LOGINMARCELENE
"Hmmm," a moan escaped my lips as my eyes slowly opened.I feel refreshed and a satisfied smile played on my lips as I turned and got into another comfortable position. Hold on, this bed feels a little harder than it normally does. “Hmm.” I moaned again, and slowly opened my eyes. My eyes slowly take in the atmosphere around me. The walls smell damp and edgy, but the room looks a little bit accommodating. This is certainly not my room. I sat up abruptly. “Where am I?” I muttered to myself. This is certainly not my room at Tranquil Hill. I juggled my memory, and the last thing I remember is falling unconscious in the woods and… I turned. I smiled, but then I remembered that disturbing silhouette of a man, and my smile slowly faded “Marcelene?” I heard a voice behind me. My mom's voice. I turned around and there she was leaning towards me, relief wass evident all over her face. “Mama?” I pouted, and she quickly stood up, and came to sit beside me on the bed. I hugged her, feeling a bit safe. “ Oh my goodness, Marcy? I was worried sick.” She said, patting my hair softly. I wanted to reply, but then I remembered. I slashed her that night. My eyes widened in horror and concern. I had slashed her that night. I can remember her blood pooling on the floor. “ Mom? Are you alright?” I asked, touching and trying to look inside her clothes to see her shoulder. A white bandage was on the wound, and it looked like a big deal. “I'm fine now, baby.” She stopped me and pulled me back into her embrace. “ Mama?” “ Yes, baby.” “ I'm sorry. I feel so bad. It's all my fault.” “ No, it is not. Don't do that to yourself, dear.” She said her voice steeled, indicating she meant it, and I sighed. Just then, the door opened and Aunt Kira entered. She was followed by two blondes, wearing a matching outfits. "Good.” Aunt Kira said as she entered. “You are awake, Esmeralda, Alpha Tan requests your presence… along with Marcelene's.” She said with authority but sparing me no glance at all. She looks so serious. “Okay. I guess it's time then.” My mother retorted, she was clearly nervous. Aunt Kira nodded and turned to the girls beside her. “ Wash her and dress her up nicely, the Alpha wants her in the court in two hours.” She said, and the girls bowed a little. “Yes, my lady.” They said in unison. What the hell is going on? I seriously do not understand, but the only answer that came to my mind was Amaranth. “ Amaranth?” I shouted, my eyes widened. “I'm at Amaranth? Mom? Aunt Kira?” I blinked hard, my eyes going back and forth between them in circles. I have never been so nervous. My mom has told me a lot of things about Amaranth, but we have never been there. And now we are, and I'm clearly about to see the Alpha of the Willow pack. “ Come on, Esme, I told you to give her some tips to prepare her for the big reveal?” “ I can't. I don't want to be that guy. It will be such a big burden on her shoulder. You should do it?” My mother said, and Aunt Kira sighed, then nodded her head. “ Okay, what is going on? I'm confused, what burden?” I asked, and aunt Kira came to sit beside me. She waved the two girls away to leave the room and give us space. This must be a big deal then. My heart beat against my flesh in anticipation for the big reveal. “ You are the Arion.” She blurted. “Come on, Kira, I wouldn't have said it like that.” My mom chastised. “But you didn't.” She replied in the same tone. “ What! You guys are joking, right? Those are just bedtime stories, right Mom?” “ I don't think so.” She said, but her face clearly says ‘it is so’. My mouth opened down, unable to close. On top of being a wolf, I'm the Arion too? “ So, let me get this straight. I'm Joseph the dreamer?” Disbelief, apparent on my face. “Maybe?” “You don't clearly mean I have the power to dream and have visions. In your bedtime stories the Arion woman died. Mom? Aunt Kira?” “ You see, Marcy,” Aunt Kira began. “We know this is a big change to who you are, but we are here to guide you. So I need you to trust that your mother and I will put you through. But right now we need to focus on the matter on ground. Take your bath and put on some clothes. We will see you in two hours. Then you will meet Alpha Tan.” Aunt Kira concludes, she beckons on my mom and they both leave the room. I sighed, reality slowly setting in, but this is big. I finally know how those Marvel superheroes feel when they discover they possess extraordinary powers. The two girls came back in to carry out their task. Throughout my walk to the court, I stared at my surroundings in surprise, everywhere