LOGINArabel has spent years worshipping two people: the boyfriend who made her feel chosen and the mother who made her feel safe. Both shatter in one night. After catching Daniel and her mother together, she flees home and moves into the girls’ hostel at school, determined to disappear into hockey and silence. Damian Kane—her captain, the undefeated god of the ice—has always been off-limits. Controlled. Distant. Dangerous. The night she breaks, he finds her. What follows is brutal, carnal, and seared into her memory. She wakes up hating him for it. Only later does she learn the truth: Damian had been drugged with a powerful aphrodisiac. He was not entirely himself. And once the haze clears, the man who claimed her body refuses to release the claim. As the hockey season intensifies, secrets surface, alliances fracture, and Arabel is forced to decide whether the man who ruined her is also the only one who can put her back together—or whether she will burn them all down first.
View MoreI came home early because Daniel texted that he missed me.
That was the only reason. Practice had ended thirty minutes ahead of schedule, Coach waved us off with a rare smile, and I still had sweat drying on the back of my neck when I pulled into the driveway. The porch light was on. Mom’s car sat in its usual spot. Daniel’s black truck was parked behind it, crooked, like he’d been in a hurry. I smiled. Stupid, soft little smile that still lived in my chest even after three years of dating him. I left my bag in the car and went inside without making a sound, already planning the way I’d sneak up behind him and press my cold hands to his stomach just to hear him swear. The house smelled like her perfume. The expensive one she only wore on special nights. It mixed with something warmer, heavier, and for a second I thought she must have cooked. Then I heard the sound. A low, broken moan. Male. Familiar. My hand froze on the banister. Another sound followed. Softer. Female. The kind of sound a woman makes when she doesn’t care who hears her. I climbed the stairs like my body belonged to someone else. The bedroom door at the end of the hall was half open. Light spilled across the carpet in a thin gold stripe. I stopped just outside the frame and looked. Daniel was on top of her. My mother. Her legs were wrapped around his waist. His face was buried in her neck. One of her hands gripped the headboard the same way I used to when we were alone. The sheets were twisted around their hips. Her perfume bottle sat open on the nightstand like a confession. I didn’t scream. I didn’t move. I just stood there and watched the man I loved drive into the woman who raised me. Daniel lifted his head. His eyes met mine over her shoulder. For one endless second nothing happened. Then my mother’s head turned. Her mouth opened. No sound came out. I stepped back. The floorboard under my heel creaked. That was the only noise in the entire house. I turned and walked down the stairs. My keys were still in my hand. I picked up my bag from the passenger seat, started the car, and reversed out of the driveway without looking at the windows. Somewhere behind me a door slammed. I didn’t check the rearview mirror. The drive to campus took twenty-three minutes. I counted every red light. My hands stayed steady on the wheel. My heart beat so hard I could feel it in my teeth. The girls’ hostel was half empty when I arrived. Most people had gone home for the long weekend. I signed the late entry sheet with a hand that didn’t shake, climbed to the third floor, and locked myself inside the room I shared with a girl who was never there. I sat on the edge of the narrow bed and stared at the wall. I waited for the tears. They didn’t come. Instead I felt something colder settle behind my ribs. Like ice forming over water that had already gone still. I took off my jacket. Then my hoodie. Then the sports bra that still smelled like the rink. I stood under the shower until the water ran cold and my skin turned red. When I stepped out I looked at myself in the mirror and didn’t recognize the girl staring back. Daniel called seventeen times. Mom called nine. I turned the phone face-down on the desk and left it there. At some point I opened my laptop and stared at the team roster like it might offer answers. My name sat third from the top on the forward line. Damian Kane’s name sat above every single one of us in bold black letters. Captain. Undefeated. The man no one touched unless he allowed it. I closed the laptop. Sleep didn’t come. I lay on top of the covers fully dressed and watched the ceiling change color as the night moved. Every time I closed my eyes I saw the same thing: Daniel’s back, the way the muscles shifted under her hands, the soft sound she made when he pushed deeper. I pressed the heel of my palm against my mouth until it hurt. Morning arrived gray and wet. I put on clean practice gear because that was the only routine left that still made sense. The rink opened at six. I was the first one through the doors. The cold hit me like a slap. Good. I needed it. I laced my skates in silence and stepped onto the ice alone. The sound of my blades cutting clean lines was the only thing that felt honest. I skated until my legs burned and the sweat ran into my eyes. When I finally stopped at the far boards I realized I wasn’t alone anymore. Damian stood at the opposite end of the rink, stick in hand, watching me. He didn’t speak. He never needed to. The entire team could feel the weight of his attention from across any distance. Today it settled on me like a hand on the back of my neck. I looked away first. Practice started an hour later. Daniel showed up late, eyes red, jaw tight. He tried to catch my gaze during warm-ups. I stared