Love and Loss

It's been a good couple of weeks, feeling heavier and heavier each time and everything is well. I talk to my mother every day, it's the best feeling, I missed her so much, tomorrow we are going to Bogota to see her soon. I was surprised when the siblings agreed to it but they are all coming to keep me safe, in case Mario or one of Tai's men spots me since they think they run Colombia.

"te extrañé "my mother sighs over the phone.

" I missed you too, my Ava," I smile as I continue to talk, I look back at Nikolas and he smiles waving from over there but goes back to look at the water.

" Creo que estoy enamorado," I smile glancing at Nikolas, indeed, I am in love with this man.

"I can tell, finally, something good is happening in your life, my baby," she answers. I feel like I want to explode with all the beautiful sensations, every time we are close, or when his fingers graze any part of me, even if it's unknowingly, it takes that little contact to set my world ablaze.

" Oh mama, you have