looking like I had gone back in time to the 1900s or even more than that. I was ushered into the court. And I stared at the interior, all high walls and no color. Bland. I met my mom, Aunt Kira and two other women already seated around a table. The air was heavy, so I quietly sat down beside my mom and she squeezed my hand, in reassurance. Just then a man probably in his late 40s walks in, and I definitely don't need an introduction to know he is the Alpha. Everyone stood up and bowed out of respect, and I immediately joined. “ Is that her?” He said as he sat in a heap in the chair. He removed his hand gloves and placed them on the table before him. “Yes, Alpha.” Aunt Kira spoke. Her facial expression doesn't look like that of the person that cracks jokes at the dinner table anymore. Her eyes are cold and intimidating. So is mom's, they are both rigid. The other two women were clearly glaring at them. “Marcelene?” He called. I was surprised, how did he know my name? Wait, that is a stupid question of course my mom or aunt Kira told him. “ Do you know you are different from other wolves?” “ Yes. I heard that.” “ Okay. You are a wolf that exists once in a thousand years. The arion. You are special.” He said looking intently at me, and I nodded, averting his surveying eyes. “ A blood moon also appears once in a thousand years along with the Arion. This moon will be used to activate the Arion's power and also bind it with this tribe. So that means your strength is our strength and your weakness is ours as well. Do you understand?” He said, and leaned back in his chair. I nodded still not saying a word. “ Listen girl. I care about you, everyone around this table does. But the main thing is the priority of the Willow pack which no doubt comes first.” He continued, but my mind drifted from his words. I could not comprehend what he was saying as I processed what he started with. Fear set in and my knees grew weak. My mom's stories about the Arion is devastating news and now this? It all felt too much to take at once for me. My mom sensed my uneasiness and gave me an affectionate squeezed on my hand again. It jolted me back to reality. “ …your blood will be drawn and a ritual will be made.” Alpha Tan was saying it registered in my brain and before I could stop myself, I cut him shut. “ Blood? I'm scared of pain.” I shoot out. “ Then you endure it. It's just some drops of it.” One of the women chipped in, obviously irritated by my words. Aunt Kira's mouth opened to respond but she was cut shut by my mom. “ Common, Fern, cut her some slack, She's new to this.” My mom said gently, while aunt Kira rolled her eyes at Fern. “ It's going to be alright. You are a wolf. You are cut out for pain and incredible strength. To get some blood won't hurt.” Alpha Tan said assuringly, but his tone was stern. But the images of hands being slashed to draw blood, just like in the movies played on my mind no matter how I wish for them to stop. “ When is the blood moon?” It certainly can't be anytime soon so I can still mentally prepare. Alpha Tan smiled but it didn't reach his eyes, which was creepy. “ Tonight.” He said and the smile slowly switched to a grin. Oh, I'm screwed.MARCELENE I'm not dead yet. That is a relief. I woke up but my eyes still remained shut tight. I tried balancing myself out of my slumber and desperately trying to move my hands and squeeze my toes just to feel blood rush in them once again.I remembered everything. How I had gone into the wild like a fool, looking for Seer Jules and Roman. Yes, I was a fool. I had trusted Sage. Out of all people there is to trust. But I can't still blame myself. My mind was in jumbles, I had wanted to desperately find that sly man to ask him why he had destroyed his own pack? To gain what? And Sage had been there at the right moment to pretend and lead me astray. I was already thinking maybe she had changed, maybe she hadn't tried to kill me at the training ground weeks ago. I had pushed all my worries concerning her aside and actually trusted her words. See where that landed me. It would not have reached this point at all had I seen Bridget. She wouldn't have definitely allowed me to go to the wo
