LOGIN꧁ Marisella ꧂
With his back to me, he orders, “Go into the bedroom, kneel facing the headboard.” My body tingles. Stealing one last look at his form, I spin just before he turns around. I have a feeling he’d realized my little game and was in on it. We’d yet to see each other’s faces. Dress still bunched around my waist, I saunter toward an open door. His gaze is a hot brand on my flesh. The edge of the bed is visible from the living area, but when I step in, I freeze in my tracks. Spread out on the matte black sheets is a ball gag, a glinting metal bar, and several leather restraints. A wicked-looking whip proudly circles the ensemble. “Oh hell no…” I breathe, taking an instinctive step back. Once again, my back collides with the hard planes of his body. Always in the way of any escape. He runs his fingers through my hair, voice husky, “I’ll be… gentle.” I can tell from his tone he doesn’t want to be. So how can I trust that he will? His fingers play over my nape, brushing my hair over my shoulder to fully expose my naked back. “Exquisite,” he groans, low. That hungry sound sends my desire roaring again. My thighs subtly clench at the promise of sin. He deftly unlaces my halter, undressing me with fluid, methodical movements. Soon, I am naked, save for my gold chain. Then he does something shocking. Carefully tugging, he returns my hair to flow down my back, and he… braids it. Whispering words I cannot understand, he finishes the thick braid, stroking it lovingly. It feels like a ritual. Preparing me. Readying me— “On your knees in bed.” My gaze shifts back to the equipment, trepidation filling me once more. I’d prepared for a spank here and there. Not… that! At my hesitation, his grip on my hair turns harsh. “Ten thousand. Obey, or go home.” That gets me moving. Feverish with a mix of dread and anticipation, I climb into the king-sized bed beside the arsenal he’d arranged. Then I catch sight of a bejeweled butt plug. Oh Hectate, save me. “Pick up the gag. Wear it.” His voice sounds strained, as if he’s holding himself back by a thread. Gagging myself with the shiny ball, I fasten the clasps behind my head, and note the severe air of the room. A single strip of warm, gold lighting snakes along the ceiling, barely illuminating the space and leaving half the room in shadows. “Chest down, wrists beside your knees,” he commands immediately after I’ve secured the last clasp. Heart racing, I do as he asks, leaning my chest to the bed, raising my bottom in the air. He grunts at the sight, muttering more Russian expletives. My body flames. The position, the circumstances, the act. I really am surrendering my body to this faceless man. His hand flashes by my side to pick up the long metal bar with cuffs on the ends. With ragged breaths, he eases my legs wider apart, fastening the ice-cold cuffs on each knee with deliberate calm. He secures my wrists to the cuffs on my knees, sparks singeing where his skin touches mine. The bar keeps my legs spread in a fixed, helpless angle. I can’t straighten out or move away. I’m well and truly bound. Rocking my hips, I’m startled by how turned on I am by the restrictions. “Don’t do that.” He grates. “Don’t make me lose control.” Oh? Unease fades into daring. I ache to provoke the big bad wolf. This is my first and last opportunity to explore this strangely exciting ritual—with someone like him. My hips rock wantonly, followed by a drawn-out moan that’s part plea and part wonder. “For all your shyness, you love this. Don’t you?” He sounds pleased. Seconds later, I feel strands of leather slink over my spine. The flogger. My muscles tighten just as leather snaps across the backs of my thighs. I gasp. The sting makes my eyes water. Even as I whimper behind the gag, my ass juts out for more. He obliges, striking my ass, my thighs, even my lower back and calves. He gives no quarter, no breaks. Beyond the sharp pain, heat flares into hypersensitivity. Everything heightens my arousal. His grunts as he strikes. The unyielding ball in my mouth. My limbs tremble, fists clenching. When a stray lash catches my swollen clit, I keen against the ball, chasing the shocking pleasure. He figures my intent, focusing softer lashes against my soaking lips. My legs quiver, a tight ball of bliss gathering between my thighs. My desperate cries sound far