Chapter 8

I wasn't looking for anything to commit to then.

I was happy and still waiting to be mated we dated for three years before I let him even kiss me.

My mom and dad went patrolling one night and never made it home they died patrolling our boarders doing a rouge attack.

I looked for some one to console me and ease my pain.

I prayed to the moon goddess every night for you but you were here and we knew nothing about each other.

I decided I couldn't be alone so I decided to accept him as my mate to choose my own happiness.

Laughing to keep from crying I look up into his eyes and I had it for two beautiful years we were the picture perfect couple in love happy and planning.

My twenty first birthday was last Friday and during my birthday celebration the mate that I chose meet his mate.

I'm here because I'm broken and I can't heal there. I've released him and he is now happily mated, which means she is now apart of my pack.

Which means it is them that I'm running from but not for the reason you might think.

He released me also and doing so he released my unborn child which he is aware of but will have nothing to do with.

I wanted to end this but my Alpha and Luna were against it and there all the family I have in this world.

I didn't mean to cause deception between you and Alpha Chris.

I asked him not to mention the pregnancy but I still didn't think the child's scent would be so strong and could give me away so easily.

I look back towards him, I'm OK with being rejected and I will leave with my Alpha and return to my pack I won't ever come here again.

Jumping up to stand he looks at me sternly, sit he says walking past me and to his open bar.

He pours him a double shot of dusse' downing it he throws the glass hard against the wall and growls ferociously.

I'm startled fisting my hands to my chest. I know he wont hurt me not physically but it's pain I'm reading in his eyes the pain of betrayal and I deserve it.

His breathing calms and his eyes begin to become the stormy gray color that makes my knees weak.

I need time to think and you need to get settled in, I'm sitting there frozen hearing his words, not sure what to say so I just agree.

I will see you to your cottage and you should stay there until either I or my beta come for you do you understand me he looks sternly, I nod,  good he says walking to the door holding it open he says follow me.

We walked through the forest until we came face to face with a beautiful small cottage sitting next to the river at the bottom of the mountain.

Its quite aways away from the pack house its quiet and the only sound I hear is the flowing of the river and our intimed heart beat.