Hello there. Harmeen here. I listened to Secret Love Song by Little Mix while writing this. It just fits. Enjoy!
Eve brought me closer and wrapped her hand around me, her hand patting my back. I didn't know how to feel. Happy that I was finally seeing him or sad about the way I was going to see him?I let go of her and leaned back on my bed. I heard Eve stand up and leave, and I was left with Simon amd Eric.Silence fell between us, and I was too preoccupied to even make an effort to change it."What do you think will happen now, Hazel?" Eric suddenly asked and looked up to me."I don't know." I said with a shrug. "For now, all I want is to see Austin. Everything else will come after that."Eric looked at Simon then shrugged. "Fine, Hazel. I will come see you tomorrow and take you to him. For now, I will try and see him too before going back home."I nodded and thanked him, then let my head rest as he walked out of the room. I wasn't really digesting anything well. Be it the pain or what they were saying to me. Today has happened so fast, from being with Austin and then now having to probably s
"Are you done there?" The guard said, peeking his head in. I hurriedly grabbed Austin's wrist and put two fingers in it as if I was feeling his pulse, and turned my back to him properly."Not yet, is something wrong?" I answered."I believe the grand alpha is on his way. Hurry up," he said and without waiting for me to reply, he closed the door.I let out a huge breath, then held on to Austin's hand, intertwining our fingers. He didn't feel as warm as he normally did, but I felt content knowing it was his hand."Austin? You promised me you were going to stay safe." I had intended not to cry before coming here but my tears seemed to have a mind of their own.I leaned further and rubbed his arm, feeling his slightly tense yet limp muscles under my palm. He probably would have never let me do that if he was awake, but it would be fine if he was okay. I could keep these brewing desires beneath me. I could keep them buried deep inside me, as long as I can see him."I am sorry this is all
"You didn't just say that." I retorted, turning fully to face her. She laughed and walked forward, dismissing the guard with a finger."Oh, I did. Weirdly enough, there is no one here to change it."Eric held me back as I took a menacing step closer to her. "Don't you dare do anything to Austin."She shrugged. "I can't, even if I want to. But I am not exactly guaranteeing anything.""He is your brother."She laughed. "Is that what he told you?"My brows furrowed in confusion as I turned to Eric who looked just as shocked. "What?""Did he tell you I was his sister? Weird. We never considered each other siblings. And I never will."My eyes widened a little as Eric pulled me away from her. It was too much to digest all in one day, and the world felt like it was spinning under me."But..." I started to say, but I knew how I sounded. Weak and stupid."Leave this pack, Hazel. That's all you need to do to secure him. Catherine is his mate. You are nothing."Eric held on to me as my fists cl
"Do I have a say? Or has the judgement already been made?" I asked and looked up to them. The rain was convenient, no one would see how hard I was tearing up."What do you have to say? Are you about to say how exactly you got Austin to believe your little lie?" Catherine spoke up, her brow shooting up.I gave her an indignant look and turned to the grand alpha. "It is just that..it is pretty obvious everyone here wants to somehow make me the bad one. But all of you saw it. Catherine was right there, and Austin walked right past her...to me. I showed his marking on my neck and he had no objections. Don't you think if Austin really wanted to change his mate so bad...it just means he doesn't think she is worthy of him?"The grand alpha put a hand under his nose and snickered a little. "Are you trying to push the blame on Austin because he is not here to defend himself?""If he was here, he wouldn't want to defend himself," I said rather confidently as opposed to the way I actually felt.
I felt like I was doing a walk of shame as I made my way back to the pack house. Austin could now move his fingers. It wouldn't take too long for him to wake up. At least, that was good news. The bad news was...I can't even wait back to see him. I have to leave now.Eve was waiting for me at the front of the pack house when I got there, and she immediately leaped on me, not minding that I was soaking wet."Gosh. Why does this have to happen to you?" Her voice broke like she was about to cry and I forced a smile at her. There was nothing worth smiling about my life."I guess that's just how it's gonna be." I answered, pulling myself away from her.She didn't completely let me go and held on to my arm as if I was going to dissipate if she didn't. We climbed the stairs and made our way to the tiny room we so efficiently shared, and Eve immediately grabbed a blanket to cover me up."Hazel. I heard what happened. What did they say? What's going to happen now?" Simon asked, his eyes wide wi
Eve nodded and came closer. "Please, Hazel. I will feel much better if Simon goes with you. Besides, Simon has a phone. You don't. I will be able to call and keep in touch with both of you and sometimes even visit. I can't believe you are really leaving. Whi will I share this room with now?" It seemed like she wasn't really thinking of her words, just pouring it out as her heart felt.I let her slowly embrace me, her hand gently patting my back. Simon put his hands on my shoulder and squeezed then walked out of the room. She released me slowly and I walked back to my now bare bed, then sat on it.I didn't feel much, I couldn't. It was crazy how downhill my life has gone in such short amount of time and how happy I could have let myself be by being next to Austin while it lasted. But I couldn't. I kept thinking of this day and now that it has come I can't stop thinking of the past.Simon walked in with a bag around his shoulder and a bigger one in his hand."I got some foodstuffs and t
I watched him set his tools down slowly, then heaved a sigh. "Does it still bother you that much?"I shrugged. "Let's focus."He didn't buy my oattempt at changing the subject. "I really don't know if he would ask of you. I don't know what sort of relationship you guys now have. But I'll be here for you. Whether he wants you back or not."I nodded and forced a snile. It wasn't quite what I wanted to hear. "Of course."I adjusted my back on the tree and closed my eyes again. That question relegated itself to the back of my mind again. It wasn't going to get an answer anytime soon.I slept my way through Simon's hard work and the sun's journey across the sky, and woke up at sunset. By then, most of the shed was finished, and he had put a folded cloth behind my head so I could rest well."I didn't know you could do things like these." I said, straightening."Well, a man has to try." He laughed and drank some water, then went back to adjusting the woods he had already set straight. It was
Days passed by and each day, Simon found a way to make the shed a little more habitable. He finally found a source of water, looked for a large water container, found us a place to cook food, and lots of things. We finally had a small bath house just behind the shed, and we were finally warming up to living together. He sometimes had to sneak back to the pack just to let his phone charge, but I felt like it was mostly because we still needed a lot of things to actually be fine.Six days has already passed by ever since the news of Austin's marriage came. At first, I tried not to let Simon know just how shaken I was by it, but now that I sat on the hay bed, alone, watching the door and expecting Simon back from getting water, I knew I was wrong.It hurt me to death that he was getting married just like that, when I was almost convinced he would choose me. Eve had said she never saw him, but the family was back to nornal. Caroline was always on the way to the alpha's house, probably ta