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“We should tell her.” Kira said, looking straight at me. It was obvious she doesn't want to keep it hidden from Marcelene anymore. I sighed, we really should have told her long ago. “ I know, I know Kira,” I said, sighing again. “But I fear it's no longer in our hands.” “What do you mean? What aren't you telling me Esme?” Kira blinked, searching my face for clues. She always does that when she's curious. “Alpha Tan called. He demands that we bring Marcelene to the Willow tomorrow. Unfailingly. He was very furious, Kira.” “ Oh God, we should have told her sooner.” I mouthed. “ We did what's best for her at the time. We both wanted her to live her life before any wolf episodes take it over. And furthermore she didn't turn for the past two years.” Kira said and I sighed again. “ Alpha Tan will be very hard on her. It's all going to be my fault.” “No, no don't say that. It's no one's fault, Esme.” She touched my shoulder “ All we have to do now is get past the night, watch whether she'll turn or not and be there to support her through.” Kira concluded and I nodded. She has always been the strong one. She's a beta, of course she'll be stronger-minded than I am, a mere Omega. “I guess I'll be a vigilante tonight.” She joked but we both know this night will definitely change all our lives. MARCELENE I woke up with a start. Pain shot through my whole body. My body was on fire. It really felt like a serious fire. “Ahhhhhhh.” A scream shot out of my mouth immediately. The pain was too much. Too potent. I jumped out of bed sweating profusely. My body felt like it's on another level of pain. In a daze I saw my bedside clock read 12:00. It's midnight. The curtains of my window were wide open and I saw the moon in its full circle and bright self, staying up there arrogantly in the sky. I have always loved watching the moon. It mostly brings me peace, I used to go to the roof top of my apartment just to have a clear and uninterrupted time staring at it. Never in a million years would I have known it would punish me this way. I'm I about to turn? “Ahhhh, maaaamaaaa, ahhhh!” I groaned out, gripping the wooden frame of my bed for support. In a force, the door of my room swung open. Aunt Kira's eyes were wide open, they were literally glowing. “Great!” She grunted. While I disconnected my hands from the frame and swung them across my vanity mirror and everything on the table. The mirror broke alongside the breakables, on the floor, making a really loud sound, but it didn't jolt me out of the trance I'm in nor make me feel any better. “Aunt Kira?” I managed to groan out. She didn't reply. Instead she grabbed me by my two arms, her nails digging into my skin, causing a bare minimum of pain compared to how I'm feeling. She forcefully dragged me out of my room. I instinctively kicked and clawed, but she was just too strong. I felt like escaping and dashing into the woods, maybe I'll have some peace then. But Aunt Kira's grip was not losing anytime soon and she has me completely overpowered. “Esme are you ready?” I heard aunt Kira call. I darted my eyes towards my mother. She was standing at the foot of the stairs, holding…Wait, are those chains? My eyeballs shot out and a new surge of energy hit me hard. My adrenaline count must have definitely surpassed a thousand, as I struggled more determined to escape. I almost did, but mom joined aunt Kira and their strength doubled. They successfully chained me up to the iron stair railing. I never imagined I could be this violent. But the animal in me isn't calming anytime soon. The entire room was silent and my groans and writhing filled the room, along with me drawing and kicking hard at the iron railing, wanting it to break so I could scramble free. “Geez. I didn't know it would be this bad.” Aunt Kira said, panting heavily. “Neither did I.” Mom said also. “I guess we underestimate this whole thing.” “But Kira deep down, I didn't know she'll actually want to turn. I mean I know the full moon will affect her but this… is something.” Mom said, turning to me. “Look, Esme, we both know that will not hold her down for long,” aunt Kira said pointing at the chains. “Definitely not for the entire night and this night just started.” “ We can't possibly lock her in a room; she'll jump out through the window.” My mom said and aunt Kira nodded. I glanced at them as they argued, deciding how to hold me in place. I felt really sorry for my mom for a second, but the wolf in me won't allow me to feel any emotions. I immediately turned my thoughts and energy back to my biggest problem, getting out of the damn chains. “Bloody hell!” I shouted, making both of them turn to look at me at once. My mother walked and squatted in front of me, patting my hair softly. “Calm down baby. It will soon be okay.” She said silently, her hand still in my hair. As if that was a que, I scratched her in a swift succession. From her neck and across her shoulder. “Ahhhhhh.” She yelped, backing away from me in horror. Aunt Kira gasped and rushed to her side and added pressure to the wound as blood pools on the floor. Suddenly I ripped out the chains from the rail and dashed upstairs to my room. I locked the door and jumped out of the house altogether through the window. Aunt Kira didn't follow me immediately, she's probably trying to look after my mother first. I dashed towards the woods. I ran and ran on my fours deep inside the woods till I couldn't hear anyone's pants but mine and the trees. Then my bones started breaking all of a sudden. Pain and anguish enveloped my soul. I turned. I didn't know how long I ran, minutes, hours , I had no ideas. But what I was able to comprehend was that someone was with me. I felt the person running with me all through. I slowly stopped running. I looked around me, it was dawn already and the moon was already fading. I feel myself transform back to normal, but fatigue sets in, making my eyes blurry. I collapsed on the ground, but before I passed out, I saw the silhouette of a man, a huge man, just like in my dreams walking towards me and my eyes slowly drifted into slumber.MARCELENE Alpha Tan dragged me outside into the main courtyard. Everywhere was full of people that I could barely focus on. There was an uproar when they all saw me.