“Was that Daisy?” Aunt Lara said.
Another scream sounded from the silhouettes I could see in the distance. I took off at speed. The farmhouse was set a quarter mile from the main road. The figures quickly became clearer. It was Daisy, the neighbor woman, holding her son behind her protectively. I didn’t know where the danger was or what it was as the low fog was obscuring my view. But as I closed in, I was suddenly stopped in my tracks. The most intoxicating scent hit me with the wind.
‘Mate,’ Rhonen growled, pushing my feet to move again.
Daisy wasn’t the source of the scent. Who was with her? Rhonen had taken control of my legs, pushing faster. As I approached the large gate, Daisy’s cries to stay away broke through our desperation. Our priorities fought against each other. Ultimately, I went to defend my packmate.
“Lucas…” Daisy called.
I slid to a halt in front of her but I was instantly frozen in place. It wasn’t an animal or some axe-wielding villain facing me. Stumbling not even twenty feet away was a woman. Battered, shivering, and wearing only a nightgown that was wet and covered in blood. Shock overwhelmed every other emotion that was whirling inside me that she was the source of the incredible scent.
‘Mate,’ Rhonen echoed in my head.
Rage quickly took over. There was a distinct male scent mingled with hers. Rhonen’s hackles were raised as he vowed to rip whoever did this to her apart. Then our eyes met, locking onto the bright amber of hers.
“Help…” she spoke weakly before crumpling to the ground.
I rushed to her, dropping to her side. I yelled for Daisy to call for help. Rolling her over, I checked for a pulse. Electricity surged through me when I touched her, further stirring Rhonen’s and my excitement. But desperation was in control. Her heartbeat was weak. Her skin was freezing. Her lips were almost blue. I didn’t know how much of the blood that soaked her nightgown was hers. Scooping my mate into my arms, I pressed her against my chest as I ran back towards the farmhouse. I kicked the door open, demanding supplies as I headed directly for the guest room.
“We should get those wet clothes off of her,” Aunt Lara said as I laid her on the bed, not skipping a beat in the chaos. “Let me do it. You get more blankets.”
I growled protectively as she went to touch my mate. Aunt Lara’s eyes went wide and she took a step back. I took a deep breath to regain my control.
“I will take care of her,” I said firmly.
She gave me a strange look but nodded and left to get more blankets. I turned back to my poor, mysterious mate. She had wounds along her arms and shoulder. I worried pulling the gown over her head would reopen them. It was torn already, so I finished ripping it apart in order to get it off. I pushed Rhonen back as best I could, covering her up immediately once the wet clothing was removed. I needed to better assess her condition but needed to get her warm first. Aunt Lara came back and threw more blankets over her. I rubbed her arms and legs carefully through the blankets, working to get her circulation flowing.
“I’ll get some water boiling and some towels,” she said, picking up the soiled nightgown. “I’ll throw this out.”
“Don’t,” I commanded. “Bag it.”
I would have Rhonen memorize that scent. If he did this to her. He won’t get away with it. I heard voices from the other room but didn’t pay attention. My focus was on her. I brushed her honey-brown hair back, trying to envision her without the cuts and bruises marring her features. She was beautiful.
But there was one feature I had only caught a glimpse of before she collapsed but that was enough to stick in my head — her eyes. Her eyes were two different colors. One a piercing gray like a full moon, the other a warm orange like the rising sun. All I could hope for in that moment was that I would see them again.
“The doctor is on the way,” Uncle Rodney said from behind. “Do you have any idea who she is?”
“She’s my mate.”