away. “Are you going to come like this, Katya? Don’t you dare, not until I say you can.” Oh, that voice. My mind readily supplies a face. Dark hair falling over equally pitch-black eyes. Flawless skin taut over high cheekbones. That smooth, sharp jaw. Thick brows drawn together as he whips my ass raw. Feverish need wells up inside me. Liquid snakes down my thighs, adding to the overwhelming sensations. Boneless, I sink further into the bed, my eyes rolling back. Lips curling with crazed delight, I bite down on the ball. My release rips through me in raw, shattering waves. Through clenched teeth, I scream my pleasure. Core clenching around nothing, I writhe out my orgasm. Lights swell and dim behind my closed lids. Tears track down my face. “You came so hard,” he rasps with disbelief. “Without permission.” He adds darkly. He sounds pleased I’d disobeyed, if only to punish me again. “Mmmhph…” I moan incoherently. I have so much to tell him. Like, give me your cock, fuck me senseless. Use me. “No use begging, Katya,” he hisses, “You’re about to get fucked. Hard.” Both his palms land on my hips with a loud slap, rocking me on my weakened knees. Sweat pebbles my skin, chill against my heated body. I dimly register contact against my opening when he whispers to himself, “Look so much like her. The only reason…” I can’t dwell on his statement as the plush tip of him circles my wet entrance, prodding but never breaching. Swaying backward, I try to slip him into my molten core. But he grips my hips, holding me in place. “So wet for me. Greedy girl.” This tease is maddening! I try communicating again, “Uhnnn mmmphh…” Damned gag! “Tell me what you need. If you can’t use your words, use your eyes, Katya.” Desperate, I curve my neck to the side with my eyes wide and shimmering with a silent plea— Our gazes lock. He’d pushed just enough to sink the flared head past my folds. My brain fights between greedily sucking in the torturous inch of cock he’s fed me, and reconciling the face with one from memory. Though his powerful body freezes, his shaft continues to sink into me so slowly it might’ve been a dream. Thick and veined, he fills me deliciously, the discomfort eased by the crawling pace. He sinks to the hilt, still looking bewildered. My pulse flutters. My center clenches around the pulsing length seated deep inside me, milking it in the absence of motion. “Marisella?” He rasps, voice hoarse, neck tight with corded muscle. I nod. Slow, dazed. He lunges backward with a shocked bellow. Heat still pooling between my legs, my hips softly rock against nothing. The way he gapes at me makes my chest ache. Horror. Shock. But still, one thought echoes in my head… I wish he’d finished before we realized… he is Alexei—my stepbrother.꧁ Marisella ꧂I walk into the house I grew up in with trepidation.Silence greets me, a heavy premonition in the air.Weeks ago, an intruder had gained access through the kitchen window. I have a key, and I used the door, but I feel just like an intruder.My shower is short and purposeful. I dress up in running shoes, jogging pants, and a jacket.Before hailing an Uber, I jog to the end of the street to clear my head, and while in the car, I feel somewhat more in control.I just received the biggest news of my life, and I’m holding back every damaging thought sticking fingers in my brain.I want to see my friend, apologize and explain the situation to her, and get advice.I miss her, and frankly, her blunt attitude would help me so much.At her apartment building, I run up the stairs with my heart nearly bursting.Finally, someone I can talk to without falling into a life-altering trap. Someone I’m not afraid to show all my colors without flinching under bone-crushing shame.Her door
꧁ Marisella ꧂My eyes peel open, senses returning like memory foam. A color here, texture there. My general position registers on a deep breath, my throat tight on a gulp.Then I remember.Mum. The infection… Alexei.I turn side to side to see I’m alone in the room, on a hospital bed.I’d fainted from exhaustion, and now my mother was alone with Alexei. I can’t let her talk to him.My legs are heavy as lead as I swing them to the floor. And then I sit there, weight braced on my arms as the exhaustion clears like a storm.What had she said? Something about dying.Something about adoption.I freeze.That familiar ache and disbelief rush back into my body with a vengeance.I’m adopted. My mother… is not my real mother.And she’d decided to tell me now.Because she thinks she’s dying, and she wants to give me a chance to…No.That’s not it.A sick suspicion churns my gut.She wouldn’t lie about such a thing. But the circumstances around her confession feel doctored.I brush my palm over m
