LOGINMARCELENE.
“Stretch forth your right hand.” Fern said, the blade of the knife she was holding glistened under the fire touches that had lit up the whole place. I nervously swallowed down the lump in my throat and I bit down on my lips to keep them from trembling. I'm very screwed. Earlier that night, the two maids had entered my room and dressed me up in a simple but rather difficult to wear white gown. It was sweeping the floor, but I loved it. But what's going to happen later in the night didn't allow me to take in and admire myself. “ Wow. You are beautiful,” One of the girls had complimented me as she combed my hair. Her blue eyes peered into my face through the mirror, a smile lingering on her lips. “ We heard you are the new Arion and that you are also a white wolf?” She continued, the second girl immediately hit her slightly on her elbow, "We were instructed not to ask questions, Jenny." She silently said to her friend. But I answered anyway. I'm as scared as they are. “ I guess so.” I muttered, but it was practically to myself, as if when I do that, it will register more in my brain. The venue meant for the ritual was different. It was in the open, right under the moonlight. Many candles and touches lit up everywhere, but this time it was like the whole of the wolves of the pack were present. Present to witness my doom. All eyes turned to me when I walked in. Some eyes are curious, some accessing, some jealous, some neutral, but I ignored and desperately searched among the crowd for my mom or Aunt Kira. No sign of them. They didn't even come to pick me up in my room, which is a first, especially from my mom. An extremely big guard assisted me up the altar where Seer Fern was waiting, a smirk mixed with scowl plastered permanently on her face, which looked weird and intimidating. Alpha Tan was also seated near the altar with a satisfied smile on his lips again. I took a last look around, but I still couldn't find my mom or Aunt Kira. Where are they? “ The hour of the blood moon is upon us, and we must perform the sacred rite of binding the Arion to our pack,” Fern started, her voice high pitched and firm. “ Her strength and weakness will be ours, and our strength and weakness will hers. The blood moon will bind us together, mind and soul.” She said, and the people began to howl in response. Fern went down on her knees, her hands high up in the air. “ Kneel.” She commanded. I quietly go down to the floor on my knees, face to face with the witchy looking Fern. She stared at me for a moment, then she closed her eyes and started murmuring words I can't fathom to herself, her hands still high up in the air. They would probably be aching. Her eyes opened abruptly. She turned to Alpha Tan and nodded at him. In response, he stood up and came closer. Fern took a knife among the various gadgets arranged on the floor. “Stretch forth your right hand.” She said, the blade of the knife glistening under the touches that light up the whole place. I swallowed hard and bit down on my lower lips. I'm very screwed. The atmosphere was colder than usual, but sweat still went down my spine. I slowly stretched my right hand out. My teeth sank into my lower lips as she raised the knife higher. I quickly shut my eyes as I felt the sharp blade sliced my palm. I couldn't register whether it was painful or not, when I heard screams and howls around me. My eyes opened immediately. The perfect lines containing rows of people have scattered. Everyone was running like ants. “ We've been breached. We have been breached.” Someone was shouting. I looked behind me, and Alpha Tan had been shot all over his chest about ten arrows already if I'm not mistaken, and more were still coming at him. It certainly took him by surprise. I ducked an arrow, in alarm I looked around me, desperate in need to take cover because obviously I'm at the centre of it all. But everywhere is in the open, no place to hide, and I definitely stand out in my flowing white dress. I can't find Mom or Aunt Kira anywhere, and scary thoughts are starting to jump up and down my mind along with the rapid thump of my heart. I can certainly have a heart attack from the way it was beating. Some of the wolves in the pack turned before an arrow hit them, and they faced the hundreds of wolves entering from all sides of the place, snarling and ready to pounce on each other. Fights started in full, and it felt like I was in a movie. It looks really bad. Suddenly, a figure appeared among the intruder wolves, and he was coming towards me. Coming for me. I moved back, and my eyes widened. I know him. He was just like the silhouette of the man in my dreams. He has a strong build which very well makes him stand out among the other wolves. His frame radiated strength while his cold eyes burned with such great intensity that dares anyone to challenge him. It was like everyone stayed out of his way because his stride towards me was undisturbed. Determination gleamed in his eyes as he made his way towards me. As he came closer, I also kept moving back. I felt like shrinking and vanishing out of the whole place, even out of Amaranth altogether. He finally stopped in front of me, his extremely dark eyes wandering throughout my face, and I tried my best not to turn and run. “ Hello, Blink. It has been so long.” He said, his deep voice sending waves through my ears. As if to stop it, I stretched forth my two hands and placed them on his chest. An action I regretted immediately. His chest was hard as rock, and my effort to push him away didn't have even an ounce of effect. My bloody right hand had stained his clothes. But that wasn't the main problem yet. My blood soaked his chest, and came in contact with his skin. The fires suddenly increased and I felt a jab in my heart. It felt really painful, and I groaned and held onto my chest tightly with my head bent a little. The moon also changed its color, it turned to a deep red. Time slowed and everybody's eyes were turned on us. Jaws dropping in shock. It felt as if our hearts synced, and a connection had set in. Or it actually just happened. “ Noooo!” I heard a loud howl beside me. In a daze, I saw Alpha Tan back on his feet ready to charge at us. But he was held down again by more arrows piercing through his skin. “ Marcelene?” I heard another shout. It was my mom. I whipped her head around in her direction. Her eyes widened at what was transpiring between the strange man and I. She turned into a wolf, and within a minute, she was running towards me at a crazy speed. “ Mama?” I mouthed before the man grabbed me and threw me over his shoulder like a bag full of nothing. Empty. I instinctively kicked and clawed, but he was strong, too strong. My mom charged at him, but with a hit from his