If I can't have you

PSA

TW: TOXIC MASCULINITY AND INFERRED ABUSE.

ALSO RATED 18+

Chapter song: If i Can't Have You by Oh! The horror

Nicolas

I close my eyes, and I can see her, smell her. My dreams are filled with her.

I want her, I have to have her.

I see the way she looks at me with those flirtatious hooded eyes. Her eyelashes fluttering at me. The way she licks her top lip suggestively as she talks to me. She wants me too, I can feel it.

She makes my blood flow south at just the thought of her. Sleeping is becoming a rarity nowadays. She is all I see in my dreams. She fills my head with thoughts that would make the devil himself blush.

Laying here in the early hours of the morning thinking about her has me as hard as stone. I close my eyes again, remembering her face, eyes, the curve of her breasts, her hips. Oh, how I want nothing more than to bend her over and make her scream my name. I know that once I am deep inside her, she won't want anyone else. I will be all she ever needs. My hard cock is pulsating with my need for her tight walls around me. I haven't even touched myself yet and I'm close to exploding.

My thoughts shift to her mouth, her on her knees, smiling up at me as she takes my full length into her throat. My hands grip the sides of my bed as my back arches. My cock throbs imagining her tongue swirling around my head and the unthinkable happens. I release over the covers. Without one touch, this maddening woman has made me come undone.

I'm panting, my eyes blinking with the shock of the effect she has on me. I am going to make her mine. soon, very soon.

I know she will want me, how could she not. And even if she doesn't, I have the power to change her mind. If I cant have her.....no other fucker will!

I'll think of how I'm going to win her heart and her body later. For now I have to get ready. It's a long journey to my meeting today. I do hate lying to my people but it is necessary, if my plans to rule with her are to become a reality. I am not a devious person but I will fight for what I want and what I believe is right. I do not believe that Ware's or Vampires should rule over this land. What is needed for the survival of supernaturals is to have a combined rule.

Me and my Queen. She will realise I am the one for her, and the only one who can protect her in this life and the next. If it wasn't for that spell she made Roma and I perform, she would already be able to tell I am her true mate. I feel it, deep down in my bones, in the soul. And like I said, even if I'm not, I'll make it so.

Ruling above her, (because let's face it, I will always be above a woman) will be amazing. She will submit to me and be the most perfect, beautiful bride. I will fill her with my seed over and over. She will bear my heirs for years to come, and she will do so with a smile on her face and her mouth shut. Her people and mine, will bow down to me and it will be a glorious rule.

If I can't have her......no one will!