LOGINNate woke to the sharp tang of antiseptic and leather, his head pounding like someone had split it open with a hammer. The ache was a deep, nauseating throb that pulsed behind his eyes. For a moment, he kept them shut, clinging to the hope that when he opened them, he’d see the familiar cracked ceiling of his dorm room.
But the ceiling above him was wrong ,smooth, painted a dark gray that looked expensive. The sheets beneath him were too soft, a plush weight that sank beneath his body instead of the scratchy college-issued mattress he was used to. His chest tightened with the realization that this wasn’t his dorm.
He sat up too quickly and immediately regretted it. The room tilted, his stomach lurched, and the world came back into focus in sharp, overwhelming detail. The air smelled clean but heavy, tinged with the faint spice of cologne; sharp, masculine, and hauntingly familiar.
His mouth was dry, his knuckles ached. He swallowed hard, heart stuttering in his chest.
This wasn’t a campus dorm. Hell, this wasn’t anywhere he recognized. The walls were lined with sleek black shelves filled with books and records, a glass desk gleaming under the dim light of a lamp.
He pressed a hand to his head, wincing at the soreness. The memory of Felix slamming his skull against his own came back in a flash, and Nate scowled. What the hell was that guy’s head made of—steel?
The anger burned hot for a moment before reality slammed into him. He had been angry a lot lately, too angry. Losing control with Erwin had proved it. Sure, the guy was a prick, but Nate wasn’t the type to nearly beat someone half to death. That wasn’t him.
Panic crept in as the rest of it sank down like a stone in his gut. Erwin’s parents weren’t just rich, they were powerful, and there was no way they would let something like this slide. His scholarship could be gone, his future ruined, his chances at a real career down the drain. And then there was Kieran. Nate squeezed his eyes shut at the memory of almost swinging at him. God, he was screwed.
His chest tightened, breath hitching until he was nearly hyperventilating. He forced himself to his feet, legs unsteady, and staggered toward a door that he prayed would lead to a bathroom.
After splashing cold water on his face and taking a piss, he felt a little more human, though the dull ache in his head lingered. He braced himself on the sink, staring into the mirror. His reflection looked the same: messy brown hair, hazel eyes, a face that should have been familiar but didn’t feel like him anymore.
The sound of footsteps made his ears perk up before he even realized it. Someone was coming.
He turned just as the door opened to reveal Celeste, gliding into the room with a silver tray balanced in her hands. Without a word, she set it on the bed, then turned her bright green eyes on him.
“How are you feeling?” she asked smoothly, her voice carrying the kind of calm that made his skin prickle. “You lost control. It must be hard for you, as a newly turned wolf, to rein in your aggression.” Her lips curved faintly. “Come eat. You’ll feel better once you’ve had something in your system.”
Nate hesitated, then padded toward the bed. The tray was piled with food—toast, scrambled eggs, sausages, and bacon, with a pitcher of orange juice sweating at the side. His stomach growled like he hadn’t eaten in days.
“Thanks,” Nate muttered, already shoving food into his mouth. He hadn’t realized how ravenous he was until the first bite hit his tongue. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Celeste watching him closely, studying every move like he was part of some experiment.
Celeste Deveraux was stunning in a way that was almost unfair, fiery red hair falling in waves over her shoulders, sharp cheekbones, and those striking green eyes that seemed to see through him. She held herself like she owned the air around her. And in a way, she did. Her family had been part of Blackbridge since the beginning. In this place, that made her royalty.
Nate swallowed hard, guilt gnawing at his gut. “I’m… I’m sorry for what I did,” he said, the words tumbling out before he could stop them. “How’s Erwin? He’s fine, right? I’m probably getting expelled anyway. Where even am I?”
His shoulders sagged, the weight of it all crashing down. There was no way he was walking away from this. All his hard work, years of grinding just to get into Blackbridge, would go down the drain like it had never mattered. His mom would kill him.
Celeste tilted her head, her fiery hair catching the light as she studied him. “The douchebag is fine,” she said smoothly, almost dismissively. “And no, you’re not getting expelled. Kieran took care of it. You’re in Kieran’s place Silver Estate.”
Nate blinked. Then blinked again. There was no way he’d heard that right. “Wait. What? Kieran did what?”
