LOGIN꧁ Marisella ꧂
With his back to me, he orders, “Go into the bedroom, kneel facing the headboard.” My body tingles. Stealing one last look at his form, I spin just before he turns around. I have a feeling he’d realized my little game and was in on it. We’d yet to see each other’s faces. Dress still bunched around my waist, I saunter toward an open door. His gaze is like a hot brand on my flesh. The edge of the bed is visible from the living area, but when I step in, I freeze in my tracks. Spread out on the matte black sheets of the large bed is a ball gag, a glinting metal bar, and several leather restraints. A wicked-looking whip proudly circles the ensemble. “Oh hell no…” I breathe, taking an instinctive step back. Once again, my back collides with the hard planes of his body. Always in the way of any escape. He runs his fingers through my hair, voice husky, “I’ll be… gentle.” I can tell from his tone he doesn’t want to be. So how can I trust that he will? His fingers play over my nape, brushing my hair over my shoulder to fully expose my naked back. “Exquisite,” he groans, low. That hungry sound sends my desire roaring again. My thighs subtly clench at the rush of slickness. He deftly unlaces my halter, undressing me with fluid, methodical movements. Soon, I am naked, save for my gold chain. Then he does something shocking. Carefully tugging, he returns my hair to flow down my back, and he… braids it. Whispering words I cannot understand, he finishes the thick braid, stroking it lovingly. It feels like a ritual. Preparing me. Readying me— “On your knees in bed.” My gaze flits back to the equipment, trepidation filling me once more. I’d prepared my mind for a spank here and there. N-not that! At my hesitation, his grip on my hair turns harsh. “Ten thousand. Obey, or go home.” That got me moving. Feverish with a mix of dread and anticipation, I climb into the king-sized bed beside the arsenal he’d arranged. I catch a glimpse of a bejeweled butt plug. Oh Hectate, save me. “Pick up the gag. Wear it.” His voice sounds strained, as if he’s holding himself back by a thread. Gagging myself with the shiny ball, I fasten the clasps behind my head, and note the severe air of the room. A single strip of warm, indirect lighting snakes along the ceiling, barely illuminating the space and leaving half the room in shadows. “Chest down, wrists beside your knees,” he commands immediately after I’ve secured the last clasp. Heart racing, I do as he asks, leaning my chest to the bed, raising my ass in the air. He grunts at the sight, muttering more Russian expletives. My body flames. The position, the circumstances, the act. I really am surrendering my body to this faceless man. His hand flashes by my side to pick up the long metal bar with cuffs on the ends. With ragged breaths, he eases my legs wider apart, fastening the ice-cold cuffs on each knee with deliberate calm. Sparks singe when his skin makes contact with mine, securing my wrists to the cuffs on my knees. The bar keeps my legs spread in a fixed, helpless angle. I can’t straighten out or move away. I’m well and truly bound. Rocking my hips, I’m startled by how turned on I am by the restrictions. “Don’t do that.” He grates. “Don’t make me lose control.” Oh? Unease fades into daring. I ache to provoke the big bad wolf. This is my first and last opportunity to explore this strangely exciting ritual—with someone like him. My hips rock wantonly, followed by a drawn-out moan that’s part plea and part wonder. “For all your shyness, you love this. Don’t you?” He sounds pleased. Seconds later, I feel strands of leather slink over my spine. The flogger. My muscles tighten just as leather snaps across the backs of my thighs. I gasp. The sting makes my eyes water. Even as I whimper behind the gag, my ass juts out for more. He obliges, striking my ass, my thighs, even my lower back and calves. He gives no quarter, no breaks. Beyond the sharp pain, heat flares into hypersensitivity. Everything heightens my arousal. His grunts as he strikes. The unyielding ball in my mouth. My limbs tremble, fists clenching. When a stray lash catches my pussy, I keen against the ball, chasing the shocking pleasure. He figures my intent, focusing softer lashes against my soaking lips and clit. My legs quiver, a tight ball of bliss gathering between my thighs. My