꧁ Marisella ꧂In person, Elizaveta sucks the air in the hallway and spins it into an icy typhoon around herself.She’s tall. Equal in height to Alexei’s six-something, though she’s wearing heels. Even then, it’s impressive.After a single sweep of her dismissive gaze over me, she scans the hospital hallway with distaste and then turns to Alexei.“Why are we outside?”The spell breaks.I face Alexei too.Without looking at his fiancée, he gestures to her. “Marisella, this is Elizaveta Vasilieva, my fiancée. Elizaveta, this is my sister.”“Stepsister.”Elizaveta’s correction slams into me with the force of a brick.But I don’t have the time or luxury to be shocked or offended. To be anything. My mother is fighting for her life, and I have a plan that requires a straight head.So I smile, even though my joints ache and my head hurts.“It’s so nice to finally meet you. I was wondering when we’d get to meet.” I can’t bring myself to offer a hug or handshake. “I didn’t imagine it would be
꧁ Marisella ꧂Long after Mum and I finish talking, I stare up at the cold, sky-blue ceiling.Even as my awareness dims and sleep hazes my senses, I muse over everything Mum had told me. Everything I’ve learned in the past few weeks.His return. Her recovery. His engagement.The sins of one father come to drag us all to hell.The chair is stiff behind me, and only beeps punctuate the air.He took everything from her. It wouldn’t be fair to let him win. Even in death.The sheer vastness of my mother’s inheritance is baffling. My childhood had been comfortable but tight. That prickly awareness of something wrong with your parent’s relationship prevalent in every moment.Dad’s prolonged absences, the money trouble always on the horizon. Mum’s hard work to keep us firmly middle-class.The face of the sickly boy who’d come to live with us.A sigh.Now Alexei is walking into a cage of a marriage, and Konstantin is probably developing Mum’s land.I can’t let that happen.My muddled mind clear
꧁ Marisella ꧂“Please calm down, Mum, please. How do you—”The hospital room door swings open, and a nurse sweeps in.“What is going on?”Mum and I turn at the sudden interruption, the nurse’s stern face taking us in.I stand up, still holding Mum’s hand. “I, uh… she just got excited. Mum, are you okay?”Mum’s chest rises and falls under her still-shaking palm, but she gives a nod. She breathes through her mouth, her face still etched with a mix of terror and confusion.“Your heart rate is too high. I’ll administer a drug to help you calm down—”“No!” Mum interrupts. “I’m fine. Or I will be. Just let me talk to my daughter first. Please.”The nurse looks at both of us again. “Don’t cause her any more shocks. She’s still under close monitoring.”At my nod, the nurse turns and leaves.The door hasn’t even closed completely when Mum grabs my hand again.Her chin is set, her grip almost too strong. “There’s something I need to tell you.”No kidding. Everyone seems to have secrets that I o
꧁ Marisella ꧂My hands are steady around my phone, but my heartbeat is erratic.I rewind the video and look at Elizaveta Vasilieva once more. Posh. An undeniable beauty with porcelain skin.They look perfect together.I lock my phone and place it gently on the sofa beside me.How long was he planning to hide this for?Why am I finding out on the internet?He’d said our protection had required a different kind of payment, but I hadn’t imagined anything like this.I ease the grip of my fingers around my drawn-up knees. Staring straight ahead, I try to make sense of my position.Alexei had taken such a big step without confiding in me. While I sat here imagining a future with him in it, he’d secured one without me in his.As long as I let him be a savior, I wouldn’t get to hold any power of my own.I’ve been locked up and steered this way and that. The least he can do is let me in on plans that will ultimately affect me.He owes me at least that. Or does he?The storm lets up, the trees