Her lips curved, not quite a smile. “You’re his responsibility now. That’s how it works with a new wolf. We can’t have a rogue rampaging around campus, so we keep you close. We keep an eye on you.” She stood gracefully, straightening the hem of her blazer. “You should rest. Kieran will explain the rest later.”
And just like that, she was gone, the door closing softly behind her.
Nate stared after her, his mind a tangled mess. Kieran had covered for him? The same Kieran Drew he’d nearly tried to punch out in front of half the school? None of this made sense.
He glanced down at the tray, shoving the last of the food into his mouth. He had to admit, though, Celeste hadn’t been lying. The headache that had been drilling into his skull had dulled, almost gone. Wolf healing. Great. Another reminder he wasn’t normal anymore.
After a restless nap, Nate decided he’d had enough of sitting around waiting. If Kieran wanted to babysit him, fine, but he wasn’t going to rot in some gilded cage. He pushed to his feet, padded over to the door, and braced himself for the click of a lock.
It turned easily under his hand.
Wide open.
The hallway beyond the door stretched long and sleek, lined with dark wood panels and glass sconces that gave off a warm glow. Nate hesitated, his pulse thumping in his throat, before slipping out.
Silver Estate. He’d heard about the place before; it was practically a campus legend. Everyone knew it was where Kieran and his crew lived, a fortress of wealth and power tucked away from the rest of the students. And now here he was, walking through it like some idiot tourist.
He drifted past a library with shelves that climbed all the way to the ceiling, a music room with a grand piano sitting under a chandelier, and even a training room that smelled faintly of sweat and sharpened steel. The sheer size of it left him dizzy.
Eventually, Nate found himself at the threshold of another room. He slipped inside before he could think twice.
The air hit him instantly—cedarwood and spice, sharp and warm. His chest tightened. He knew that scent. Kieran.
This had to be Kieran's room.
The walls were painted a deep shade of green, trimmed with black, giving the space a warmth that somehow still felt dangerous. Sleek furniture sat in perfect order, not a single thing out of place.
Nate knew he shouldn’t be snooping, but curiosity dragged him deeper. For someone like Kieran Drew, he expected something… darker, maybe. A dungeon, or a wall of weapons. Not this. Not something that looked normal.
He took a breath, inhaling again despite himself. God, he hated that he liked the scent.
That was when his eyes landed on the painting.
A massive portrait dominated the far wall, and it was impossible to look away. Kieran stared out from the canvas like he owned whoever dared meet his gaze icy blue eyes, lips curved in the ghost of a smirk that promised trouble. He wore a tailored three-piece suit, the jacket draped across his shoulders in a way that made it look like armor. His shirt hung open just enough to reveal the ink curling across his chest: a dark flower twisting into thorns before disappearing over his shoulder.
Handsome didn’t even begin to cover it. Predatory. That was the word. Even in paint, he radiated the same danger as the real thing.
Nate’s throat went dry. He couldn’t stop staring, like if he looked long enough, the man in the portrait might blink.
Then—footsteps.
They were close, steady, moving straight toward the room.
Panic flared hot in Nate’s chest. Without thinking, he darted across the floor and slipped behind the heavy black curtains by the window, pressing himself flat against the wall. His heart pounded so hard it was all he could hear as the doorknob turned.
Someone was coming in.
