~Jessica~
The question hung right there in my head as I didn’t know who to direct my question at. “Who the heck changed my dress? Who carried me up here?!” My skin itched with disgust clearly written on my face as I ignored the question, hating to picture Tristan touching me and seeing me without clothes. It’s already torturing enough that I have to live now with the image of his lips forcefully on mine. I finally found my way out of there as the freaking monster took me upstairs right beside his room. I walked straight to the maids room, hoping I’ll meet no one so I could quickly get changed into something and anything from this nightwear he put me in. Slimy monster ! “He’s a monster, i hate him, he’ll regret what he did..” I kept on muttering, biting down on those words, keeping my eyes from becoming teary as I hurried up and found my way to the kitchen. If he wants breakfast then I’ll get breakfast.. mtchew. The need to get on with my revenge was back with great need as holding a knife through his heart could be the only solution and closure I need after what he has done. I get my hands very busy, ignoring the picture stained in my memory as I busied myself with pain twisting hard on my insides. “He’ll pay for every single thing he did.” I spitted out loud, letting out a hiss alongside. I did the best I could, trying to mask the scent of apple flavor on everything I used. Right from the pancakes, to the egg and even the milk, I made sure to sprinkle a bit of apple flavor in everything. He said he wasn’t allergic but if it will even make him a lot uncomfortable, I’ll gladly take that. .. I knocked slightly on the door, anger filling my chest as I didn’t want to have to see his face or even be on this floor right now. “Come in.” He didn’t ask who it was, his voice way too relaxed as I walked in. I hated that. I walked straight up to him with the tray in my hand, pretending like I didn’t see him with someone and I could really care less if they were even having a serious conversation before I came in. “Tell me you didn’t change my clothes yourself and carried me all the way up here?” I blurted out after dropping the tray of food down. His eyes moved calmly but took note of mine and the fact that I was definitely directing my questions at him. He looked at me like I was some joke, holding the same look he gave me earlier when he clearly warned me of the monster he was. “Did you fucking touch me?” I blurted out the questions again, hating the way I was being ignored. This wasn’t the plan at all, I was supposed to drop the food and leave. But standing right here, where I could get a direct look at his face I wanted nothing but to make it clear to him that he can’t do that with me. He just smirked, smiling devilishly, giving me the exact answer I knew it was but I hoped it wasn’t. “You fucking monst..” “Now isn’t the word fuck too big of a word for you? I mean you shouldn’t be using that word, should you?” He cut me short, looking at me like I was one interesting thing now. “What?” I nearly screamed out as this wasn’t where I wanted to direct my questioning at. “You're pretty much still very young to be using that word. Eighteen is quite a small age you know, except you want to engage the word?” His eyes turned and directed sharply at mine. His words came out unexpectedly, shocking me a bit as he held my gaze for some seconds. “What the hell?!” I muttered out loud, blinking his stares away. “You acting quite different from what I know of you Jessica, or should I call you Jess?” He smirked again and the mention of the short form of name that my family only called me, riled me up so bad that I could feel my palms getting sweaty. Calm down, he’s only trying to get to you. And the only way to beat a monster is to beat him at his own game. I took a deep breath, holding myself back from giving all away …. “Definitely different from what you thought and I was hoping you didn’t get scared of the ‘hell’ I mentioned but found it more relatable since it’s a place where you should originally be.” The words come out in a rush as both Tristan and his guest look at me with shock written all over their faces. That look that says I was being bold. His shock quickly changed to that of a sly smile as his hand awkwardly pressed down on his chest like he was shot there. “And one more thing, I really do think hell is too nice for someone like you. You deserve utter darkness!” I didn’t know where that last one came from as I burst out with the words that lingered in my heart. If I’m going to be direct then I’ll be direct no matter what. What more could really happen that could be as heartbreaking as losing everyone you love and know?.. “Hmm noted. Well then I should let you know that the devil actually answers to me. And how nice to hear pretty words from my mate.” He said like everything I said meant nothing to him. Like my display of hatred meant utterly nothing to him and the way he called me mate only provoked me more as his smirk grew deeper and all of a sudden his scent drifted to my nose making me a lot uncomfortable. Like they were working hand in hand… his smirk remained quite permanent on his face while all of a sudden the strong smell of the mate bond filled the air around me. Making my head go swirly and my nose too active. I need to get out of here! “Don’t you fucking think of stepping out those doors. I can so strongly smell the apple princess, you need to think better and bolder if you really have these revenge plans that you harbor.” He stopped me like he could hear my very thoughts or maybe he just saw me move and wanted to turn around.