desperate cries sound so far away. “Are you going to come like this, Katya? Don’t you dare, not until I say you can.” Oh, that voice. My mind readily supplies a face. Dark hair falling over equally pitch-black eyes. Flawless skin taut over high cheekbones. That smooth, sharp jaw. Thick brows drawn together as he whips my ass raw. My head thrashes, need welling up inside me. Liquid snakes down my thighs, adding to the overwhelming sensations. Boneless, sinking further into the bed, my eyes roll back. Lips curling with crazed delight, I bite down on the ball. My release rips through me in raw, shattering shockwaves. Through clenched teeth, I scream my pleasure. Core clenching around nothing, I writhe out my orgasm. Lights swell and dim behind my closed lids. Orgasmic tears track down my face. “You came so hard,” he rasps in disbelief. “Without permission.” He adds darkly. He sounds pleased I’d disobeyed, if only to punish me again. “Mmmhph…” I moan incoherently. I have so much to tell him. Like, give me your cock, fuck me senseless. Use me. “No use begging, Katya,” he hisses, “You’re about to get fucked. Hard.” Both his palms land on my hips with a loud slap, rocking me on my weakened knees. Sweat pebbles my skin, chill against my heated body. I dimly register contact against my opening when he whispers to himself, “Look so much like her. The only reason…” I can’t dwell on his statement as the plush tip of him circles my wet entrance, prodding but never breaching. Swaying backward, I try to slip him into my molten core. But he grips my cheeks, holding me in place. “So wet for me. Greedy girl.” This tease was maddening! I try communicating again, “Uhnnn mmmphh…” Damned gag! “Tell me what you need. If you can’t use your words, use your eyes, Katya.” Desperate, I curve my neck to the side with my eyes wide and shimmering with a silent plea— Our gazes lock. He’d pushed just enough to sink the flared head past my folds. My brain fights between greedily sucking in the torturous inch of cock he’s fed me, and reconciling the face with the one from memory. Though his powerful body freezes, his shaft continues to sink into me so slowly it might’ve been a dream. Thick and veined, he fills me deliciously, the discomfort eased by the crawling pace. He sinks to the hilt, still looking bewildered. My pulse flutters. My center clenches around the pulsing length seated deep inside me, milking it in the absence of motion. “Marisella?” He rasps, voice hoarse, neck tight with corded muscle. I nod, slow, dazed. He lunges backward with a shocked bellow. Heat still pooled between my legs, my hips softly rock against nothing. The way he gapes at me makes my chest ache. Horror. Shock. But still, one thought echoes in my head… I wish he’d finished before we realized… he is Alexei—my stepbrother.꧁ Marisella ꧂He catches me in time before I crash backward onto Mom’s resting form. His fingers scald my back with heat not nearly as strong as the one that pools in my belly.Get it together, I chide myself.My heart slams in my chest.He’d followed me in? I turn the surprise to loathing, glaring at him. But he doesn’t even see me, his gaze is transfixed on Mom.Shock, sadness, and fear play on his face like a montage.He parts his lips to speak, but I shut him up with a hand over his mouth.God. His lips are impossibly soft against my palm, and a wayward spirit in me wills him to lick it.His eyes flash open in surprise, brows drawing together in confusion.With an answering glare of my own, I mouth to him, “Leave. Leave now.”His lips thin beneath my palm, and we both glance toward my mother. But her eyes are still closed, her breaths steady.When I face Alexei again, I remove my hand from his mouth and point firmly at the door.The light leaves his eyes, replaced by a shadow I’m
꧁ Marisella ꧂ Strange sounds fill the night as I come back into focus. Dull, wet sounds. The ground shudders beneath me. Is that… impact? When someone yells out in pain, followed by a grunt and the unmistakable sound of a neck being snapped, I scramble to my knees. My sight is still blurry. Pain radiates all over my face. My hands press against… the bare ground? And it looks like a fight has broken out right in front of me… Then it all rushes back. I let out a cry, scrambling back on my knees as the scene completely registers. There are three men grappling in front of me. The one they seem to be attacking braces with his feet, holding one attacker by the throat and fighting the other with one hand. He’s dressed formally, his boots shiny in the dim alley. I glance to my side and see a body. Still. Unmoving. Ice washes down my spine. My lips move but no sound comes out. Is that Pascal? Had he come out to— Something glints in the hand of the dressed-up man. He