Nate stumbled backward into the hallway, his self-defense training vanishing in a surge of pure terror. He managed to duck under the first swipe of its claws, the air whistling where his head had been. He turned to run, but a searing, white-hot agony exploded in his leg. He screamed, a raw, involuntary sound, as the creature’s claws hooked deep into the meat of his calf and tore back.He collapsed hard onto the dusty floorboards, clutching his leg. Blood, shockingly warm and dark, instantly soaked through his jeans, pooling beneath him. The pain was nauseating, a deep, gouging throb that radiated up his entire body. The coppery scent of his own blood filled the air, seeming to enrage the creature further.It loomed over him, its souless eyes fixed on him, its maw dripping with thick saliva. It was going to tear out his throatThis was it. He was going to die.No.The thought was not his own. It was a raw, primal scream from a place deep inside him. A wave of corrosive heat, both agoni
The dial tone buzzed in Nate’s ear, a stark contrast to the warm, reassuring sound of his mother’s voice. For the first time in weeks, he hadn’t been lying when he told her he was okay. He was safe, he was fed, and the gnawing anxiety about his wolf had been shoved into a locked box by a terrifying, blue-eyed werewolf.Kieran had been gone for three days. His departure had been preceded by a quiet, menacing warning delivered in the library, his voice a low growl. “The rules remain, Nathaniel. Do not leave the grounds. Do not test my patience in my absence. Rose will see to your needs. Behave.”And Nate, wisely, had.In Kieran’s absence, he’d found an unexpected peace. The mansion’s resident housekeeper, Rose, was a kind, no-nonsense woman in her sixties with a fondness for baking and brutal honesty. She’d taken one look at Nate’s skittishness and decided to mother him into submission with a constant supply of shepherd’s pie and fresh scones. He’d grown genuinely fond of her.He was ju
A sharp burn radiated through Nate’s shoulders and chest. He pushed through it, the strain a welcome distraction from the whirlwind in his head. Twenty-nine... thirty. He collapsed onto the plush carpet of his room at kieran’s house , chest heaving. The physical exertion was the only thing that quieted the noise.Then, the real noise started.It was muffled, but unmistakable shouting. A voice he knew better than his own. Liam.Nate scrambled to his feet, his muscles protesting. He didn't even bother with a shirt, just wiped the sweat from his brow with his forearm and hurried out of the room and down the grand staircase, his heart hammering for a whole new reason.The scene at the massive front door was a study in contrasts. Liam stood at the front porch, his face flushed with fury, looking wildly out of place against the luxurious backdrop. Kieran was a wall of calm in the doorway, dressed in dark slacks and a simple t-shirt, his arms crossed. He looked utterly unbothered.“—I swear
Consciousness returned to Nate in a slow, syrupy drip. There was no sudden jolt, only a heavy, weighted feeling that pinned him to the mattress. His head throbbed, a dull echo of the fury that had consumed him.He tried to sit up. A sharp, metallic pull on his left wrist stopped him.He turned his head, the movement an effort. A leather cuff was buckled snugly around his arm, tethering him by a short, strong chain to the heavy oak bedpost. The sight sent a weak spark of anger through the fog in his mind.His eyes drifted around the room. It was Kieran’s bedroom. But it was different now. A tall, silent IV stand stood sentinel beside the bed. A clear tube snaked down from a bag, ending in a needle taped to the inside of his right elbow. But the liquid in the bag wasn’t clear. It was a pale, shimmering gold, and it was slowly, steadily dripping into his vein.That explained the weakness. It felt like all his bones had been replaced with lead.Muffled voices filtered through the door, sh
The car’s silence was a physical weight, thick and suffocating. Nate stared at the back of Kieran’s head, the hum of the engine the only sound. The fear that had driven him into the car was rapidly being incinerated by a fresh, boiling anger. He’d been cornered, humiliated in front of his best friend, and forced to submit. The resistance he’d nurtured for days finally found its voice.“You can’t just do this,” Nate said, his voice low and tight. “You can’t just show up and drag me around whenever you feel like it. Leave me alone.”Kieran didn’t even glance in the rearview mirror. “We still need to keep an eye on you. Your little vacation is over.”“It wasn’t a vacation. It was me trying to have a life without you in it,” Nate shot back, his fists clenching on his knees.This time, Kieran’s eyes flicked up to the mirror, his gaze cold and assessing behind the sunglasses. “Is that what you were doing with your friend? What’s his name… Liam?” The name was a deliberate, mocking drawl. “Tr
The walk back to his dorm was a blur of streetlights and shame. Nate moved on autopilot, his body carrying him while his mind was a warzone. He didn't just feel one thing; he felt everything at once, a cacophony of contradictions that threatened to tear him in two.He slammed his dorm room door shut, the sound a weak echo of the violence boiling inside him. He was furious. A white-hot, impotent rage that had no outlet. He wanted to put his fist through the wall. He wanted to find Kieran and slam his head into the tile until that infuriating calm shattered. But hotter and sharper than that was the rage he felt at himself. You let him. You kissed him back. Your body sang for him while he treated you like property.He let out a strangled, guttural sound and drove his fist into his mattress