~Tristan~ “Tristan, did you even hear what i said? He’s asking if he can come here to seek refuge?!” Sebastian tried not to scream that out loud. Something I could already imagine him doing in his mind already. “Yes I heard your clearly the first and the second time. Just let him come, prepare someplace for him or something.” I said to him absentmindedly. I mean I did hear him clearly but fuck the thought of the way her face was all red and puffy. Trying so hard to appear cool and not affected by the question, when she still hasn’t said a firm No to my question. I was in a damn happy mood and nothing was going up stop it. Not this hatred thing between Sebastian and Nevan. “You want me to let one of our suspect here?” His brows were raised up in a questioning way. “And give him access to harm someone?” You could see it all in his body movements. He was damn trying to look up anything and say anything that’ll stop Nevan from coming here. He was pr
~Jessica~ Very funny, very very funny. Ha ha you think I like you? Why? just because I felt the pain you were feeling? Get your act together Tristan. ‘That was convincing enough right? Myra don’t freaking go quiet now!’ I so wanted to blow out my brains right now. ‘Maybe’ she answered without any interest, her voice was low and sounded uninvolved. Shit! Shit! I should have atleast said something more convincing right? I didn’t like the way he was looking at me, making me almost choke as I couldn’t stop laughing at every sentence I was making. This was crazy! Entirely crazy. ‘Why the hell would he come up with a question like that, do I look like I like him or something?’ I asked, rubbing the nape of my neck And maybe I shouldn’t have asked my wolf any questions She was obviously not pleased with my answer and is not pleased with me. And I don’t want to add that to my worries, because why would she betray me this way and want our loved ones kil
~Tristan~ My eyes patiently followed the way her chest was moving. A sign that she was still very much alive and stable. I couldn’t wait any other second and let myself in to take a look at her. After hearing all Sebastian said, I knew my wolf wasn’t going to be able to calm down without seeing her. There were lots of questions on my mind right now but it can wait. Wait till I am so sure that she’s calm and sleeping without issues. “I’ll fucking kill Sebastian for delaying something as important as this.” I whispered under my breath, confirming for the third time that she was fast asleep now and wouldn’t blink so uncomfortable again. When I came in you could see signs of struggles, her eyes half asleep. Making little troubled cute sounds as she slept. I was going crazy right? Because the sounds were signs to show that she couldn’t sleep comfortably but what did I do ? Still found it h*ll cute because apparently everything about her calls to me in a diffe
~Tristan~ “What do you mean there was another attack?” My anger doubled up as he gave me a not good news. His eyes are careful and anywhere else but on me. Like he was giving me space on purpose. “Got a call from Zach.” “And you picked it in front of Jessica?” I immediately asked as I heard the name Zach. His eyes moved up with purpose, and this time around he looked at me in the face. “And of course Evie? How could you take such important calls in front of them.” I asked, bringing to his memory just in case he forgot that we were not to take such calls in front of others. Okay… we both knew they couldn’t do anything with the information we have. Maybe I didn’t want her to hear all of it and still strongly see me as a monster. It’s something I was working on changing, hoping she could see me in a different light. He smiled awkwardly, looking at me with a nod before speaking up. “They couldn’t hear anything boss and besides it had to be important for
~Jessica~ His words rang out loud and hell I haven’t seen such a disappointed look on anyone’s face before. It went completely silent, everyone’s eyes taking a peek at me and I don’t even understand what’s going on. It didn't register at all until he finally did smile a little and stood up at once to go upstairs. “Did he just say apple?” I asked myself, lost in whatever was going on right now. My eyes turned back to follow his movements but he was already gone and out of sight. I still wasn’t getting it, what did he mean by apple again? I stood up like I was wired to, I needed him to explain what he meant. I didn’t like the look he had on his face. “Don’t bother. I don’t think you should go after him if you just did the apple thing with him again.” Sebastian spoke up, stopping me from moving any further. What the hell is going on? Why do they keep saying that and having a long look on their face while at it … like I killed someone. “Can you exp
~Jessica~ “Do you want to go upstairs first?” Gianna brought me out of my thoughts, tapping me lightly as she looked at me with a small smile. The fact that I might know why that smoke was there made it all worse. “No, I'm okay. I’ll just eat dinner and then go up.” I’m not running away, whatever Sebastian said wasn’t my business in any way. She nodded her head, and walked away with that smile still plastered on her face. Like she was blushing on my behalf. The thoughts I know I can’t wash away from her memory snd she’ll definitely be thinking things about my red lips and Tristan. They would be done any minute from now and I can’t seem to get a hold of myself. I shouldn’t have listened to him say rubbish to me. “Jessica what’s wrong with you!” I hit my messed up head with one of my hsbds. His words rechoing snd Myra recharging the words ‘no harm in opening up.’ “Pfft.. like I was ever closed up. He’s clearly just not my type.” I cursed under my