“Look, that's her. Look.” That was what kept on coming out from all their lips. “She should be punished.” I heard a man shout from the crowd and the others agreed which wasn't all surprising, Alpha Tan must have fed them some false information.“What lie did you tell them?” I spat out at him and he just smiled and said, “A good one enough to make them riled up.” Bastard!I was dragged to the front, then two guards pulled me up again to a big wood and tied me up with all sorts of ropes.“What are you doing? Let me go!” I screamed and struggled but of course I was ignored.“Shut up!” Seer Fern growled at me. I have completely forgotten about Alpha Tan's dog. “Go to hell!” I spat back.“Let her go. Now!” Someone's voice rang out in the crowd. The crowd parted a narrow way for the owner and Roman stepped through, his eyes
MARCELENE My head hurts, my body hurts. And it was really cold everywhere. I opened my eyes and looked around. I was in an empty room. Almost like a cell. And I was lying on the extremely cold floor.Someone else had been at the restaurant and that person had kidnapped me. I knew Roman would be so worried.I need to escape from here, but first of all I need to figure out where I am before I start to come up with a plan or think of escaping.I sat up and walked to the door. I bang on it loudly.“Hello? Is anyone here?”There was no answer. The only place I could think of now would be Willow pack. But would Alpha Tan be so stupid to risk having Roman here. If Roman is coming it would surely be with an intent of destroying everything. Why then would Alpha Tan gamble his life by kidnapping me.I am really scared about the outcome of my kidnap. Alpha Tan must have something on him to be this confident. What if he wants to lure Roman so he could kill him? I dashed back towards the little w
ROMAN For the whole month I had stayed away from Marcelene. It has been really hard for me. I would say harder than it had been when Inaya died. It felt like I had lost my entire soul, not even half. For her to even think I love her less Hurst too. It burst because I had withdrawn the information she had every right to know about. It hurt to know she had to discover the truth from another source and not me. It makes me feel like a coward and it served me right for her to leave and punish me a little.It became harder when I had to watch her everyday from a distance without having to hold her and kiss her. Right, I had practically stalked her all those times.I had followed her immediately after she left, maintaining my distance and giving her her space.And today when Seer Jules finally figured the reasons behind Inayay appearing to Marcelene and told me the exact problem I couldn't wait any more second before I came directly to her door and rang the doorbell even though I just want
MARCELENE “Hello, Blink.”My jaws dropped open. The last person I expected to see is here, finally.Roman smiled, dark, sinful and seductive. His dark hair was way longer now, his jawlines sharper than I remember and his eyes… perfect.“Roman.”“Do you miss me?” His smile widened but I couldn't bring myself to say another word. I was completely stunned not that I hadn't anticipated this day for weeks but the fact that it's actually happening was more of a dream than reality.Everything I told myself about being his second choice and that he doesn't love me. He only did it because I am Inaya's incarnate and came crumbling down. It all felt like I had jilted myself from the list of precious things in this whole world.Marcelene, what the hell have you been missing out on. Marcelene you are so stupid to have let him go.Marcelene, you should have thought twice.Marcelene, Marcelene, Marcelene!“What took you so long.” I finally said, completely forgetting I had wanted him gone barely
MARCELENE I left.I actually left Amaranth.Roman actually let me go. When he gave me the pint of his blood for me to be able to open the portal between the two worlds, I almost crumbled and wanted to change my mind. I really wanted to stay instead, but apart from my feelings I think Aunt Kira needs to go back to my Mom. I really needed to know how she's faring even though I'm mad at her. She left me, but I can't leave her, she's gone through so much as well.So I guess that is how it would end between Roman and I? I don't like the realization one bit. I don't like the idea of being away from him.And now it's been a whole month. No word from Roman. Nothing. It first of all saddens me, then it infuriates me after two weeks. He won't even take the chance to fight for me.I'm not supposed to be complaining because I broke it off but still I have feelings and seeing as he didn't bother reaching out it seems he had finally gotten his sense back and realized maybe he didn't really love me
MARCELENE When I successfully got away from Sage's sight and turned a corner without breaking down in tears. I leaned on the wall and slid down to the floor. I was downcast but I also refused to cry. It's not my thing anymore, it's not me that's supposed to cry, but the shit hurts like hell.The reason Roman loves me or even shows interest in me in the first place was because I am a lookalike of his mate. Oh my goodness. No!This wasn't how it was supposed to go. It was supposed to be a together forever kind of love. It was supposed to be a dreamy fairy tale with no serious problems between us. We haven't even started our relationship and it has hit the tree like this.This was a really huge issue. Roman had used me. He used me to ease his crave for his true love, he used me to ease his guilt. He fucking used me.Now I'm angry.I'm pissed and upset. My heart is on fire. Sage has gotten to me at last, but it wasn't her fault or my weakness. It was Roman's betrayal. I never expected