other arm, she was sent flying across the altar. She hits the wall hard. And she was still. She didn't move again. I screamed, fighting furiously over his shoulder. Desperate to go over to check if my mom is at least okay. But all my actions were futile. They literally had no effect. He carried me out of the building altogether, but my screaming won't stop. What ifs kept running through my mind as I thought of my mom. This guy actually killed her. Heavens. He stopped suddenly and put me down. “ You crazy man. You killed her,” I shouted, anger tearing through my body as I trembled. “I hate you.” It felt as if I should kill him. He scoffed. “I guess we have something in common.” He said quietly, I almost couldn't catch it, and with a sharp strike to my neck, he sent me spiraling into darkness.MARCELENE I'm not dead yet. That is a relief. I woke up but my eyes still remained shut tight. I tried balancing myself out of my slumber and desperately trying to move my hands and squeeze my toes just to feel blood rush in them once again.I remembered everything. How I had gone into the wild like a fool, looking for Seer Jules and Roman. Yes, I was a fool. I had trusted Sage. Out of all people there is to trust. But I can't still blame myself. My mind was in jumbles, I had wanted to desperately find that sly man to ask him why he had destroyed his own pack? To gain what? And Sage had been there at the right moment to pretend and lead me astray. I was already thinking maybe she had changed, maybe she hadn't tried to kill me at the training ground weeks ago. I had pushed all my worries concerning her aside and actually trusted her words. See where that landed me. It would not have reached this point at all had I seen Bridget. She wouldn't have definitely allowed me to go to the wo
ROMAN It was getting darker as minutes and hours passed by in the woods. Marcelene still laid slump in my arms and I can't ever allow her to pass the night here in this place not only because it would be dangerous, but she would freeze to death. No amount of my clothes on her would keep her warm and from her white looking face, she seriously needs a fire in a warm room.So I carried her lightweight body in my arms and ran around looking for an abandoned cottage or evhdhdudjen a wrecked house at the very least, but there was none. I howled in frustration into the darkening environment. I have never felt so helpless. I just need a damn warm room for her. Marcelene had gone through enough just to have to end up freezing because of a simple warmth.Going back to Harlow Tower would be as fruitless as never even seeing a cottage in the first place. The only place near us now was Willow pack. It was the only option for me and would ever be convenient with Marcelene. Perhaps if I go closer t
SAGE This has gotten out of hand.I didn't expect Roman to go out looking for her like that. The worse case scenario I had expected was for him to send Malachi or Zach after her.But instead he had dashed out, didn't even bother for Malachi or Zach to follow him. Not that it would be dangerous but it just shows the lengths he would go for her. That was the first time since I have known Roman. It's either he doesn't care or he doesn't have a person's time, especially women. But what makes Marcelene so different?Was it the fact that she is the reincarnation of his first love from a thousand years ago?When Seer Jules had told me that. I didn't believe it. I couldn't till today. Today finally proves it all, because first of all, he hates her. Secondly, she is from Willow pack, another big reason to hate her more. Thirdly, he hates women in general. What makes her so special?What about me? I have been beside him for all these years. I had always done his bidding. I would have died for
MARCELENE We got to the wild, our horses running round and round a particular area and the soldier who had followed me kept on howling out Seer Jules name, but there was no sign of Seer Jules. “Let's try another place.” I said to the soldier already galloping towards another side of the wild and he followed without question. And in and in we continued changing route and moving farther and farther away from Harlow Tower without realizing it. I know I would sound crazy to the soldier everytime I asked him to look at another place because he always dart a look at me considering I might sound crazy but I also looked weak, like I would faint anytime soon. But my determination to find that man was on another level of obsession. I didn't want to give up not yet. So we proceeded more and father into the wild.“I think it would be better to go back “ the soldier eventually said after we had gone past a whole lot. “It's dangerous here. We have even passed out territory. Way past it.”I look
ROMAN Earlier that day.“When will she be awake?” I asked quietly. I held her hand tightly. It was cold and I desperately wanted to keep it warm. I felt uneasy in the pits of my stomach and the fear of ever losing her made my eyes sting. I wonder how she's doing wherever she is in her dream. She must have been very scared. Only few could be courageous about being taken into the past and Marcelene I know is just one of those few.How I wish I was there to comfort her and not just stay here rooted by her side, helplessly trying to conquer my own deepest fear.“I don't know. It all depends on what's really happening wherever she is. And from the look of it she's really immersed in whatever she's into.” Seer Jules said and I shut my eyes trying not to go crazy again because this time I might damage more than I have done last time.I had to release Seer Jules even though a big part of me wants this as a big excuse for him to go back to that hell pit I took him out from. But he is the onl
MARCELENE The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was the familiar antique ceiling. It was gawking at me and mocking my failure and pain. I was back to the normal world. But somehow I didn't feel the same way I had left when I had gone to the past. The pain I left the past with still aches my heart. Why? Why do I have to feel like that with Roman? He is not supposed to affect me that much. But it was even deeper than it had been when I first saw the attack on the Sapphire pack in my dreams weeks ago. I'm not supposed to even give a damn if he dies or lives. He deserved that, more than that, but I can't help the tug I feel.And Roman might have been played by the person he trusted most, but for her to be killed along with him is just a twist I can't seem to understand.I swung my feet from the bed and stood up. My legs wobble a bit and I staggered back. I had to grab the poles of the bed for support. But still I have to do what is hammering at my brain. I need answers. Lots of i