ROMAN It was getting darker as minutes and hours passed by in the woods. Marcelene still laid slump in my arms and I can't ever allow her to pass the night here in this place not only because it would be dangerous, but she would freeze to death. No amount of my clothes on her would keep her warm and from her white looking face, she seriously needs a fire in a warm room.So I carried her lightweight body in my arms and ran around looking for an abandoned cottage or evhdhdudjen a wrecked house at the very least, but there was none. I howled in frustration into the darkening environment. I have never felt so helpless. I just need a damn warm room for her. Marcelene had gone through enough just to have to end up freezing because of a simple warmth.Going back to Harlow Tower would be as fruitless as never even seeing a cottage in the first place. The only place near us now was Willow pack. It was the only option for me and would ever be convenient with Marcelene. Perhaps if I go closer t
SAGE This has gotten out of hand.I didn't expect Roman to go out looking for her like that. The worse case scenario I had expected was for him to send Malachi or Zach after her.But instead he had dashed out, didn't even bother for Malachi or Zach to follow him. Not that it would be dangerous but it just shows the lengths he would go for her. That was the first time since I have known Roman. It's either he doesn't care or he doesn't have a person's time, especially women. But what makes Marcelene so different?Was it the fact that she is the reincarnation of his first love from a thousand years ago?When Seer Jules had told me that. I didn't believe it. I couldn't till today. Today finally proves it all, because first of all, he hates her. Secondly, she is from Willow pack, another big reason to hate her more. Thirdly, he hates women in general. What makes her so special?What about me? I have been beside him for all these years. I had always done his bidding. I would have died for
MARCELENE We got to the wild, our horses running round and round a particular area and the soldier who had followed me kept on howling out Seer Jules name, but there was no sign of Seer Jules. “Let's try another place.” I said to the soldier already galloping towards another side of the wild and he followed without question. And in and in we continued changing route and moving farther and farther away from Harlow Tower without realizing it. I know I would sound crazy to the soldier everytime I asked him to look at another place because he always dart a look at me considering I might sound crazy but I also looked weak, like I would faint anytime soon. But my determination to find that man was on another level of obsession. I didn't want to give up not yet. So we proceeded more and father into the wild.“I think it would be better to go back “ the soldier eventually said after we had gone past a whole lot. “It's dangerous here. We have even passed out territory. Way past it.”I look
ROMAN Earlier that day.“When will she be awake?” I asked quietly. I held her hand tightly. It was cold and I desperately wanted to keep it warm. I felt uneasy in the pits of my stomach and the fear of ever losing her made my eyes sting. I wonder how she's doing wherever she is in her dream. She must have been very scared. Only few could be courageous about being taken into the past and Marcelene I know is just one of those few.How I wish I was there to comfort her and not just stay here rooted by her side, helplessly trying to conquer my own deepest fear.“I don't know. It all depends on what's really happening wherever she is. And from the look of it she's really immersed in whatever she's into.” Seer Jules said and I shut my eyes trying not to go crazy again because this time I might damage more than I have done last time.I had to release Seer Jules even though a big part of me wants this as a big excuse for him to go back to that hell pit I took him out from. But he is the onl
MARCELENE The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was the familiar antique ceiling. It was gawking at me and mocking my failure and pain. I was back to the normal world. But somehow I didn't feel the same way I had left when I had gone to the past. The pain I left the past with still aches my heart. Why? Why do I have to feel like that with Roman? He is not supposed to affect me that much. But it was even deeper than it had been when I first saw the attack on the Sapphire pack in my dreams weeks ago. I'm not supposed to even give a damn if he dies or lives. He deserved that, more than that, but I can't help the tug I feel.And Roman might have been played by the person he trusted most, but for her to be killed along with him is just a twist I can't seem to understand.I swung my feet from the bed and stood up. My legs wobble a bit and I staggered back. I had to grab the poles of the bed for support. But still I have to do what is hammering at my brain. I need answers. Lots of i







