Stay With Me

Hie eyes went from surprised to disappointed to angry, then a sudden lack of emotions at all. We stayed there in the car, the dark clouds of rain looming over us, my thoughts conflicted.

"Hazel..." He said.

His voice almost made me run back to him with my heart on my sleeve again, my body like an offering, my love like a sacrifice. But I needed to control. I needed to stop myself.

"Am I...just something you can give up on? Is that all I am to you?"

He turned fully to me, his eyes wide with a slight sheen to them, and I could see his hands tremble slightly as he left the steering wheel.

"No. That can't be...but...but you are..."

"But I am what, Hazel? What am I? If you are...just able to decide to let me go...is it that easy? Everything we have ever shared...Hell, the kisses, Hazel. Did you not feel me on your lips when you made that decision?"

My eyes filled. I did. I felt him several times, all over me. I felt him every single place in me, most especially my heart but...

"She is yo