through him like he was already gone. Coach barked orders. We ran drills until the air burned in my lungs. Damian’s voice cut through everything, low and sharp, correcting angles, demanding more. Every time he skated past me the cold air shifted. I kept my head down and played like the ice was the only thing left that couldn’t betray me. After practice I stayed late again, gathering pucks no one asked me to gather. The locker room emptied. Daniel hovered near the door for a long minute before finally leaving. I waited until the hallway lights dimmed before I walked out. The corridor outside the girls’ side of the athletic building was empty. My footsteps echoed. I had almost reached the exit when a shadow moved near the water fountain. Damian. He leaned against the wall like he had been waiting. Sweat still darkened the collar of his shirt. His eyes tracked me the way they tracked the puck—focused, unblinking, certain. “You skated like someone trying to disappear,” he said. My throat closed. I didn’t answer. He pushed off the wall and closed the distance until I could smell the ice and the sharp clean scent of his skin. For a second something flickered behind his eyes—too dark, too hungry—but it vanished before I could name it. “Go home, Arabel.” I almost laughed. The sound that came out instead was broken. “I don’t have one anymore.” He studied my face for a long moment. Whatever he saw there made his jaw tighten. Then he stepped aside and let me pass. I walked into the night without looking back, the cold air stinging my eyes, and for the first time since I left that house I felt something other than numbness. Fear. Not of Daniel. Not of my mother. Of the man who had just watched me break and said nothing at all.The emergency lights along the boards threw long yellow stripes across the ice. Everything else was shadow. Damian stood three feet away and the air between us felt too thin.I should have left when he told me to. Every part of me that still understood danger said the same thing. Instead I stayed where I was, stick loose in my hand, and watched the careful distance he always kept start to crack.He rolled his shoulders once, like something under his skin itched. A fine tremor ran through the hand that held his stick. His breathing had changed—deeper, uneven. In the low light his eyes looked almost black.“Arabel.” My name came out rough. “Walk away. Now.”I didn’t move.Something flickered across his face—anger or warning or both. Then he dropped the stick. The sound of wood hitting ice was too loud in the empty rink. He closed the space between us in two long strides and stopped so close I had to tip my head back to meet his eyes.Heat rolled off him. Not the normal warmth of a body
The next morning the sky looked like it had been scraped raw.I left the hostel while the corridors were still dark and the only sound was the low hum of the vending machines. My bag felt heavier than it should have. Everything did. Even the air. I walked the long route again, past the maintenance sheds and the empty visitor lot, because the shorter path still carried the shape of Daniel waiting for me.The rink lights were already on.I pushed through the side door and the cold hit me clean across the face. I welcomed it. Inside, the ice stretched out under the harsh white lights like something that had never been touched by lies. I laced my skates in the empty locker room, the only noise the soft creak of leather and the distant drip of melting snow from someone’s boots left near the heaters.When I stepped onto the ice I expected to be alone.I wasn’t.Damian was already there, moving through a set of tight figure-eights at the far end, stick handling a puck with the kind of precis
The hostel room smelled like someone else’s life.Cheap detergent. Old carpet. The faint chemical sweetness of the air freshener the RA sprayed every Monday. I sat on the edge of the thin mattress with my phone face-down beside me and counted the missed calls until the numbers blurred. Twenty-three from Daniel. Fourteen from my mother. Three from an unknown number that I already knew belonged to her.I didn’t open a single message.My body still ached from the extra hours on the ice. Good. Pain was honest. Pain didn’t lie with its hands and its mouth and its soft little sounds in the dark. I pulled my knees up to my chest and stared at the crack in the plaster above the desk until my eyes burned.Somewhere down the hall a door slammed. Laughter floated past my door and faded. Normal girls living normal nights. I wondered if any of them had ever walked in on the two people who were supposed to love them most and felt the floor disappear.I stood up too fast. Blood rushed to my head and
I came home early because Daniel texted that he missed me.That was the only reason. Practice had ended thirty minutes ahead of schedule, Coach waved us off with a rare smile, and I still had sweat drying on the back of my neck when I pulled into the driveway. The porch light was on. Mom’s car sat in its usual spot. Daniel’s black truck was parked behind it, crooked, like he’d been in a hurry.I smiled. Stupid, soft little smile that still lived in my chest even after three years of dating him. I left my bag in the car and went inside without making a sound, already planning the way I’d sneak up behind him and press my cold hands to his stomach just to hear him swear.The house smelled like her perfume. The expensive one she only wore on special nights. It mixed with something warmer, heavier, and for a second I thought she must have cooked. Then I heard the sound.A low, broken moan. Male. Familiar.My hand froze on the banister.Another sound followed. Softer. Female. The kind of so






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