It had been a strange day. I had thrown myself into my work in the garden. I admit that I was hoping for a distraction after my failed attempt to leave, but it ended up giving me time to think. My mind kept going back to Lucas’ comment about my life — about the life I deserved. I couldn’t remember a time I considered what I deserved from life. Two weeks ago, I didn’t even know what I wanted, let alone what I deserved.I started to analyze my behavior. First, from the night before, then over the past few weeks, then over the time with Mason until it escalated to my entire life. I found myself in tears a few times. I thought about my mother and the memories of her I still had. While I had been questioning so much of my life, including that part of it, I was reminded of one thing that I was always certain of. My mother loved me. For whatever reason she hid our past from me, she believed she had good reason and that it was what was best for me at the time.But that didn’t mean it was rig
“She is none of your concern,” I replied, aiming to not sound defensive.While an Alpha’s command still affected him, I wasn’t able to compel him into silence like the rest of my pack members. His loyalty to me only lasted as long as the Royal Council deemed it so.Soloman Avenwood had been sent to the Ironpaw Pack as the ambassador not long after I had taken over. While the royal family no longer appointed the pack Alphas themselves, they still had an influence in the governing of the packs. However, for the most part, as long as we paid our taxes and didn’t try to kill each other, they left us to our own devices.Soloman was older and a bit traditional at times, but I liked him well enough. But that only meant we had a working relationship regarding pack business, not that I was ready to trust him with Sutton’s safety.“Alpha Lucas, if you have any hope to avoid a border war at this point, you are going to need my help,” Soloman stated.“And if Anders’ has already assured that war i
Things were still tense between Sutton and me the next day. It was upsetting that she tried to leave, and there was no denying that the incident with Daisy played a role in that. It would have been one thing if Sutton was angry about an affair that never happened, but it was clear that she was using it as an excuse to doubt herself. Then to sneak off in the middle of the night…That wasn’t who Sutton was. That much I knew for sure. Just as well as I knew she wanted me. Sutton wanted to be with me. That’s why she was so hurt by Daisy’s confrontation. Sutton just needed to admit it to herself.I went to the sunroom in the afternoon. Sutton was standing in the backyard, her back to the house. She’d spent most of the day out there. I hadn’t planned on giving her space today. Neither had Rhonen. After our run last night, he was ready to claim Sutton completely. The fact that he was beginning to sense her wolf didn’t stem that eagerness. It was possible he would sense her more than Sutton d
Lucas took my hand. Without a word, he pulled me through the house and out the back door. Stepping around supplies and yard equipment, he led me to the missing section of fence and into the woods.“It’s never been explained to you why our wolves are so important to us, has it?” he asked as we reached the edge of a small clearing.I shook my head. “They give you power,” I guessed. “Make you stronger than others.”“No,” Lucas said. “That’s a product of our existence, yes, but that’s not what makes us lycans. The truth is, it’s not something that’s easily explained. Nor easily understood when you haven’t experienced it yourself.” He turned to me, hooking my chin with his fingers. “You’ve only seen how a lycan can use his wolf to do terrible things. All you know is the darkest parts of our nature, Sutton. Let us show you something better.” He took a few steps back, breaking physical contact but keeping his eyes locked on mine. “Don’t be afraid.”Before I could say anything, he shifted. It
I was tired. Hell, I was exhausted. And sore. And emotionally raw. I didn’t have it in me to keep discussing everything that had happened. I didn’t think I could question my entire life any more than I already was.Twenty-four hours.That’s all it took for what little I had to fall apart. Less than that really. Last night I had started to let myself believe things could work here. Then I met Lucas’ family. I watched the way his aunt and uncle were together. I saw the love and devotion there was between them, which is saying something since Rodney Danvers didn’t strike me as a particularly emotive individual. But more than that, I saw how kind and open and patient they were. They were good people. I couldn’t imagine someone with a cruel heart being raised by those two individuals in that environment.I still didn’t want to believe that. But I really needed to stop considering what I wanted to believe. I needed to start facing reality and making decisions based on what I knew was true.
I had loaded Sutton up into the truck and started the long drive home as soon as possible. It was a quiet drive despite my attempts to get Sutton to speak to me. I gave up after half an hour. I tried to focus my mind on the Dawn Stalker issue.Things were escalating quickly. I would have to confront Alpha Anders about his actions. Ordering a team to cross my border after I denied permission is an act of disrespect that I couldn’t let go. And if I didn’t act, he would know I was hiding something. He’d push harder to confirm it was Sutton. That couldn’t happen until she was ready to accept me as her mate.“What did Jaden have to dispose of?” Sutton said quietly.I wasn’t expecting the question. I didn’t realize she had heard the conversation with the state she was in at the time. Regardless, I didn’t know how to answer.“It was the Dawn Stalker prisoners, wasn’t it?” she pressed.“Yes,” I said somberly.“So, I’ve killed them too.”“No,” I replied quickly. “Don’t do that, Sutton. Don’t c