꧁ Marisella ꧂“Okay, stop right there.” Sonya steps in front of our boss, her eyes glacial with fury.“We both know you couldn’t differentiate between a mole and your own arse. Fire me if you want, but I cornered Marisella. She’s been trying to escape me, but I can’t help filling her ears with woeful tales of my skincare fail!”Her chest heaves as she stares Pascal down. I’ve never been able to understand how she can stand up to him like this without repercussions. He does have a crush on her. She weaponizes it, but what if it doesn’t work this time?Has she gone too far?I clutch my metaphorical pearls, my mind reeling with panic.Pascal’s sneer deepens as he looks from Sonya to me, and back again.“Get back to work. This is your final warning.”Sonya and I exchange a wide-eyed look.We follow closely behind him as he returns to the bar, his practiced smile back in place once we cross the inner doors.Before Sonya and I separate to man our stations, I grasp her hand and blow her an
꧁ Marisella ꧂I can barely carry my own weight under the searing Miami sun. My equipment weighs a ton along with everything on my mind, but still… I push through.“Parents of the bride, please step forward!” I call.Music and laughter swirl into a cacophony of joy on the wedding grounds.The bride stands on the dais, pristine dress and a smile rivaling the sun. Her pure happiness makes me smile, giving me a needed surge of energy.As her family walks up to surround her, some laughing and teasing, others crying, I burst into a grin of my own.“Say cheese!”“Cheese!!!” they echo, striking poses.Shot after shot. Face after face.When I finally fulfill my obligations as a photographer and the event winds down, my legs are lead, my stomach coiled tight with exhaustion.After a final moment with the bride and her family, I head back to my main job. Waitressing at Luminé.Let’s hope Pascal doesn’t kill me for being an extra two hours later than I’d begged for.Mom’s car coughs under me as I
꧁ Marisella ꧂The front door closes as quietly as I can manage behind me, my shoulders weighed down and weary.When I turn into the living room, Nurse Elise raises her head, shifting her thick chart to the sofa.“Good evening, Mari.” Her tone is unusually curt, and I understand why.“I’m sorry for the delay, thank you for staying with her,” I whisper back.Her face softens slightly. “How did the interview go?”I’d told her I had an interview right after my waitressing shift at 8 p.m. She’d agreed to stay with my mom until 10 p.m.—I’d returned minutes shy of 12am.I plaster on a smile. “Went great. Got the job, and even a deposit.”“Wow! I told you you’d ace it. Congratulations.”And ace it I did, until the client had seen my face. The deposit was appreciated though; I now have a three‑month window of Mom’s medical bills settled.“Thank you,” I tell Nurse Elise.“I just did a final visual examination. Pay attention, and call me if anything feels off, okay?” She fixes her bag strap over
꧁ Marisella ꧂ The meager accounts my mother had been able to retrieve? We’d spent it all on Alexei’s treatments. Then he’d left. Only to resurface balls deep inside me. The doors open. My body stiffens. I’d nursed a dangerous crush for eight years, longing for his return. My neck flushes at the thought of what we’d almost done. Again, I wish we’d gone all the way. It feels like a waste since I know he’ll never touch me again, not even with a ten-foot pole. Better get this over with. I turn to speak— “I walk you down. Driver.” The mountain of a man doesn’t look like he’s just a driver. Bald and severe, he looks down at me dismissively. Without waiting for a response, he turns and walks away. I’m to follow him. Right. Hurrying after his wide strides, I stew in anger. So Alexei couldn’t deign to walk me down himself? Cold. As the elevator ride blurs by, my heart alternates between racing and slowing, depending on whether I was replaying our hot tryst or his reac







